windsurfing is FUN!

omg wts...

GEE

i am so upping the views for this video exponentially.
just realise act cute is not easy.
as much as i dun like snsd, i must admit they did smth i cant do (yet).
muaha, i am gg to exude cuteness from my pores after i get over this dance.

ps: mad loves Arshavin!

coming coming!!! woohoo!!!

my freaking shoes are coming!!!
yayness!!!
faster mail it to meeeeeeeeee~~~~

ralala im a hoarse

yay went to k today.
shiok.
i dun care if i am tone deaf, i love to yell into the mic.
except the fact that now i cant hear myself plus i cough like i have lung cancer. ok touch wood.
oh wells, gone is the plan to mug.
but unfortunately, i still have to.
so haiz.
i want to learn all the korean song's dances!
so cool!
sorry sorry is abit hard to learn, but nvm! i can learn GEE first, or Nobody.
Then i want to learn Amigo oso.
oh still got Don't Don.
dance queen in the making.

Miss my bedzdzdzdzzzzz

I'm waking up insanely early everyday in an attempt to fullfil my plans to bring my life back on track, I hope I don't give up anytime soon, it does feel good to have more time and a long day with no work is awesome too except I'm here waiting for a chicken who can't fly and a runny colon who must pang sai just before she leave house. For once I am freaking on time lol, gives me the authority to yell at people later, smiliies. Oh the chicken has just arrived woosh. Time to pig into breakfast! Weeee~~~

I am setting my life straight

As much as I do not like to plan, I have to. And I have to have plans for all sorts of things, majorly to plan my time properly.

I am gritting my teeth and I am going to set my life straight. I wish the feeling of surrealism go away because of this.

Firstly, my wakeup and sleep time. I am setting it at 630 am and 11pm. Chop.

Secondly, I must follow my to-do list that I set out the day before. And do the best I can to finish what I set out to do.

Thirdly, keep this up and not give up after one or two weeks, which always happen, so I must make sure I do this! Chop

Yup.

i feel surreal

lately i have this surreal feeling about me.
I may be talking laughing wadever, but at the same time I feel detached from it all. I feel like I'm watching from the sidelines, observing everything. Why?????

2012

dun ask me why, but i sort like the idea of 2012, i liked the idea that the whole world is coming to an end.

super funny

wtf meenu james is my top friend on facebook, unbelievable ttm...tt is fucking super loser but dam funny at the same time. i dunno how to face her anymore. wtf top friend. just bushuang. lol

Cramps

My leg cramped in the middle of the night, I didn't wake up, but I remembered something dreadful happened in my dreams. I woke up thinking, it is really nice if someone could massage my cramped leg in the midst of sleep.

How come..

why is it that I can always find something else to do when I have the most imminent thing on my hand already. I have a paper to sit for tomorrow and two on the day next. Frankly speaking, I'm in totally no position to take the paper because I haven't learned half the syllabus, let alone revision and preparing for exam!?
I have come to terms with myself that this semester was overwhelming much, that I misplaced my balance. I dabble in things so many that I couldn't focus on any one of them, I totally missed my entire purpose in University. I even needed someone to remind me that my purpose here is to study. For that period of time, I didn't know what was I doing here. Now as I think back, I find myself utterly ridiculous. Sidetrack, I just watched first ep of the drama called Privileged, and I feel inspired by the "what-do-call-the-main-person" who was motivated, focused and ambitious, but got lost in the middle of life and the story tells how she pick herself up along helping others. Nowadays, I think that belief is a choice, I choose to believe in something and I commit to it. I choose to believe in finding a goal and working for it, for if I find this worthy goal or ambition, I don't want it to come to me free, I want to attain it through my own work. Some may say, street smart please, why work so hard? Why? Coz it's worth it. Random ramblings, but I feel like I'm seeing light at the end of the tunnel. I am setting standards for myself, not like how I used to work to standards set by teachers and/or parents, now I work for myself. yup, back to mugging. PS: I am greatly amused by "Muggerita". I can't help it.

Haha I am elated and super amused

I am elated because I think I let go of something that won't belong to me, and I stopped longing for it, lest feel lousy over it. I am amused because, I seriously think I am much better. So, kudos to myself for overcoming it. it was rather undescribable experience, it gave me much FRUSTRATIONS, and I am so glad it's over. my elation bloomed while I was washing up just now. it just came like that, and I think this is the kind of joy that will last, compared to those I bluffed myself into. anyhow, it has been great. and I am super amused. best way to lift myself up is to laff at those that put me down.

anyhows, tmr is my first paper. welcome to next 5 days of continuous mugging. my forehead is super pimped due to all these stressful things. totally need a treat plus massage plus spa after everything. anyone wanna join me??

all the best for tmr's paper ^^, im just glad i wont need to study it again, provided i clear it this time round.

tadaas

die....

die...
with half a million things to study and I'm here having no mood to mug.