Tuesday, July 27, 2004

..heheeheee

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Am i like overly sensitive to "him"? i m like everytime i see anything abt him, there's bound to be some negative effects. BUT, who cares, i m getting apathetic, and i think he must be very very irritated with me, coz i ve not seen him around online for quite a few days, why, i must be missing him, but i guess i shouldnt be, should just think that he does not exist in my life, not now, but maybe a longing but, definitely not gonna go near him. everytime i do that, i get hurt in some ways, so in order to keep from those hurtings, i just have to stay a good distance away. so , yup that's it, i m not gonna mention abt such things much more, it must be getting irritating to read all these things all the time.
so anyway, i got pretty fared up at me dad yesterday, well not exactly fared up like we gonna have some showdown or smth, but only i went a little bit too harsh and too loud at him. I nv meant to do that, i wish i could always be like a little kid clinging on to Dad's back upside down like how we used to back in the 1990s, talking like some old geezers, am i ? hehe. But the thing is that, he always asks me stupid questions abt the com, and repeating the same old questions over and over again just that he phrases it in another way. That's like so , um... not needed. But, after all , my Dad is my Dad, no matter how he's blabbering on and on, he'd still be my lovely father, did i mention that me dad is really cute? haha, gtg , didnt get much sleep, hav 2.4 NaFa test tml, hope i can run well.

Monday, July 26, 2004

oops

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Oops, slacked a bit (sticks out my tongue). Ok, i m kind of starting to get fed up of the LYC thingy, yar, found that i m not that interested anymore, and yarlar, gettin apathetic also. Who cares abt him, also not my business. Anyway, finally get to see Fredrick (did i get it right?) , the face behind the SMSs, that's what Ethel said, i still finds him utterly similiar to Wee Lic, when asked for Ethel's opinion, she told me she didnt see..... diaoz.
Think that i've become rather "nice" recently, well i still do get kind of an annoyed feeling when it comes to the remind of PSQ, the last incident when i was totally insulted and she treated me and my family with absolutely no respect, i think i m not gonna be as close to her anymore. Although i thought that i knew her kind of "well" before we went to different Sec schools, but she really amazes me by how fast she changes her face. I admit that she's really pretty nice sometimes, but when it comes to family, I may be overly sensitive or wat, but she insults my family, i m gonna squeeze her throat into a toothpick. Well, maybe not, that's kind of a... um ... violent sia.... hez.
Im so desperate lately, last friday, ahem,  (whispers: i had a close contact with ...him.. blushes)
yar, i m not gonna write it out here, coz i know ppl are watching, i shall just keep it within me, and i m quite contented, i m a easily contented person.
I miss Alice alot, why isnt she replying me?

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

omg

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ok, i m not sure what i m gonna say about this....
anyway, today i was um, kind of high spirited, yar, first because, i saw him... :p
now my target is to only see once per week, and  i think i 'd be quite satisfied already. yar, quite fun lar today.. hehez, so paiseh, went like mad after he passed by our classroom, shimin had a good laugh i think... haizz, find that i m very innocent person....haha

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

hi

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People with itchy butts will wake up with smelly hands....LAME!!!(scream scream)
Anyway, um, nothing much today, and i think i shall just end it right here... hehez. oh yar, i wrote a letter to my beloved Alice (vomit vomit) who so heartlessly nv returned me any, wonder whether she really is busy over there or has she thrown me to the back of her head? Please don't, that's so sad.... sobz, yar, i realised that i havnt treasured her when she was around, and when she's gone, i start to miss her, oh lame, isnt that the most old fashioned things ever....duh.... oh, and 2/5 moved back to the classroom nextdoor, i don like that....hmm....byz

Monday, July 19, 2004

吓了一跳。。。

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今天回到家的时候,从信箱里取到了一封寄给我的信吔。当时我还在想可能是王琦玥给我写的信呢,可是你猜是谁?居然是一个日本笔友寄来的嘞!真是难以置信呀!后来回到家,我很迅速的就给她也写了一封信,还是我平生第一次用日文写信呢,感想:写日文信真的好辛苦啊!翻字典都翻的眼睛花,头晕目眩的,痛苦啊,痛苦。嗨呀,叹气叹气。。。。

Saturday, July 17, 2004

哈哈, 哈哈哈,哈哈哈哈。。。

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没什么好写的嘞,就是有点儿想笑,神经质,好想成都哦!该写什么好呢?老妈刚才跟我一起照了很多张相呢, 好好耍哦!哎呀,不说了啦,真的真的写不下去了。

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

bad day....

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haizz, separated from my dear Ethel(ahem, vomit vomit) because of tt Ms Lee wadever, though separated, our hearts will go on (omg, faint faint) anyway, today's volleyball practise, i made damn lot of mistakes, i jus cant control, i donno why, and was so paiseh, haizz, jus finally fixed my comp and i m having a vocab test tml, and i have aching tighs and butts....

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

......biting my lips, srp, oh ya!

wat's wrong with this stupid (lost count of how many times i've said that word today) computer!
am i getting used to or am i just plainly scared the hell of my ass, that now i donno how i m feeling with almost half of my family having cancer. its on me father's side, me granny has got breast(don laugh, i will slap u) cancer because of being worried sick for me dad's 3rd brother or eldest brother or the second brother, anyway, one of me uncles who has got some complicated cancers or swelling organs or watever, that two out of the 3 of them almost died right in the hospital and t'was a miracle that they were still alive. i m not trying to be sarcastic here, they are my uncles after all although they were brought upon these by themselves. t'was said that they drink and smoke terribly, and thus got some liver and bladder probs. and then they drag me granny down too, how cruel! me small aunt, dad's younger sister has some womb cancer or smth, how stupid is that, it's like everyone in the house was trying to get a piece of havin cancer. urrrgh! and she said that maybe it's in our genes that our liver was born with some problems, bringing moi into the topic, oooh am i gonna die. double urrrgh!!!!

Sunday, July 04, 2004

how can i like my body?

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Ok, fine! I admit that I'm fat, i have fat arms, legs, waist and butt, what else.... how stupid! my mom doesnt grow fat no matter how she eats and sleeps but me dad does, and i take after me dad, aaargh! not that i m saying takin after me dad is totally bad, for one thing, he's tall, if i'd taken after mommy, i'd be like a miggit, no offence mom!
(:P) anyway, i heard from me aunts that 20 yrs ago, when me mom was like my age, she was even more WOW than me, much more, and until she reaches 20 and over, she slimmed to her current shape, shapely, weeowee! so i m totally confident that maybe after all i had taken smth from mom, heehee. but still i cant stand meself being so WOW, i m very self-conscious person, i've once again decided to start me runs in e breakin mornin, doubt that im able to wake up tt early, oh god. but for the sake of healthy body shape, im willing to forsake anything! onward slimming runs!

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Returned to Singapore for 2 days liaoz, boredom, homesick

Having returned back here to Singapore for 2 days, i've grown rather homesick, sick, very sick. I can't possibly imagine how am i goin to live until the next time i again goes back. how fast has one month passed? i dono, nv bothered to calculate, but that period of time may be the happiest moments of my few decades of current still-on-goin life. Anyway, as all eyes can see, i hav slagged quite a lot from updating this freaking thing because of the stupid server that cant find almost anything but blogger back home, so, yar, i missed out quite alot of events. i will find some time, some other day maybe, not now, no time.
reminds: call shiqi for retrieval of me One Piece CDs
call Desiree Tay for confirmation tt she knows Jerico Lee
Clear out my luggage and deliver all the presents
buy uniform, draw out $50 from bank, cry...

Monday, June 07, 2004

在大姨朋友家..无聊TAKES OVER, WE WILL TRIUMPH!

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刚刚跟大姨还有她的同事们去吃了有名的"铺盖面",好吃得很呢!我总共吃了二两。好饱哦!现在呢,正在他们同事家里,他们呢都在打麻将,我就落了个清闲,独自在这儿玩电脑,希望的大姨不要忘了我明天还要一大清早去“九寨沟”的事情,祈祷祈祷。下午,我去剪了个头,好时髦的发型呢,不过不怎么保暖呢。大姨现况:输得很惨,现在退出,去切西瓜,哇哈哈。这几天,爷爷把我的行程安排得好紧张啊,先是“九寨沟”4天游,然后去湖南,还要去北京,还得抽时间和蔡婷去逛街,我真没想到自己会这么忙。好想假期可以延长一些哦。好久没跟爹地说话了,待会儿去找他聊天。

Friday, June 04, 2004

每天都过得好充实!

今天是我回到中国四川省成都市的第7天了吧。时间飞逝啊,一转眼我在成都的日子已经所剩无几了,真是很舍不得呢,毕竟这儿才是我的家嘛。两天前,爷爷带我和张姨到《春西路》去配眼镜,结果给我弄了个贵死人的,我怎么都说不过爷爷,我连撒娇都派上用场了,可怎么都没法挽救局势,结果还是收了那“差5块一千”的一副镜子。“那么贵,我都舍不得戴了!”,我总是怎么跟爷爷说,可他就“哈哈”两声就把我敷衍了。怎么可以这样?!太不尊重我的选择权了嘛!虽然我很清楚爷爷这么做无非是出于对我的疼爱,但是。。。(叹气)。不说了。
昨天呢,分别去咨询了两间牙科医院,两家的牙医都说我的牙齿只能用矫正的方法才行,就跟当初在新加坡的牙医说的一样。第二间医院的牙医,再给我看牙齿的同时,胳膊肘不时地碰到我的胸部,我想他自己也没发觉吧,所以我并没有吭声。后来想想,若他是有意的,那我不是吃大亏了吗?我难得偶尔上一次网,却没有一个人跟我聊一下天,真是令我伤心透了。现在我每天晚上都跑到蔡婷家去做作业,以帮她补习英语为名,其实咱两在哪儿叙旧呢!真担心我这样会影响她准备高考考试,若是这次考不好的话,我真不知道该怎么补偿她。。。(内疚,内疚)
我发现,我和老爸都不是太斤斤计较的人,从我们程度垫底的杀价工夫来看就知道了。我始终无法接受在国内的这种杀价方式,太不符和我的性格了。记得有一次,我听说的,我三姨与别人杀价,杀得都哭了。太离谱了吧!成都真的变了好多好多,但唯一没啥改变的就是成都人的一些不好的习惯。好希望我下次回来的时候,成都已经成为像新加坡,甚至超越新加坡的礼貌城市了。

Monday, May 31, 2004

me 3rd day back in China...so nice and heart warming

this is me third day back in China, i've been quite busy these 3 days, went to me brother's school yesterday, ooooo, 2 times the size of our small little puny Anderson, it should be much bigger coz it needs to accumulate 6000 over pupils, plus two student dorms. well anyway, have been quite happy these days. ChengDu has changed damn lot, man, cant even recognize my house anymore, haha. Still needs to have ppl with me if not i might get lost. Just went out with my aunt and she had a total makeover for me, just one outing and she got me changed from head to toe, bravo, and i realize that i can be slim too. hahaha.

Friday, May 28, 2004

last day of school and leaving tml morning

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today is sports' day! wheepee! my class again in e second consecutive year nv been winning anything, coz this year no banner, so whole thing diqualified, so shiok, muahaha. I hate myself for whatever i have done today, and i've slapped myself countless times. when i was queueing up for 72 today after sports day, he came running to the bus (wow! i m de mos stupid person ever!), dats the ferst time i saw him on a bus. he chose to sit at the lower deck, i chosed to too! but i had a sudden change of mind and quickly joited up the stairs to the upper deck! how stupid is that!!!??? i hate myself for that. I m leaving for China tml ferst thing in the morning, waking up at 4 am, thats damn early man, damn early. yar, i wrote something like a love letter jus now, to u-know-whu and then i sent it to clara to read coz she say she wanna read, and then told me that it didnt sound like a love letter at all, like some finance companies' o$pay$ letters. I was so insulted. Ok, i may not be able to update it for quite a long time, abt 30 days, so ...um...by

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

hmm, i lurve me primary school

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yup, went back to Seng Kang with JianRong today, and was late for almost an hour, paiseh. Was pretty surprised when Jianrong didnt complain alot for me being late, so gentleman, haha. Tml gonna watch Shrek2, i have longed to watch it, just that I cant find a companion, so happy that jianrong so nice to promise me to go, still waiting for him to come online for a 100% confirmation, hurry hurry!!!

Monday, May 24, 2004

spent so much money but it's a worth!

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currently listening to W-inds' new album PRIME OF LIFE, whoo damn nice siah, i lurve w-inds!! current song [So What?], nice is the only word i am aware of now. Along with the CD i bought, i bought a Toemarok 3rd Book - The Secrets of the Chochi Sword. It's out-of-this-world cheap, totally much cheaper than what i'd imagined it be. Leaving days countdown = 4, WHEEE!

Saturday, May 22, 2004

van helsing = cool ... totally

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Van Helsing rox man, it really is great! I cant use my limited vocab to describe it further, the experience was once in a lifetime! wow!!!

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

i hate"that person" in case he sees, then i die

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oK, I totally give up on him. Everytime I chat with him, i will end up being angry, he doesnt give me respect, and yar fine, finds me irritating. Who cares about this jerk, stupid idiot, if i ever get to see him again, I will stare at him until his guts fall out. How can such a jerk be existing on this planet?! I hope his balls fly away during his sleep!

Monday, May 17, 2004

van helsing...

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Was planning to watch Van Helsing today, and i "cheonged" straight to the MRT station to await for the arrival ShiQi, and she was late for half an hour. Then we took the MRT but in the wrong direction, we should be heading for Causeway Point. but we travelled all the way to Changi and only until then did we realise that we were on the wrong track. Stupid. We quickly changed trains and headed back to the correct direction and sure enough we missed our slot for Van HElsing, on the way, there was a minor train breakdown and we wondered whether the train would explode or just peacefully continue. So in the end we didnt get to watch Van Helsing but we decided to make another go for it on Saturday. Haizz....

Sunday, May 16, 2004

inspirations...woa

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Jusdone watching Factory Generation, the 3 groups really are busy:
W-inds are compelling there PV Best.
Lead preparing for live tour with Flame and movie "KAMACHI".
Flame training voice percussion.
Ryohei(W-inds)and the twins(Flame) are both going to their twenties, wooo, congrats(how i wish i could shake hands with them).
From Flame's new single "Fundamental Loop"'s PV, I was finally able to draft out a plan for my english composition, that cliff-hanging effect, speaking of cliff, reminds me of Ethel's cute little lemmings, haha.
ShiQi called to fix a time for movie tomorrow, finally I'm gonna watch VAN HELSING!! Wee! It's been long since I watched any horror shows, ShiQi's scared of ghost movies and yet she promises to accompany me, I'm so touched (sob sob).
A few days ago, Alice finally went online and accepted my friendster invitation, but she didnt reply my sweat-and-blood emails, how cruel.
Final descision on my speech topic : The Many Things That I Hate To See in People.
(Dad's back ((shiver)) )