Last day of exam...and i screwed it... and i don't care...

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Yup, i screwed my D&T paper and I kind of feel proud of it, well maybe not exactly proud, but I'm happy, haha. Perhaps I've been too used to getting good grades, i may want to try failing some subjects, hehe. That's too thick-skinned for me, I must learn to be humble and humble leads to success ( quotes from e calendar : Ways to Success). Hmm, shall be prepaing for my speech next week, and my topic will be on "Laughs", kind of suit me. My thighs are screaming like there's no tomorrow and I'm dying to catch a movie (these two things don't quite have any links do they?). Count down from leaving S'pore :14 days exact, 2 weeks.

darn the slow computor

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It took a whole afternoon for the one piece to only download 3%, that is too infuriating.

When things remain unchanged, the heart changes

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I find that sometimes I have really serious mood swings, and when I had come to realise that yesterday, I was thinking that how bored could life be, and what life would be like if I'm dead? Sometimes, I feel really empty, I'm not the type of person who would spill everything to anyone, and that very someone was far far away and probably had me fading from her life. (currently listening to some Wolf's Rain songs, all of them sounded quite sad, recommends Stray, coz it's e least sad one, the current song makes me shiver....) A few moments ago, my mood was starting to get better, then it swing until the very bottom and starts rising again. Me gonna catch that Kung Pow movie later, you know, that man fighting with the Kungfu cow, that very lame movie? ok, nvm, i also didnt know before i saw the trailer.

退魔录

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今天终于搞定了GEOG，可以潇洒地把它甩在一边了！真轻松啊！今后我应该会多用中文来写BLOG了吧，要多写，我的写作程度才能有提高嘛。考完试了后，又去上课，今天的课简直是令人气愤哪！又是那两个大龅牙在那里几哩呱啦，气得我瑟瑟发抖，然后摔了椅子走出了科室。其实也没有那么猛，只不过是突然站起身走出去罢了，去上厕所，嘿嘿。下课后，就跟老爸老妈一起去游泳。今天我多数是游自由式，所以现在肩膀好酸哦。要是JELYN在看的话，一定会说我肩膀上长柠檬了。刚才好不容易读完了《退魔录-布利特拉》的故事，很感人啊，退魔录真是我的最爱呀，我最喜欢的人物是俊厚，因为他跟我一样年龄，而且十分有惠根，又聪明又可爱，而又十分感伤，常常会被一些鬼怪们的悲惨命运弄得稀里哗啦。但是我还是非常喜欢他呢！还有，今天重复播放了《钢铁神兵》的热门主题歌 《晴天~航向我的梦》（我翻译得不错吧）。重复听了许多遍但不会腻哦，反而很感动呢，因为这首歌是我从始至终最深爱的一首歌。

I love My Hair!帅哥！

I love my hair!
NOthing much to write about today. Bored as usual. Ooh, got frightened by Kamua's scary coughing, really pretty scary! mm, saw a rat today, small and black and had nowhere to go, poor thing, if it hadnt been black, i might have cuddled it, i think not... Which reminds me of the cat i saw a few months ago, it's just too cute! it's a pet maybe, because once it sees someone (me) passing by, it will run and lie down in front of you, and show you its tummy, obvious that she wants to be massaged or cuddled or whatever. speaking of watever, i remembered the most interesting ever EFL session we had yesterday. Gary Wu ( i think) the speaker that day was such a bravo person. at least he knows how to keep audience awake, not like some Tan Tok Seng doctor. Anyway, I gonna sleep...

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hmm, ethel told me that i would be writing something particular, now that i totally can't remember what that was. aagh, headache... got meself a real short haircut yesterday, i think it's cool, both physically and mentally, hm... just realize that i havent been scribbling away for quite a few days already, couldnt blive that i actually have some control over it. maybe i shall add a tagboard in the blog, so that i would know that my blog actually has ppl reading it, not that i care, feels wierd to have ppl reading your diaries. but nvm, i don care much abt that.
i m in lurve with MOnkey D. Luffy, the rubberman from One Piece, i love his cuteness and "dumbness", and when i saw his "macho" picture, i all the more fell in lurve again. Luffy!!! muak muak muak
GOMU GOMU NO ロケット！！！
OOH, almost forgotten. some one sat on ethel's "nipple" today, no lah actually table, something is seriously wrong with my hearing. SPA tml, anything to study?
and oh ya, saw Cybil and her "boyfren" going home together today, isnt that sweet...

are titles needed?

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haizz, so tired, came back from a long missed swim. was so happy to realise (once again) that i've slimmed down another "quite alot", coz my swimsuit now wasnt as tight as it used to be and my thighs dont rub together anymore!!! (whisper). hahahaha! wasnt i joyous! Dad said that he sees his shadow in me becouse I always do the designer job during project, and i was totally honoured. Dad patted me head too! I can still feel the halo there, haha. fly fly! saw really beautiful clouds today and was so amused by me mom learning to swim that i totally forgot about buying the vangard sheet for the proj. killed alot of insects today, amita... 阿弥陀佛。。。

projects, projects and more projects...

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9 o'clock count down 6 minutes, must remember to wake my mom up, then go to sleep, i m dying already.
went for half a volleyball training today, quite fun except for the spoiling-the-fun cum stupid rain. then went for stupid science tuition, half way thru the class, i almost fell asleep, cant keep me eyes open no matter how. Guess that the others also suffered quite a lot from my cursed perspiration. i found myself really smelly too, what can i do? i cant control how i swear...

香君啊，你。。。

今天不知何故和亲爱的潘大小姐翻脸了。当她在桌子上写我是“屁洞”。为什麽当她在桌子上写“wanyi=asshole"的时候，我会那么生气？我没惹她，也没招她，为什麽她这么讨厌我？回家的路程上，我一直在想，最终得出的结论是：XiangJun hates me."
可能是因为我经常说她很烦，很讨厌，之类的话吧。我很讨厌跟人说”对不起”，所以对她说了那种话之后，虽然有些内疚，但却不会低声下气地向她道歉，反正是她有错在先嘛。
当她不烦人，不找人麻烦的时候，我认为她是个不错的女孩。就像那天，她跟我谈起她小妹妹的时候，我真的很喜欢那时候的她。很成熟，很可爱。真希望她永远那样。
我想因为我常常对她的态度很不好，所以她现在一定很讨厌我吧。想起她上次的Speech，我想她所说的应该是我吧。（叹气）真令人心痛啊。
Thinking about what happened just now, my heart ached again. When I quarelled with XiangJun, Ethel only just told me "cool it". That's cold, ok. It's not like someone whom you regard as one of your closest friend would say to you when your are against someone, not that I'm saying XiangJun was to be blamed, I owe a lot to her, i would say. But Ethel's "coldness" (ooh, I m freezing!) reminded me of my one and only true friend, and again, she's far far away in China, and haven't been contacting me for eternity. Hello~. Alice was the only friend that stood on my side whenever someone's against me or me against someone. except for her, from young till now, i had not one friend who would go " Hey, don bully wanyi!" or something like that. Most of the times, people would gang up with one another to play tricks on me and make me feel stupid. haizz....
Ok,
to xiangJun: dear panpan, i've always thought of u as my friend. i donno what u think. apart from sometimes u try to irritate ppl, u are really quite nice. please stop all the irritates and just get along as all friends does. i apologise, if i had been unkind or treated u with no respect....but ( ok , i cant go on anymore, this so mushy...!)

um...

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haven't been updating for a few days, i really couldnt find anything interesting enough to write down about. this week is a very blank week of my life. i hate it when ethel goes crazy with abel yang and sarah, i hate it when mom kept asking me stupid questions about the comp, i hate it when he doesnt reply me. i jus hate it!
hate is such a heavy word, shouldnt use hate, well hate here means irritating.

muahahaha...

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I've finally fixed my darned computer! A great feat of a lifetime! But was unable to complete my Chinese Composition homework. Darn....

VAn Van Van!!! Anderson Number 10!!!

WOA!!!<> Van rocks!! She's the best!! Three-pointer siah! woawoaowoa!!!

what kind of sh** is this?!

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O.K. What kind of shit is this?!
I locked myself up in the study room with this stupid computer and having a cold war with my parents. They don't understand me at all, all they want me to do is to give in to them. (Just returned from a toilet break.) This computer sucks to where, they are not as clear as moi, how this happens, they are too not known more than moi, and now they are there pointing and saying things like "it's all your fault that the computer is in this pathetic staea ." and blah blah blah blah blah. Isn't that the most irritating thing!? I just can't take it and my mom blames everything on me saying that I'm being defiant and them being my parents have the right to reprimand me and more blah blah blah s.
O.K. I've realised my wrong for argueing with them and makde my mom scream like some nicompoop. But they are totally ignoring me and pretending that I'm non-existent, ehat kind of childish parents are they?! Can't take it anymore, I wanna sleep!

using school com...

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yar, sending my lao ya computer for repair today. haizz, gonna miss it....
my dad bought a new hp yesterday, i really lurved that model, and he bought to use himself, NOT FOR MOI!!!! i m so angry ( wow school computer damn fast, haha). anyway.... i think i m gonna miss him also, unable to message him for like a few weeks, wonder whether he will be angry anot.... aaah, got nothing more to write.... sianz.....ooo later got SEX ed, teach us how to pett, hahahaha, how funny...

love torn (izzat de right word? or the left one? ok, lame...)

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yaya,couldnt update this thing for the past ...one day. Well, doesnt affect anything, not that anything really special happened yesterday.
Oh yar, saw on Popjam yesterday, one of my favourite Jap idols, W-inds!!! I only love the lead singer, Keita, but I should support the grp in order to support Keita, in fact I'm really starting to find Ryuichi irritating. Anyway, they performed a "SPECIAL" yesterday, at the start of the show. They were really cool, theiir SPECIAL was a combination of the newest singles : Pieces, Long road, Super Lover and I think the last song was Game. I was totally mesmerized and all, when suddenly when they were singing Game, each of them took off their outer clothing leaving either T-shirts or Sleeveless for view, wow, their muscles and all!!! The trio went down the stage and interacted with the "screaming bitches", shaking hands and things. Ok, i already was jealous (they were actually touching my beloved Keita!!!), when suddenly Keita put his legs on the porch and waved suavely to the crowd. That was one cool image but was ruined by those bitches frantically slapping Keita's leg and thigh!!! aaaaargh, i m angry all right, how could Keita have let them do that to him!!!

i m bursting with raging anger

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ok, this is like the n th time my computer goes crazy and slow. i feel so like want to just crush this stupid computer and just get some new and better ones just dropping down from the sky. today is one annoying and irritating day. mom took some bloody stupid photos of me in stupid poses, and came out in the pictures, i look fat like hell, and de color differences on my skin was so obvious! when i complain to my parents that i find myself really ugly and shitty, they told me that this stage of my life is the ugliest. yar right. everytime is de same! the pictures taken of me always look so much different fro m what i see of myself in the mirror. WHY! why cant i just be the old me, who appears "normal" in both pictures and mirror, and de image in both are of the same person?

pAIN.....Pain!!!!

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now that my muscles screamed too much, i couldnt hear them nor feel them anymore. yar, wad i m gonna say is that i definetly had grown much bolder after i had started messaging "him" through friendster. I jhad just messaged him telling him that i m totally freaked about insects and added him to my contacts on MSN. soon i could be toking to him freely and mayb passing casual remarks in school. I m still working on it, hai, ganbarimasu!

abrador

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went for e field trip today, to e long missed Labrador Park. Though i don't quite remember what the tour guide's name was but i think she was quite nice a lady though i find her eyes kind of disturbing.
Saw a lot of familiar places in the park, for exmaple that huge and imaginative compass, brought quite alot of happy memories of the days we spent in Pri5.
always finding my life getting more and more interesting and yet more stressing as of the new challenges that enters my life and had to really learn how to deal with them. and yet sometimes i wished i would
just die on the particular spot and time (the umpteenth time the freaking player playing the Azumanga Daioh song, getting irritating...) Mum coming home today from Malaysia or shld
I say tml that she'd be home very very very late tonight.
Aaarghs, can hardly keep my eyes open. somethings' damn wrong with my email, its either i don get the mail that i m supposed to get and having ppl using my add to send emails to other ppl.......z
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haha, spent the whole afternn making another chinese file frontpage. this one i made only fifteen min ago, is way cooler than that pink hair guy that was first on the frontpage. Honestly, i really donno y i chose to color him pink in the first place, maybe i shall upload some pictures of it so that anybd hu reads my blog (hardly) can get a better idea of wat i m trying to picture.
the funniest thing in the world that came to surface today:
me : "Mr Ismail, what was your CCA when ur were in Secondary sch?"
Ismail: " muahahahaha! TRRRRA-ke and FFFFieeld!"
me, xiangjun, jelyn, geraldine : " track and field....muahahahahahahhhhahahahahahahhahahahha!!! (continues on and on)
Ismail: " i dont look like from track and field izzit. I can run and jump very high one you know!"
"muahahahahahahaha....HAHAHAHAHAHA....HOHOHOHOHO!!!!!"
haizz, of all laughable things, i think all of us will be mentally scared for life......

my dad...wow!

ok, seriously, my dad is such a maths genius.
well, i knew that long time ago, coz he keeps complaining abt what a maths idiot i am, compared to him and what he had already been doin when he was my age and blah blah blah... what i have been telling him is that he had been really really stingy when he's... um.. producing me. gave me all the bad habits and his stupidity genes, and leaving with himself all the good quality ones, still blame me for being not as clever as he is. -_-;;;
anyway, glad to have such a genius dad, he's also pro in chem, science, physic, bio....blah blah and blah, and he's good in sports also, although he looks like a 4 mths pregnant woman now. he blames it one me mom, saying that when she's carrying me, mom drinks the soup that has all the essence and dad will gobble the chicken, duck or watever that mom didnt want to eat.
such a nice and loving father cum husband, none left on the planet nowadays...{^_^} 幸せな私。。。