Monday, February 20, 2012

Impresario 2012

Here's the end of this journey. It has been painful, and it was painful to know that it stops right here, it was painful to know that we could have the potential to go on, only just that everyone probably did not want it wholeheartedly anymore. It started out as a bid to challenge ourselves, to gain the good experience, it is still a great experience i will not deny it, i only feel disappointed as it did not end on a high and united note. well, life can't always be sweet, i learnt that. this journey really tested my sincerity for dance , and I am actually glad that this fall has spurred the passion to go on. Probably not wanting something bad enough is the reason why I do not win competitions, or matches, I always have fallback, and I always am very chillax about competition in general, kind of never really fought for something I really wanted, not because I don't fight, but because I don't want something so bad that I'd fight for it. It recurs in my life, and I'm not sure whether I want to change it or keep it. I should never force myself to be someone else, but I should always strive to improve...