weird neh. y today daddy come home so early? hmmm. i was tokin wif tyler, then have to suddenly hang up the phone. I don dare to openly communicate wif him anymore, phone bills problem, can only do so in e dark of night(b4 my dad returns), have to think of new calling plans for next week.........coz dad is doing morning shift.
toking wif tyler is fun, although sometimes we run out of topics, i could juz ly there and listen to e silence, although phone bills are going crazy. Tks alot to him, arigato~
today was juz some normal day. where i cant really keep track of e happenings, i m getting fed up already, bloody shit.
went out to KFC for lunch aft school, with shimin puqin and april. all e way, listen to april laugh made me so exhausted, wonder where she got all e energy to laugh liddat. the way she laugh make me wanna cry, and plus PuQin's explosive laughter, wabiang, mental torture sia. what i really need in these times is tranquility, calm and peace. watever, i m going to sleep.
Friday, February 25, 2005
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Thursday, February 17, 2005
hmmm...let's see...
wad exactly happened today?
yar, english project, some Mtv shit, i admit it's pretty interactive and something new, but to tell the truth i don really feel comfortable to be grouped with (wads her name? oops, short term memory again) Elaine. Not tt i don like her, but it juz don feel right, too bad.... but i think i should make an effort to participate ACTIVEli doin e "thing", coz it's 20% of our CA2....bloody hell...........
Our school says tt there's no mid- year exam, no SA, but there's e CA, there's not much diff. i think............ wad are they thinkin abt? It's not as if we are idiots......
during chinese lesson, we managed to finish Spirited Away, and the thing ate into our recess, but it seems tt no one cares, so ..... it's like e n th time i'm watchin it, I still can't get enough of it, Haku is so cooooooool! I hope Mr Tok makes us do some movie review thingy, haha.
oh yar! something must be mentioned! Last night, Tyler called me! And we chatted for exactly 29 min, hahahar, i was trying v hard not to laugh too loud under me blankets. Muarhar.
Aft e chat, i realized i really really really like Tyler alot, he's such a funny person, i think we can make perfect soul mates. Harhar....
i finally got tat Logarith thing in my brain, not tt i'm so dense tt it took so long, actualli not long at all quite fast liao. Haaa, and made my dad a joke by saying stupid things and him saying stupid things back which are really stupid. But once again, I must declare that Me DAD is e greatest mathematician in the WWWW!!! wow... haha, my dad rox, my mom rox, and I r....well self-proclaimed rocking is not very healthy, but u know, i know, can do liao, muarhahrharhar
Haku is so COOOOOL! TYLER IS SOOOO coooool!!!
yar, english project, some Mtv shit, i admit it's pretty interactive and something new, but to tell the truth i don really feel comfortable to be grouped with (wads her name? oops, short term memory again) Elaine. Not tt i don like her, but it juz don feel right, too bad.... but i think i should make an effort to participate ACTIVEli doin e "thing", coz it's 20% of our CA2....bloody hell...........
Our school says tt there's no mid- year exam, no SA, but there's e CA, there's not much diff. i think............ wad are they thinkin abt? It's not as if we are idiots......
during chinese lesson, we managed to finish Spirited Away, and the thing ate into our recess, but it seems tt no one cares, so ..... it's like e n th time i'm watchin it, I still can't get enough of it, Haku is so cooooooool! I hope Mr Tok makes us do some movie review thingy, haha.
oh yar! something must be mentioned! Last night, Tyler called me! And we chatted for exactly 29 min, hahahar, i was trying v hard not to laugh too loud under me blankets. Muarhar.
Aft e chat, i realized i really really really like Tyler alot, he's such a funny person, i think we can make perfect soul mates. Harhar....
i finally got tat Logarith thing in my brain, not tt i'm so dense tt it took so long, actualli not long at all quite fast liao. Haaa, and made my dad a joke by saying stupid things and him saying stupid things back which are really stupid. But once again, I must declare that Me DAD is e greatest mathematician in the WWWW!!! wow... haha, my dad rox, my mom rox, and I r....well self-proclaimed rocking is not very healthy, but u know, i know, can do liao, muarhahrharhar
Haku is so COOOOOL! TYLER IS SOOOO coooool!!!
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Fire?
Juz now went swimming, was so very very excited coz havnt swam for 2 weeks ( gotten all flabby again, damn). The water looked so blue and cool, triggering off a chain of lovely imagination.....
but then! E horrible thing happened. There was e terrible stench of burnt stuff, and haze and smoke everywhere, even in the water where i was swimming!!!! Screams! I was planning to swim to my very last ounce of strength to make up for the past two weeks and be able to answer to my hairstyle. (Dui de qi wo de "hairstyle"). There was bugs stinging me in the water somemore, impossible but there really was! I got stung everywhere, but later when i did some serious thinking, maybe the stinging feeling was caused by those pieces of ashes in the water. Then later saw on someone's msn nick said that there was forest fire near his/her house, so tt may probably be e reason, forest fire............
AAArgh, spoiled my day.....
when is tyler coming on? havn't tok to him for a day liao, missin him. Haha.
He was telling me abt some movie of a hermit meeting someone and killing a mage.....aft a while i got all confused and went ooo, aaa, oorrh I see.......
I guess i'd better go start "K"-ing my chemistry text bk, if i flunk my CA, I wonder whether i'd get to see the sun anymore.....
Dad ordered me to copy tt stupid fooootball schedule for him again, curses to e stupid printer, and to my surprise there's a team named Crewe Alexandra, hmm, wonder wad it means......
I hate it when my upload rate is n times my download rate!!!! uuuurgh....
ok ok , chem...........prrrr, shivers
but then! E horrible thing happened. There was e terrible stench of burnt stuff, and haze and smoke everywhere, even in the water where i was swimming!!!! Screams! I was planning to swim to my very last ounce of strength to make up for the past two weeks and be able to answer to my hairstyle. (Dui de qi wo de "hairstyle"). There was bugs stinging me in the water somemore, impossible but there really was! I got stung everywhere, but later when i did some serious thinking, maybe the stinging feeling was caused by those pieces of ashes in the water. Then later saw on someone's msn nick said that there was forest fire near his/her house, so tt may probably be e reason, forest fire............
AAArgh, spoiled my day.....
when is tyler coming on? havn't tok to him for a day liao, missin him. Haha.
He was telling me abt some movie of a hermit meeting someone and killing a mage.....aft a while i got all confused and went ooo, aaa, oorrh I see.......
I guess i'd better go start "K"-ing my chemistry text bk, if i flunk my CA, I wonder whether i'd get to see the sun anymore.....
Dad ordered me to copy tt stupid fooootball schedule for him again, curses to e stupid printer, and to my surprise there's a team named Crewe Alexandra, hmm, wonder wad it means......
I hate it when my upload rate is n times my download rate!!!! uuuurgh....
ok ok , chem...........prrrr, shivers
Monday, February 14, 2005
Valentine.........ooo
wads e biggy abt valentine, it's juz a day named aft some old guy. haha guess i'm saying this out of jealousy....more of envious, can't be jealousy, when did i start to drool aft other ppl's good fortune?
nah, tt is so not "karei". I think i've put on weight again. Kusoi! It's not as if i care alot abt how heavy i am, it's always been so. Prrrr. Sucky.......
I getting fed up of my school days, maybe i should drop out like he did, get a job and get a life. Haha.
E skin on my fingers are peeling disgustingly, like snake skin metamorphed wit fish scales. Yuck!
And e color of my thigh is getting worse. It did not return to its should-be color, it looks live chao-da meat, don even make me want to eat, damn damn, curses. I think i'm going senile, forget things so v easily, think i muz eat more of tt brain tonic my mom bought.
today didnt get to go swimming coz there's e bloody stupid maths hw. Curses. For a moment i was really shocked to find tt i could not understand wad e questions are asking abt. Scary.......
wednesday got geog test, and 17th muz hand in compo which i hardly know wad to write.............god!!! my life is goin haywire...........
nah, tt is so not "karei". I think i've put on weight again. Kusoi! It's not as if i care alot abt how heavy i am, it's always been so. Prrrr. Sucky.......
I getting fed up of my school days, maybe i should drop out like he did, get a job and get a life. Haha.
E skin on my fingers are peeling disgustingly, like snake skin metamorphed wit fish scales. Yuck!
And e color of my thigh is getting worse. It did not return to its should-be color, it looks live chao-da meat, don even make me want to eat, damn damn, curses. I think i'm going senile, forget things so v easily, think i muz eat more of tt brain tonic my mom bought.
today didnt get to go swimming coz there's e bloody stupid maths hw. Curses. For a moment i was really shocked to find tt i could not understand wad e questions are asking abt. Scary.......
wednesday got geog test, and 17th muz hand in compo which i hardly know wad to write.............god!!! my life is goin haywire...........
Sunday, February 06, 2005
currently i m in e midst of trying to understand what am i thinking.
one moment i was engorged in thinking, next, i don realize what those thoughts were.
I think it's time that i should open up more. I need to tell people my thoughts and feelings, instead of teliing them to myself. The only problem is that, to whom?
To Shi Qi? Nah, I've given up much hope on telling her my inner conspiracy, haha, as her reactions most of the time make me flare up, inside. And i bear with it somemore, I cant believe it.
To Qi Yue? Nah, she's too far, only to do it was to pretend she's somewhere there, and well, inner stuff again........
To Ethel? Nah again, she's far too busy to bother about me.
To Jelyn? Probably.
To Angeline? Hmmm, never try b4, but i guess it wont work out, i always forget what i want to say to her.
To ShiMin? Nah again, don feel like it.
To Asami? Nah, writing Jap letters is tiring, probably do tt once two months, haha. But I like Asami, she ROX!
To Fuji? Nah, half the time i cant understand what he's talking about.
To Tyler? Nah, too costy.
Who else?
when did i become like this? I thought i never had problems with myself. Maybe i need to council my mom, oops.
Ahem. I think my Social Studies homework was pretty OK, probably would be able to get 6-8 marks ba. Hopefully......
Mrs Lee said that it's more professional to use more passive sentence structure rather than " I, I, I" all the time. It is time that we think more of other things rather than just how I think, and how I feel.
And today's Jap lesson is about "Ukemi", meaning passive sentence structure. Muarhahaha. It was pretty simple, and I was slapping mosquitoes most of the time. It was miraculous when i was sure the damned thing was between my two devilous palms, but instead it hid in between the middle and fourth finger of my right hand, unharmed........
in the end, i was unable to extinguish the god damned mosquito living in our Jap classrm........pathetic.............
one moment i was engorged in thinking, next, i don realize what those thoughts were.
I think it's time that i should open up more. I need to tell people my thoughts and feelings, instead of teliing them to myself. The only problem is that, to whom?
To Shi Qi? Nah, I've given up much hope on telling her my inner conspiracy, haha, as her reactions most of the time make me flare up, inside. And i bear with it somemore, I cant believe it.
To Qi Yue? Nah, she's too far, only to do it was to pretend she's somewhere there, and well, inner stuff again........
To Ethel? Nah again, she's far too busy to bother about me.
To Jelyn? Probably.
To Angeline? Hmmm, never try b4, but i guess it wont work out, i always forget what i want to say to her.
To ShiMin? Nah again, don feel like it.
To Asami? Nah, writing Jap letters is tiring, probably do tt once two months, haha. But I like Asami, she ROX!
To Fuji? Nah, half the time i cant understand what he's talking about.
To Tyler? Nah, too costy.
Who else?
when did i become like this? I thought i never had problems with myself. Maybe i need to council my mom, oops.
Ahem. I think my Social Studies homework was pretty OK, probably would be able to get 6-8 marks ba. Hopefully......
Mrs Lee said that it's more professional to use more passive sentence structure rather than " I, I, I" all the time. It is time that we think more of other things rather than just how I think, and how I feel.
And today's Jap lesson is about "Ukemi", meaning passive sentence structure. Muarhahaha. It was pretty simple, and I was slapping mosquitoes most of the time. It was miraculous when i was sure the damned thing was between my two devilous palms, but instead it hid in between the middle and fourth finger of my right hand, unharmed........
in the end, i was unable to extinguish the god damned mosquito living in our Jap classrm........pathetic.............
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