sooo one-sided affection is boring now

oh gosh i cannot be more bored...

Not saying that I have quit or dropped this "side-project" but now that I have more free time since SUAD is over, I need to sort out my priorities.

1) Create good portfolio for job interviews to come
2) Earn my travelling toll
3) Devour books like a hungry ghost

And to my side-project, I decide that you are not pressing a matter enough and you are not very rewarding right now and apart from some moments of happiness all you've given me is lots of doubt and over-thinking. So, I'm putting you in a not so remote compartment for now. And if year end trip works out then we shall revisit.

For now, it is work work work and money money money.

And dance dance dance. SUAD's finish just left me a huge gapping hole and I want to dance more!!!! I miss Ahmad with a passion now. I'm gonna attend his classes starting next week. OSU.

touche.

Rant #1

I seriously think 20 plus year olds should at least practice some verbal constraints arh. Especially when you have a large group of people to command, you should choose your words properly and not talk any rubbish and waste people's time! rarrr pissed off with people who assume that others like to listen to him.

The Weepies

Short post in the midst of researching for presentation!

Discovered this cute indie band today, and it made my day happy with their song "Gotta Have You". I know I'm experiencing some sort of "lovey-dovey" emotions lately, be it imagined or relatively real :), I want to keep myself on the ground, and thus been reading lots of quotes and lyrics too. Amazingly they make sense, subtlety is underrated, I love how sometimes a short simple phrase can summarize a realm of emotions.

So here goes:

The Weepies - Gotta Have You

Gray, quiet and tired and mean. 

Picking at a worried seam. 

I try to make you mad at me over the phone.

Red eyes are fire and signs. 

I'm taken by a nursery rhyme. 

I want to make a ray of sunshine 

and never leave home. 

No amount of coffee, 

no amount of crying, 

no amount of whiskey, 

no amount of wine. 

No, nothing else will do, 

I've gotta have you. 

The road gets cold, 

there's no spring in the middle of this year. 

And I'm the new chicken clucking open hearts and ears. 

Oh, such a prima donna, 

sorry for myself. 

But green, it is also summer and I won't be warm 

"til I'm lying in your arms. 

I see it all through a telescope: guitar, suitcase, and a warm coat. 

Lying in the back of the blue boat, humming a tune....