Dear 2008

Today is thee last day of my career as an iPhone promoter, and also the last day of thee year. Looking back, this year has been very fulfilling, and I have gained much from this year. Very importantly, I have made important friendships that I hope will last decades into the future, I have completed my enjoyable two year education at the most happening junior college, and also pride myself as a true blue Victorian everywhere I go. Honestly people seem to respect me when I tell them I was from VJC, makes me been with pride. Seriously I would need to reorganize this post, after all it is supposed to be a recollection of this past one year of my life, maybe I shall write it in Chinese. Omg, I'm in desperate need of the loo all of a sudden, later!!!!

People

I realized some people like to make their points by murmurig to themselves bit just loud enough for others to hear.

Customer: how come my iphone's battery use up so fast? I have to charge it everyday!
Me: you can check with commcentre whether they can solve your problem for you
Customer: (mumble) I really regret buying this phone, my nokia had no such problem....mumble mumble pssshsssshsssh

Green --- Ayumi Hamasaki

Post Xmas moodswing

I feel like i'm the boss of this shop now, I just roam around the shop and do nothing, coz I'm in a mood to act big shot. Not that anything devastatig has happened, I merely wished that I could stay in bed longer, bloody hell I only slept 5 stupid hours, I am as unhappy as an injured moose. So dear customers: keep away.
Anyway last night was nice, went out to eat with stepf and gan, it was just nice to be with them, even though I am damn tired today, I don't regret going out last night. Yup, was a nice nice day ytd.

But today is not nice, aaaaargh, time faster pass please, 9pm please arrive now!!!!!

Hmmmm

Ok to further my previous post, I have something to say about people in the service industry and their relations to the customers. Remember we always say thatthe customer is always right, and service people must always smile and put up good service attitudes all the time. Well actually I think customers need to have a proper attitude as well. Service staffs are supposed to offer good service because it's their job to do so, but that doesn't mean they have to put up with rubbish attitudes from the customers, it also doesn't give customers the right to anyhow treat them like they are not fellow people as well. All in all, just don't anyhow throw your lousy attitude at anyone, this should be part of a proper brought up, and basic manners. No matter whether you are rich or poor, your are expected to keep your attitude in check. Yup

Hmm

I must say after working as a promoter for so long, I like to choose my customers. My likes: ang mohs, rich singaporeans and the like. Dislikes: Indonesians.
Ok for that matter, it's quite subjective for who I like serving and who I dislike. Basically I like ppl who can understand what I am talking about, and dislike those who has communication barrier with me. I dislike comm barrier and persistent customers cos it simply makes my life difficult. Then again, it's not really their fault.
I like customers who are friendly and posts meintelligent questions that I enjoy answering or I can find out later on. One funny thing I observed in people who approach me is that they tend to ask questions that they alr can answer themselves. Like for eg. They know that iPhone does not do SMS forwarding, they ask " the iPhone can forward SMS anot arh?" this is kind of revolting and tells slot about the person. Tactless. At least say smth like "I know that the iPhone cannot forward SMS, is it able to do that now?"
Ok, some dumb customer just bitched about me loudly; enough for me to hear la. I admit I was in the right attitude when she asked me a question, but for one thing, I do not answer all questions which is dam true, and she could have asked me nicely, so pui I don't care about her, want bitch thn bitch lor, I am in a good mood today not to bear grudges.

Many apologies

Many apolgies to the innocent customers who has created an impression unknowingly to have their not-so-nice doings mentioned. I was bored. Anw I knew that females sometimes grow mustache,but I nv knew they grew beard too. I recall in my secondary school years I am always grossed out by the loose hairs that grow out the guys' chins, huge turn off, ugh. Now I see the same disgusting hair on a fellow female, double grossity!!!! Females are supposed to not leave the house with unsightly hair growing everywhere, it's a shame and it's disgusting. Worse, that female liked claw proximty conversations...aaaaaah

Pui....

I am going to stone for the next fifty minutes. Die,today is bloody boring, I can't imagine how to go on for another seven more days. The thought of it is like 2012, die. My only motivation is my 1176 dollars, which I had to accept that it comes with cpf, I will be left worn a little bit. Plus when I go spend money, I might just think about how hard it took me earn them, that I most probably will by turn into as liberal as I thought I will become. Sickening. Ok I continues to stone...::

noooooooo

Nooooo~~~ I don't wanna work tomorrow!!! Sheesh, it was minutes ago when I wished Pearlyn to enjoy her weekends, and suddenly just pooofftt, my weekends are bloody gone! AH! Someone gimme back my precious weekend!!! OMG, tmr...just the start of another streak of 5 boring work days.......i want to chew on the iphone pamphlets!!! YUX! I dun wanna wake up at bloody 8am in the morning! WHo the hell wakes up so bloody early, rarrrr....i have decided to pull myself up earlier, to go run, to relax my muscles abit b4 i go for work, because the long hours of standing is just going to ruin my beautiful legs!!! if my legs become some corkscrew, I am going to sue singtel hello shop for not letting me sit down!
I am bloody online, and I dun noe wad to do....sheesh.....when i get my pay next year, the first thing to do is ...pay debt....second....buy Harry Potter and Twilight the entire set....third....upgrade my arsenal of clothes.....fourth...get either a phone or an ipod touch.......pfffft.....my 1k plus will be gone!!! yux....
i am going to find a second job that pays me 10 bucks per hour..this is ridiculous...one the stupid agent tells me now the market pay is only around 5plus...and i get ppl telling me they get paid 10 bloody bucks per hr....hello!!!! Y nv employ me!? sheesh...........

Wow

Omg, guess who I just saw? Justin!!! He was my SA OG mate yo, I was totally into him at that time, coz I find that he look like a korean. He couldn't recognize me, but my memory has not failed me for I remember all pretty faces lala. Ok I hope he doesn't have my blog address. Ha, ok I can say that really made my day hahHH. Yup, and 25 min more to knocking off time, woopee!!!

Dumbest qn so far...

Someone just came and asked me the dumbest question I have so far encountered. The woman actually thought she saved her songs and pictures in her SIM card, and went forth to encquire how to retrieve them now that she has switched to another phone I almost laughed in her face, in order to control myself I coughed dryly. Hahahaha enlighten me please, how the hell do u pit music into it puny SIM card?? And there she was asking me matter of factly whether I an help her get it back....I must be inhumanely powerful if I can do that, for in the first place the things are not in her stupid SIM card!!!! Yux, one more addition to by list of stupid customers.

I'm in a mood to complain

I'm in a bloody bad mood now! I really think my job sucks to the core now. Curse the dumb customers who keep asking questions irrelevant to the iphone, can't they tell i'm a bloody iphone promoter!? Ok, not their fault exactly, the fault is with the stupid shop itself, isn't it just simple and tireless to station someone around to answer general questions? With their stupid information counter so bloody crowded and the line so long,of course everybody will direct their qn at me! Urrrgh!! Plusnplus I just found out that standing too long will result in ugly looking legs!!! I want to kill somebody!!!!!

La

I am so going to fake flat foot. This is inhumane! First they don't let me sit down, now they put three bloodychairs around me!!! What is this?!

二十面相娘

【动画名称】二十面相の娘（二十面相少女）

【播放时间】2008年4月

【官方网站】http://www.chico-tv.com/


【故事介绍】
被养父母盯上性命，每天都孤独生活着的美甘家大小姐千津子与世纪怪盗二十面相相遇，开始踏向了未知和冒险世界的旅途。
初次接触到自由的空气，包围在新同伴之间并找到了自己所应在之处的千子，慢慢开始有了改变。
围绕着“二十面相的遗产”这个巨大的谜团，引起了无数奇怪的事件。即便如此，千子还是决定要继续前行，等待在她之前的将是何种的命运……

本作描写的是冒险剧中元气美少女千子11岁至13岁心灵成长的故事。
2008年4月——千子神秘的命运齿轮开始转动！

【人物介绍】

（材料截于http://www.dm123.cn/ecms/new/xftb/2008-01-12/13399.html）


这是我新发现的一颗珍珠，是众多新番中的一枚朴玉。它画风并不绚丽，色彩并不灿烂，电脑特技几乎没有，它的美在于故事的内容，故事本身就是一颗璀璨的钻石，让我留下了深刻的回忆。《二十面相娘》，如今列入我所欣赏的动漫名单中，我为追看过如此出众的动漫感到欣慰，因为我发现了不起眼的外表下那美丽动人的故事。这一部动漫我甚至会推荐给我的子子孙孙观看，因为它是如此地富有教育意义。贯穿全剧的一句话“靠自己去看、去听、去思考。” 发人深省，我深受启发地把它作为自己的准则，因为它是如此朴实、却又真实的做人道理。
每一个月都会推出许多许多新番，但是要能在众多新番中脱颖而出真的很难，我真的很庆幸自己找到了一部这么好的作品，由衷地感谢此片的制作团队，非常非常感谢。

I want to be a better person!

I just came back from this second iPhone training session at Singtel, it was a total duplicate, even the presentation was almost identical as the first, I guess the presenter didn't expect existing promoters to go down. Well, if nothing new was to be learnt, I shot many questions, and was more or less answered to satisfaction. One conclusion I've made is that it's not really important for me to be able to answer all the questions my customers ask me, what's more important is for me to know what they do no know and from there explore their needs and in the end, sell the iPhone. If you ask me, I'd say that iPhone is a wonderful device, albeit with a few cutbacks that makes it a little prickly to acknowledge. We all accept that men are not perfect, why can't we also accept that the iPhone is not perfect as well. Not being perfect is not the end of the world, at least there is still room for improvement, and I've heard that people are working on the issues raised, and hopefully they get corrected in time.

OK, now the main point of this entry. On the way home, thoughts were going on in my head. Random thoughts, about how to be a better salesperson, how to be a better friend, how to be a better daughter to my parents...all in all, how to be a better person. All through life, we make goals for ourselves, to have a direction. I'm pretty sure all us post-A'lvl peeps who suddenly realized they now have nothing to work for, no expectations, unlike when we mugged really hard for the exams, it was hard, but it wasn't boring. It kind of dawned upon me during the first week after A'lvl was over, that end of A'lvl doesn't mean the end of studying, or to the end of hard work, it also didn't directly equate to spending money without restraint. Post A'lvl is the period of time when we do not commit to any full-time institutions, we have our say in the management of our own time. And it is this period of time, where I felt is the most important, because it is time for us to figure out important things we want or want to achieve in life. Moreover, I don't think 'play' is going to be the most part of it. But it doesn't mean not 'having fun'. Recently, I've come to terms with myself that 'play' does not equate to 'having fun'. I used to think, 'fun' is a subset of 'play', but now I've understood, it should be the other way round, where 'play' actually comes under 'fun'. The simple understanding is that we can have fun anytime, anywhere, and playing is just one way of having fun, and who's to say that you can't have fun while working??

Back to my thoughts. So I was listening to the radio on the bus, the djs were talking about "Good Friends". Everyone's definition of 'good friend' differs, it kind of depends on what you expect from your friend and what you expect yourself to your friend. So the djs were discussing their good friends, saying that these good friends may not always be around, you might not be able to meet up in a very long time, but that does not diminish their value as a great friend. Good friends are always there for you, probably not physically there, they could be far far away on the other side of the globe, but their thoughts travel far across to stay with you. Good friends may not always have the whole world to talk about, sometimes a simple glance can keep you smiling the whole day, coz you know your feelings have been received. Good friends may not be just the ones who would fight for you, they are also the ones who listen to you even though they may not be able to help, they are the ones offering a shoulder to cry on. After hearing all these, I asked myself whether I have done all these to my friends. I realized that most of the time I am more concerned about what I get from my friends than what I can do for them..this really made me feel ashamed of myself. I have noticed that when with friends, it is always that others ask for my needs, and I seldom ask for theirs. I call myself 'self-centred'...which i now list as the number one thing to change about myself...I must learn how to put others needs before my own, because I see the truth in giving, rather than receiving. Or put it another way, I receive more while giving. This may sound old, chao lao, cliched, whatever...I really felt this way, so I am going to do this, seriously, I am going to do this! so ok, first step to being a better person: GIVE more than TAKE.

To be continued....

ha,I just observed something interesting. Well, there was this supposedly pretty lady walking by(supposedly as in she's not very pretty if u ask me), as she passed the shop by, the male staffs here gawed at her (I'm not so sure what gawed means, well u catch my drift), the interesting thing is I happen to see the slight happy smile on the pretty lady's face, one of female pride and vanity. I guess the appreciation from the opposite sex has a curious impact on one's inner recognition. Curious...

my wedding

I just had the perfect theme for my wedding all thought out! There are two options: either knight in shining armour or a ninja warrior. Either one to ask for my hand would be a perfect ending to my fabulous end to singlehood. What am I gonna be? Depends yo. If it the shining armour asks me to marry him, I guess I have to wear a shining armour as well, I don't mind as long as I don't wear the helmet and the armour for the left hand. If it's the ninja warrior dude, I have to get smth mysterious yet fabulous, and at the same time looking the prettiest ninja bride ever. Come to think of it, a shining armour dude should be more preferable...oh well, guess I should happy if someone really do ask me to marry him, you

Boring.....

Omg this is good to occupy myself at work yo, blogging using the iPhone. I seriously wish no customer comes right now because it can mean two things: 1. They stare at me with some puppy eyes beggi get to let them have a go at it, given not all ppl are born with big waterful eyes, I might get some parrot-tiger-winnie-the pooh eyes. 2. I ignore their presence and have the wierdo manager looking at me instead. Either way I have to quickly hide away my blog for privacy and my dignity as well. Oh well, I guess I might just get the chance to start on that great novel I have been stalling for so long. Yes i'm converting to full time next week, begin of a long term relationship with the lovely display sets around the store. Yes I am sooo excited! Sheesh I'm doing this all for money yo, I'm such a hardworking young person learning the ways of this cruel cruel world. Anyway, lately I've been thinking, maybe I should get myself a boyfriend. What!? Why not? I guess the time has come, coz I'm actually considering it seriously.with my Dad all theway behind me, I should find myself coupled up in no time, yo, who da man yo! LOL,ok I'm very much convinced that blogging is gonna be me main activity for my remaining days working here. Tadaa

photos

Prom08

I hate to say this, but honestly prom was mildly interesting, most of it is boring + random photo taking, which I don't have anything against it coz it seems to be the only thing to do, and you don't get to see everyone dressed up all the time. but still, photo taking just became the only thing to do other than eating and going to the loo. haiz...just a bloody waste of money. sure, there were a bunch of pretty ladies and handsome guys to look at, but when everyone are pretty n handsome, nobd is, actually...ok...tt was too biased. but but, i dont know, it just doesnt feel right you know... but but, even tho prom was pretty boring, post-prom was ...hmmm...fascinating ^^, first time clubbing...it was pretty cool! i was quite not myself at first, duno wad to do, just following my frenz around, eck, horrible. but later aft a few drinks, i got hi enough to start dancing, lala, i couldn tell how well i danced, but lala paul twohill shaked my hand, was told it means he tinks im hot, woooo, flattering and i m pretty happy abt it lalala. so...it went on till abt3am..and it ends, i got mildly drunk i tink, coz i was feeling light headed, hailed a cab n went home, the driver was telling me on wednesdays alot of malays will come out of OBar and they all look like merlions, lol, and he told me to not go to such places too often, and dont get drunk coz its embarrasing, ha, he was a nice person. well, i m sure not gonna become a frequent clubber, but there is no harm gg there agen ^^ lalalala. yup post prom was more fun than prom, pui. waste money....

Earning money

well i was slacking this whole day, ponned school coz i totally overslept, spent the whole day infront of the com feeling useless and guilty. i came across this site telling me to do their surveys and earn some money. so i clicked in and did it. so far i ve earned 30 bucks. which i will earn more if ppl were referred ^^, sooo i shall post it here and all u who are interested can go do it too, but dun forget to enter the referer link :http://www.AWSurveys.com/HomeMain.cfm?RefID=pookzz

night life

i had my first taste of a night life yesterday, and i m hooked. Pls i wanna go out for more!!!! aaah, i feel i have wasted so many years of my life not knowing the wonderful night life out there! it didnt feel intimidating as i thought it would be, just ppl relaxing having some booze, doing stupid stuff. ytd's not the first time i drank, the first i drank was with my grandfather hahahaha, but, yesterday was the first time i drank cocktail, rite. well it was nice, i nid a few more tries to get used to tt, to me all the different drinks tasted about the same, guess i dont really know how to differentiate. ahahha, its nice to have frenz who hook u up to this kind of things.

anw, ytd was class outing, i'd say its the best one we've had so far, not counting the soccer part. my fav. part of it was going thr, playing vball, playing freesbe, and having dinner at the sky garden at vivo. it wasn't all glam or wad, it was just friends and classmates interacting, just talking about anything and everything. it felt nice. too bad, our fate as classmates is going to end in about 2 weeks.

speaking of graduation, i really dont want to graduate from vjc yet, omg, i only get to love our school this year, i can't even remember what i have done in my first year, and so fast, my time in vjc is going to be up soooon, very soooon. omg i dont want!!!! aaaaahhhh....i can use some booze now, to drown my sorrows.....

remembrance

i found this super cute blog full of pictures of super cute husky dogs. i shall post the url here, in case i forget or the com goes haywire. http://chinanook.blogspot.com/

confused

know what, sometimes i feel i might have completely lost myself. whenever i see someone living their dream, it is like thousands of knives jabbing my innards. it is unbearable, to see that there are people out there being who they want to be, making a difference in the world in their own small way. i on the other hand concentrates on building a box around myself, closing myself in. it seems that im not good at anything, anything i am good at, i can always easily find someone better at it than me. i feel a total failure

Last Holiday

i feel inspired. i've just done watching the movie Last Holiday, and i am truly inspired. Georgia Byrd (Queen Latifah) was diagnosed to have only 3 weeks to live, she took the blow, and decided to live the rest of her life to the fullest til the last. and wow, did she live it. it is so ironic! yet so human, why izzit always when u are about to lose something then u start to treasure it. we keep thinking that we still have alot of time...so we squander it, thinking there is still tmr. this is the life Georgia used to live before she was diagnosed with disease, she lived in a box, she built herself. she dorn the cheapest clothes, put all her money in the bank, kept her feelings for someone to herself, and kept mum to many things she would like to voice out. till she found out that she had only 3 weeks to live, to hell with all the constraints. she's gonna live it like nobody. i feel so touched and inspired, and yes, i shall always rmb Georgia Byrd in the movie, and live my life like there is no tomorrow! 

slack shit

this is so predictable! sitting infront of the com is not good! but i cant resist the temptation! everytime i tell myself, it will only be awhile, and it went on to a few hours. gosh. i should keep my com in the store room! this is freaking diminishing my will to study! ytd i managed to mug the whole day straight, i felt cool and accomplished. but i felt autistic too! i havent left home for nearly 24 hours. really, i feel couped up and sick. but i cant go out. not that anyone's stopping, they will only make little conversation with themselve just loud enough for me to hear. things like, this is ur last time to buck up, last chance to revise....blah blah. as if i dont know
which is why i am staying at home to mug, but this fking computer is always tempting me! i am easily irritated. and seriously, i admit its my fault, but once i become irritated, everyone is a nuisance and god i would like to exterminate them. bahhhhhhhhh

歌德先生！！

亲爱的歌德桑：
小女子，周婉怡，对您久仰大名（其实今天才知道您到底是哪位）。小女子对您的文才简直佩服的贴在地上了。如您所见，小女子的文笔写作如是也，您认为还有没有救啊！？
小女子修读中华文学，作文本来不是问题，写作时也是文思泉涌、出口成章。然而，不久前不知染上何病，作文成绩一蹶不振，一落千丈，本人现在对写作以充满恐惧也。您说着该如何是好？？？
今日，尊师认为小女子的作文以达到她必须出手挽救的程度，对小女子施以鞭策、施以鼓励。小女子感动不已。亲爱的歌德桑，您认为尊师力挽狂澜，是凶是吉？
歌德桑，您说过：“斗争是掌握本领的学校，挫折是通往真理的桥梁。”小女子本已心灰意冷，却因为您这句话重燃希望。是啊，挫折并没有把我击败，它只是将我绊倒在地，好让我更坚强地再站起来。我已经站起来了。可通往真理的桥梁还很长。唯恐我还没走完，成绩就对我罔下定论了。
小女子如今不能说是对自己信心满满，其信心早已减半，自己有一半是空洞的。歌德桑，我该如何视此空洞？它是一半的谦虚？还是一半的无能？小女子认识到事情总有两面性。要不我心情愉快时，就正面视之；颓丧时，就把它当成是嗜血的恶魔，把我吸干了不算，还要把我砸碎了。
歌德桑，希望您能谅解我，体谅我。写不好作文并不可耻！我仍然是天真烂漫的我，聪明伶俐的我。我相信，写作并不如登天难，我愿为了写好作文而跋山涉水，赴汤蹈火。本人的热忱，您看到了吗？
小女子在这里答应你：今后的作文要做到“语不惊人，死不休”的境界。让那空洞的半边尽快填补起来，成为一个完整的我！

中国人，我永远都是中国人！

身为中国人，我真是自豪的热泪盈眶！今生今世，我，周婉怡，只做中国人！

我的父亲 Part 1

“听君一席话，胜读十年书。”
父亲对我说的每一句话都是智慧和经验的化身，言听计从是我的本分、职责、需求。父亲是位非常睿智非常明智的人，他的思想多受到了佛家道家思想的熏陶，他的生活智慧就是“顺其自然”。今生能够做父亲的孩子，必是我前生修来的福泽。对于父亲，我心里是崇拜，是尊敬，是我毕生向往却似永远都达不到的高尚。我渴望得到父亲的认可，更渴望成为父亲的骄傲！

然而从自己的角度看来父亲对我似乎总不抱多少期望，这让我非常懊恼。自己其实是个自尊心很强的人，这过量的自尊容易让人迷失方向，让人看不清自己。父亲可能早就发现我那过胜的自尊将会成为我人生道路上的障碍，甚至可能是自己给自己掘下的陷阱，所以在很久以前他就先少给我表面的夸奖，多让我看到他不屑的表情，不知不觉地给我打了一支又一支的强心针。父亲对我的不屑间接成为我努力的原动力，我为了博得他的认同，一次又一次地证明自己。可怪我自己不争气，毅力薄弱，着实成不了什么气候，这是自尊心作祟让我看不见自己的致命伤，反而把责任推卸给父亲，这牛角尖是越钻越深，深得连父亲的话都听不进去了。

（待续）

Hellen Keller

Helen Keller was born on this day two hundred and twenty-eight years ago.

I hate studying econs!!!

wow, i super need to vent my frustrations from studying econs! for 3 days straight i've been reading nothing but econs, what torture. sometimes i do find it kind of interesting, that is when i'm in a pretty good mood, but now i tend to doubt whether i had gone bonkers to even find econs interesting. oh well, i m down to the last chapter possibly, i hope... and really i dun care, i shall just pray that the part that i m not studying does not come out for tmr.


I BLOODY HATE ECONS I BLOODY HATE ECONS I BLOODY HATE ECONS I BLOODY HATE ECONS I BLOODY HATE ECONS!!!!

i realised that i shouldnt curse like dat, given my state of econs-stuffed-brain, i should praise it in hope that the god of econs can grant me an econs-mugging-brain to spare me the pain to studying it with a normal brain.
so instead i should say:

I BLOODY love ECONS I BLOODY love ECONS I BLOODY love ECONS I BLOODY love ECONS I BLOODY love ECONS I BLOODY love ECONS I BLOODY love ECONS

yes. i just hope that the god of econs will come and possess me coz he fears that i will bring shame to the entire history of the study of economics so he decides to do the paper for me. i know he is really kind. and his name is Keynes...

anw...smth i have sorta figured out today. it is really tiring to keep hating someone, and its really not going to go anywhr. since it is alr like this, just let it be, i should be smarter than entirely concentrating my thoughts on the disgusting vermin and wishing in my head that he will just die, but it is not gg to happen just like that. either i take some actions to eradicate him, or i just take it that he is not going to affect me in any way even tho every single bit of him gets on my nerve and this frustration increases exponentially. i should just be magnanimous and forgiving for he has no one to love him, it is really sad. but there is nothing i will do for him, nothing i will want to do for him, other than concentrating on liveing my own life and let him rot in that pungent room of his. period.

pictures taken at swim meet

絶対彼氏

开完《絶対彼氏》第九集，感触颇深，最后奈特捂着胸口，心痛的片断在脑海里挥之不去。明明是机器人的他，心痛了，他面无表情捂着胸口的那一刹那，简直像天都要塌下来似的。真让人想把愤恨发泄在女主角身上，好好的奈特你不爱，干嘛要接受别人的告白嘛。不过，说实在的真的不能怪她，奈特毕竟是个机器人，要是她真的爱上了机器人，那不也很悲哀吗？这部剧实在是构思新颖，我实在想不出一个完美的结局，所以真的很期待下一集的推出。要是奈特最后变成人多好。。。要等到下个星期六才看得到第十集呢，气愤啊！怎么办怎么办！！！

SQ's parallel creation

they look like tomatoes...but they are strawberries
this is pig's mashed up intestine
ice-blended pig soup
somehow the backgrd looks like seawater...
white paint...
beige paint

tadaaaa! ok this is from someone who takes baking lessons, so expectedly nicer than mine.
oh i kissed the strawberry coz its tip is shapped like lips. ah, my chuu~~~

Eventful Pre-Father's Day ^^

Well, I am honestly pretty proud of myself as I have spontaneously created a Strawberry Whipped Sensation (tho not whipped) for my Dad for Father's day. Even tho i screwed up quite abit, im still pretty proud, and even proud of my screwed up parts.

Step UNO! Like ur ingredients !
"久しぶり！" or "お久~~!" is what i would say to strawberries.(Yes, i am flaunting my Jap here. BITE ME) And we bought 3 boxes at one go. come to think of it now, i wonder what actually gave me the courage to do that. I am actually very very broke. and i would like to announce to the world that right now, im only worth $7.00. anw, the strawberries are wonderful, and are the main main ingredients of Strawberry Whipped SENSATION!

Step Dos: turn them into liquid state

which i find a very boring thing to do...because, i have no masher...i have to use the soup-spoon-with-holes to do the job...and so ended up like a bowl of bloody....something. i told my dad that i am spewing my brains out for his present...he seemed pretty touched. (oh u can see my fat thumb)

Step Tres: Pour in the condensed milk

Wow...the condensed milk is sweet to the max and its filled to the brim of the can. It dripped all over the place as i was opening the can. its really fattening, i guess this is why my mom dun really want to me to make a second one.

Step Cuatro: pour into container and layer with crushed butter oreo. i actually like doing this, especially slapping the semi solidify creamy mix with my spoon, a great satisfaction to see the mixture fill out the container nicely. my oreo layer is a bit too thin compared to the cream layer. if i am gg to do it agen, i would make them comparable thickness.....wow ^^.

and pls look at the mess we've made, i seriously hate cleaning up after myself. and i thought, ppl hire maids to do the hated jobs, that is very unkind unless the maids actually like to clean up...but nvm, i dun hav a maid so i cant do anith abt it.

Step V: Freeze...and wait...and make whipped cream. ha, yes this is the screwed up part. actually there was one step to create lemon juice for a little added sour into all the sweetness...pity there's no picture to proove that we peeled 20 bloody lemons (we planned to squeeze out the juice, but decided otherwise...blend is a faster option), yes and plasters come in handy at times like this. and also, no picture for the screwed up whip cream, a pity, now lemme describe. the box of whipped cream cost $8.50 (yes, the same courage made me pay for this as did with the strawberries), we split it into half, and tried to whip it, manually. my house had no "whipper", we had to make do with chopsticks and forks until i managed to borrow one from my neighbour. and so the whipping goes on ......................

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and i got sick of it...as Shiqi said "用手打，会打死人的"...so i got a brilliant idea...BLEND. it worked pretty well at first, the whipped cream turned semi solid after a short blending...yes and i subtlely tried to show off to Shiqi and my parents. “我真是太聪明了！”only to discover after awhile the smooth white cream curiously separated into yellow oil-ish lumps and dilute milkish liquid... well i guess i destroyed the emulsifier that allowed oil and water to mix ...while SQ tinks i destroyed the chemical bonds in btw. hers turned out really fine as her unwavering patience paid off, yes i agree i was a little sour, but i honestly is pretty proud to destroy the emulsifier (i tink i will rmb this word very well: emulsifier). so anw....it was dinner time and we ate dinner while watching KFP (not very good quality tho coz i burnt the resolution wrongly). it was abt 3 hrs plus into the freezing...i wanted to take out my Whipping Sensation alr...

Step VI: taking out me work prematurely and expose it to scrutiny. it turned out pretty ok, except there was supposed to be a layer of whipped cream over the entire cake, but given my whipped cream is reduced to oil and water...i borrowed abit of SQ's cream and spread it ontop. and VRRRRAAALLAAAA!~~ My 第一次！is ready to be eaten! yes, it received rather positive comments, and rather heartening expressions, my Dad likes it altho this is not the actual present but more of a tester, he likes it. More coz there wasnt any anticipation coz we totally made the cake infront of him, there's no suprise factor at all. well, despite being quite well received, i cannot make the real thing tmr...too fattening is the reason. well there's always
birthdays and anniversaries for me to create

chaos agen.

Lastly, camwhore...^^
oh, my shoulder looks dislocated...


random candid photos SQ took, ha, my chin is sharp muahahahha
the band is to keep my hair up, fugly but cooling, i'd rather cooling
shirt reads :Inter jc swim meet which took place ytd