Tuesday, September 28, 2004

today i think is 5th day, let me count, yar, 5th day....
today, um, wat to say leh? this proves that my daily school life is so, so, um, routined.....diaozzz
donno y my laogong, geraldine so depressed de, i so sad leh, she say she want to be in cliques and stuff, and she reject frenz and yearn for frenz, i so shocked leh, sound so not like the geraldin i know....
haizz.....slp lar zzzzzzzzz

Monday, September 27, 2004

fourth day....abnormal me.....
science lesson we watched da video on how to create a baby, and it's pretty freaky to look at the whole process, u see the stuff that's llke inside ur body and then....
just creepy and freaky and kind of cool, it's always so bewildering when it comes to the magic about life... i didnt know that foetuses have tails before born, what if the tail doesnt go away? guess it'd be quite difficult fitting into pants....
discussed about the mock exam paper today (english), my script was pathetic, ferst few parts, total 20 i only scored eight, pathetic, i almost had to risk my lowest record for vocab cloze, i got a pathetic 2 upon 10, equivalent to 4 upon 20 which was my lowest one ever in history of vocab cloze.......
hmm, nothin much today again, only that i missed my lunch and i was damn hungry, and struggled to finish my past yr exam paper, and to my great distraught, i fell to a puny trial and error qn. got scorned by me father...again....mental shock....
later, went to irritate ppl by askin them to teach me the mode, median and mean thingy, i sounded so ignorant...haizz....exams...how come nobody good luck me?
and yar, abt shimin's stupid submarine, she is mentally torturing me!!! her abstract submarine, QUICKSILVER, is launching attacks to moi.....poor me....

Sunday, September 26, 2004

third day.....
nothing much today, only that i spent almost the whole of the day's primetime screwing my book and i finally triumphed, guess i wont have to face it ever again in the next 10 days, i screwed it so hard today, so hard till i actually found it quite fun. wonders, hard to say, but learning could be quite interesting. but it's learning i m tokin abt, not studying, two diff kind of things. and i also found out that the dictionary can also be quite fun to read.... hopes i m alright....
tml, school day, again, i would lurve school days if i don hav ta wake up so early, and miss the midnight shows everyday.....
i just sent a mail to tim, hopes he can reply soon, wonders wat he's doin.....
got nothin better ta do, diaoz......
today missed Factory Generation, coz my mom wanted to watch tt v old show, sometime 10 yrs ago, when they still used the huge hps. it was so cool then, come to think of it, but now it just seems like huge angular piece of shit they are tokin to........
gods, how do i get myself into exam mood? i m like no diff, i really wanna make a diff this time, show me dad wad i m made of, haha, if not he will keep harping abt changing me to normal stream...insulting right!? how can they say tt to me, aaaargh....

Friday, September 24, 2004

ferst day...
today is the official day that we started our long earned for chapter 6, and we got to see our class photo, and i got a shock, my hair was all flat, i remembered tt i had made it stand, and on the informal photo, my hand was right in shimin's face, haha, i laugh until feel like shittin,(wonders how come i always write such coarse stuff??). then today, the 2/9 ppl walked around the lvl as if want to gang fight, but in the end also nothing happen, haizz, got excited for nothing, please lor, if u ppl want to fight then fight lar (as if i wld bother...no iwant to see onli), don giv the spectators the suspense feeling, i find tt damn irritating.
long time since i last walked with jelyn to amk to take bus le, on the way we pretended to be bull-fighting (correct? i happen to forget the word when i want to use), then we play like siao one, i almost tripped. haha.
haizz, just now when revising stuff i realize tt it is like alot much easier to do mechanical revision (weird) as in if revising Cheng Yu then u write down is much better than using comp or other stuff lar....lame....anyway, tml muz studdy chinese and transfer my Lit notes, haizzz, exams.....haizzzzz.....jelyn said tt i was balding, don shit me lar, i v easily frightened one, scare me, me? balding? aaargh, faint.....

Thursday, September 23, 2004

exams somewhere near, weird, i don feel any different, shld be like laptak like dat, nervous like siao, but i m calm and peaceful, jus like the shit floating on the water in the toilet bowl....i m not refering to tat...anyway....
discovered tt my history text book has got some weird problems, it can jump directly from pg 178 to 163 then to 205.....weird...
my dad is going to take bus with me again tml morning, weird feelings, but i m not embarassed like i might have felt if t'was before, but now its just weird because it is not everyday tt u see ur father sitting beside u on a bus on a school day......wonders if anyone understands what my point is......tml gonna wear volleyball t shert....whole load of us are wearing, jelyn say she check whether hers in in laundry cause she wore it last sunday....weirdo, how long the interval between times of washing ya family's derty cloths?!
my father jus shouted at me and i shouted back, i think he's coming to get me, i think i'd better leave....

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

today i successfully held my tongue and didn't start teasing shimin again, i really didnt think tt my tease was that serious, i mean, i do that to everyone (almost), guess shimin is just an exception, if she cant take it then nvm, i will target someone else, hehe.
i really feel kind of bad for not walking to the Amk MRT with Jelyn recently, seems like has been a long time already, jelyn and ethel are leaving us in about 4 to 5 more months, and i think i will cry when they actually do leave. the sole reason i had decided to sign up for the program in the ferst place is also because the both of them are going, now that our fate has been decided, we are not fated to be together for the next two yrs... hard to imagine though, life without them....no more crazy and sick jokes, no more acting like idiots on the way to Yio Chu Kang MRT, really cant bear to leave them, sobs......
change subject, i ve been harassed by psychotic housefly for the past 4 hours, it followed me everywhere i went and left trails. 2 o'clock, eating in the living room, kana 2 bits. 4, went to shit, kana another 2 bites. 6, revising my chinese in the study rm, kana another 2 bites, perverted fly ! (swearing to fly : u 他 妈 的!Bite me again, i peel off ur wings, poke right thru ya many eyes, flatten u with the wheels on my chair, then pick u up and fling u out of the window)....sad case....

Monday, September 20, 2004

currently my family is in a state of war, cold war, between mom and dad. the whole thing, till now, no matter how i tried to comtemplate it, it all seemed to me a joke. it all started from this morning, my mom didnt want to sleep right away after she came home after work, either she played the comp or she watched the TV, so she ended up unable to wake up in time to fix our dinner for us, so dad took the initiative to cook the rice ferst, then he went to wake me mommy, who then maybe harshly told him that she planned to cook noodles tonight and she didnt want to wake up then to cook the rest of the dinner. so my dad got frustrated at her and said smth like ok fine, work me to death, or stuff like that. i dont know whether i did the right thing or not to tell dad's situation to mom, i thought she would like cajole him or smth, cool my dad down, then we can have dinner happily. but she ended up getting angry at me dad, and though they didnt start quarelling or smth, they both are ignoring each other, like how we always did in prim school yrs, like the "i-don-fren-u" thing, haizz, my childish parents....hope that they can be magnanimous and go back to usual by tml, if not maybe i will join the war too...haizz....

Sunday, September 19, 2004

big news,
xue ru & steward = hanky panky!!!
not really v new news lar, but i still find it hard to blive leh, they are like Hansel adn Yvonne in my school leh, lov each other like hell de, how well informed i am. haizz, i donno when they started, but i vaguely remembered seeing them together at compass point, thought they were normal frenz then. then xue ru now chio le, accordin to what her testimonials, netball captain somemore leh, doesnt sound like the xue ru i knew. hard to say lar, last time i thought her as a crazy woman, with a flat nose, no offence, that was like centuries ago, now she hanky panky with steward, lov sure makes a ger pretty, thats all i can say. i m finding myself more and more lacking latest information from surroundin ppl, surprises everyday man, i m afraid i can't quite keep up, even Alice, she told me she slimmed down to 40 over kilos, now tt's even more diff. to blive, and she became really chio also, according to her, cause now is impossible for me to see her when she's far off in china, and she's got admirers all over the place. haizz, big change in her man, i got shocked when she told me she was not the Alice I had rememebered. haizz, me pri school frenz all changed so much, wonders abt myself.......maybe i occur to them as one who got a sex transfer.......sinister ppl!!!
finally i solved the problem on my blog, where stuff that shouldnt be linked was linked somehow, i m such a genius, muarharharhar.
i got a nu haircut today, threw away that bloody idea of trying to keep my hair long, i think that was kind of impossible for me to have long hair, shakes head, hard to imagine even, but no matter! someday somehow, i will succeed in keeping it long, coz my father wants to see, hehe. i m also quite interested...hmmm...
continued reading da book Martha Peake, abt the story of a man wretched by bad gin, his drinking of gin caused his wife's life and almost taken his, he was then left with half humanity, his backbone was crushed during the fire he caused, after it healed, he became a monster. Martha was his daughter, who sticked with him through thick and thin, but as she grew up, she turned into a fine woman, her father's anguish and humiliation mounted as the years passed. the father, though resisted the temptation for many years couldnt help himself but to drown himself in it, and once he is drunk, he lost his remaining half of humanity, he would abuse himself at first. but as the times increased, martha became his target for release. until the part where i am now, the second attempt the father made, and successfully raped his own daughter, and worse deposited his seed in her, his daughter conceiving his child.....
how sick, vomits, told you it's a sad story, sobs....

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Got meself a nu pair of shoes today, haha, finally i don't have to suffer the pain of my toes squeeshed together, the thirst for freedom finally quenched, nothing better than this, difficult to describe the feeling in words, this is something that you can only feel but never be contemplated. and i found the "Martha Peake" book again, expected, cause i couldnt finish reading it last time, it is a great book, a sad story though, wonders when did i start liking sad novels. reminder for me, next time i go to e library, look for da book "Sanctum" (i dono wat it means) by Denise Mina, i m onli half way through also. I ve been trying hard to increase my reading speed, it did increase but somehow not so significant, only if i dedicate myself enough...
currently, dad is watchin the football match, Arsenal vs Bolton Wanderers. New name, i think, never heard of it before, but the team plays quite well, and there's curly haired guy who reminds me of instant noodles, hehe. current score, 2 - 1, Arsenal lead. although, i don really like or like to watch football, i admit it's pretty good a pastime, u forget about time watching it, smitten. this dont happen while watching volleyball matches, as the same thing repeat itself over and over again during the matches, the person surf the ball, someone opposite digs the ball, someone sets, then someone spikes it over, and the sequence repeats.... i m not saying volleyball is boring, it is fun when you are playing.
my poor mom, she only slept for 6 hrs today, hope she's mentally stable when at work.
and i got attacked by a bee today, darn those insects, hadn't they better stuff to do than to harass me?!
seems like bolton wanderers managed to score again

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

nothing much today lar, just a normal school day, and one day less from my entire life, sound so sadistic....need to slp lliao, bb

Monday, September 13, 2004

I'm freaking free now, nothing important to do, kana pestered by the little kids next door and that Andy toh's brother, what have i done wrong in my past life to deserve this cruel treatment....
today photo taking session, nothing that special, only i think that i will look damn ugly when the photos come out, coz nelson's standing behind me, and ew, it's sick. this yr, very weird, the front two rows all gers, then the guys stand thirsd row, u know i always stand at the third row until today...how insulting...
ok, i'm not trying to be sick, but this is a mental stress, and if i don spit it out, i think i will be mentally sick forever and ever until the end of the existance of chocolate pies...
so the guys all stand at third row, so whenever i turn my head back, for whatever reason, i come face to face with their ahem, sick right, especially nelson's right behind me, or mayb a little bit left. this is so sick!!! scream!!! x.x

Friday, September 10, 2004

昨晚,我做了一个非常美妙的梦,其实并不是像一般十分浪漫的美妙,而是我自己特别喜欢的魔幻美妙。所谓魔幻当然是跟魑魅魍魉等生物有关系的。在梦中,我是名英勇的骑士,拥有非一般的力量。事情发生在某某学园里,一个普通的教学日被来历不明的魔物给占领了,接下来就引出了我的英勇事迹。。。怎么样,很罗曼薙克吧。嘻嘻。
其实睡醒后,过了这么久,这个梦也忘得七七八八了,但我不想用现在的想象来弥补他,以免遮盖住了原汁原味。
。。。魔物就在校园里打开杀戒,残酷的屠杀了无数个无辜的灵魂。身为英勇骑士的我,当然不能坐视不管,袖手旁观啦。所以我便换下制服,变身成为了骑士模样。很帅吧,虽然有点像日本动画里面的情节。。(笑)
接下来,我便和我的排档一起跟魔兽展开了一场激烈的战斗。经常在电视里看到,老人总跟小孩子说 "长得像人的鬼物最可怕”。此话确实,因为在梦里的没收个个都长得人模人样,要不是我和排档潇洒非凡,不然很容易会被和魔兽们混为一坛。(放心这只是梦而已)
后来的打斗场面才叫精彩,简直是无与伦比的壮观。开战后不到10分钟,敌人已被咱俩干掉一大半!打得真是畅快呀!我映像最深刻的画面就是面对剩下的最强的两只魔兽,在罗马古桥上的背水一战。我和排档两人虽然没有受重伤,但是面对蜂拥而上,成千上万的魔兽,难免到最后会感到精疲力竭,难以招架的。咱俩被那两只最强的魔兽逼到了桥的末端,无计可施的我们也只好放手一搏了。我在先前的战场上无意的丢失了传家的宝剑,只好废物利用,一手拾起脚边的一支黑铁箭,从体内向其注入真气,被注入真气后的黑铁箭巍巍的泛着蓝光。当我正想掷出铁箭的时候,铁箭却因为无法承受如此强大的能量而产生裂痕,眼见铁箭在我的手里即将化为灰烬而两只魔兽又趁机铆足气力朝我们冲来。情势危急,我只好听天由命了,我闭上双眼,使足全力将铁箭掷出。铁箭一离手便化为了碎片,神奇的是碎片并没有落下,反而胀开来,如行星似的围绕着箭形的真气旋转,乍看下就像一团蓝火正急速地朝着两只怪兽飞去。
两只怪兽眼见“蓝火”越逼越近,却因为惯性的关系无法及时停下来,与蓝火撞了个正着。
刹那间,似乎全世界都封冻住了,然后裹在蓝火内的真气瞬间爆炸,两只怪物顿时化为了灰烬,这个梦就这样结束了。。。
很美妙吧!哈哈!

Thursday, September 09, 2004

?????????????????
hum, today went to do Literature project at laptak's place, supposedly we were to do task one, but somehow we ended up doing both... troublemakers
anyway, WeeLic is such a blurblock and we can't stop laughing abt him and his plastered neck, cauz he said he slept on onli one side of his head...
why is it that we can't cut our hair during the ghost festival? weird right, my dad told me that, but when i asked him abt it, he um-ah-um-ah the reply... so patronizing
one thing that you must achieve while washing dishes, thou must wash it clean! if not ur mom will howl with disgust...
me dad did the um "huo guan" (use of vacuum suction to astract the extra moisture in ye body) thing today, and he got 7 little blisters on his back, it looks horrifying man, bet i can't sleep properly tonight.
yesterday there was some techinical errs with the blog thing, that's why my yesterday's entry was only published today, i was so panicky, thought it was me comp's problem, coz me comp always got problem, as can see from me pathetic state of using the non-java messenger.... guess i ve to kiss goodbye to my chatting days...
ever notice in movies or shows, where there were chinese subtitles, that they dont literally translate phrases such as "kiss my ass" or "fuck" and stuff. for "kiss my ass“,i think they wrote "去吃屎”, as for "fuck", i donno what they wrote... weird...haha...of course you can't expect them to write their "亲我的屁股!"

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

this is like the countless times that i m grumbling about this lousy computer, i ve tried to appreciate it and its efforts (whatever) but i still can't stand the lousy part of it. uuurgh... i can get bald because of this stupid computer. now i can't even use the Msn messenger, not even the old versions, and now i ve resulted to use a non java online messenger, as in online to be practically on the internet explorer itself, whatever, i know this describtion sounded like no describtions at all, but the thing is like that, i have to admit that this is my fate, i m not that much fated with my comp, either it makes loose my hair, or my foot gets stuck its ass, (firstly, where?). anyway, the messenger that im currently using is:
http://e-messenger.net
funny huh, haizz, my fate....

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

俺は海賊王になるの男だ!
目が痛い、泣きだ関係です。考えると長い間泣いてしまわなかった。泣き後気楽を感じだ。何かおかしいでしょう。今まて、怒っているもうが、でもまだ不幸でいる。この調子。。。だめ、日本語の執筆日記は困難であるよ。ああああ!