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俺は海賊王になるの男だ

I like how the name of my blog appears on the task bar, so pro looking.

Current Status: In me blue-bear pajamas, waiting for my hair to dry so that i can sleep

Most exciting thing i did today, hum, play GunBound, it's really fun, only that i keep hitting my own mates, ha, and i got ostracized. U know, it really feels double the pain while you are insulted online, right into your face, mayb to me particularly. I was shivering when that "animesteeve" person told me ..."go to hell", i felt like scolding back, but that'd be against my principle, haha, my principle, funny. yar, the only time, when i reprimmand peeps is only when i m superior to
them in the topic concerned. so now, while i still remains a newbie(today's me second time on GB), i'd just have to keep quiet, wait till i get back at that "animesteeve" person. muahaha

while i was showering just now, i got some weird thoughts in mind(weird does not = to dirty), like i was thinking abt that particular eps. from Cow&Chicken, that Chick was trying to get his hands on that um... toy... you know, u slot in one coin, it starts singing n'moving, yar that thing. Chicken was dying to ride on that thing, but somehow, he just can't. he like, bought tons of wires, to connect to that machine coz his dad's car's driving away, then that red-butt guy came and towed the machine away, chicken went chasing for it like ..wow, then in the end, he ended up back in his home, coz the butt guy towed the machine to his home(obviously), to add to his dad's collection.....

lame, but come to think of it, this situation does appear in our lives, somewhere somehow. that's why i like animes/cartoons so much, they convert serious things into simpler substances to be digested....so philo....

yup that's abt all... gonna attempt gunbound again, sure not gonna hit my own team ppl again!

well...i m not sure...

俺は海賊王になるの男だ
had thought abt alot to write just now, now it's all gone, donno wat to write about today. hmmm.

phew!

俺は海賊王になるの男だ
2.4 today! Wheez! Not a very good timing but much better than last year sia, so happy, and i fullfiled my mission of at least seeing "him" once a week, blushes :P. anyway, my shirt was damn wet, and i bet i was damn sexy, ppl can see everything as i flashed, haha, so paiseh. wanted to run with me MP3 player, but got scared lar, then nv wear, lucky i nv wear lor, coz we ran in de rain leh, later "sotz" then die, haha. That Mr Lim Kiang Wee, was so irresponsible lor, he said he wanted to meet all  the sec 2 vball gers after 2.4, coz we skip training , alot la. Then he called and said no need after we like waited for everybd and like almost everyone all gone liao. How can he like that?! His time precious, as if ours are not, make us wait like "nelsons"... huh, scratch scratch.

..heheeheee

俺は海賊王になるの男だ
Am i like overly sensitive to "him"? i m like everytime i see anything abt him, there's bound to be some negative effects. BUT, who cares, i m getting apathetic, and i think he must be very very irritated with me, coz i ve not seen him around online for quite a few days, why, i must be missing him, but i guess i shouldnt be, should just think that he does not exist in my life, not now, but maybe a longing but, definitely not gonna go near him. everytime i do that, i get hurt in some ways, so in order to keep from those hurtings, i just have to stay a good distance away. so , yup that's it, i m not gonna mention abt such things much more, it must be getting irritating to read all these things all the time.
so anyway, i got pretty fared up at me dad yesterday, well not exactly fared up like we gonna have some showdown or smth, but only i went a little bit too harsh and too loud at him. I nv meant to do that, i wish i could always be like a little kid clinging on to Dad's back upside down like how we used to back in the 1990s, talking like some old geezers, am i ? hehe. But the thing is that, he always asks me stupid questions abt the com, and repeating the same old questions over and over again just that he phrases it in another way. That's like so , um... not needed. But, after all , my Dad is my Dad, no matter how he's blabbering on and on, he'd still be my lovely father, did i mention that me dad is really cute? haha, gtg , didnt get much sleep, hav 2.4 NaFa test tml, hope i can run well.

oops

俺は海賊王になるの男だ
Oops, slacked a bit (sticks out my tongue). Ok, i m kind of starting to get fed up of the LYC thingy, yar, found that i m not that interested anymore, and yarlar, gettin apathetic also. Who cares abt him, also not my business. Anyway, finally get to see Fredrick (did i get it right?) , the face behind the SMSs, that's what Ethel said, i still finds him utterly similiar to Wee Lic, when asked for Ethel's opinion, she told me she didnt see..... diaoz.
Think that i've become rather "nice" recently, well i still do get kind of an annoyed feeling when it comes to the remind of PSQ, the last incident when i was totally insulted and she treated me and my family with absolutely no respect, i think i m not gonna be as close to her anymore. Although i thought that i knew her kind of "well" before we went to different Sec schools, but she really amazes me by how fast she changes her face. I admit that she's really pretty nice sometimes, but when it comes to family, I may be overly sensitive or wat, but she insults my family, i m gonna squeeze her throat into a toothpick. Well, maybe not, that's kind of a... um ... violent sia.... hez.
Im so desperate lately, last friday, ahem,  (whispers: i had a close contact with ...him.. blushes)
yar, i m not gonna write it out here, coz i know ppl are watching, i shall just keep it within me, and i m quite contented, i m a easily contented person.
I miss Alice alot, why isnt she replying me?

omg

俺は海賊王になるの男だ
ok, i m not sure what i m gonna say about this....
anyway, today i was um, kind of high spirited, yar, first because, i saw him... :p
now my target is to only see once per week, and  i think i 'd be quite satisfied already. yar, quite fun lar today.. hehez, so paiseh, went like mad after he passed by our classroom, shimin had a good laugh i think... haizz, find that i m very innocent person....haha

hi

俺は海賊王になるの男だ
People with itchy butts will wake up with smelly hands....LAME!!!(scream scream)
Anyway, um, nothing much today, and i think i shall just end it right here... hehez. oh yar, i wrote a letter to my beloved Alice (vomit vomit) who so heartlessly nv returned me any, wonder whether she really is busy over there or has she thrown me to the back of her head? Please don't, that's so sad.... sobz, yar, i realised that i havnt treasured her when she was around, and when she's gone, i start to miss her, oh lame, isnt that the most old fashioned things ever....duh.... oh, and 2/5 moved back to the classroom nextdoor, i don like that....hmm....byz

吓了一跳。。。

俺は海賊王になるの男だ
今天回到家的时候，从信箱里取到了一封寄给我的信吔。当时我还在想可能是王琦玥给我写的信呢，可是你猜是谁？居然是一个日本笔友寄来的嘞！真是难以置信呀！后来回到家，我很迅速的就给她也写了一封信，还是我平生第一次用日文写信呢，感想：写日文信真的好辛苦啊！翻字典都翻的眼睛花，头晕目眩的，痛苦啊，痛苦。嗨呀，叹气叹气。。。。

哈哈， 哈哈哈，哈哈哈哈。。。

俺は海賊王になるの男だ
没什么好写的嘞，就是有点儿想笑，神经质，好想成都哦！该写什么好呢？老妈刚才跟我一起照了很多张相呢， 好好耍哦！哎呀，不说了啦，真的真的写不下去了。

bad day....

俺は海賊王になるの男だ
haizz, separated from my dear Ethel(ahem, vomit vomit) because of tt Ms Lee wadever, though separated, our hearts will go on (omg, faint faint) anyway, today's volleyball practise, i made damn lot of mistakes, i jus cant control, i donno why, and was so paiseh, haizz, jus finally fixed my comp and i m having a vocab test tml, and i have aching tighs and butts....

......biting my lips, srp, oh ya!

wat's wrong with this stupid (lost count of how many times i've said that word today) computer!
am i getting used to or am i just plainly scared the hell of my ass, that now i donno how i m feeling with almost half of my family having cancer. its on me father's side, me granny has got breast(don laugh, i will slap u) cancer because of being worried sick for me dad's 3rd brother or eldest brother or the second brother, anyway, one of me uncles who has got some complicated cancers or swelling organs or watever, that two out of the 3 of them almost died right in the hospital and t'was a miracle that they were still alive. i m not trying to be sarcastic here, they are my uncles after all although they were brought upon these by themselves. t'was said that they drink and smoke terribly, and thus got some liver and bladder probs. and then they drag me granny down too, how cruel! me small aunt, dad's younger sister has some womb cancer or smth, how stupid is that, it's like everyone in the house was trying to get a piece of havin cancer. urrrgh! and she said that maybe it's in our genes that our liver was born with some problems, bringing moi into the topic, oooh am i gonna die. double urrrgh!!!!

how can i like my body?

俺は海賊王になるの男だ
Ok, fine! I admit that I'm fat, i have fat arms, legs, waist and butt, what else.... how stupid! my mom doesnt grow fat no matter how she eats and sleeps but me dad does, and i take after me dad, aaargh! not that i m saying takin after me dad is totally bad, for one thing, he's tall, if i'd taken after mommy, i'd be like a miggit, no offence mom!
(:P) anyway, i heard from me aunts that 20 yrs ago, when me mom was like my age, she was even more WOW than me, much more, and until she reaches 20 and over, she slimmed to her current shape, shapely, weeowee! so i m totally confident that maybe after all i had taken smth from mom, heehee. but still i cant stand meself being so WOW, i m very self-conscious person, i've once again decided to start me runs in e breakin mornin, doubt that im able to wake up tt early, oh god. but for the sake of healthy body shape, im willing to forsake anything! onward slimming runs!