Saturday, June 27, 2009

Back from Camp!

Yayeee~~~
I'm hooked with "yayee" and indian accent, all thanks to Castello ^^. Camp was much fun, and I love the peeps at SOC! They are uber fun and crappy, I like! Before I forget everything, I'd better write smth down, so I could look back in 50 yrs and smile to myself.

First day, always the most boring day in camp, u go with the thought "sucks i wanna go home" spinning in ur head. Lugging everyth thr was ultimate Pui-shit, and I just random bang into ppl and say sorry until i couldn't care less. most memorable thing in day 1: lugging 200pounds across the country :), chao funny ice-breaking games tt made me laff till cry, sleeping on the floors of SOC and constantly having random ppl walk past and say "woah lidat oso can". Not forgetting the fright I got when I thot i was the only girl in the OG, and the sigh of relief when Chuying appeared.

2nd day, some amazing race, run around and do station games and stuff. was pretty fun coz I had hilarious GLs. Oh and I somehow spread the "beetle" thing thr. Good. Then went to sentosa to check in to our bunk, lol, me n Chuying stayed in Bugis at costa sands. Dam good coz four beds to four ppl, no nid to squeeze. Afternoon was Chalet games, which made me laff so much I had to gasp for air. especially Charade, which is to pass the msg down by acting it out, i must get the video they took.

3rd day, beach games, cant rmb much except i was alittle disappointed. but owell, I enjoyed the company :) at night revealed our secret pals, and I got 2, one Tony one Randy, haha. Both are really cool guys, yayeeee. and thn night walk, which i was disappointed coz nobd sprang up to scare ppl, for safety reasons...aft which, we last min discuss performance item, which is to sing chorus from many many songs, and somehow we came up with www.ChangGE.com "Anyhow ZHNG, Anyhow Chang" just laff until my stomache burst.

4th and final day, watch perf, break camp, go eat lunch, thn supper.

well, it was fun despite my boring writing. and anw its more for myself to read. I await the photos and Partyworld outing!!!!

4th n final day

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

I need to grow up...

Its been long...and now i nid to rant.
I am now a prospective undergraduate, long string of words that bring me joy, glory and some unintended jealousy (srry bout tt, but I AM gg to uni, so u can go suck ur boogers). I feel that I nid to grow up, mentally, I can't continue to think like I am that kid who's loved by all those around her, I nid to get used to the idea that I cant fall back on my parents anymore (not that they mind, but i mind). They have done SO much for me, that I feel the weight of my responsibilities pressing on me, and i really do feel bad to take any more money from them. I do hope that my promise of a 6 digit monthly allowance for them materialise, it will be the one thing i will ever be proud of myself.
i was in a bad mood today. bad for no apparent reason. i was rolling my eyes the whole time! cant believe its happening...we've been SO close! up to now, though. which i sincerely feel sad about, but really cant help it happening. sad sad sad sad.
then i realise, i can be friendless (not entirely true, but sometimes i feel this way ), but i am still satisfied becoz my Dad is my Best friend. he can always see the reason behind my tempers, and my anger dissipate before him. just Poof! i m happy again. I am REALLY glad that I am so LUCKY to have my Dad. and Im even more glad to be close to him, we spend so much time together, and I am so happy to be with my Dad. I know i sound kind of anti-social, but really whats the use of 100 friends when u alr have a BEST Friend? then again, I do appreciate the friends I have made over the years, and many of whom I absolutely adore. but over the years, i indeed have lost some CLOSE frens...nth really happened, but we juz slipped into oblivion. I do wish they do not forget me, for I have not forgotten about them.
my dad told me, "be grateful to those who made u learn"---ppl who cheated u, ppl who reprimand you, ppl who are jealous of u---u muz be grateful to them---for they make u realise important things, and force u to gain maturity. altho its pretty hard to turn hatred into gratitude, i do realise the changes those events made on me. for now, i will not get cheated again, i can deal with ppl with ultimate-suck-ass-attitudes, and i can have smiley conversations with green-faced jealous ppl. well, i am a much better person.
despite my lament about how much i dont like terribly-self-centred-ppl, i realised i am one myself, talk about contradiction. every man for himself, rite? thn again, i still dont like it, even tho i accept it. lament lament lament.
ranting is a less violent outlet for me, i almost went violent juz now, i was shouting and banging things, i guess its pms... then again ranting not really enuf, gg to run later to forget abt the sick world in my brain.
on a happier note, iPhone 3G S will be on sale in Spore in JULY! I am sooooo gonna get it. and well those iPhone-haters can shove their omnia,viewty,nokia 5800, arena, htcs--up their little ass and continue to live in denial that IPHONE is ultimately the best mobile ever!