eee sian, i think my dance so seh, nua like a piece of shit. jialard. how to perform lidat, nobody want to look at me!
Hardcore, JIAN FEI plus abs training, plus dance pracs. I don't care, I must at least be good at smth i want to be good in.

Whatever

I shall not take any negative feelings. Let them bounce away. Negativity is a waste of energy. If it's tiring, and u wonder why u take it up in the first place, don't, scrap that thought, it's a waste of mind energy. I don't understand how people can keep up a pretense that is so real. What's wrong with showing grumpiness when u are really grumpy? Why laugh so heartily when u are actually brooding negativity? So contradicting! And I'm glad u didn't flare up even though u felt like it, coz it would have hurt, but on the other hand, it might have been better if u did, coz I can then confront u in the face, thn I wouldn't have to dissipate this hating u because u hate me thing. Anyways, dwelling in such a mind is of no use. I am going to conquer what's infront of me, coz that's the only task I need to take care of, I don't have to bother about hunger, cold, having no roof over my head, all I need to think of is how to do my assignment well, isn't that a blessing already? And the trust that my dad has in me, I must take it seriously, even if that means i have to drag myself up everyday, exhausted or not, because my dad's trust is worth it. Now I feel a little better, and if u my fren happen to read this, stop being such a phony, and show me ur true feelings if u deem me as a real friend.

noooo

i am mother tired after screwing up my practical exam as usual, mugging the whole night away in the library. I am further pissed off from reading the article about the feminine mystique. I have a million things to study. and opening facebook to see the strawberry game photo just turn off, hate facebook, hate strawberry game.

Hey~~~ It's my birthday!

I am **!!! zomg freaking old!
I sincerely thank all my lovely friends who wished me well one way or another. Im not a birthday person, don't so much celebrate it really, but I enjoyed the birthday song and presents and the time u guys spent to do it. I gan dong many many :)

Since I am so freaking old alr, I nid to have goals in my prime years which are short and gonna end soon. soon my prime will be over haiz.

THis upcoming year, I want to be damn good in what Im passionate about, my course, my dance, myself, and family and friends. And maybe probably if luck favours me, get a cute boyfriend, but that can't be compelled, so it's just fate. And i want tone and long legs to complement my toned and beautiful body which I happen to want to achieve too.

So yup, more discipline pls u old woman, and pls pls pls manage ur tell better. and pls pls pls learn some ways of the world so that u don't come across as a small kid.