Tuesday, November 30, 2004






omg compare and contrast!!! wa kao, that guy is so good!!! must bai ta wei shi!!!! man! i m absolutely stunned!
i m not stealing the pic! i onli want more ppl to see, copyrights to Kaedi from oekakicentral..........gomennasai!!!

Monday, November 29, 2004

mei yan told me yesterday that i got into the chinese lit, damn, i was shocked. I pratically wrote piles of bullshit on that sheet of question paper. maybe it was because there was only Angeline and me going for that thing, so it won't hurt to have an extra person there. Uh, i got a bit offended by refering myself as extra, but yar, still i was v shocked. My Dad was shocked too, he went into a bit of a blank when he heard that, haha, no la, exageratin oni, he got shocked and then asked me did they make a mistake..... surprisingly i wasn't e least offended and told him "probably" and he replied "that should solve the question", funny conversation between us rite? but i know deep down he was sure that i m smart, but definetly not smarter than him, both of us are such freaking narcistic ppl, haha, genetic u see.........
speaking of Mei Yan, she definetly stepped on my tail today, hard. She asked me to go for vball training in TJC and i thought "Ok better than Anderson one" so i got up v early today, washed up, jell my hair and blah blah blah, and walked all e way to that bloody-very-far 854 bus stop to wait for her. And i waited and waited and waited, so long till i realised that she flew my pigeon. I got her home phone no. from Angeline and demanded mei yan's mom to wake her up (actually not demand la, i was v polite de), true enough she went flying my pigeon in her dream, and was much more shocked to find me calling her than me realising that she flew my PIGEON!!!!! Damn, i was angry, how could she do that, so v irresponsible!!! waste my time and energy, curses........... next time she asks me out, i'd have to wait for her signal before i take actions.............provided there is a next time.
Then just now, Desiree called. Wonders how it's been since we last talked, and i recognised her voice immediately, but somehow her voice sounded very soft and gentle, i got scared, haha, Desiree becomin gentle comes after the end of the world, very very scary.... um, her email add, one thing i must add, was very very .........unique and ..........stylo? it was wa-biong-eh.......@hotmail.com...........i got shocked once again, scientists said that getting shocked too many times a day could land u with spastic bladders..............
um, then we talked abt M1, everythin under de sun............brrrr, shudders, suddenli v cold sia.
and found out that she had had 2 BFs and had just broken up with the second one. hmmm, i'd always knew she'd find someone, so i wasn't surprised. yar, so we tok and tok and tok, after a while we all got out of topics and so we hanged up.
currently mom and dad are toking abt me hp bills, i donno how the number shot up to 75 bucks, which was e biggest shock i'd gotten recently. my msg and calling time wasnt even near being used up how did that $42 pop up from nowhere? i m gonna call singtel tml, my dad nagging again, so irritatin...............aaaaaaaaaaargh

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Casshern Part II

i have to finish wat i have started, i have to be v determined, i can do it!!!! YOSHI!

so um where was i? oh yes, the running part. Brai and some others were running running and more running, before they came pass Testsuya's dead body, and Brai had some eye contact with Tetsuya's spirit, who's got heartache at that moment, i think, (what do u suppose he has?!). Brai went on running, and ran into Dr.Midori's small little black car, that ger with her somehow died, and then she was trying to save one of the dying New Human, Brai was very touched by this. So after that Midori realises that she couldn't save the person, Brai takes her, and went on running again..... for a short 5-10 min, i went to release myself, and when i returned, Brai and company were somewhere at the northpole, probably, but you never know where in Kazuaki's movie, the places start jumping all around and you can get really confused. yar, so those ppl were covered in snow, and still inching forward, in search of smth-i-donno-wat. One of them, a woman, i think she was Sagray, started crying really painfully as her baby died, she buried it in the snow. Brai was deeply engraved by sadness that he howled at the sky (soundless), and then the clouds cleared and then "there was light" (i half-expected to see a smiling sun), later, a huge castle emerged. the ppl went in and somehow took over it, and started fitting weapons to themselves. Brai went on blabbering abt that the humans do not have the right to kill their ppl and blah blah blah, they wanted revenge.
meanwhile, Luna found Tetsuya's dead body and she was crying and screaming over it, then came Azuma, you can't tell whether he's sad or happy, he was emotionless. He opened e coffin and carried Tetsuya to the blood pool, and tried to revive him. true enough, he revived, and with supernatural powers.
Then i couldn't remember much what happened next, i will jus skip to where i still remembered.........
The new humans set up their own empire, and start to kill the human from all over, and capturing scientists. one day Sagray together with Akubone went to capture Dr.Kozuki, just when Kozuki was telling Luna abt Tetsuya's new outfit, which was souly to protect him so as his skin would not tear due to the powers. there was a little bit of struggle between Sagray and Kozuki, but of course Sagray had no effort to capture him, Sagray was so cool!!!!
then Tetsuya appears to be e hero, fight Sagray, and whoever saw his suit, would think how come Power Ranger came to visit. At least make the costume nicer, it totally shattered the cool impression earlier.............. and now to stress on the director's filming skills. What he did to the Sagray vs Casshern fight scene was suitable for MTVs not for movies, why? because it was too god damn flashy!!! at least let us see how they fight right, let us be impressed by Tetsuya's supernatural powers!? but then, there were onli flashes of their faces here and there, and Sagray's screams of "yaaa!" "haiiiii!", and then there was a knife in her belly and she went staggering back and out of view. we ppl watching were shocked, because this is ferst ever movie you'd ever watched filmed in MTV style, pure MTV i can say. What can u expect?! He's a MTV director wad, and it's really v unbelievable that this movie actually cost US$6 million. de worst thing i can say about it is, "it's a waste of money."
ok, i shall continue another time,

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Naruto Character: Naruto Sama Desu!!!!


Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net


hooo that was fun, nice quiz, i m pretty glad tt i'm him, hehe
and me got a new email!!! mugiwara_kaizoku@orangeday.net

Casshern Stuff, OOo Yea

Time to update about yesterday, boy, t'was pretty crazy....
yup, it was the Manga Competition, plus the movie preview of Casshern, I will tok abt de movie later.
Ferst, it was the competition, i guess it was pretty smart of them to decide to not fix any place for us to draw, they told us we could sit anywhere we like within de boundary between "this building" and "that building", they don have to busy themselves to arrange anything (I was jus bitten by a god damned bug), and we could make ourselves real comfortable, me and Sarah sat at against de pond, the pond was rather beautiful, with ALOT of fish. And mind you, when they say it's a building, it really is one, if i was a guy, i would have went to Chinese High no doubt, the school itself is enough to shut u up, damn, it's huge @. @ So yup, we started drawing at 4.30 sharp. We were supposed to draw 1 out of the 6 Casshern characters into Manga style, Sarah drew Luna, coz she thinks she's really beautiful, and I drew Barashin, coz he's really cool. Well, i think that both of us did pretty well tt day, and the pictures were bravo, her Luna looked so sweet and my Barashin looked so hot, haha.... after that we went to hand in our works, according to character, and we saw really great ones, the pros, and the really bad ones, "amateurs" i told Sarah. She said i was mean, i bet she's got it in her mind too, only that she didn’t say, hmmm.
After that, we walked around a little before the buffet started. Man, when it comes to food, it seemed that everyone turned into savage animals, i could never forget the picture when all de ppl swarmed to the food, it took the both of us quite some time before we managed to get our dinner, that was when the troglodytes started to evolve, they queued up, how amazing, this was like a miniature evolution stage, haha.
One terrible thing happened when we were scooping our fried rice and mee?? (Forgot what its called), guess who popped up from nowhere and said "Hi.” o, it's too terrible to refresh the memory.......... ok, let me continue the story. We sat on one of the benches and devoured our food. it was really good! Yum Yum! But i can't help to notice what's going on with the family sitting right opposite us, we were "this" close. Sitting in e middle was a scrawny thin little ger, in between her parents (i think, coz one of them looked pretty old to me), and oh man, i wonder whether tt ger has any dress sense, she's already that skinny that it made her head look big, she's still wearing clothes that makes her look skinny all the more, haizz, how i wish to tell her....
on her right left was her Mom, another woman with bad dress sense, i cant remember exactly what she wore, except for the strikingly pink scarf she has round her neck, and her pinkish makeup combo, oooo, no offence, but she really reminds me of that evil woman from e Dalmatian movie, Devila (was it????). I guess, the ger must have felt all embarrassed as the pink-Dalmatian-evil-woman wasn't really well mannered, although i can see she tries very hard to look all nice and ravishing, but i guess she just tried too hard. Ok, enough with this, Sarah’s gonna say I’m v mean.............am i? I thought i was a rather kind person, hehe.
After the food, was the movie preview.
The movie Casshern, was produced by a used-to-be MTV director and photographer, Kazuaki Kiriya, who's also Utada Hikaru's husband, that solves e mystery why they kept playing Utada's songs, over and over again, but it was nice, both me and Sarah loved Sakura Drops.
According to what I’ve read abt the movie on the admission ticket, Casshern cost US$6 million, which contained 70% CGI, what they say a unique (why do they say "a" not "an") blend of live action photography and computer generated anime effects, which was very very true....
the story's about 2 men's struggle with love and life. (I just found out that bloody bug bit me 2 times!!!)
List of Characters...........
Prof. Azuma (genetics scientist), Prof. Midori (wife of Azuma), Tetsuya (Son of Azuma), Luna (Tetsuya's Love), Dr Kozuki (Luna’s Dad). New-Cells-Generated-Human aka New Human: Brai, Sagray, Barashin, Akubone, Casshern (Tetsuya)

(ok, i m copying this following part wholesale from e synopsis on e ticket, heehee)
The father Prof.Azuma, sacrifices family life to find a cure for his terminally ill wife Prof.Midori, a victim of the chemically continuous war.
The son Tetsuya, who is alienated from Azuma, is unaware of his father’s military supported secret experiments on human cell regeneration, which could provide mankind with everlasting life. (Which is reproducing human body parts, but later in e show, the body parts joined together and formed e nu human...)
Against his father's advice, Tesuya leaves his fiancée Luna and volunteers for military service. He dies in combat. Strikingly beautiful Luna is shattered at her loss (i dono y they wanto mention tt she's strikingly beautiful here, doesn’t make much sense).
It is as if heaven heard Luna’s longing for Tesuya, a powerful lightning bolt strikes and Prof.Azuma's human cell regeneration pool begins to activate. Body parts rejoined and mutants emerged.
Casshern, the reborn Testuya with superhuman powers (these powers made him look like Power Ranger and Chicken, according to Sarah and me), returns to "Stop e War" between mutants, their army of robots and the ruling Eurasia armed forces. Will Luna find her loved one in Casshern? Can Professor Azuma save his wife? Is it possible for mankind to co-exist and avert self-destruction? .....This US$6 million Casshern Partners and Shochiku Presentation of a live action sci-fi adventure film directed by Kazuaki Kiriya has won critics ' praises since opening in April 2004 in Japan.......Almost 70% of the film is CGI, a unique blend of live action photography, a computer generated and animated effects. Kazuaki Kiriya who is one of Japan's top fashion photographer and MTV director recently married Utada Hikaru, a top international J-pop star, who sang the Casshern theme song..............


Ok, that was e synopsis. i was very eager to watch this movie after i read these, but was really disappointed after the movie's finished. Let me tell u my part of the story. Ahem....
the movie started with Azuma announcing to the audience abt his theory of the new cell thing, and made the crowd real angry which later left, leaving only the above mentioned military ppl, bcoz the Commander (a reeeelly old man) wants to live longer... and blah blah blah (there’d be some missing parts, coz i do not have a superb memory). Then was e scene of the Azuma family and Luna + her father taking photos in a reeeelly beautiful garden with those white flimsy stuff flying around, it was really a beautiful picture, and i have to admit that Kazuaki sure puts in photography skills to good use. (Back to e show) so they were taking the picture, and suddenly Tetsuya announces that he wants join army, but Azuma disagrees, and you know typical father and son quarrel. One thing i wanna mention is that, when Tetsuya announces that he wants go army he said it (in Jap) so fast and emotionless, u'd think he's a lousy tape recorder. So yar, Tetsuya joins e army and went fighting with the 7th ??? (paiseh, forgot what they called it) and the scene goes back to Azuma in his lab and was toking with Dr.Kozuki, telling him tt his theory isn't working blah blah blah when his phone rang ..........
Meanwhile, Ds.Midori was still in that beautiful garden with some other ger, when some car arrived outside and she sent the ger to go look. After the ger's gone, Tetsuya appeared and went to Midori and told her "Mom, I'm back." what a touching scene, beautiful mother and handsome son.............. They went on toking for a while before the ger returns, with a guy whom i suppose is Tetsuya's comrade in battle. Then he saluted, and suddenly it was soundless, and u could only see his mouth moving (typical MTV style), luckily both Sarah and me could read his mouth and knew wad he said, hahahahahaha. Well, he said "tetsuya ga shin!” which meant testuya is dead. Then he went on about how he died (he was killed by a bomb when he was trying to carry a little ger up) and what an honorable death it was and he'd be granted the highest military funeral, in between sobs and tears and bogies. The scene switched back to Midori, and u cant actually see her face draining, coz she was wearing all white, her expression then really tears ur heart, u know, so sad that we almost shared her sadness. But it was her scream of despair that triggered our tears, (i did shed a few at tt moment, honestly). Then de lightning strike Azuma's lab. It could be so amazing if they jus let the bolt go, but instead the bolt solidifies and just, well, stayed there, in the lightning shape some more..........u'd think it's stupid, typical MTV again.........
after the lightning, the bodies in the lab, in the red water pool, or was it blood pool whatever, started joining up, and WOALA!!! The pool's filled with naked bodies........... Whoever called the military, and they all started shooting all the naked bodies, only some managed to escape.
They ran ran ran ran...................... no more naked, they rap themselves up with dirty linens. Their leader, Brai, however rap himself up with the military flag on top of the building (god knows how he got up there). Then more running.................. (This is getting confusing...hmmm)

Saturday, November 20, 2004

咳嗽好难受啊

今天和诗棋跑去Jurong Library,到那里消遣。哇塞!那里真的好宏大呀,那有人把图书馆开的那么大的呀!有病啊!?但是开那么大有屁用呢,我要的书始终没找着,真是失败。
我到现在还在咳嗽,好像有点变本加厉的感觉,好辛苦呢。刚才在车上差点咳得都要吐了,为什么我的咳嗽还不好?老天无眼!!今天出门的目的是要卖画漫画的用 具,结果没想到那些东西贵得已经远远超出了我的预算,所以才只卖了两支笔,但却花了12块钱了!!!新加坡的书店真吃钱!老子又没钱你,干吗买那么贵 嘛!?

Friday, November 19, 2004

Boredom No. 26545

haaaaa, now i really wish that i have a scanner, then can scan and upload e beautiful pic i jus drew, am so proud of it!!! so sad, cannot show off, haiya...........
it was a pic drawn to a scene from Cinderella Story (which i watched almost over 10 times), the scene where Hilary Duff danced with Micheal Chad Murray ( or Murray Chad Micheal or Chad Micheal Murray...........) in de pavillion, it was so sweet!!! (Austin Ames was so cute!!!) ok, although in de pic i drew, Sam didnt look like Sam, and Austin didnt look like Austin, but, it was still a brilliant masterpiece.............i know it's kind of thickskin to praise me work like that, but, i m onli telling the truth (blink blink).
today, i received a letter from another wannabe pen-pal, she's 2 yrs younger than me (not that interested), but i think i will write back to her some other day. how come i don't get some guy pen-pals, Japanese guys are kind of cute, i heard.......heehee
i m still coughing, yar, was recovering already in the morning, but curse myself for eating the look-so-delicious-peanut butter and now i m coughing like Angeline................
wonders how they are now, angeline, mei yan and my laogong, they've been in me hometown for 3 days already, so envious, i also wanna go!!!
oh ya, big news, Jian Rong got stead already!! woohoo! congrats, bro, never thought u'd get attached so soon sia. but better than that Yuan Hong, i heard he's got stead also, man that's when you say "Unbelievable sia O.O", i bet his stead mus be blind physically and mentally, haha.
but for Jian Rong, yarlar, expected one, it's a sooner or later thing, at ferst wanted to match-make him and Shimin one, then my plan failed, abish........ but nvm, will go and dig for more details on nx Thursday, at least he must show his gerfren de photo to me, mus let me know ferst hand wat, i m ur Jie Jie leh, but then, haizz, guess i'm a very shi bai jiejie..............sobs
tml, going kino, get watever i can get and watever affordable, and maybe go to tt Jurong Library Shi Qi was toking about. Truthfully, now i'm very into books, i donno why............
haiz, now got inspiration again, go draw erotic pic liao, haha
supposed to have alot to say one, but donno how come now nothing come out..........haizz
should be toking abt chalet, quite fun, for e ferst day onli, de staying over part was like torture for me. i didnt get to sleep, not because i cant, but i don want, i hate sleeping with other ppl, somemore squeezing with 3 other ppl onto one bloody bed is too much for me, and that day itself, because of e bbq, i think made my cough worsened, then lie on de bed, cant sleep juz keep coughing and coughing, very 辛苦 then after that got up and went to toilet, stomache pain and lao sai (paiseh), very 难受. the part where we told ghost stories was quite fun la, like really camping lo, except i cant stand Joan's whines, it's like she keeps wanting ppl to give in to her, to give her wat she wants, bloody hell, as if i would care, other than that, she's ok.
haizz, now come to think of it, nothing much about the chalet lor, cant remember much about it, if 难听一点, it was pretty sian....too bad, cough cough
right now, i m still coughing non stop, but at least got 理由 can escape training, if not, haiya, donno wad will happen, later i m going to de doctor there, ask him get my obs thing signed, then everything done, then tml go orchard buy manga materials, come back practise abit of drawing skills, get ready for monday's competition, i hope i get chosen leh, de chosen ones get so much to do lor, get to design stuff for some movies, or so i remember, aaaaaaaaaaaargh, pray pray pray

Monday, November 15, 2004

my cough has worsened, and i had to drink alot of water, which doesn't seem to help, and my pee is to be calculated by galons............let's see
i drank 7 one-litre-bottle of water, (how many litres = 1 galon arh?). if one galon = 1000 litres then, i've drunk total 0.007galons of water......and hopefulli my pee isnt tt lot, if not, i m afraid i might choke de pipe............
anyway, i pray that i didnt get bronchitis like Angeline, seeing her cough is hard enough, seeing me cough....i donno what to say.............
tml going for e chalet, yup, should be staying there overnight, what am i gonna wear???

Saturday, November 13, 2004

I'm coughing like mad right now, and finally i understand Angeline's pain, hope i didnt get any serious problems, pray pray.............

Friday, November 12, 2004

老爸又在取笑我了,太过分了,居然把我的创作当成笑话看待。虽然是有那么点好笑 (这不是重点),但是也太过于清是我的感受了啦!!!
昨天我闲暇时写了这么一段:
[ 人非草木,我是人,又如何能不动心。如今我已失去令我动心的“他”,麻木的心确任然动着。。。。]
哪儿好笑呢?老爸说,既然我已失去令我动心的东西,为什么我的心还在动着。。。
想起来,的确听矛盾的,所以我也觉得蛮好笑的啦。
明天要干啥嘞,真伤脑筋,希望我拜托老妈买得The Incredibles 能尽快到手,我都等不及了啦!!!

Thursday, November 11, 2004

黑血慢慢地淌着,但我却。。。。
直到大地被我的血染成一片漆黑,我才发现,
原来我已不再。。。
虚拟的我,漫无目的地漂浮。
看见了,在黑暗中的一丝光芒。
我欣喜地飞去,身体渐渐有了温度,黑白电视机变成彩色的了。
我飞啊飞,和光芒拥抱,与其合为一体。
我好开心。。。
黑暗慢慢散开,黑血也渐渐蒸发,而我则成为光明中的一颗小黑点。
海賊王の事はちょっと久しぶりだた。今日はもう一度XPは俺のパソコンに取付けられた。ちゃんとOKです、いままで。
今日は少し退屈させった、でも楽しいかった。
明日きっと朝の走る事が絶対できる、まだ逃げられないです。私臆病者じゃないです、ですから、恐れの事は逃げられないです。それは、新しいの俺です。

Monday, November 08, 2004

我好累呀,这一天下来我都快虚脱了,明天要穿什么呢,好伤脑筋啊。
爸妈好像蛮反对这份工作的,说会浪费掉这一个假期,我也不知道该怎么办。
找工作真麻烦,我好想这个假期就这么混过去就完了,妈咪怎么这么强人所难呢。我好辛苦呢。。。我去睡了。

Thursday, November 04, 2004

on the edge of a mental breakdown right now, feels like i haven't been actually talking to anybody in days, let me see whether i have bad breath......
lame, ok nvm, boredom boredom boredom, guess that's e only word to describe our pitiful holidays, and u actually have to go back to school 4 days per week for bloody volleyball trainings.....this is pure torture, i managed to skip today's session coz of the rain, but still can't come up with an appropriate excuse for it, everyone else has MCs, how could they do that, all get flu and cold at the anointed moment? why am i left out? curse tt bloody runny nose, why cant it run a few more days longer?
guess it's me 5th time watching Cinderella Story, ZiJun would be so proud. why? beats me....
y cant i just get a bloody part time to waste away this eternity of boredom? why do i have to put up with that bloody volleyball trainings where i m obviously not needed, i hate to admit it, but yar, since they do not need me there, why do i still have to go?! bloody assholes!!!!

Monday, November 01, 2004

feels weird, maybe i've grown taller....? coz today wake up then go outside skipping, my used-to-be-long skipping rope seemed so short, and i couldnt skip normally, had to like curl my legs....haha, i really did grow taller!!!! weee!!!!
ok, taday is officially de first day of my holiday, and i can't stand it already, so boring!!! i m like watched the Cinderella Story for 3 bloody consecutive times already, although it was quite sweet, but u see, i really cant keep myself busy, and not wasting my precious time......i m bored i m bored.....
later, going to Ethel there to play badminton, although she did not invite but i decide to tag along, entertain myself, maybe pretend the others (ahem.....u know) are invisible, anyway, i think de only ones that could really play are Jelyn and Lap Tak, and i'm definetly not going to play with Lap Tak so ya, that narrows. wats wrong with Ethel anyway, she's like leaving me out on everything, even if she's knew that i may reject because of some ppl, but she could have at least asked me, at least make me feel needed, wads fucking wrong with her?! I don owe her, bloody hell.....
aaargh, irritating, i go watch One Piece...... fuck .......