Thursday, February 15, 2007

I love my GrandDad!

My Grandfather arrived in Singapore at 3am. My Dad n me waited impatiently as we saw the ppl coming out one by one but no sign of my grandfather, my dad did his random speculations again that maybe we waited for the wrong plane..dots...there was this couple standing beside us, and wtf they were toking freaking childishly man. Especially the woman, she looked like 30 plus but was using a voice like some 5 yr old little girl, i duno whether she was acting cute or wad, she was super annoying. I felt like killing her when she started spouting Jap...wth man...she was like " sugooooiiii ne~~~ (act cute)"...omg wtf man, totally disgusted la, me n my dad was like "omg so childish!" den they left, my grandfather still haven come out...then there came a reallly old man, he was wearing that huge thick army coat that we see in the movies, he was pushing a cart and walking pass then I finally spotted my grandfather, he's really smart looking for his age. When suddenly the old man in army coat collapesed on to the floor right before me! He looked so feable and weak I thought he passed away right then and there! Well, thank goodness he didnt, apparently he was too weak for the flight and he wore too much for the temperature that's why he fainted. ok, i got to sleep, my grandfather sleeps in this room so i cant be using the com til too late. I mISSED the vball during pe today!!! omg so sad....

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Where?






yes, whr do i go??

ytd was olvl results day, I'm really happy with my results, and so are my parents. I am a 7 pointer, and I got A1 for English which what I've been dreaming to have, and I got A2 for combines humans which has never happened to me but happened to me at last. Well, I am still really happy and glad that, hey my hardwork has paid off, altho its still a pity that one more point i could be a 6 pointer. See it another way, I still have room for improvement. My Dad's really proud of me and he wishes me the best, he thinks that I can do even more than this since he believe I have not put in all that I have into this exam, how about 50%? My Dad wants me to go Hwa Chong Institution, where he believe I could have better chances to make it big in the future. Well, I think so too...but I am cowered by the stress that I might have endure and the huge responsibility..after all, I do not like to be pressurized even tho I can perform better under pressure...I want to go Victoria because I liked its location and culture, its a funner place and I believe I can fit in better...so where??.......where??..........

here are some pics we took ytd ^^

Thursday, February 08, 2007

freaking out...o's coming...HIDE!

See the difference btw convincing others that you can make it to your dream jc and trying to convince yourself that you can make it to your dream jc. There is a slight difference, its easier to convince others than convince yourself...try...
I'm undergoing utter confusion right now, I picture myself smiling while holding my results up high, and then picture myself staring into the space in my result slip, or throw my head far back and ram it against the wall...
anw...i m really really nervous and scared about getting the results tmr...I tried to believe in myself that I really did well this time and can easily get below 10 points. However, the more positive my contemplations get, the more negative i feel...what if it turns out exactly opposite?
I am not a wishy-washy person, not a worrier, I do not fret over things like its the end of the world. Look at me! What am i doing now??? Blogging abt how scared I am? It makes me feel small...powerless...like a little kid....

Friday, February 02, 2007

SAJC 07S07 CG OUTING!

OOHOO today, or should i say yesterday, was SUPER DUPER FUNN!!! We ate dinner at Fish & Co. and went crazy taking photos all over, that was really fun, and we were in very high spirits. It turned out that today is Thaipusam, I saw for the first time how people wore those "things" on their body, it looked really painful to me.
After dinner we went Ben & Jerry, and ordered the $88 bucks icecream, 20 scoops in total, so turned out tt each of us only need to pay like 4 bucks, so its quite worth it. Anw the icecream was yummy, we made a huge mess and all. Oh, and the napkin doesnt look like any other normal ones, i thought it was a brown paper bag at first sight.
well, my CG is really fun, with alot of wacky ppl like Arun and Bryan and all. I hope I dont get too attached that I couldn leave SA.
Waiting for the photos....^^