I think I am a super inconsiderate, selfish and stuck-up kid.
I made my mom n dad angry today coz i din call back to say that i wont be coming home for dinner...
a slight memory loss, and they blew their top at me.
well, on my part, it wasn't something to be angry about, i simply forgot to call back...a slip of the mind, trivial...
but my mom was worryin about mi, not knowing whether to cook my dinner or not, not knowing whether i am safe or not...and when she called mi, i din pick up my phone coz i couldnt hear it...double the anger...
guess im busted tmr....
prays...
oso, i m really sorry that i took my bro for granted and selfishly hated him for disturbing my life...i guess i was a really bad host, and totally din do my part to make him feel comfortable and welcomed....instead i was feeling proud to be alienating him....
wad a jerk i am....
i am not totally disliking him based on nothing, there are times when it is annoying and i can't find an outlet to discharge...
i wasn't born with a brother, and now i have one, i should be grateful and i should play my part as a good younger sister...
i should grow up...
i am no longer a kid...
i do not need all the attention, and i can take care of myself.
i can control my actions and thoughts, and sort out my priorities.
i need to have a target to work towards to.
and, i need to save up, to realize my bold dreams.
proud to be a matured me...