Taste of Reality...

Seriously i think CCAB is cursed...i mean, how can VJC and SAJC both lose their semi-finals when they are the strongest teams of all?? I was anticipating the finals match between SAJC and VJC..sadly, there won't be anymore...
Sometimes, when reality hit you, it takes awhile for it to sink in..
When the 7th RJC player scored the fateful penalty goal, there were cheers going up around me, i thought VJC had won...but somehow the soccer guys' reactions didn't tally. I saw Pakin crouching on the ground crying his heart out, the sight is heart-wrenching...I have just realized that it's far more painful to watch a guy cry than watch a girl cry. It's a totally different thing.
When later the whole soccer team stood before the VJC crowd, and apologized to us that they have done nothing but their best, but they lost it to luck, there's nothing more they can do, soon the whole team was sobbing, crying into their jerseys. The crowd cried too, so did I, I realized that I am proud to be a VICTORIAN, and their pride is ours too. I've always thought that the VJC soccer boys are glory of VICTORIA, it's always nice to see them around in school. VJC soccer boys losing a game is not a common thing, it's not even anticipated in the first place. We always believed that they are the best, and our cheers could bring out the best in them. However, today, we lost to luck...
When the team stood before us and everybody sang the VICTORIA school song together, I really felt that I am part of this big, and warm family, where everyone looks after everyone else...it's sad, but it's heart-warming.
I feel great to be integrating into the big, warm family.
I LOVE VJC!!!

And it was really nice to see all the sa peeps again, i saw benjamin, sean, jerico, sharon and alot more familiar faces. haiz, its kind of sad to see them actually, had i not joined vjc, i'd be with them...this so contradicting...i love both vjc and sajc...yet my love can't be shared....

got work tmr...hazel not gg...kns...pangseh me....how...

Busted..horrible day

Damn tired la today, slept through most of my classes, i really fell asleep leh, not the usual juz lying thr coz im lazy to sit straight. Really DAMN TIRED!! Hate mondays la, super long day, boring lessons. I got freaking scolded in Chi lit class for sleeping...Im in the wrong, but then can't help it ma...shudn't have worked on sunday...even though it was damn fun haha. I was super high after 10pm, KC was like 'she's mad, mad already" then he was telling shiqi to call IMH to bring me away...lol...shiqi actually got the no. leh, so she was like joking about calling them...ahahha, then i go disturb her and she accidentally pressed call....wahaha, her first call to IMH, memorable rite. wahaha
oh, shall blog abt my job, its dam fun on the 2nd day. I get to learn how to make milkshakes, smoothies, waffle with ice cream. waseh, i m like damn proud of myself, coz the boss was like "eh this ger is smart leh" whahaha. Around 11 am, the customers start to come in, i wonder why these ppl go to COURTs on MOther's Day...lol...anw, we started to get busy, the order was increasing non-stop la, got one period i was making milkshakes non-stop! The milkshakes, according to NANA, are not very liquid, like lao sai...so quite hard to pour out of the blender, so before i pour, muz shake the blender like crazy, or bang it on the sink. got one time, i forgot i took out the cover and banged it, and got splashed with the strawberry milkshake, super malu, somemore ppl sitting around the counter can see everyth i do...i tink i entertained them alot...the whole day i was dam high, like on drugs liddat, keep shouting for ppl who ordered muffins but havn come n take. Got some aunties and a few uncles the attitude damn chao one la, altho can't blame them also, we too busy sometimes forget they are waiting ma, wa they all direct at me leh, coz i was the one checking their receipts and giving them stuff accordingly, after awhile the receipt accumulate until i dunoo who's is who's...keep saying sorry sorry...
oh, muzn forget, when i makeing the first milkshake, had to open new bottle of milk, is the square box tt type, have to cut off the edge one. i cut the hole abit too big, squeeze the bottle abit ony, the milk will squirt out, i got flustered thn duno how to pour into the blender without spilling. there was this stupid man lookin at mi pour, aft i finish rite, wa he straight away go complain to my boss lor, "excuse me, may i comment arh, i tink its not very hygienic to let the milk flow down the bottle into the blender"..wa want to strangle him la, stupid gay man...aft tt he order two beef pie, i gave to him without heating it up, he came back aft eating half of the pie and went like "i'm sorry arh, but could i ask whether u heated it up because its cold.." obviously i din heat la...tt's y its cold ma...my fault...too busy till i forget...we were literally working as cows leh...
but it was fun.. haha...

i hate school!!!

omg, can't believe it, my weekend juz ended like that...its two freaking days, and its over alr?? dang.... anw...pictures time, im uploading the pics i took when i went back to ASS last last fri. missed ASS alot...

mi n shimin in the ger's cubicle ^^
took from inside the cubicle, char look stooopid!
mi n char inside the cubicle, lol, she's a fake hwachonger
haha char looks dumb

april and char
april and shimin
huiyi, me, shimin n char, at 4/2 classrm

april n huiyi


thr shud be more but i tink its not in my phone, didn manage to get from them. We saw a whole bunch of ppl dat day, including Mr Neo, Mr Lim and even Ms Lau...haha, missed them alot alot alot....thn we went to slack in 4/2 classroom, so saddening, the classrm changed alot , even the doors got repainted into lime green while we had shit green last time...shit green's better...
shall pon sch on ASS speech day, its on 29th June i tink, freaking late, other sch's speech day was like long over in feb or march liddat, ASS is late this yr i think.. Oh, btw Mr LIM is now the head of subject of maths i tink, haha, he is dam nice, and he wore lime green tt day, shud have taken a photo with him...memories....ASS is better than i thought it was, and we only realise it now...kind of saddening

irritated...

i'm starting to find my brother really irritating. It could be because that i've never had siblings and never had to share my things with somebody, that's why i get very irritated with him using my things, going into my room, messing with my territory.. when i actually think about it, he is very much better than many ppl's brothers out there, but I still have this bad feeling inside me, I just don't like sharing my personal things with ppl, even if its my brother. then again, i probably only need some time to adjust, if only i could overcome the irritation.
he always talks to me in a tone like i'm a three yr old, he even thinks that my english is lousy (while his is worse, like duh...), whatever, regarding me as a kid is one thing, taking what i say as unimportant and simply ignoring it is another thing. all in all, i am totally fed up with this brother of mine, even though i've only lived with him for a little more than two months.
one reason why i can't stand him, is probably because he uses the com too much, so much that i even have to ask him to let mi use, and the internet cable is freaking mine for goodness sake...he has the cheek to keep using it n using it, just because it happens to be in his room which was formerly my study room.
one more thing that really pisses mi off, there was this one time, i was in my room doing stuff, he came in, look at me, and said "pls" , doing the "would u pls leave" gesture. I was dumbfounded...he actually asked me to leave my own room...wth...i think he really has no manners to begin with la.........wth...........
sometimes even my parents cannot tolerate his lack of manners, laziness and everything...
sometimes i really hope that he hadn't came at all, disrupting my life like this, i hope he didnt exist...ok, not very workable..maybe he shud just go rent some hostel and live with his sicko frenz...
sickening...........
irritating.....................................