because I have wasted my entirely beautiful Monday DAY in the condemnation of my hall room waiting for nothing to happen.
well actually I was waiting for Chingay practice, but it's of no compelling importance to me.
While I do have the option to head back to home, I choose to not choose it. Because of reasons too obscure for my understanding.
I am beginning to develop the "I belong to nowhere, where do I belong" thoughts and soon nomadic activities will seem appealing to me. (wierdly I sense myself forming sentence structures vaguely similar to those in the illustrated Television Series called the Big Bang Theory, with the voice of Sheldon in my head).
Anyhow staying in hall is hugely mortifying when especially no one is around.
Me is terribly scared of loneliness and boredom. :(
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