Oh most mention worthy, lol, Brandon just keep saying im "beautiful", i laugh madly and uncontrollably. Yay good job keep it up!! wahahaha

slightly amused at their affair at supperclub according to jess. actually very amused. but then, find it abit sad for w. oh well, which is why i rather keep myself away from such things, easier to stand on the sidelines n watch. awkward much i imagine for them. look forward to updates, JESSLAI! ehehehe

LONG overdue post

While watching digimon, I shall recount the recent happenings.

first things first, results. It is utmost frustrating how I have no A, I expected at least 3 of them. Shen me da bian. But I successfully got rid of 1231, that calls for a party, weee. Anyhow, I shudder at the prospect of another stressful school sem upcoming.

Camp Blue Blood last week. It was nice. To get the full KR experience, I should at least go for CBB once, even though not as a freshie. I am no longer a camp person I realized, I no longer enjoy the dayless nightless activities and merry-making as much as I used too, getting old... but making more friends is still fullfilling as ever. Upcoming camps are much much procrastinated, totally no mood to go for camps, yucks. Faculty camp suck my balls u idiot asshole....zzzz...rant rant rant...

Now I am a senior, I look back at my freshmen year, it came n went so freaking fast. I have done somethings I have always wanted to do, and I have done some stupid enough things that cost me greatly. But this is how life is supposed to be right, make hell lot of mistakes haha, and do stupid things while I can afford to rite. Even though sometimes i regret doing the stupid stuff, but aiyo whats done can't be undone. Just prevent it from happening again in the future. zbzbzbzbz

right after camp, I had 2 days of flea, quite an interesting experience imo. first day was at kbox@cine, freaking 8 storeys up in the air, where got people organize flea in such a place one?? No foresight entirely. so first day is 0 sales, zbzbzbz. BUt there was free kbox, so we just spammed. As much as someone laughs at my singing, I still think tt my singing not bad lor. There was this other tenant her singing is out of this world la, omg, like heart-attack + asthma altogether, should totally have recorded her 当你。。。just jing dian. lol. Then when this 2 person were singing 为你了而活, lol Stepf just "我不要为了你而活". at least my voice is pleasant.

Thereafter second day we got a free space at Scape Youth Park as compensation for the 0 sales on first day, I actually sold quite alot of my old clothes, happy. There was this Auntie who piss the shit out of me, just sai 2 dollars into my hand and took my shirt away, when I insisted 5 dollars. New tactic learnt, bruteforce.

thn, i was sick for 5 days. urrrgh. being siiiick is sian, when there's nbd to take care of you. nobd to cook for me, nobd to take my temperature, it's just me and my lappy in my sick bedroom nursing my burning forehead. wow, it's not that sad actually, but it would have been nice if I had someone bustling around me taking my temperature, feeding me medicine yadda yadda. ohwells.

anw, gg rollerblading tmr!!!! eggCITED!

mua

took one whole day to iron my 'sell pile', wa ironing is a bitch! my right shoulder is minorly dislocated. and my iron is a killer weapon seriously, keep getting scorched, @#$#@%$#@!!@#

anyhow, after ironing my clothes, they suddenly seem more want-worthy, probably up the price by 50 cents for my ironing efforts. I won't even price them high because seriously I don't wear them anymore, I might as well be paying people to help me get rid of them, my main intention is to get rid of them. buhbye suckers!!! weee

seriously looking at all the stuff I've bought over the years, it's pretty much a shame. as much of a utilitarian, I am shocked to have so many things that I have never worn. I couldn't understand why I bought them. I hope my potential good-hearted customers have eyes of jewel and see the beauty in my stuff.

yay going swimming, hope the pool is not crowded and i don't sink

omg i am torn i am torn.....shud i go sch tmr??

it's duty against wishes....

nvm, i shall reply after i wake up tmr.

i feel like lazing away tmr, but games is wat i signed up forrrr, and i shud do my job properly.

yucks....

omg i think i need man's pants to contain my fat ass butt..........fml

ew my bank account balance is very depressing :(

i wanna high paying job for god sake.

tuition is good money but its no biggie if its 1 hr per week at 25ph.

"因为有太多无聊的人用吃奶的力气互相攻击，我就纳闷了，这些人为什么没被气球给砸死，没被唾沫给淹死，被皮卡丘吓死。明明没必要存在在这个世界上，非要写点儿歌来污染大气。"

超级搞笑ttm!!!!

hahaha i got my phone back.

There really are good samaritans around.

Altho the man seemed reluctant and pissed off, THANK U SO MUCH LADY!

I'm sorry i put u through two days of struggle and I applaud your kindness in deciding to do the right thing.

I am gonna strap my phone to the bottomless pit of my being so that it will never drop out of my pocket ever again!

feels great :)

and all phones should get EMOJI! its damn freaking cute.

i amaze at my stupidity.

i amaze at how the day could start out so well, and take a sharp turn into screwality just like that.

what happened?

I lost my phone. :)

The course of losing it is simple. it slipped out of my pocket. Stupid phone.

oh well, I have beaten myself up a hundred million times already, I could really use some consoling. :)

Then I shall rant. Me hate Singtel to eternity and beyond. Singtel has no compassion and have no interest in their customer. I hereby condemn singtel's services and all peripheral whatever shit they have. You really think a simple "i'm sorry to hear that mdm" could solve my problem? No, it doesn't, and the constant upping the price I have to pay is even hair-grippingly irritating. Hello! 600 bucks??!! 300 of which is tips for yall! you think I have no idea. SUCK MY TOILET BOWL U MONEY SUCKING IDIOTS! you have just chased away a valuable customer. and i'm never gonna look back.

oh wells, still I am the ultimate sucker.

why do I keep doing stupid things????

If I were to recount the lame things I have done, I could take one million years.

Seriously, nobody did it TO me, i brought it UPON myself each time!

The horror...

when it dawned on me, I felt sooooo bloody horrible, I felt like biting myself.

what's bloody wrong with me????

on the other hand, I don't want to beat myself up too much. It's really not the end of the world. Losing a phone is really painful (losing an iPhone is even more so), it's like losing an organ. I shall for now enjoy my 24 hours of phoneless solitude, till tmr when I reconnect with the world using my laocock phone.

seriously, I cannot settle for a non-iPhone phone, I really can't. iPhone has soooo made my life better, I simply can't do without it.

oh wells, goodbye my old phone. I've used u for less than a year. and it's been pretty hectic with you around. yet I can't live without you. I'm gonna get a different you from a different provider soon even though your more advanced brother are coming out soon.

how much would like suck without a phone?

lemme get back to u. :)

GOOD MORNING

while i was brushing my teeth, two things crossed my mind.

1) My pain-in-the-butt cousin will soon be GONE!

2)My new found understanding to the act of ''acting cute"

ahh, i can't begin to tell how much it means to me to be rid of the worm I call my cousin. It's been a good 3 years I had to put up with a big fat walking stranger with a freaking bad attitude and horrible brought-up. And now he's about to be gone, I actually feel a mixed tug of feelings. Honestly, he has been pretty nice to me some times,to the extend that made me consider patching things up with him. but it always falls short and I can never forgive him entirely. It just made me think back maybe I shouldn't have been so harsh on him then, and maybe our relationship could be better. And then, I look at how he treats my parents, that teeny bit of likening flies straight out of the window. Seriously if you want me to hate you for the rest of your life, just be mean to my parents. Oh wells, soon, very soon, HE WILL BE GONE!! smilie face x 1000000000000000000000000000000!!!!

secondly, my new found understanding of the act of 'acting cute'. Lately I have observed this act is actually a formidable weapon, even my Dad uses it sometimes, ha. Even though I used to despise such acts, I now see it differently. My theory "Acting cute is excusable when you did come across as cute, it is unforgivable when you fail." (wow, my worm of a cousin is talking loudly in his room, see this kind of small things gets on my nerves, and make me an evil old woman)

as such, good morning. and pasir ris later, major sun blast and sweat buckets I foresee. shudder shudder

hahaha omg i can't believe what i just bought......:):):):)

i am laughing my ass off, and damn happy that i bought it.

hahahahahahhahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lemme tell you what 'jealousy' is.

From wiki : Jealousy is an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, such as a relationship, friendship, or love. Jealousy often consists of a combination of emotions such as anger, sadness, and disgust.

wow, in that case, mine is more of envy...but if my envy grows stronger, it will sooner or later become that whole bunch of negative feelings above mentioned.

right now, i envy this person who has smth that I want, but I can't have. :(

and it feels pretty awful to be enviousing aimlessly. there's pretty much nth i can do about it.

sad face x10000000000000000000000000000000000

KMA comclub

I DIE OSO WONT GO FOR YOUR DUMB MEETING! KICK ME OUT NOW!

First dance class today! (omg, my fingers are numb from playing guitar, swollen finger tips)

it was really FUN! omg. I was quite glad that I could keep up with the pace, and was pretty comfortable infront of the mirror. Not to forget the wonderful company BANANA CHOCOLATE FONDUE hahaha.

really, it's no wonder good dancers emit charm like nobody's business, because in dance, people really only look at GOOD dancers, nobody will bother to look at the lousy ones, so there is really no lose face factor, because nobody will bother, everyone is busy looking at the zai ones. anw my point is, in dance, you can only be good, if not there's no point dancing unless you dance for urself to see only. But anyway, so far so good, going again on TUES! muahaha, excited.

thereafter we went to DEMPSEY FLEA MARKET, woosh, it was fun! I din buy much tho, but the anticipation to find good and cheap stuff is enough to keep us going. lol, I walked to this table, and picked up this GUCCI bag, (which I din noe is gucci bcoz im brand unconscious) so I asked how much is it gg for, and the lady gave me 3 fingers, i went " :o 3 dollars???!!!" and she went "no 300". wow. thn she went on to tell me how unique and good that bag is and how worth it the price is, blah blah. oh well, my current flea-principle is "nth above 10". altho, it should be "cheap and good" but for all i know, that 300 bucks Gucci bag may be 'cheap and good" too, yet I can't afford it, so principles change to adapt to my financial ability. Anyhow, still love good fleas, and I'm looking forward to selling my old clothes, my little square of a room is running out of space, so much so that I'm overflowing to other rooms.

ahh. life is good these days. :)

Aircon, and freedom :):):)

I AM FINALLY HOME!

After waiting my ass off, Danny finally showed up and helped me move my stuff home.

I am 100 million grateful!

thx thx thx.

zomg, really considering learning how to drive. even if no car, in such circumstances can still borrow people's car.

thn again, not practical.

learn dance and guitar first.

wow, one million things to learn.

ZHOU WAN YI: u must control yourself, I hereby warn you!

nobody is unworthy :)

ip man

can't get enough of ip man kicking ass. Just watched Ip Man 1, I feel inspired to learn 永春..

China's tumultuous history is deeply rooted in all our hearts (I hope), even though we had been bullied and suppressed and invaded so much, we are now on the rise again, and this time round, everyone watches in fear.

As a Chinese, the least I can do is to know who I am, and not be mislead by meaningless social stigmas and shallow stereotypes. All I can say is that those who don't recognize and treasure their heritage will one day be regretful. Those who turn with distaste at 5000 years of richness are just stupid inside-out. And those who take pride in the fact they can't even speak Chinese should be beheaded and publicly humiliated.

In this day and age, one can't reject a language or culture just because they killed and humiliated countless fellow countrymen decades ago. I have learnt both English and Japanese, and both the Anglos and Japanese have learnt Chinese. Despite the occasional internal tug, appreciating another's culture and communicating using their language has nothing to do with the grudge and hatred, which inevitably, still exist.

shameless much weeee, i might delete this post someday

caught ip man 2, I like the fighting alot, totally regret why am I not a guy, and why didn't I learn kungfu, it would be so cool if I could smugly beat the crap out of you when I don't like you.

haha, my fren made out with a guy and she likes it ahahaha (winks at you). Yay.

Honestly, I also want. ><

And I want big arms, with sexy vein, and big chest muscles, no moobs and no tummy pls.

And a little bit of chest hair.

zomg...whoever reads this, don't judge me, it's biologically inscribed in me, you can contribute by helping me find.

and he must not be shorter or smaller than me.

woot.

I have started planning my holidays already, with one impending paper still 4 days away.

anw, just a simple list:

1) things to buy

• guitar (black colour)
• roller blades
• a cool haircut
• a tattoo(?)
• macbook?
• new mobile plan

2) things to sign up for/learn

• studiowu
• culinary class
• guitar
• photoshop and illustrator
• relaxing part-time job
• give chinese tuition/give tuition ?

3) other misc. stuff

• go kbox
• Thaipan outing
• go HOME!
• JAY CHOU CONCERT
• ROLLERBLADE
• WINDSURF
• DRAW

and so the list remains incomplete and awaits to be updated

omg I JUST REALIZED:

I HAVE LONG HAIR!!!!

WO....