Friday, February 25, 2005

not e best day of my life...

weird neh. y today daddy come home so early? hmmm. i was tokin wif tyler, then have to suddenly hang up the phone. I don dare to openly communicate wif him anymore, phone bills problem, can only do so in e dark of night(b4 my dad returns), have to think of new calling plans for next week.........coz dad is doing morning shift.
toking wif tyler is fun, although sometimes we run out of topics, i could juz ly there and listen to e silence, although phone bills are going crazy. Tks alot to him, arigato~
today was juz some normal day. where i cant really keep track of e happenings, i m getting fed up already, bloody shit.
went out to KFC for lunch aft school, with shimin puqin and april. all e way, listen to april laugh made me so exhausted, wonder where she got all e energy to laugh liddat. the way she laugh make me wanna cry, and plus PuQin's explosive laughter, wabiang, mental torture sia. what i really need in these times is tranquility, calm and peace. watever, i m going to sleep.

Wednesday, February 23, 2005


Yay! You are Kakashi!

Naruto Quiz
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Thursday, February 17, 2005

hmmm...let's see...

wad exactly happened today?
yar, english project, some Mtv shit, i admit it's pretty interactive and something new, but to tell the truth i don really feel comfortable to be grouped with (wads her name? oops, short term memory again) Elaine. Not tt i don like her, but it juz don feel right, too bad.... but i think i should make an effort to participate ACTIVEli doin e "thing", coz it's 20% of our CA2....bloody hell...........
Our school says tt there's no mid- year exam, no SA, but there's e CA, there's not much diff. i think............ wad are they thinkin abt? It's not as if we are idiots......
during chinese lesson, we managed to finish Spirited Away, and the thing ate into our recess, but it seems tt no one cares, so ..... it's like e n th time i'm watchin it, I still can't get enough of it, Haku is so cooooooool! I hope Mr Tok makes us do some movie review thingy, haha.
oh yar! something must be mentioned! Last night, Tyler called me! And we chatted for exactly 29 min, hahahar, i was trying v hard not to laugh too loud under me blankets. Muarhar.
Aft e chat, i realized i really really really like Tyler alot, he's such a funny person, i think we can make perfect soul mates. Harhar....
i finally got tat Logarith thing in my brain, not tt i'm so dense tt it took so long, actualli not long at all quite fast liao. Haaa, and made my dad a joke by saying stupid things and him saying stupid things back which are really stupid. But once again, I must declare that Me DAD is e greatest mathematician in the WWWW!!! wow... haha, my dad rox, my mom rox, and I r....well self-proclaimed rocking is not very healthy, but u know, i know, can do liao, muarhahrharhar
Haku is so COOOOOL! TYLER IS SOOOO coooool!!!

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Fire?

Juz now went swimming, was so very very excited coz havnt swam for 2 weeks ( gotten all flabby again, damn). The water looked so blue and cool, triggering off a chain of lovely imagination.....
but then! E horrible thing happened. There was e terrible stench of burnt stuff, and haze and smoke everywhere, even in the water where i was swimming!!!! Screams! I was planning to swim to my very last ounce of strength to make up for the past two weeks and be able to answer to my hairstyle. (Dui de qi wo de "hairstyle"). There was bugs stinging me in the water somemore, impossible but there really was! I got stung everywhere, but later when i did some serious thinking, maybe the stinging feeling was caused by those pieces of ashes in the water. Then later saw on someone's msn nick said that there was forest fire near his/her house, so tt may probably be e reason, forest fire............
AAArgh, spoiled my day.....
when is tyler coming on? havn't tok to him for a day liao, missin him. Haha.
He was telling me abt some movie of a hermit meeting someone and killing a mage.....aft a while i got all confused and went ooo, aaa, oorrh I see.......
I guess i'd better go start "K"-ing my chemistry text bk, if i flunk my CA, I wonder whether i'd get to see the sun anymore.....
Dad ordered me to copy tt stupid fooootball schedule for him again, curses to e stupid printer, and to my surprise there's a team named Crewe Alexandra, hmm, wonder wad it means......
I hate it when my upload rate is n times my download rate!!!! uuuurgh....
ok ok , chem...........prrrr, shivers

Monday, February 14, 2005

Valentine.........ooo

wads e biggy abt valentine, it's juz a day named aft some old guy. haha guess i'm saying this out of jealousy....more of envious, can't be jealousy, when did i start to drool aft other ppl's good fortune?
nah, tt is so not "karei". I think i've put on weight again. Kusoi! It's not as if i care alot abt how heavy i am, it's always been so. Prrrr. Sucky.......
I getting fed up of my school days, maybe i should drop out like he did, get a job and get a life. Haha.
E skin on my fingers are peeling disgustingly, like snake skin metamorphed wit fish scales. Yuck!
And e color of my thigh is getting worse. It did not return to its should-be color, it looks live chao-da meat, don even make me want to eat, damn damn, curses. I think i'm going senile, forget things so v easily, think i muz eat more of tt brain tonic my mom bought.
today didnt get to go swimming coz there's e bloody stupid maths hw. Curses. For a moment i was really shocked to find tt i could not understand wad e questions are asking abt. Scary.......
wednesday got geog test, and 17th muz hand in compo which i hardly know wad to write.............god!!! my life is goin haywire...........

Sunday, February 06, 2005

currently i m in e midst of trying to understand what am i thinking.
one moment i was engorged in thinking, next, i don realize what those thoughts were.
I think it's time that i should open up more. I need to tell people my thoughts and feelings, instead of teliing them to myself. The only problem is that, to whom?
To Shi Qi? Nah, I've given up much hope on telling her my inner conspiracy, haha, as her reactions most of the time make me flare up, inside. And i bear with it somemore, I cant believe it.
To Qi Yue? Nah, she's too far, only to do it was to pretend she's somewhere there, and well, inner stuff again........
To Ethel? Nah again, she's far too busy to bother about me.
To Jelyn? Probably.
To Angeline? Hmmm, never try b4, but i guess it wont work out, i always forget what i want to say to her.
To ShiMin? Nah again, don feel like it.
To Asami? Nah, writing Jap letters is tiring, probably do tt once two months, haha. But I like Asami, she ROX!
To Fuji? Nah, half the time i cant understand what he's talking about.
To Tyler? Nah, too costy.
Who else?
when did i become like this? I thought i never had problems with myself. Maybe i need to council my mom, oops.
Ahem. I think my Social Studies homework was pretty OK, probably would be able to get 6-8 marks ba. Hopefully......
Mrs Lee said that it's more professional to use more passive sentence structure rather than " I, I, I" all the time. It is time that we think more of other things rather than just how I think, and how I feel.
And today's Jap lesson is about "Ukemi", meaning passive sentence structure. Muarhahaha. It was pretty simple, and I was slapping mosquitoes most of the time. It was miraculous when i was sure the damned thing was between my two devilous palms, but instead it hid in between the middle and fourth finger of my right hand, unharmed........
in the end, i was unable to extinguish the god damned mosquito living in our Jap classrm........pathetic.............

Saturday, January 29, 2005

原来“Auntie” 这个称呼听起来是那么的刺耳呀。在二零零五年一月二十九日午后三点+ ,我以肉身承受了两枚超强子弹炮,这炮弹之所以特别,是因为当打在受害者(我)身上时,会发出类似 “Auntie” 的声响。
被炮弹砸傻了的我,突然灵机一动,把炮弹导向另一受害者,可怜的诗棋。。。
我有一天没看到他了,有点儿想他了呢。。。

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

I'm feeling very stressed. How come? To hell as if I know.
Life sux, I hate everybody, I am lonely, but I'm not alone. Weird. I may be getting psycho or schizophrenic. how?
I don feel like seeing anybody anymore.
Why do I feel this way? Beats me, it juz came like that, I was quite happy just a while ago. I can't take it anymore, why don i just jump down from the window?
This sux...............

Saturday, January 22, 2005

For OBS and for everyone

I'm back, finally. After one whole week of harsh torture and torment, I'm finally back to my comfort zone, painfully missing OBS and my friends. I will very much want to update on the wonderful and meaningful events that I've gone through in the camp, but currently, i do not yet have the energy to do so, I will immediately update once my strength returns.

"the strongest tree is found in the most exposed area"
"there are 3 types of people. People who make things happen, ppl who see things happen, and ppl who WOnder what happened. It is up to you to decide which type of person you want to be."
"To be or not to be, that is the question." -----OBS Instructors

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

another 3 more days i have to bid farewell to my lovely Naruto pendant. I really really loved it alot, but too bad Shi qi "saw it first", what can i do?! I can't keep it for myself coz she has my other v precious chain, cant curse her because she is logically correct. But i feel so repressed!!! She s younger than me, i have to give in to her, bloody goodness!!!! AAARgh

Saturday, January 01, 2005

010105

seems as if i hadnt come here for quite some time, hmmm, doesnt really matter.
eh, i m in 3/2 next yr, weird neh, my pri frenz most of them went for the best class, in e end, i myself opt for a "lan" one. nvm, it doesnt really matter also.
today is 01/01/05, don feel very excited, coz in singapore, i feel that life is quite wasted. I know i m being negative, but right now what i wish most is to go back to China, be in my own country and my own family, only that makes my life more enjoyable.
I didnt get really excited when i got to know that all four of us ( angeline, april, shimin, me) got into same class, donno y, but i m not surprised that i m not excited. fu(k it lar, who cares, i ll carry on with my manga.

Saturday, December 25, 2004

fuck you, asshole!

thank you, god, or whoever's up there, for giving me and my family the most unthinkable gift on the bloody christmas night. Whoever's up there, i m definetly gonna smash ur ass.This is the worst day of my life! My mom's crying again. My Dad's silent, and i m not sure what he is thinking, and me, am here cursing the god. Why? We just received a call from my Unc, that my aunt, mom's younger sis, has got some bloody illness! I loved my aunt alot! She's de nicest aunt ever! And for god sake! Why does my mom's family keep getting these bloody illnesses!? WHO'S GONNA BE NEXT? huh? You bloody hyprocrite, it's christmas! u ass.....................

Friday, December 17, 2004

“一个不相信自己的人,没有值得认同的价值。”
“下次再见面时,我会成为更厉害的男人!” ----------小李。

Sunday, December 12, 2004

ooooo

long time never blog liao, rusty le.
today is de official day of me starting to learn flute(by meself leh!!! proud sia). I was playing "Serenade" just now, although total only 4 notes to play, still got me all sweaty sia, play flute must have v big chest, then can have enough air to blow. Heard that someone even play until vomit blood because of improper breathing and over-exhaling, bla bla. I definetly don't want that, that poor guy never can play de flute anymore after that mouthful of blood, serious damage to system. So this kind of thing is not going to happen overnight, so i'd better not dream and be pratical, practice everyday lor..... must change attitude, cannot procrastinate anymore, must be eager in life, look down on others but never look down on self (my no. n th moto)
but considering whether want to go for trainin tml, really don feel like seeing all those ppl de faces, 気持ちが悪い。。。 I think now most de boys all start to grow le, tt day saw ChangRong, he taller than me liao, tt y didnt want to talk to him, cause v paiseh, used to look down to talk to him de, now muz look up liao.........aaaargh, i so wish that i could be a guy!!!
anyway, was watching ONE PIECE just now, finally got to the part with the Ms Wednesday and Mr9 thing liao, v amusing sia. Got one guy, code name Mr.8, kept on singing Ma~, Maa~, Maaa~~ like choir ppl, made me laugh until fall of the chair. I LOVE ONE PIECE!!! And Luffy and ZORO are SOOOOOO COOOOLLLLL!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh

Saturday, December 04, 2004

muscles

a few minutes ago, i was singing to Ayumi's End Roll, with my ears plugged. My Dad must have shouted pretty loud as i was able to hear him over my earphone's volume 9. He said my singing was horrible, i didnt believe him, so i used me hp to record my singing all over again. It wasnt tt bad, i mean, anyone who sings with the ears blocked comes out that way wat, and mine was still with the tune and all, jus tt it sounded like desperate cries or something if i put it in an v objective way. Hmm, i shall practise my singing sometime, i m somehow losing the grip nowadays......... haha.
anyway, today went with Mom to that Sheng Song (watever.....)Super Mart today, there was a LOT of stuff, and a LOT of ppl, and very little space. I kept banging into ppl, and get pushed around by sickening malay woman, really, she really pushed me!!! how @#@$!#$#@$@#$%
so we bought a lot of things, and we walked all the way to Hougang Point, wasnt that far, but was really tiring, coz i held the bags like monks holding water............sounds weird, but anyway, i held the bags of stuff with my arms outstretched, straight. and according to me mom, i looked totally amusin, she was laughing her head off while watching me behind. i did that in order to develop some more muscles on my arm, but the process proves to be quite harsh, but i'll try and keep up the funny work, and someday i'll............................................

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

sianzzzzzzzzzzz

totally bored, how?
i had even resulted to try and watch TWee all day to kill my time, and even that was futile effort. NO decent programmes to watch, i had long gotten sick of the bloody maths questions, and now it seems that boredom has stripped away all my desire to draw. The pictures that i drew these few days were bullshit. Souless, meaningless, and what more? how i wish i could find myself a decent job to do.........................................................................................................................................................

Tuesday, November 30, 2004






omg compare and contrast!!! wa kao, that guy is so good!!! must bai ta wei shi!!!! man! i m absolutely stunned!
i m not stealing the pic! i onli want more ppl to see, copyrights to Kaedi from oekakicentral..........gomennasai!!!

Monday, November 29, 2004

mei yan told me yesterday that i got into the chinese lit, damn, i was shocked. I pratically wrote piles of bullshit on that sheet of question paper. maybe it was because there was only Angeline and me going for that thing, so it won't hurt to have an extra person there. Uh, i got a bit offended by refering myself as extra, but yar, still i was v shocked. My Dad was shocked too, he went into a bit of a blank when he heard that, haha, no la, exageratin oni, he got shocked and then asked me did they make a mistake..... surprisingly i wasn't e least offended and told him "probably" and he replied "that should solve the question", funny conversation between us rite? but i know deep down he was sure that i m smart, but definetly not smarter than him, both of us are such freaking narcistic ppl, haha, genetic u see.........
speaking of Mei Yan, she definetly stepped on my tail today, hard. She asked me to go for vball training in TJC and i thought "Ok better than Anderson one" so i got up v early today, washed up, jell my hair and blah blah blah, and walked all e way to that bloody-very-far 854 bus stop to wait for her. And i waited and waited and waited, so long till i realised that she flew my pigeon. I got her home phone no. from Angeline and demanded mei yan's mom to wake her up (actually not demand la, i was v polite de), true enough she went flying my pigeon in her dream, and was much more shocked to find me calling her than me realising that she flew my PIGEON!!!!! Damn, i was angry, how could she do that, so v irresponsible!!! waste my time and energy, curses........... next time she asks me out, i'd have to wait for her signal before i take actions.............provided there is a next time.
Then just now, Desiree called. Wonders how it's been since we last talked, and i recognised her voice immediately, but somehow her voice sounded very soft and gentle, i got scared, haha, Desiree becomin gentle comes after the end of the world, very very scary.... um, her email add, one thing i must add, was very very .........unique and ..........stylo? it was wa-biong-eh.......@hotmail.com...........i got shocked once again, scientists said that getting shocked too many times a day could land u with spastic bladders..............
um, then we talked abt M1, everythin under de sun............brrrr, shudders, suddenli v cold sia.
and found out that she had had 2 BFs and had just broken up with the second one. hmmm, i'd always knew she'd find someone, so i wasn't surprised. yar, so we tok and tok and tok, after a while we all got out of topics and so we hanged up.
currently mom and dad are toking abt me hp bills, i donno how the number shot up to 75 bucks, which was e biggest shock i'd gotten recently. my msg and calling time wasnt even near being used up how did that $42 pop up from nowhere? i m gonna call singtel tml, my dad nagging again, so irritatin...............aaaaaaaaaaargh

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Casshern Part II

i have to finish wat i have started, i have to be v determined, i can do it!!!! YOSHI!

so um where was i? oh yes, the running part. Brai and some others were running running and more running, before they came pass Testsuya's dead body, and Brai had some eye contact with Tetsuya's spirit, who's got heartache at that moment, i think, (what do u suppose he has?!). Brai went on running, and ran into Dr.Midori's small little black car, that ger with her somehow died, and then she was trying to save one of the dying New Human, Brai was very touched by this. So after that Midori realises that she couldn't save the person, Brai takes her, and went on running again..... for a short 5-10 min, i went to release myself, and when i returned, Brai and company were somewhere at the northpole, probably, but you never know where in Kazuaki's movie, the places start jumping all around and you can get really confused. yar, so those ppl were covered in snow, and still inching forward, in search of smth-i-donno-wat. One of them, a woman, i think she was Sagray, started crying really painfully as her baby died, she buried it in the snow. Brai was deeply engraved by sadness that he howled at the sky (soundless), and then the clouds cleared and then "there was light" (i half-expected to see a smiling sun), later, a huge castle emerged. the ppl went in and somehow took over it, and started fitting weapons to themselves. Brai went on blabbering abt that the humans do not have the right to kill their ppl and blah blah blah, they wanted revenge.
meanwhile, Luna found Tetsuya's dead body and she was crying and screaming over it, then came Azuma, you can't tell whether he's sad or happy, he was emotionless. He opened e coffin and carried Tetsuya to the blood pool, and tried to revive him. true enough, he revived, and with supernatural powers.
Then i couldn't remember much what happened next, i will jus skip to where i still remembered.........
The new humans set up their own empire, and start to kill the human from all over, and capturing scientists. one day Sagray together with Akubone went to capture Dr.Kozuki, just when Kozuki was telling Luna abt Tetsuya's new outfit, which was souly to protect him so as his skin would not tear due to the powers. there was a little bit of struggle between Sagray and Kozuki, but of course Sagray had no effort to capture him, Sagray was so cool!!!!
then Tetsuya appears to be e hero, fight Sagray, and whoever saw his suit, would think how come Power Ranger came to visit. At least make the costume nicer, it totally shattered the cool impression earlier.............. and now to stress on the director's filming skills. What he did to the Sagray vs Casshern fight scene was suitable for MTVs not for movies, why? because it was too god damn flashy!!! at least let us see how they fight right, let us be impressed by Tetsuya's supernatural powers!? but then, there were onli flashes of their faces here and there, and Sagray's screams of "yaaa!" "haiiiii!", and then there was a knife in her belly and she went staggering back and out of view. we ppl watching were shocked, because this is ferst ever movie you'd ever watched filmed in MTV style, pure MTV i can say. What can u expect?! He's a MTV director wad, and it's really v unbelievable that this movie actually cost US$6 million. de worst thing i can say about it is, "it's a waste of money."
ok, i shall continue another time,

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Naruto Character: Naruto Sama Desu!!!!


Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net


hooo that was fun, nice quiz, i m pretty glad tt i'm him, hehe
and me got a new email!!! mugiwara_kaizoku@orangeday.net