RomeoXJuliet

It's a pretty good anime, except the fact that both still died in the end...

anyhow, i don't believe in sacrificing one for the happiness of all, to me, it is clearly happiness for all or happiness for none, we can't build happiness upon one person's pain and anguish. Having said that, can you people stop sacrificing yourself for the sake of other people!? it's freaking sad and I just can't appreciate whatever eternal bliss after both of you died.no such thing, uuurgh, credits to the producer for staying true to the original storyline, that is nobody dies except the two most important people. maybe it is how storywriters end their stories, by killing their leading man and woman, coz if not the story goes on and on, yup a bunch of my wishful thinking, and I really wished that they didn't die. oh my........ tiny sob.

good anime overall though, highly recommended.

Hey, haven't blogged for some time. Not in the mood to complain about anything, that's a good thing I guess. Been wriggling with joyful energy nowadays, practising the choreos I have learnt from dance class, it makes me happy. Camp is next week, nothing much to say about it actually except that I should do my best to make it successful since I did commit most of my holidays to it. (pink panther on the radio now :])
after the camp, I'm gg back to china like finally. This time to a new house, not that anticipating it cuz it's away from the city unlike my old house which is just minutes away from the town area where i could eat myself ballooned. Oh well I'll see what I can do about my meals, guess I have to make compromises. I want to explore the place on my own, honestly, without my mom, she's abit of a cold blanket and too safe for any adventure. Yet I'm a little scared coz it's an unfamiliar place, and not as safe as Singapore.

Oh well nities.

"Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition."

Stop complaining!!

I seriously think Singapore breeds people who only knows how to complain but are too humji to do anything about it. And they don't like to be called humji! but they are bloody humji. What's the use to wasting time and complaining about things when you don't even intend to fight for whatever justice or injustice that you've encountered?! totally don't make sense wad. you complain so that ur can put ur story out there, and then wad? wait for other ppl to make right the wrongs done to u?? just speechless man.

once again, stop BLOODY COMPLAINING IF U DON'T PLAN TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. SHIT U!

Beer Fest

Working is so not my thing anymore, I feel like an old lady after a few days of menial brainless work. Seriously the ang moh lifestyle is just too frivolous man, getting drunk and getting into fights. It's funny to watch tho, how crazy ppl can actually be, keep pushing the limits ppl, thanks for the good laugh. And vomits are bloody smelly. And I am amazed ppl can get drunk drinking beer, how many bottles did they really drink. Damn cheapo mentality leh, since beer at beerfest so cheap, I must drink until they dry even if I get wasted and embarrass everybody. chey.

anyhow, learnt a lesson, next time go to work, must settle all employment details properly before you work your ass off for anybody. Luckily this time we got trustworthy supervisor, unlike trish who is just plain suei. and yong hwee is a fucking pussy.

lastly, I hate empty promises and ppl who waste my time.

Li-Ninging

Down for one and a half days of linesmening, easy job la actually, just that it gets boring after awhile. Especially if the players are unexciting. Been seeing alot of abs today, I am getting more and more ticko lol. I am way to tired to type coherently. Just must mention that I linesmened beside SUSILo and Lee Choon Wei's courts lol, wts. I mean I dun mind not linesmening for their matches, but at least let me watch properly on the seats rite, end up must do duty freaking next to them and must constantly resist the urge to look over or peek at them and concentrate on my own freaking line, with the crowd cheering like mad. zomg. anyhow good experience lar. ill write better once I get this over and done with. Right now, I am expecting to dream about white lines, shuttlecocks and abs.

Fancy how everything is so wonderful :)

Great. It feels like after a 16 hr sleep, everything, really, Everything is wonderful. And I hope this feeling lasts.

The series revolves around vapid blonde and aspiring model, Deb Dobkins (played by Brooke D'Orsay in the pilot and in flashbacks), who is killed in a car crash. As her soul enters the gates of Heaven, she finds herself declared a self-centered "zero" (meaning she has performed zero good deeds and zero bad deeds during her time on earth; she is simply shallow) by the gatekeeper Fred. After not liking what she hears, she presses for a return to her former body, hoping to get back to Earth. Deb gets her wish, only to be brought back to life in the body of a recently deceased, intelligent, overweight lawyer named Jane Bingum. Initially horrified, Deb – in her new human form – discovers the meaning of inner beauty as she finds the ability to juggle legal cases, aided by her assistant Terri, while attempting to reconnect incognito with her still-grieving boyfriend, Grayson Kent, who just started working at Jane's law firm. At the same time, Deb begins to rediscover her past while learning more about her inherited body's current life and how Jane was treated when she was alive. In addition to former gatekeeper Fred (who was demoted to guardian angel and had been assigned to watch over her at the law firm), only Deb's long-time mortal friend Stacy knows Jane's true identity.

Super elated when I found out that Drop Dead Diva Season 2 is out!!! Claps fantastically!!!

It's a amazing drama with "a intrinsically well crafted storyline" (quotes myself haha). I don't think I should recount the entire story here because it will be an understatement, and YOU should really watch it to see for yourself. Once again, watching Drop Dead Diva magically makes me feel great, about myself, and about everything.

know what, I always feel that the characters in U.S dramas all have this way of speaking that is so ... refined. It sounds so fluent and they enunciate every word in a way that we could only fake it and fail it.

ROME! ITALY! NAPLES!

I am reading this book "Eat Pray Love" by Elizabeth Gilbert. It's an awesome book. Not only does it reek of quirky humor and hilarity, it also magically makes me feel very womanly, even sexy! (I'm gonna pretend nobd reads this) Really!! I was reading it on the bus, and all of a sudden because of the turn of story, I felt like kissing everyone I see. (and when a certain surprising person board the bus, I felt like smooching him ><, it was a emotional tug!) and it was freaking 7 am in the morning, usually I'd be dead sleeping swinging my head side to side and drooling myself silly, but I felt energetic and was bobbing up and down and laughing to myself on the bus at that inhuman hour. Power book totally.

and because of the book, I have this urge to go backpacking in Italy, to experience that beautiful country the author so fervently describes. There is this place in Naples that makes the BEST PIZZA IN THE WORLD!!!! author's logic being, best pizza comes from Italy, best pizza in Italy comes from Rome, and best pizza in Rome comes from Naples, and this place sells the best pizza in Naples!!! oh wow! she loves her pizza and illusion-ed her pizza loving her back!!! double wow!! i wanna eat that pizza toooo!!!

secretly planning backpacking trip to Rome alr. even though I have never traveled out before. I should and I must, so I will. weeeee

side note, just came back from SoC precamp, beginning to love the FOC com :) :) and Im damn happy to have spoken to my sole dear lovely eyecandy :):):):):)

yay and badminton competition and beerfest this week.

Indicator zzz

Had a dream last night, which I seriously think indicates I am getting over the top.

Dream first:

My good friend brutally snipping off my hair which I din noe was so long in my dream. Out of jealousy I guess. Then I got even by pulling hers out. Pretty much a bloody and stupid dream.

Now how this seem to be an indicator to me.

I mean recently I have received positive comments on how I look, and you know, increased attention because of it, yes ego boost ttm. But I shouldn't let it get to me, as in, I should maintain that looking pretty is second to alot of things. What I need most now is not just to look pretty. It's good feeling to be commended, especially by a hot guy, but ZWY u must remain calm!!! See in the dream, it's blatant that I imagined myself to be pretty enough to garner jealousy. That is soooo over the top.

So point of the post is that:

I must remain calm and sane and not go down the over-boosted ego route and end up feeling stupid about in the future.

ohm....

Ranting

I have not ranted for so long, life has been great for just that weeny short period of time.

Actually if I were to ponder over what I want to rant about, they aren't really all that rant-worthy. I mean it's all about where you set the pass/fail line, sometimes I set it higher, so that I can be more tolerating and uncalculating, sometimes the line just drop low enough for a tiny ant to make me blow my top. Today, it's pretty much low, and my mom is the trigger.

I am 100% positive that my Mom is undergoing menopause. What else explains the quarrel over something that didn't even happen?! Just a passing remark saying that if my clothes hanging outside gets stolen, I should not be blamed because where else you want me to hang the clothes? and it's the thief who should be blamed what, rite? and there she goes....spewing her big ideals about how perfect I would be if I would just drop that bad habit of doing wrong things. I mean, WTF? doing wrong things is a bad habit??? I habitually do wrong things??? and if I change my ways, i will be perfect???

why must I be perfect??? I simply can't be perfect.. I am a flawful person and so are you! what's wrong with having loads of pimples? what's wrong not appearing on a school video that I happen to be watching? things are just the way they are!!!! stop asking me explain to you how and where I find all my songs and torrents and how come I have facebook and you don't.... it's essentially because you don't use the internet! and don't ask me to teach you internet because I already did!! you just need to read and click on the links, and it's just that fucking simple!

there and then my dad will chime in, telling me how a filial daughter should be. I should be obediently and quietly listening to them, with a dumb smile on my face just so to keep them happy. hello!!!! i'm sure that's not what being filial means. not in my book anyway. seriously I don't see why you can freaking tolerate my fucking shit piece cousin but still be able to find things to pick on me. by comparison I'm like bloody perfect against that piece of godforsaken poo pile. and yet, u can even start a quarrel with me regarding "WHAT IF my clothes get stolen!"

yea yea, i will be understanding. I will keep all I have to say here and if you happen to read it, which is near impossible, because even if I leave it on in your face you won't bother reading it but will just demand that I explain it to you. I snorts.

oh well, retail therapy tomorrow.

hahahha third post

digimon is just bland...I watch for the evolution only. zzzz

abit hard to find anime that is up for my tastes nowadays. really...some are just bland and normal and inferior larrrr...

in which case, I think digimon is pretty well done considering the target audience is 10 years younger than me now lol, zomg freaking old, I should watch some adult films befitting my age.

anyhow, now i watch for different things in anime compared to before. like how the plot unfolds, how they 伏笔 and make connection later. see, that is some standard lol.

Oh most mention worthy, lol, Brandon just keep saying im "beautiful", i laugh madly and uncontrollably. Yay good job keep it up!! wahahaha

slightly amused at their affair at supperclub according to jess. actually very amused. but then, find it abit sad for w. oh well, which is why i rather keep myself away from such things, easier to stand on the sidelines n watch. awkward much i imagine for them. look forward to updates, JESSLAI! ehehehe

LONG overdue post

While watching digimon, I shall recount the recent happenings.

first things first, results. It is utmost frustrating how I have no A, I expected at least 3 of them. Shen me da bian. But I successfully got rid of 1231, that calls for a party, weee. Anyhow, I shudder at the prospect of another stressful school sem upcoming.

Camp Blue Blood last week. It was nice. To get the full KR experience, I should at least go for CBB once, even though not as a freshie. I am no longer a camp person I realized, I no longer enjoy the dayless nightless activities and merry-making as much as I used too, getting old... but making more friends is still fullfilling as ever. Upcoming camps are much much procrastinated, totally no mood to go for camps, yucks. Faculty camp suck my balls u idiot asshole....zzzz...rant rant rant...

Now I am a senior, I look back at my freshmen year, it came n went so freaking fast. I have done somethings I have always wanted to do, and I have done some stupid enough things that cost me greatly. But this is how life is supposed to be right, make hell lot of mistakes haha, and do stupid things while I can afford to rite. Even though sometimes i regret doing the stupid stuff, but aiyo whats done can't be undone. Just prevent it from happening again in the future. zbzbzbzbz

right after camp, I had 2 days of flea, quite an interesting experience imo. first day was at kbox@cine, freaking 8 storeys up in the air, where got people organize flea in such a place one?? No foresight entirely. so first day is 0 sales, zbzbzbz. BUt there was free kbox, so we just spammed. As much as someone laughs at my singing, I still think tt my singing not bad lor. There was this other tenant her singing is out of this world la, omg, like heart-attack + asthma altogether, should totally have recorded her 当你。。。just jing dian. lol. Then when this 2 person were singing 为你了而活, lol Stepf just "我不要为了你而活". at least my voice is pleasant.

Thereafter second day we got a free space at Scape Youth Park as compensation for the 0 sales on first day, I actually sold quite alot of my old clothes, happy. There was this Auntie who piss the shit out of me, just sai 2 dollars into my hand and took my shirt away, when I insisted 5 dollars. New tactic learnt, bruteforce.

thn, i was sick for 5 days. urrrgh. being siiiick is sian, when there's nbd to take care of you. nobd to cook for me, nobd to take my temperature, it's just me and my lappy in my sick bedroom nursing my burning forehead. wow, it's not that sad actually, but it would have been nice if I had someone bustling around me taking my temperature, feeding me medicine yadda yadda. ohwells.

anw, gg rollerblading tmr!!!! eggCITED!

mua