Having returned back here to Singapore for 2 days, i've grown rather homesick, sick, very sick. I can't possibly imagine how am i goin to live until the next time i again goes back. how fast has one month passed? i dono, nv bothered to calculate, but that period of time may be the happiest moments of my few decades of current still-on-goin life. Anyway, as all eyes can see, i hav slagged quite a lot from updating this freaking thing because of the stupid server that cant find almost anything but blogger back home, so, yar, i missed out quite alot of events. i will find some time, some other day maybe, not now, no time.
reminds: call shiqi for retrieval of me One Piece CDs
call Desiree Tay for confirmation tt she knows Jerico Lee
Clear out my luggage and deliver all the presents
buy uniform, draw out $50 from bank, cry...
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Monday, June 07, 2004
在大姨朋友家..无聊TAKES OVER, WE WILL TRIUMPH!
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刚刚跟大姨还有她的同事们去吃了有名的"铺盖面",好吃得很呢!我总共吃了二两。好饱哦!现在呢,正在他们同事家里,他们呢都在打麻将,我就落了个清闲,独自在这儿玩电脑,希望的大姨不要忘了我明天还要一大清早去“九寨沟”的事情,祈祷祈祷。下午,我去剪了个头,好时髦的发型呢,不过不怎么保暖呢。大姨现况:输得很惨,现在退出,去切西瓜,哇哈哈。这几天,爷爷把我的行程安排得好紧张啊,先是“九寨沟”4天游,然后去湖南,还要去北京,还得抽时间和蔡婷去逛街,我真没想到自己会这么忙。好想假期可以延长一些哦。好久没跟爹地说话了,待会儿去找他聊天。
刚刚跟大姨还有她的同事们去吃了有名的"铺盖面",好吃得很呢!我总共吃了二两。好饱哦!现在呢,正在他们同事家里,他们呢都在打麻将,我就落了个清闲,独自在这儿玩电脑,希望的大姨不要忘了我明天还要一大清早去“九寨沟”的事情,祈祷祈祷。下午,我去剪了个头,好时髦的发型呢,不过不怎么保暖呢。大姨现况:输得很惨,现在退出,去切西瓜,哇哈哈。这几天,爷爷把我的行程安排得好紧张啊,先是“九寨沟”4天游,然后去湖南,还要去北京,还得抽时间和蔡婷去逛街,我真没想到自己会这么忙。好想假期可以延长一些哦。好久没跟爹地说话了,待会儿去找他聊天。
Friday, June 04, 2004
每天都过得好充实!
今天是我回到中国四川省成都市的第7天了吧。时间飞逝啊,一转眼我在成都的日子已经所剩无几了,真是很舍不得呢,毕竟这儿才是我的家嘛。两天前,爷爷带我和张姨到《春西路》去配眼镜,结果给我弄了个贵死人的,我怎么都说不过爷爷,我连撒娇都派上用场了,可怎么都没法挽救局势,结果还是收了那“差5块一千”的一副镜子。“那么贵,我都舍不得戴了!”,我总是怎么跟爷爷说,可他就“哈哈”两声就把我敷衍了。怎么可以这样?!太不尊重我的选择权了嘛!虽然我很清楚爷爷这么做无非是出于对我的疼爱,但是。。。(叹气)。不说了。
昨天呢,分别去咨询了两间牙科医院,两家的牙医都说我的牙齿只能用矫正的方法才行,就跟当初在新加坡的牙医说的一样。第二间医院的牙医,再给我看牙齿的同时,胳膊肘不时地碰到我的胸部,我想他自己也没发觉吧,所以我并没有吭声。后来想想,若他是有意的,那我不是吃大亏了吗?我难得偶尔上一次网,却没有一个人跟我聊一下天,真是令我伤心透了。现在我每天晚上都跑到蔡婷家去做作业,以帮她补习英语为名,其实咱两在哪儿叙旧呢!真担心我这样会影响她准备高考考试,若是这次考不好的话,我真不知道该怎么补偿她。。。(内疚,内疚)
我发现,我和老爸都不是太斤斤计较的人,从我们程度垫底的杀价工夫来看就知道了。我始终无法接受在国内的这种杀价方式,太不符和我的性格了。记得有一次,我听说的,我三姨与别人杀价,杀得都哭了。太离谱了吧!成都真的变了好多好多,但唯一没啥改变的就是成都人的一些不好的习惯。好希望我下次回来的时候,成都已经成为像新加坡,甚至超越新加坡的礼貌城市了。
昨天呢,分别去咨询了两间牙科医院,两家的牙医都说我的牙齿只能用矫正的方法才行,就跟当初在新加坡的牙医说的一样。第二间医院的牙医,再给我看牙齿的同时,胳膊肘不时地碰到我的胸部,我想他自己也没发觉吧,所以我并没有吭声。后来想想,若他是有意的,那我不是吃大亏了吗?我难得偶尔上一次网,却没有一个人跟我聊一下天,真是令我伤心透了。现在我每天晚上都跑到蔡婷家去做作业,以帮她补习英语为名,其实咱两在哪儿叙旧呢!真担心我这样会影响她准备高考考试,若是这次考不好的话,我真不知道该怎么补偿她。。。(内疚,内疚)
我发现,我和老爸都不是太斤斤计较的人,从我们程度垫底的杀价工夫来看就知道了。我始终无法接受在国内的这种杀价方式,太不符和我的性格了。记得有一次,我听说的,我三姨与别人杀价,杀得都哭了。太离谱了吧!成都真的变了好多好多,但唯一没啥改变的就是成都人的一些不好的习惯。好希望我下次回来的时候,成都已经成为像新加坡,甚至超越新加坡的礼貌城市了。
Monday, May 31, 2004
me 3rd day back in China...so nice and heart warming
this is me third day back in China, i've been quite busy these 3 days, went to me brother's school yesterday, ooooo, 2 times the size of our small little puny Anderson, it should be much bigger coz it needs to accumulate 6000 over pupils, plus two student dorms. well anyway, have been quite happy these days. ChengDu has changed damn lot, man, cant even recognize my house anymore, haha. Still needs to have ppl with me if not i might get lost. Just went out with my aunt and she had a total makeover for me, just one outing and she got me changed from head to toe, bravo, and i realize that i can be slim too. hahaha.
Friday, May 28, 2004
last day of school and leaving tml morning
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today is sports' day! wheepee! my class again in e second consecutive year nv been winning anything, coz this year no banner, so whole thing diqualified, so shiok, muahaha. I hate myself for whatever i have done today, and i've slapped myself countless times. when i was queueing up for 72 today after sports day, he came running to the bus (wow! i m de mos stupid person ever!), dats the ferst time i saw him on a bus. he chose to sit at the lower deck, i chosed to too! but i had a sudden change of mind and quickly joited up the stairs to the upper deck! how stupid is that!!!??? i hate myself for that. I m leaving for China tml ferst thing in the morning, waking up at 4 am, thats damn early man, damn early. yar, i wrote something like a love letter jus now, to u-know-whu and then i sent it to clara to read coz she say she wanna read, and then told me that it didnt sound like a love letter at all, like some finance companies' o$pay$ letters. I was so insulted. Ok, i may not be able to update it for quite a long time, abt 30 days, so ...um...by
today is sports' day! wheepee! my class again in e second consecutive year nv been winning anything, coz this year no banner, so whole thing diqualified, so shiok, muahaha. I hate myself for whatever i have done today, and i've slapped myself countless times. when i was queueing up for 72 today after sports day, he came running to the bus (wow! i m de mos stupid person ever!), dats the ferst time i saw him on a bus. he chose to sit at the lower deck, i chosed to too! but i had a sudden change of mind and quickly joited up the stairs to the upper deck! how stupid is that!!!??? i hate myself for that. I m leaving for China tml ferst thing in the morning, waking up at 4 am, thats damn early man, damn early. yar, i wrote something like a love letter jus now, to u-know-whu and then i sent it to clara to read coz she say she wanna read, and then told me that it didnt sound like a love letter at all, like some finance companies' o$pay$ letters. I was so insulted. Ok, i may not be able to update it for quite a long time, abt 30 days, so ...um...by
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
hmm, i lurve me primary school
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yup, went back to Seng Kang with JianRong today, and was late for almost an hour, paiseh. Was pretty surprised when Jianrong didnt complain alot for me being late, so gentleman, haha. Tml gonna watch Shrek2, i have longed to watch it, just that I cant find a companion, so happy that jianrong so nice to promise me to go, still waiting for him to come online for a 100% confirmation, hurry hurry!!!
yup, went back to Seng Kang with JianRong today, and was late for almost an hour, paiseh. Was pretty surprised when Jianrong didnt complain alot for me being late, so gentleman, haha. Tml gonna watch Shrek2, i have longed to watch it, just that I cant find a companion, so happy that jianrong so nice to promise me to go, still waiting for him to come online for a 100% confirmation, hurry hurry!!!
Monday, May 24, 2004
spent so much money but it's a worth!
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currently listening to W-inds' new album PRIME OF LIFE, whoo damn nice siah, i lurve w-inds!! current song [So What?], nice is the only word i am aware of now. Along with the CD i bought, i bought a Toemarok 3rd Book - The Secrets of the Chochi Sword. It's out-of-this-world cheap, totally much cheaper than what i'd imagined it be. Leaving days countdown = 4, WHEEE!
currently listening to W-inds' new album PRIME OF LIFE, whoo damn nice siah, i lurve w-inds!! current song [So What?], nice is the only word i am aware of now. Along with the CD i bought, i bought a Toemarok 3rd Book - The Secrets of the Chochi Sword. It's out-of-this-world cheap, totally much cheaper than what i'd imagined it be. Leaving days countdown = 4, WHEEE!
Saturday, May 22, 2004
van helsing = cool ... totally
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Van Helsing rox man, it really is great! I cant use my limited vocab to describe it further, the experience was once in a lifetime! wow!!!
Van Helsing rox man, it really is great! I cant use my limited vocab to describe it further, the experience was once in a lifetime! wow!!!
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
i hate"that person" in case he sees, then i die
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oK, I totally give up on him. Everytime I chat with him, i will end up being angry, he doesnt give me respect, and yar fine, finds me irritating. Who cares about this jerk, stupid idiot, if i ever get to see him again, I will stare at him until his guts fall out. How can such a jerk be existing on this planet?! I hope his balls fly away during his sleep!
oK, I totally give up on him. Everytime I chat with him, i will end up being angry, he doesnt give me respect, and yar fine, finds me irritating. Who cares about this jerk, stupid idiot, if i ever get to see him again, I will stare at him until his guts fall out. How can such a jerk be existing on this planet?! I hope his balls fly away during his sleep!
Monday, May 17, 2004
van helsing...
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Was planning to watch Van Helsing today, and i "cheonged" straight to the MRT station to await for the arrival ShiQi, and she was late for half an hour. Then we took the MRT but in the wrong direction, we should be heading for Causeway Point. but we travelled all the way to Changi and only until then did we realise that we were on the wrong track. Stupid. We quickly changed trains and headed back to the correct direction and sure enough we missed our slot for Van HElsing, on the way, there was a minor train breakdown and we wondered whether the train would explode or just peacefully continue. So in the end we didnt get to watch Van Helsing but we decided to make another go for it on Saturday. Haizz....
Was planning to watch Van Helsing today, and i "cheonged" straight to the MRT station to await for the arrival ShiQi, and she was late for half an hour. Then we took the MRT but in the wrong direction, we should be heading for Causeway Point. but we travelled all the way to Changi and only until then did we realise that we were on the wrong track. Stupid. We quickly changed trains and headed back to the correct direction and sure enough we missed our slot for Van HElsing, on the way, there was a minor train breakdown and we wondered whether the train would explode or just peacefully continue. So in the end we didnt get to watch Van Helsing but we decided to make another go for it on Saturday. Haizz....
Sunday, May 16, 2004
inspirations...woa
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Jusdone watching Factory Generation, the 3 groups really are busy:
W-inds are compelling there PV Best.
Lead preparing for live tour with Flame and movie "KAMACHI".
Flame training voice percussion.
Ryohei(W-inds)and the twins(Flame) are both going to their twenties, wooo, congrats(how i wish i could shake hands with them).
From Flame's new single "Fundamental Loop"'s PV, I was finally able to draft out a plan for my english composition, that cliff-hanging effect, speaking of cliff, reminds me of Ethel's cute little lemmings, haha.
ShiQi called to fix a time for movie tomorrow, finally I'm gonna watch VAN HELSING!! Wee! It's been long since I watched any horror shows, ShiQi's scared of ghost movies and yet she promises to accompany me, I'm so touched (sob sob).
A few days ago, Alice finally went online and accepted my friendster invitation, but she didnt reply my sweat-and-blood emails, how cruel.
Final descision on my speech topic : The Many Things That I Hate To See in People.
(Dad's back ((shiver)) )
Jusdone watching Factory Generation, the 3 groups really are busy:
W-inds are compelling there PV Best.
Lead preparing for live tour with Flame and movie "KAMACHI".
Flame training voice percussion.
Ryohei(W-inds)and the twins(Flame) are both going to their twenties, wooo, congrats(how i wish i could shake hands with them).
From Flame's new single "Fundamental Loop"'s PV, I was finally able to draft out a plan for my english composition, that cliff-hanging effect, speaking of cliff, reminds me of Ethel's cute little lemmings, haha.
ShiQi called to fix a time for movie tomorrow, finally I'm gonna watch VAN HELSING!! Wee! It's been long since I watched any horror shows, ShiQi's scared of ghost movies and yet she promises to accompany me, I'm so touched (sob sob).
A few days ago, Alice finally went online and accepted my friendster invitation, but she didnt reply my sweat-and-blood emails, how cruel.
Final descision on my speech topic : The Many Things That I Hate To See in People.
(Dad's back ((shiver)) )
Saturday, May 15, 2004
Last day of exam...and i screwed it... and i don't care...
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Yup, i screwed my D&T paper and I kind of feel proud of it, well maybe not exactly proud, but I'm happy, haha. Perhaps I've been too used to getting good grades, i may want to try failing some subjects, hehe. That's too thick-skinned for me, I must learn to be humble and humble leads to success ( quotes from e calendar : Ways to Success). Hmm, shall be prepaing for my speech next week, and my topic will be on "Laughs", kind of suit me. My thighs are screaming like there's no tomorrow and I'm dying to catch a movie (these two things don't quite have any links do they?). Count down from leaving S'pore :14 days exact, 2 weeks.
Yup, i screwed my D&T paper and I kind of feel proud of it, well maybe not exactly proud, but I'm happy, haha. Perhaps I've been too used to getting good grades, i may want to try failing some subjects, hehe. That's too thick-skinned for me, I must learn to be humble and humble leads to success ( quotes from e calendar : Ways to Success). Hmm, shall be prepaing for my speech next week, and my topic will be on "Laughs", kind of suit me. My thighs are screaming like there's no tomorrow and I'm dying to catch a movie (these two things don't quite have any links do they?). Count down from leaving S'pore :14 days exact, 2 weeks.
Thursday, May 13, 2004
darn the slow computor
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It took a whole afternoon for the one piece to only download 3%, that is too infuriating.
It took a whole afternoon for the one piece to only download 3%, that is too infuriating.
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
When things remain unchanged, the heart changes
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I find that sometimes I have really serious mood swings, and when I had come to realise that yesterday, I was thinking that how bored could life be, and what life would be like if I'm dead? Sometimes, I feel really empty, I'm not the type of person who would spill everything to anyone, and that very someone was far far away and probably had me fading from her life. (currently listening to some Wolf's Rain songs, all of them sounded quite sad, recommends Stray, coz it's e least sad one, the current song makes me shiver....) A few moments ago, my mood was starting to get better, then it swing until the very bottom and starts rising again. Me gonna catch that Kung Pow movie later, you know, that man fighting with the Kungfu cow, that very lame movie? ok, nvm, i also didnt know before i saw the trailer.
I find that sometimes I have really serious mood swings, and when I had come to realise that yesterday, I was thinking that how bored could life be, and what life would be like if I'm dead? Sometimes, I feel really empty, I'm not the type of person who would spill everything to anyone, and that very someone was far far away and probably had me fading from her life. (currently listening to some Wolf's Rain songs, all of them sounded quite sad, recommends Stray, coz it's e least sad one, the current song makes me shiver....) A few moments ago, my mood was starting to get better, then it swing until the very bottom and starts rising again. Me gonna catch that Kung Pow movie later, you know, that man fighting with the Kungfu cow, that very lame movie? ok, nvm, i also didnt know before i saw the trailer.
Saturday, May 08, 2004
退魔录
退魔录
今天终于搞定了GEOG,可以潇洒地把它甩在一边了!真轻松啊!今后我应该会多用中文来写BLOG了吧,要多写,我的写作程度才能有提高嘛。考完试了后,又去上课,今天的课简直是令人气愤哪!又是那两个大龅牙在那里几哩呱啦,气得我瑟瑟发抖,然后摔了椅子走出了科室。其实也没有那么猛,只不过是突然站起身走出去罢了,去上厕所,嘿嘿。下课后,就跟老爸老妈一起去游泳。今天我多数是游自由式,所以现在肩膀好酸哦。要是JELYN在看的话,一定会说我肩膀上长柠檬了。刚才好不容易读完了《退魔录-布利特拉》的故事,很感人啊,退魔录真是我的最爱呀,我最喜欢的人物是俊厚,因为他跟我一样年龄,而且十分有惠根,又聪明又可爱,而又十分感伤,常常会被一些鬼怪们的悲惨命运弄得稀里哗啦。但是我还是非常喜欢他呢!还有,今天重复播放了《钢铁神兵》的热门主题歌 《晴天~航向我的梦》(我翻译得不错吧)。重复听了许多遍但不会腻哦,反而很感动呢,因为这首歌是我从始至终最深爱的一首歌。
今天终于搞定了GEOG,可以潇洒地把它甩在一边了!真轻松啊!今后我应该会多用中文来写BLOG了吧,要多写,我的写作程度才能有提高嘛。考完试了后,又去上课,今天的课简直是令人气愤哪!又是那两个大龅牙在那里几哩呱啦,气得我瑟瑟发抖,然后摔了椅子走出了科室。其实也没有那么猛,只不过是突然站起身走出去罢了,去上厕所,嘿嘿。下课后,就跟老爸老妈一起去游泳。今天我多数是游自由式,所以现在肩膀好酸哦。要是JELYN在看的话,一定会说我肩膀上长柠檬了。刚才好不容易读完了《退魔录-布利特拉》的故事,很感人啊,退魔录真是我的最爱呀,我最喜欢的人物是俊厚,因为他跟我一样年龄,而且十分有惠根,又聪明又可爱,而又十分感伤,常常会被一些鬼怪们的悲惨命运弄得稀里哗啦。但是我还是非常喜欢他呢!还有,今天重复播放了《钢铁神兵》的热门主题歌 《晴天~航向我的梦》(我翻译得不错吧)。重复听了许多遍但不会腻哦,反而很感动呢,因为这首歌是我从始至终最深爱的一首歌。
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
I love My Hair!帅哥!
I love my hair!
NOthing much to write about today. Bored as usual. Ooh, got frightened by Kamua's scary coughing, really pretty scary! mm, saw a rat today, small and black and had nowhere to go, poor thing, if it hadnt been black, i might have cuddled it, i think not... Which reminds me of the cat i saw a few months ago, it's just too cute! it's a pet maybe, because once it sees someone (me) passing by, it will run and lie down in front of you, and show you its tummy, obvious that she wants to be massaged or cuddled or whatever. speaking of watever, i remembered the most interesting ever EFL session we had yesterday. Gary Wu ( i think) the speaker that day was such a bravo person. at least he knows how to keep audience awake, not like some Tan Tok Seng doctor. Anyway, I gonna sleep...
NOthing much to write about today. Bored as usual. Ooh, got frightened by Kamua's scary coughing, really pretty scary! mm, saw a rat today, small and black and had nowhere to go, poor thing, if it hadnt been black, i might have cuddled it, i think not... Which reminds me of the cat i saw a few months ago, it's just too cute! it's a pet maybe, because once it sees someone (me) passing by, it will run and lie down in front of you, and show you its tummy, obvious that she wants to be massaged or cuddled or whatever. speaking of watever, i remembered the most interesting ever EFL session we had yesterday. Gary Wu ( i think) the speaker that day was such a bravo person. at least he knows how to keep audience awake, not like some Tan Tok Seng doctor. Anyway, I gonna sleep...
Monday, May 03, 2004
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hmm, ethel told me that i would be writing something particular, now that i totally can't remember what that was. aagh, headache... got meself a real short haircut yesterday, i think it's cool, both physically and mentally, hm... just realize that i havent been scribbling away for quite a few days already, couldnt blive that i actually have some control over it. maybe i shall add a tagboard in the blog, so that i would know that my blog actually has ppl reading it, not that i care, feels wierd to have ppl reading your diaries. but nvm, i don care much abt that.
i m in lurve with MOnkey D. Luffy, the rubberman from One Piece, i love his cuteness and "dumbness", and when i saw his "macho" picture, i all the more fell in lurve again. Luffy!!! muak muak muak
GOMU GOMU NO ロケット!!!
OOH, almost forgotten. some one sat on ethel's "nipple" today, no lah actually table, something is seriously wrong with my hearing. SPA tml, anything to study?
and oh ya, saw Cybil and her "boyfren" going home together today, isnt that sweet...
hmm, ethel told me that i would be writing something particular, now that i totally can't remember what that was. aagh, headache... got meself a real short haircut yesterday, i think it's cool, both physically and mentally, hm... just realize that i havent been scribbling away for quite a few days already, couldnt blive that i actually have some control over it. maybe i shall add a tagboard in the blog, so that i would know that my blog actually has ppl reading it, not that i care, feels wierd to have ppl reading your diaries. but nvm, i don care much abt that.
i m in lurve with MOnkey D. Luffy, the rubberman from One Piece, i love his cuteness and "dumbness", and when i saw his "macho" picture, i all the more fell in lurve again. Luffy!!! muak muak muak
GOMU GOMU NO ロケット!!!
OOH, almost forgotten. some one sat on ethel's "nipple" today, no lah actually table, something is seriously wrong with my hearing. SPA tml, anything to study?
and oh ya, saw Cybil and her "boyfren" going home together today, isnt that sweet...
Saturday, May 01, 2004
are titles needed?
俺は海賊王になるの男だ
haizz, so tired, came back from a long missed swim. was so happy to realise (once again) that i've slimmed down another "quite alot", coz my swimsuit now wasnt as tight as it used to be and my thighs dont rub together anymore!!! (whisper). hahahaha! wasnt i joyous! Dad said that he sees his shadow in me becouse I always do the designer job during project, and i was totally honoured. Dad patted me head too! I can still feel the halo there, haha. fly fly! saw really beautiful clouds today and was so amused by me mom learning to swim that i totally forgot about buying the vangard sheet for the proj. killed alot of insects today, amita... 阿弥陀佛。。。
haizz, so tired, came back from a long missed swim. was so happy to realise (once again) that i've slimmed down another "quite alot", coz my swimsuit now wasnt as tight as it used to be and my thighs dont rub together anymore!!! (whisper). hahahaha! wasnt i joyous! Dad said that he sees his shadow in me becouse I always do the designer job during project, and i was totally honoured. Dad patted me head too! I can still feel the halo there, haha. fly fly! saw really beautiful clouds today and was so amused by me mom learning to swim that i totally forgot about buying the vangard sheet for the proj. killed alot of insects today, amita... 阿弥陀佛。。。
Friday, April 30, 2004
projects, projects and more projects...
俺は海賊王になるの男だ
9 o'clock count down 6 minutes, must remember to wake my mom up, then go to sleep, i m dying already.
went for half a volleyball training today, quite fun except for the spoiling-the-fun cum stupid rain. then went for stupid science tuition, half way thru the class, i almost fell asleep, cant keep me eyes open no matter how. Guess that the others also suffered quite a lot from my cursed perspiration. i found myself really smelly too, what can i do? i cant control how i swear...
9 o'clock count down 6 minutes, must remember to wake my mom up, then go to sleep, i m dying already.
went for half a volleyball training today, quite fun except for the spoiling-the-fun cum stupid rain. then went for stupid science tuition, half way thru the class, i almost fell asleep, cant keep me eyes open no matter how. Guess that the others also suffered quite a lot from my cursed perspiration. i found myself really smelly too, what can i do? i cant control how i swear...
Thursday, April 29, 2004
香君啊,你。。。
今天不知何故和亲爱的潘大小姐翻脸了。当她在桌子上写我是“屁洞”。为什麽当她在桌子上写“wanyi=asshole"的时候,我会那么生气?我没惹她,也没招她,为什麽她这么讨厌我?回家的路程上,我一直在想,最终得出的结论是:XiangJun hates me."
可能是因为我经常说她很烦,很讨厌,之类的话吧。我很讨厌跟人说”对不起”,所以对她说了那种话之后,虽然有些内疚,但却不会低声下气地向她道歉,反正是她有错在先嘛。
当她不烦人,不找人麻烦的时候,我认为她是个不错的女孩。就像那天,她跟我谈起她小妹妹的时候,我真的很喜欢那时候的她。很成熟,很可爱。真希望她永远那样。
我想因为我常常对她的态度很不好,所以她现在一定很讨厌我吧。想起她上次的Speech,我想她所说的应该是我吧。(叹气)真令人心痛啊。
Thinking about what happened just now, my heart ached again. When I quarelled with XiangJun, Ethel only just told me "cool it". That's cold, ok. It's not like someone whom you regard as one of your closest friend would say to you when your are against someone, not that I'm saying XiangJun was to be blamed, I owe a lot to her, i would say. But Ethel's "coldness" (ooh, I m freezing!) reminded me of my one and only true friend, and again, she's far far away in China, and haven't been contacting me for eternity. Hello~. Alice was the only friend that stood on my side whenever someone's against me or me against someone. except for her, from young till now, i had not one friend who would go " Hey, don bully wanyi!" or something like that. Most of the times, people would gang up with one another to play tricks on me and make me feel stupid. haizz....
Ok,
to xiangJun: dear panpan, i've always thought of u as my friend. i donno what u think. apart from sometimes u try to irritate ppl, u are really quite nice. please stop all the irritates and just get along as all friends does. i apologise, if i had been unkind or treated u with no respect....but ( ok , i cant go on anymore, this so mushy...!)
可能是因为我经常说她很烦,很讨厌,之类的话吧。我很讨厌跟人说”对不起”,所以对她说了那种话之后,虽然有些内疚,但却不会低声下气地向她道歉,反正是她有错在先嘛。
当她不烦人,不找人麻烦的时候,我认为她是个不错的女孩。就像那天,她跟我谈起她小妹妹的时候,我真的很喜欢那时候的她。很成熟,很可爱。真希望她永远那样。
我想因为我常常对她的态度很不好,所以她现在一定很讨厌我吧。想起她上次的Speech,我想她所说的应该是我吧。(叹气)真令人心痛啊。
Thinking about what happened just now, my heart ached again. When I quarelled with XiangJun, Ethel only just told me "cool it". That's cold, ok. It's not like someone whom you regard as one of your closest friend would say to you when your are against someone, not that I'm saying XiangJun was to be blamed, I owe a lot to her, i would say. But Ethel's "coldness" (ooh, I m freezing!) reminded me of my one and only true friend, and again, she's far far away in China, and haven't been contacting me for eternity. Hello~. Alice was the only friend that stood on my side whenever someone's against me or me against someone. except for her, from young till now, i had not one friend who would go " Hey, don bully wanyi!" or something like that. Most of the times, people would gang up with one another to play tricks on me and make me feel stupid. haizz....
Ok,
to xiangJun: dear panpan, i've always thought of u as my friend. i donno what u think. apart from sometimes u try to irritate ppl, u are really quite nice. please stop all the irritates and just get along as all friends does. i apologise, if i had been unkind or treated u with no respect....but ( ok , i cant go on anymore, this so mushy...!)
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