香君啊，你。。。

今天不知何故和亲爱的潘大小姐翻脸了。当她在桌子上写我是“屁洞”。为什麽当她在桌子上写“wanyi=asshole"的时候，我会那么生气？我没惹她，也没招她，为什麽她这么讨厌我？回家的路程上，我一直在想，最终得出的结论是：XiangJun hates me."
可能是因为我经常说她很烦，很讨厌，之类的话吧。我很讨厌跟人说”对不起”，所以对她说了那种话之后，虽然有些内疚，但却不会低声下气地向她道歉，反正是她有错在先嘛。
当她不烦人，不找人麻烦的时候，我认为她是个不错的女孩。就像那天，她跟我谈起她小妹妹的时候，我真的很喜欢那时候的她。很成熟，很可爱。真希望她永远那样。
我想因为我常常对她的态度很不好，所以她现在一定很讨厌我吧。想起她上次的Speech，我想她所说的应该是我吧。（叹气）真令人心痛啊。
Thinking about what happened just now, my heart ached again. When I quarelled with XiangJun, Ethel only just told me "cool it". That's cold, ok. It's not like someone whom you regard as one of your closest friend would say to you when your are against someone, not that I'm saying XiangJun was to be blamed, I owe a lot to her, i would say. But Ethel's "coldness" (ooh, I m freezing!) reminded me of my one and only true friend, and again, she's far far away in China, and haven't been contacting me for eternity. Hello~. Alice was the only friend that stood on my side whenever someone's against me or me against someone. except for her, from young till now, i had not one friend who would go " Hey, don bully wanyi!" or something like that. Most of the times, people would gang up with one another to play tricks on me and make me feel stupid. haizz....
Ok,
to xiangJun: dear panpan, i've always thought of u as my friend. i donno what u think. apart from sometimes u try to irritate ppl, u are really quite nice. please stop all the irritates and just get along as all friends does. i apologise, if i had been unkind or treated u with no respect....but ( ok , i cant go on anymore, this so mushy...!)