omg i look fat...
FLY ~
im a TWITAHMA!
im a twit!!!
mi eating kfc crispy chicken
yiqing eating zinger looking like a bear
see no evil hear no evil speak no evil
MAOz
at serena's condo, last day of saTuesday, March 06, 2007
last day at sajc, eventful i shall say...
okay, last day in sa, quite sian in the morning coz onli like 8 of us came to sch today, so our last pe lesson was cancelled, much to my disappointment. Well, today the jae posting results were released, I m in vj!! woosh! uber happy!
thn we slacked around the sch la.
at around 1140 liddat, we went to the balcony thr to play cards. thn suddenly we felt the ground moving, yiqing and nerissa said they felt giddy, i felt it too, juz tt i thot it was someone shaking the table and dismissed it until it dawned upon us, EARTHQUAKE!!!! it was the first time in my life to experience an earthquake, we basically freaked out, the other ppl from other tables oso freaked out, thn everyone was like "omg omg, earthquake!" [screams] later we were assembled at the track, thn we realise tht it really was an earthquake. haha how eventful...
ltr on our way out of sa, there was this media crew trying to catch ppl to interview, i escaped it the first time, and stood thr watching chen yang getting interviewed, i even went to snap a few pics. I wanted to run but then muz wait for him la, so we waited across the road. wa when i turn back to look agen, they finished interviewing him and tt reporter was heading towards us!!! Yiqing run so fast la, wa i oso wanted to run, thn they all ask mi to go, the reporter oso saw mi, in the end, i got interviewed...
i was trying hard not to smile coz mingyu n nerissa were behind the camera trying to mime so that i know wat so say.
in the end, when i saw my face on tv i super regretted la, i looked so stooooopid!!! my parents were like "no, not ugly wad, so cute" i super depressed can, i cant stand my face la ><
haha after alot of persuading, i finally let it go, forget it la, ugly then ugly lor, i oso not some pretty girl, my face born liddat, then i shall accept it and like it, and not care about what others say about me. haha
thn we slacked around the sch la.
at around 1140 liddat, we went to the balcony thr to play cards. thn suddenly we felt the ground moving, yiqing and nerissa said they felt giddy, i felt it too, juz tt i thot it was someone shaking the table and dismissed it until it dawned upon us, EARTHQUAKE!!!! it was the first time in my life to experience an earthquake, we basically freaked out, the other ppl from other tables oso freaked out, thn everyone was like "omg omg, earthquake!" [screams] later we were assembled at the track, thn we realise tht it really was an earthquake. haha how eventful...
ltr on our way out of sa, there was this media crew trying to catch ppl to interview, i escaped it the first time, and stood thr watching chen yang getting interviewed, i even went to snap a few pics. I wanted to run but then muz wait for him la, so we waited across the road. wa when i turn back to look agen, they finished interviewing him and tt reporter was heading towards us!!! Yiqing run so fast la, wa i oso wanted to run, thn they all ask mi to go, the reporter oso saw mi, in the end, i got interviewed...
i was trying hard not to smile coz mingyu n nerissa were behind the camera trying to mime so that i know wat so say.
in the end, when i saw my face on tv i super regretted la, i looked so stooooopid!!! my parents were like "no, not ugly wad, so cute" i super depressed can, i cant stand my face la ><
haha after alot of persuading, i finally let it go, forget it la, ugly then ugly lor, i oso not some pretty girl, my face born liddat, then i shall accept it and like it, and not care about what others say about me. haha
Thursday, February 15, 2007
I love my GrandDad!
My Grandfather arrived in Singapore at 3am. My Dad n me waited impatiently as we saw the ppl coming out one by one but no sign of my grandfather, my dad did his random speculations again that maybe we waited for the wrong plane..dots...there was this couple standing beside us, and wtf they were toking freaking childishly man. Especially the woman, she looked like 30 plus but was using a voice like some 5 yr old little girl, i duno whether she was acting cute or wad, she was super annoying. I felt like killing her when she started spouting Jap...wth man...she was like " sugooooiiii ne~~~ (act cute)"...omg wtf man, totally disgusted la, me n my dad was like "omg so childish!" den they left, my grandfather still haven come out...then there came a reallly old man, he was wearing that huge thick army coat that we see in the movies, he was pushing a cart and walking pass then I finally spotted my grandfather, he's really smart looking for his age. When suddenly the old man in army coat collapesed on to the floor right before me! He looked so feable and weak I thought he passed away right then and there! Well, thank goodness he didnt, apparently he was too weak for the flight and he wore too much for the temperature that's why he fainted. ok, i got to sleep, my grandfather sleeps in this room so i cant be using the com til too late. I mISSED the vball during pe today!!! omg so sad....
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Where?
yes, whr do i go??
ytd was olvl results day, I'm really happy with my results, and so are my parents. I am a 7 pointer, and I got A1 for English which what I've been dreaming to have, and I got A2 for combines humans which has never happened to me but happened to me at last. Well, I am still really happy and glad that, hey my hardwork has paid off, altho its still a pity that one more point i could be a 6 pointer. See it another way, I still have room for improvement. My Dad's really proud of me and he wishes me the best, he thinks that I can do even more than this since he believe I have not put in all that I have into this exam, how about 50%? My Dad wants me to go Hwa Chong Institution, where he believe I could have better chances to make it big in the future. Well, I think so too...but I am cowered by the stress that I might have endure and the huge responsibility..after all, I do not like to be pressurized even tho I can perform better under pressure...I want to go Victoria because I liked its location and culture, its a funner place and I believe I can fit in better...so where??.......where??..........
here are some pics we took ytd ^^
Thursday, February 08, 2007
freaking out...o's coming...HIDE!
See the difference btw convincing others that you can make it to your dream jc and trying to convince yourself that you can make it to your dream jc. There is a slight difference, its easier to convince others than convince yourself...try...
I'm undergoing utter confusion right now, I picture myself smiling while holding my results up high, and then picture myself staring into the space in my result slip, or throw my head far back and ram it against the wall...
anw...i m really really nervous and scared about getting the results tmr...I tried to believe in myself that I really did well this time and can easily get below 10 points. However, the more positive my contemplations get, the more negative i feel...what if it turns out exactly opposite?
I am not a wishy-washy person, not a worrier, I do not fret over things like its the end of the world. Look at me! What am i doing now??? Blogging abt how scared I am? It makes me feel small...powerless...like a little kid....
I'm undergoing utter confusion right now, I picture myself smiling while holding my results up high, and then picture myself staring into the space in my result slip, or throw my head far back and ram it against the wall...
anw...i m really really nervous and scared about getting the results tmr...I tried to believe in myself that I really did well this time and can easily get below 10 points. However, the more positive my contemplations get, the more negative i feel...what if it turns out exactly opposite?
I am not a wishy-washy person, not a worrier, I do not fret over things like its the end of the world. Look at me! What am i doing now??? Blogging abt how scared I am? It makes me feel small...powerless...like a little kid....
Friday, February 02, 2007
SAJC 07S07 CG OUTING!
OOHOO today, or should i say yesterday, was SUPER DUPER FUNN!!! We ate dinner at Fish & Co. and went crazy taking photos all over, that was really fun, and we were in very high spirits. It turned out that today is Thaipusam, I saw for the first time how people wore those "things" on their body, it looked really painful to me.
After dinner we went Ben & Jerry, and ordered the $88 bucks icecream, 20 scoops in total, so turned out tt each of us only need to pay like 4 bucks, so its quite worth it. Anw the icecream was yummy, we made a huge mess and all. Oh, and the napkin doesnt look like any other normal ones, i thought it was a brown paper bag at first sight.
well, my CG is really fun, with alot of wacky ppl like Arun and Bryan and all. I hope I dont get too attached that I couldn leave SA.
Waiting for the photos....^^
After dinner we went Ben & Jerry, and ordered the $88 bucks icecream, 20 scoops in total, so turned out tt each of us only need to pay like 4 bucks, so its quite worth it. Anw the icecream was yummy, we made a huge mess and all. Oh, and the napkin doesnt look like any other normal ones, i thought it was a brown paper bag at first sight.
well, my CG is really fun, with alot of wacky ppl like Arun and Bryan and all. I hope I dont get too attached that I couldn leave SA.
Waiting for the photos....^^
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Sorry, Dad...
I got chided for being rude to my parents...now I'm feeling super guilty and regretful. It's not that I was trying to be mean or whatever, but I just got irritated when my parents start asking me about computer stuff. I mean, its difficult to explain in their terms for them to understand, and I get very fed up when I have to do this repeatedly. Not that I don't want to "teach" them about the computer, but I can't do it when they are asking me questions that are so irrelevant, so impossible, that I really hate to come up with answers to them.
If what I had said to my Dad just now was unrespectful, then I have been rude to him for all my life...I talk to my father in a tone that I use when I talk to my really close friends. It may sound rude and all, but it's actually a way of showing intimacy. juz that ppl usually don't understand...i am a queer person after all...
If what I had said to my Dad just now was unrespectful, then I have been rude to him for all my life...I talk to my father in a tone that I use when I talk to my really close friends. It may sound rude and all, but it's actually a way of showing intimacy. juz that ppl usually don't understand...i am a queer person after all...
Sunday, November 19, 2006
some 4 days after end of os...well...what can i say...it was fast
one min i was dreading it, and then its gone! i definetly hope that i can achieve 6 pts, but i giv myself leeway, 6-8 would be acceptable. i dont really expect to get n a1 or even an a for english n geog...dam geog........
anw...been going out for the last 4 days, super relaxed...attempted job hunts but so far not successful. haiz...wad is with those ppl, i rather them tell me in the face that i dont wanna employ u, then make me anticipate their call within the next hrs/days...
i spent too much money these days, my slippers broke or tore when i was walking arnd Plaza Sing, so i bought this pair of sneakers, and a pair of jeans at the heat of the moment. well, so far i'm happy with buying my own clothes rather than my mom buying for me...hehe.
today, i more or less gao ding my grad ball clothes, cost me 70 bucks....its gonna be v shocking...i cudn blive it myself, let alone u...
shoes and accessories...and shud i ask huiyi to do my hair too?? lol...worth a try...
one min i was dreading it, and then its gone! i definetly hope that i can achieve 6 pts, but i giv myself leeway, 6-8 would be acceptable. i dont really expect to get n a1 or even an a for english n geog...dam geog........
anw...been going out for the last 4 days, super relaxed...attempted job hunts but so far not successful. haiz...wad is with those ppl, i rather them tell me in the face that i dont wanna employ u, then make me anticipate their call within the next hrs/days...
i spent too much money these days, my slippers broke or tore when i was walking arnd Plaza Sing, so i bought this pair of sneakers, and a pair of jeans at the heat of the moment. well, so far i'm happy with buying my own clothes rather than my mom buying for me...hehe.
today, i more or less gao ding my grad ball clothes, cost me 70 bucks....its gonna be v shocking...i cudn blive it myself, let alone u...
shoes and accessories...and shud i ask huiyi to do my hair too?? lol...worth a try...
Monday, October 30, 2006
woosh! one and one-third down! chem prac tmr! kinda relaxed, this o lvl feels like nothing, probably too used to exams already, wonder whether its good to not feel nervous. anw, found some really nice Bleach pics, shall upload here haha. found them at bbs.dmzj.com. aw i juz love all the guys from bleach!!!
Sunday, October 22, 2006
probably a worm juz wriggled into my head and decided to settle there for the rest of my life, this bulge on my temple juz wont go down...and it hurts...
this reminds me of that little joke my cousin told me.
'What's more terrifying than seeing a worm in your apple?'
'Half a worm...'
LMAO....
anyway, i kind of realized something really philosophical today, i feel like a grown-up.
My neighbour held some kind of party or celebration today, it seems. Because they live at the end of the walkway, there were many people walking up and down outside my house. I was pissed, cause i couldn't quite focus on my work. Anyway, more distractions came along, and i totally gave up studying and started to sulk and curse my neighbours.
Who would not be pissed if people were playing mahjong and laughing like anything outside your window?
I tried shutting the door and window, I even stuffed tissue in my ear! Even that couldn't stop the noise.
There were some even more audacious people who decided they could lean against my window and start checking themselves out, with me at the desk trying too hard to be calm.
In the evening, I thought I could finally have some peace and quiet, more people came streaming in...I was screaming...inside..
These people just seem to really enjoy testing my patience, some even sat right under my nose and smoked their cigarettes happily, blabbering dialect that sounded like animal talk.
Alright, they pushed me too far, I was going to show them who's the boss, display my prowess...but, well i didn't quite dare...politeness, you see.
So i decided to turn on my audio to max volume, and had TVXQ's new single blarring out the window.
Aha, they jumped in shock. Revenge...is sweet. They started rolling their eyes at me, talking even more loudly (in dialect, while obviously they were badmouthing me). Well I didn't really care, I was just happy I could save my ears from those dialects, they make my heart itch.
After much staring, they finally gave way, I admit the volume was probably too loud, I couldn't stand it either, I had no choice..
And hurray, one by one, they cleared the way, and I had my clean view-from-the-window back. WHo's da MAN?
And then my philosophy came in, I realized that people are really a pain in the butt when u think they are, conversely, if you think they are nice, they are too...
I happen to see this old man, who stared at me when I tried to blast him away, I thought of smiliing at him, and when i did, he smiled back...
then it dawned on me...it takes alot to be magnanimous and not to get pissed by every little thing people do, but it sure feels better when you receive a smile rather than eyeballs that threaten to disappear into their sockets (too much rolling).
this reminds me of that little joke my cousin told me.
'What's more terrifying than seeing a worm in your apple?'
'Half a worm...'
LMAO....
anyway, i kind of realized something really philosophical today, i feel like a grown-up.
My neighbour held some kind of party or celebration today, it seems. Because they live at the end of the walkway, there were many people walking up and down outside my house. I was pissed, cause i couldn't quite focus on my work. Anyway, more distractions came along, and i totally gave up studying and started to sulk and curse my neighbours.
Who would not be pissed if people were playing mahjong and laughing like anything outside your window?
I tried shutting the door and window, I even stuffed tissue in my ear! Even that couldn't stop the noise.
There were some even more audacious people who decided they could lean against my window and start checking themselves out, with me at the desk trying too hard to be calm.
In the evening, I thought I could finally have some peace and quiet, more people came streaming in...I was screaming...inside..
These people just seem to really enjoy testing my patience, some even sat right under my nose and smoked their cigarettes happily, blabbering dialect that sounded like animal talk.
Alright, they pushed me too far, I was going to show them who's the boss, display my prowess...but, well i didn't quite dare...politeness, you see.
So i decided to turn on my audio to max volume, and had TVXQ's new single blarring out the window.
Aha, they jumped in shock. Revenge...is sweet. They started rolling their eyes at me, talking even more loudly (in dialect, while obviously they were badmouthing me). Well I didn't really care, I was just happy I could save my ears from those dialects, they make my heart itch.
After much staring, they finally gave way, I admit the volume was probably too loud, I couldn't stand it either, I had no choice..
And hurray, one by one, they cleared the way, and I had my clean view-from-the-window back. WHo's da MAN?
And then my philosophy came in, I realized that people are really a pain in the butt when u think they are, conversely, if you think they are nice, they are too...
I happen to see this old man, who stared at me when I tried to blast him away, I thought of smiliing at him, and when i did, he smiled back...
then it dawned on me...it takes alot to be magnanimous and not to get pissed by every little thing people do, but it sure feels better when you receive a smile rather than eyeballs that threaten to disappear into their sockets (too much rolling).
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Graduation....
the LAST day of school. We've graduated from Anderson officially.
Altho the farewell assembly wasnt really sad or touching, in fact it was juz givin out certs for prelim results, but the sight of MR CHYE really make mi wanna come back to Anderson. All in all, Anderson is a good school, 4 yrs has gone by, and we've all grown up, memories n more memories....
its always this kind of scenario that i fear most, sad to part, but have to move on.
after today, 4/2'06 is no more, SHIMIN JOANNE CHARMAIN YUXIAN PUQIN APRIL ANNA NAT ANGELINE EUNICE HUIYI WEIMUN LINXIU....we are classmates no more...tears....may we remain frenz and keep in touch even after we pursue different paths. all the times that we went crazy together, laughed n cheered for our class, etc etc, will be fresh in my heart and shall never be forgotten....FRIENDS FOREVER!!!
well the only person tt i m glad to NOT see anymore is Abel, @#!$%%#$@, rejoice! let him "own" all the poly ppl if he ever managed to get in thr. like weihao said, "double the shock" when he play DOTA and get back his results. well, if it was anybody else, i'd sympathise with him, but if for ABEL! I'm happily laughing my head off! But, if he decides to pull up his socks from now, it might be very much too late, but better late than never, at least it wont be sooo bad...but hey, its not my problem.
anw, juz wanna take this time to thank all the ppl who made my secondary school life enjoyable and meaningful, esp 4/2 gers, haha we kinda bonded only in the second half of our last yr, short but sweet, i'll nv forget everyone!
lastly, hope every1 pass O with flying colors, and shall we party all night long right aft the last paper, ooo i cant wait...O lvl SUX, but WE ROCK!
Altho the farewell assembly wasnt really sad or touching, in fact it was juz givin out certs for prelim results, but the sight of MR CHYE really make mi wanna come back to Anderson. All in all, Anderson is a good school, 4 yrs has gone by, and we've all grown up, memories n more memories....
its always this kind of scenario that i fear most, sad to part, but have to move on.
after today, 4/2'06 is no more, SHIMIN JOANNE CHARMAIN YUXIAN PUQIN APRIL ANNA NAT ANGELINE EUNICE HUIYI WEIMUN LINXIU....we are classmates no more...tears....may we remain frenz and keep in touch even after we pursue different paths. all the times that we went crazy together, laughed n cheered for our class, etc etc, will be fresh in my heart and shall never be forgotten....FRIENDS FOREVER!!!
well the only person tt i m glad to NOT see anymore is Abel, @#!$%%#$@, rejoice! let him "own" all the poly ppl if he ever managed to get in thr. like weihao said, "double the shock" when he play DOTA and get back his results. well, if it was anybody else, i'd sympathise with him, but if for ABEL! I'm happily laughing my head off! But, if he decides to pull up his socks from now, it might be very much too late, but better late than never, at least it wont be sooo bad...but hey, its not my problem.
anw, juz wanna take this time to thank all the ppl who made my secondary school life enjoyable and meaningful, esp 4/2 gers, haha we kinda bonded only in the second half of our last yr, short but sweet, i'll nv forget everyone!
lastly, hope every1 pass O with flying colors, and shall we party all night long right aft the last paper, ooo i cant wait...O lvl SUX, but WE ROCK!
Monday, October 02, 2006
My 18th Bday...
My bday's in 4 days...should i say its special coz i'd be 18?? Dont really feel any excitement towards my bdays tho, coz theres no practice to celebrate it in my family, not that i care...
but this yrs bday kinda special, coz it falls on the exact same day as the Mooncake festival! my bday has never been so special, shall i make it really memorable??? but seeing that my mom n dad are both working night shift on that day, i doubt anything much could happen...guess i have to spend the day alone, maybe i could go gaze at the moon and imagine my family gazing at it too.........
nah...too sentimental for me...but i would really hope that my bday this yr could be once in a lifetime...
but this yrs bday kinda special, coz it falls on the exact same day as the Mooncake festival! my bday has never been so special, shall i make it really memorable??? but seeing that my mom n dad are both working night shift on that day, i doubt anything much could happen...guess i have to spend the day alone, maybe i could go gaze at the moon and imagine my family gazing at it too.........
nah...too sentimental for me...but i would really hope that my bday this yr could be once in a lifetime...
Sunday, October 01, 2006
O is in 30days!
Just felt like liven up my blog abit, changed the background, stung by that pic, wonder if its based on real life person...
found some pretty cute pics, shall upload it here...
Monday, June 26, 2006
i haven been blogging...
just received an email from Alice, kinda glad to be still in touch with her. Seeing how she's still regarding me as her closest friend, i kinda feel guilty for detesting her behind her back. its not that Im those kind of scheming backstabbers, its not that i behave differently infront of her and behind her, at least not i intended to. when she's nice, i totally love her alot, but when she gets cross and detestful, i cant help but to feel irritated n annoyed, i m torn in trying to decide exactly how to feel towards her, she put me in a dilemma that lasted almost 6 yrs till now....but deep down, i know im grateful to have her as a friend, we have an affinity, and it has not ended...
just received an email from Alice, kinda glad to be still in touch with her. Seeing how she's still regarding me as her closest friend, i kinda feel guilty for detesting her behind her back. its not that Im those kind of scheming backstabbers, its not that i behave differently infront of her and behind her, at least not i intended to. when she's nice, i totally love her alot, but when she gets cross and detestful, i cant help but to feel irritated n annoyed, i m torn in trying to decide exactly how to feel towards her, she put me in a dilemma that lasted almost 6 yrs till now....but deep down, i know im grateful to have her as a friend, we have an affinity, and it has not ended...
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
reading bleach haha, the manga story is so much more interesting than the "BOUND"s, the new character's name all so greekish, ~~~OLA....all ends with LA.
dun feel like sleeping, haiz...., dam hungry, all tt CY's fault. Ask me translate some freaking chinese love story coz he freeking cant read chinese. the passage so freakng long!!! curses.... i m amazed at my translating skills tho, not bad huh me.
i did 2 geog essays today, kudos.... i m Da MAN, woosh, 17 left harhar.
i tried to copy down some korean song lyrics juz now, ended up onli managed to copy one, used up 5 pages in my notebook for ONE song! keep copying the wrong verse coz i duno wad im copying, all the words look the same to me....
feel like eating kfc now....aaa so hungry!!! someone feed me........
shiqi is such a #$!^$, i was hoping she could get through the audition today n she told me she backed out last min, i feel like wringing her head, uuurgh, made me feel so anxious for her.
i told my mom the condtion of my jap class, n she laughed she choked on her food. coz i tried to imitate that JOEY-san in my class reading the passage. OMG, i really cant stand the way she read kno, its annoying to keep waiting for her to read the nxt word. The smart guy, the teacher n me were like practically teaching her how to read alr, and she still read it wrongly. let mi show u:
Joey: Kare wa....shi...shiio...hi..hi..hi
Smart guy: shiohikari
me: shiohikari
SenseiL shiohikari shiohikari
Joey: hi...hi....
$%@#$%!
dun feel like sleeping, haiz...., dam hungry, all tt CY's fault. Ask me translate some freaking chinese love story coz he freeking cant read chinese. the passage so freakng long!!! curses.... i m amazed at my translating skills tho, not bad huh me.
i did 2 geog essays today, kudos.... i m Da MAN, woosh, 17 left harhar.
i tried to copy down some korean song lyrics juz now, ended up onli managed to copy one, used up 5 pages in my notebook for ONE song! keep copying the wrong verse coz i duno wad im copying, all the words look the same to me....
feel like eating kfc now....aaa so hungry!!! someone feed me........
shiqi is such a #$!^$, i was hoping she could get through the audition today n she told me she backed out last min, i feel like wringing her head, uuurgh, made me feel so anxious for her.
i told my mom the condtion of my jap class, n she laughed she choked on her food. coz i tried to imitate that JOEY-san in my class reading the passage. OMG, i really cant stand the way she read kno, its annoying to keep waiting for her to read the nxt word. The smart guy, the teacher n me were like practically teaching her how to read alr, and she still read it wrongly. let mi show u:
Joey: Kare wa....shi...shiio...hi..hi..hi
Smart guy: shiohikari
me: shiohikari
SenseiL shiohikari shiohikari
Joey: hi...hi....
$%@#$%!
Saturday, June 03, 2006
naruto
im reading naruto now, feeling a sense of loss, coz naruto is getting lamer and lamer, for both the anime n the comic, wth...it was so interesting in the beginning, and now it bcom like this.....when is the naruto i luved coming back??? same goes for bleach, idun understand these ppl, if they havn finish with the show then put it off for the moment la, y do they have to force themselves to come up with sucky fillers to make their fans disappointed? I've totally given up chasing those new animes, stick to 2 at a time, i still have my OnePiece there collecting dust...i downloaded too much for mi to swallow, really have to take care of my com prevent from formatting it, dun wanna lose all my treasure.
i did one geog essay n one a maths paper today, feel v accomplished, i shall treat myself with icecream and tea. tmr got jap lessons, i really dun feel like going, my tcher sux, i'd rather go kinokuniya there n pore over the books there then sitting in tt shabby classrm, arnd uncool ppl and listen to his crap...ok, sometimes he's nice n benign etc, but u see the huge generation gap and the huge boring face he has, it cancels everything off. n my classmate, omg, all of them are dorks and nerds, jus dun like the way they read jap, they sound like my neighbors playing mahjong, v loud n clear, yes, but really v unappealing, onli mine is good, soothing n nice.
last lesson tmr, guess i shud put it off for the moment, get the O done first then take care of jlpt...lvl2 is quite hard la, got alot of sentence structure to study, i nid a dict la, my mom reluctant to buy for meee, liddat how i study??? sianz....
i did one geog essay n one a maths paper today, feel v accomplished, i shall treat myself with icecream and tea. tmr got jap lessons, i really dun feel like going, my tcher sux, i'd rather go kinokuniya there n pore over the books there then sitting in tt shabby classrm, arnd uncool ppl and listen to his crap...ok, sometimes he's nice n benign etc, but u see the huge generation gap and the huge boring face he has, it cancels everything off. n my classmate, omg, all of them are dorks and nerds, jus dun like the way they read jap, they sound like my neighbors playing mahjong, v loud n clear, yes, but really v unappealing, onli mine is good, soothing n nice.
last lesson tmr, guess i shud put it off for the moment, get the O done first then take care of jlpt...lvl2 is quite hard la, got alot of sentence structure to study, i nid a dict la, my mom reluctant to buy for meee, liddat how i study??? sianz....
Saturday, May 27, 2006
at a lost at how to feel....
My Grandfather just called.
My Great Grandmother passed away yesterday, approximately 2 and a half years after my grandmother, her daughter, died.
My GreatGrandma, whom I am fortunate to have met, even for that short period which I could hardly recall, lived to 102 years old. She was a happy old lady with a very positive view for life, partly (I think) due to having slowly lost much of her memory (she claims she didn't know i existed..). Fortunately, she passed away peacefully during her sleep, serene.
I pray for her safe journey in the other world.
Now that I have only 2 Grandparents left, Grandpa from my mother's side, and Grandma from my father's side. I didn't have a complete set of grandparents to begin with, my dad lost his father during the tomultuous period, when he was only 16.
Life and Death...
I'm beginning to think about living and dieing...
sometimes, i couldnt feel alive, i feel as if i'm dead but still moving like i'm not.
i m confused...not really sure about how to think or feel about my GreatGrandma's death...the sadness came in slowly, to think that I announced it loud and clear to my mom...now, I can't seem to think anymore..........
My Great Grandmother passed away yesterday, approximately 2 and a half years after my grandmother, her daughter, died.
My GreatGrandma, whom I am fortunate to have met, even for that short period which I could hardly recall, lived to 102 years old. She was a happy old lady with a very positive view for life, partly (I think) due to having slowly lost much of her memory (she claims she didn't know i existed..). Fortunately, she passed away peacefully during her sleep, serene.
I pray for her safe journey in the other world.
Now that I have only 2 Grandparents left, Grandpa from my mother's side, and Grandma from my father's side. I didn't have a complete set of grandparents to begin with, my dad lost his father during the tomultuous period, when he was only 16.
Life and Death...
I'm beginning to think about living and dieing...
sometimes, i couldnt feel alive, i feel as if i'm dead but still moving like i'm not.
i m confused...not really sure about how to think or feel about my GreatGrandma's death...the sadness came in slowly, to think that I announced it loud and clear to my mom...now, I can't seem to think anymore..........
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