i cant sleep....
almost 3 in e morning, and i feel hungry, maybe i shud get smth to eat....
am reading Nana now, its a nice comic, cant wait to watch the show, ^^. tho its abit of a censored ><
if only i cud draw as how they draw nana, if only.......sigh...
i really really cant sleep, aaargh, i need pills.
oh, i can go watch tv u kno, hmmm.....
reading nana..........
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Saturday, December 10, 2005
fou
I am currently listening to SS501, new Korean pop grp, they sure know how to make first impressions, ^^, i m mesmerized.......
reading Bleach at the same time, Ikkaku is KEWL!!!!
Oh, this song is good~~~
I found out that the song Superstar, sang by both S.H.E and Ash, was originally sang by Sweetbox, called China Girl. Both Ash's version and Sweetbox's version are nice, and S.H.e version sux. 3 ppl singing cant overpower one, they should go home and reflect. And know what, I juz realize, SHe version didnt even do a remix or whatsoever, that is the music of the song is totally copied from Sweetbox, that is so integrity-less. At least, Ash's version is more meaningful, and much nicer music and vocals.
My achievements:
Managed to find 3 sites to dl mp3 due the cruel Haoting.com not offering Download option anymore.
Came across this Korean forum, and thats where my dl will come from, totally cool, i could get everything from there. No need to look for Korean sites anymore.
[X-Japan - Endless Rain...]
i wonder who started me listening to XJapan.....their songs are sad, sadness that touched ppls hearts..
Sunday.
went to take Jap exam.
this time i sat for the exam in the Science lab in the Jap School. LoL, it was miniature, cuteness beyond words. I noticed their display of Butterfly Biao Ben (><), there's AgehaCho, TatehaCho.... and many more, it was beautiful. It awoken the frenzy in me, and got me drawing butterflies all over the place, ^^ LoL. Rmb the song Ageha by W-inds? hehe, Ageha is a type of butterfly with very big wings, and has a teardrop at the bottom of each wing, and the ones i saw have luminous colors, O.O
aft the exam, i went home on my own, coz Sarah had her dad to fetch her and Peiying was going somewhere. If I wasn't alone, my trip home would be hilarious. Due to flooding of the puny little bus stop opposite, thus impossible for me to board any bus. Many other ppl also gave up waiting and walked along the road, and I followed. These ppl are evil dudes, during my obedient following-behind-their-butts i had to cross LongKangs, and climb railings, trot down a muddy slope and almost tearing my slippers, circulate my way through the flats, and finally board a bus which i have no idea whr it goes. I trusted those dudes, unbelievably.
well, in e end, i arrived at Tampines mall, miraculously. I didnt know Tanah Merah was so near to tampines. ahh, civilisation, what a relief, many thanks to the evil ppl who led the way.
that was my lil adventure last sunday, lol.
Monday,
stayed up till 11pm, and left for airport at 1130, to receive my Mom. ^^ My Dad was talking abt foreseeing the unforeseen on the way, and he didn foresee that my mom's plane was late, we waited thr for almost 2 hrs, b4 the plane finally landed. well, during the wait, I was having fun comparing height with the air stewardess, downright lame, and I was taller than all of them, they were shorter than me even in heels, how short are they??
lol, I like short ppl, they are cute. hahaha.
so finally we got my mom, we took a taxi home. when we were under my block, taking out the luggages from the car, i discovered that mom took the wrong luggage. sweat...so my parents hurried back to the airport, while i took e 4 other bags, big n small back. I was exclaiming to myself how strong i was, when the trolly bag toppled and caught my leg, leaving a ugly looking scar...I wouldn have minded if the scar was nice........but it was ugly.....
half n hr later, my parents returned with the rightful luggage, relief...
Wednesday.
spposedly another boring day, but was disturbed by a fire...
yes a fire. not v big, but was enough to leave the top 2 floors of my block black as my stove at home. there was some commotion and aha, I was taken back by the suaveness of the fire-fighters.... V.V lol, they were really cool, quick and handy while they put out the fire. Much to my amusement, there were ppl in pajamas, facials, and shampoo on their hair... was laughing til my sides ached.
Thursday.
went for dental appt in e morning, got cleaning n scaling done, my dentist was again making me do the brushing practice on tt oral model of his, he seems to be amused, i wonder whether he has a fetish over tt model, ew. I slept through the cleaning, only to open my eyes from time to time when he asked me if i was Ok, he probably thought I fainted. sweat..sweat....
aft tt, went to meet Shimin at Jubilee, saw her earings, very nice, ^^, very ex also, lol. She chose tt pair coz the others were the "Angeline" style, lol, no offence.haha.
went to buy our textbooks at popular, and detoured to Anderson, to buy Marianne Chong, coz popular don have. Saw Yuxian, Chloe, Peiying, Huimin, and Eunice thr, yuxian gave us a little hp toy each. haha, hp toy....:P
went back to central to have lunch, at pizza hut, happiness. Lol.
this is dam long post, sai, gotta sleep, and i forgot to shower......
reading Bleach at the same time, Ikkaku is KEWL!!!!
Oh, this song is good~~~
I found out that the song Superstar, sang by both S.H.E and Ash, was originally sang by Sweetbox, called China Girl. Both Ash's version and Sweetbox's version are nice, and S.H.e version sux. 3 ppl singing cant overpower one, they should go home and reflect. And know what, I juz realize, SHe version didnt even do a remix or whatsoever, that is the music of the song is totally copied from Sweetbox, that is so integrity-less. At least, Ash's version is more meaningful, and much nicer music and vocals.
My achievements:
Managed to find 3 sites to dl mp3 due the cruel Haoting.com not offering Download option anymore.
Came across this Korean forum, and thats where my dl will come from, totally cool, i could get everything from there. No need to look for Korean sites anymore.
[X-Japan - Endless Rain...]
i wonder who started me listening to XJapan.....their songs are sad, sadness that touched ppls hearts..
Sunday.
went to take Jap exam.
this time i sat for the exam in the Science lab in the Jap School. LoL, it was miniature, cuteness beyond words. I noticed their display of Butterfly Biao Ben (><), there's AgehaCho, TatehaCho.... and many more, it was beautiful. It awoken the frenzy in me, and got me drawing butterflies all over the place, ^^ LoL. Rmb the song Ageha by W-inds? hehe, Ageha is a type of butterfly with very big wings, and has a teardrop at the bottom of each wing, and the ones i saw have luminous colors, O.O
aft the exam, i went home on my own, coz Sarah had her dad to fetch her and Peiying was going somewhere. If I wasn't alone, my trip home would be hilarious. Due to flooding of the puny little bus stop opposite, thus impossible for me to board any bus. Many other ppl also gave up waiting and walked along the road, and I followed. These ppl are evil dudes, during my obedient following-behind-their-butts i had to cross LongKangs, and climb railings, trot down a muddy slope and almost tearing my slippers, circulate my way through the flats, and finally board a bus which i have no idea whr it goes. I trusted those dudes, unbelievably.
well, in e end, i arrived at Tampines mall, miraculously. I didnt know Tanah Merah was so near to tampines. ahh, civilisation, what a relief, many thanks to the evil ppl who led the way.
that was my lil adventure last sunday, lol.
Monday,
stayed up till 11pm, and left for airport at 1130, to receive my Mom. ^^ My Dad was talking abt foreseeing the unforeseen on the way, and he didn foresee that my mom's plane was late, we waited thr for almost 2 hrs, b4 the plane finally landed. well, during the wait, I was having fun comparing height with the air stewardess, downright lame, and I was taller than all of them, they were shorter than me even in heels, how short are they??
lol, I like short ppl, they are cute. hahaha.
so finally we got my mom, we took a taxi home. when we were under my block, taking out the luggages from the car, i discovered that mom took the wrong luggage. sweat...so my parents hurried back to the airport, while i took e 4 other bags, big n small back. I was exclaiming to myself how strong i was, when the trolly bag toppled and caught my leg, leaving a ugly looking scar...I wouldn have minded if the scar was nice........but it was ugly.....
half n hr later, my parents returned with the rightful luggage, relief...
Wednesday.
spposedly another boring day, but was disturbed by a fire...
yes a fire. not v big, but was enough to leave the top 2 floors of my block black as my stove at home. there was some commotion and aha, I was taken back by the suaveness of the fire-fighters.... V.V lol, they were really cool, quick and handy while they put out the fire. Much to my amusement, there were ppl in pajamas, facials, and shampoo on their hair... was laughing til my sides ached.
Thursday.
went for dental appt in e morning, got cleaning n scaling done, my dentist was again making me do the brushing practice on tt oral model of his, he seems to be amused, i wonder whether he has a fetish over tt model, ew. I slept through the cleaning, only to open my eyes from time to time when he asked me if i was Ok, he probably thought I fainted. sweat..sweat....
aft tt, went to meet Shimin at Jubilee, saw her earings, very nice, ^^, very ex also, lol. She chose tt pair coz the others were the "Angeline" style, lol, no offence.haha.
went to buy our textbooks at popular, and detoured to Anderson, to buy Marianne Chong, coz popular don have. Saw Yuxian, Chloe, Peiying, Huimin, and Eunice thr, yuxian gave us a little hp toy each. haha, hp toy....:P
went back to central to have lunch, at pizza hut, happiness. Lol.
this is dam long post, sai, gotta sleep, and i forgot to shower......
Saturday, December 03, 2005
juz realize i didn blog abt chalet.
fine, i shall blog.
the chalet was boring, most of the time, coz i wasnt participating...
what u expect, from dying old me...
the funner part was when i trying to rollerblade la, i fell until my butt went blue, i didn know how to fall foward, so i kept landing on my butt, pain...>< good thing james lee stayed back to help me, dono y, but thank goodness he's there, else i'd be crawling my way arnd. haha he tried to coach me la, but i was too stupid, so ended up him running and pulling me along, he said it was training....woa, dam i m grateful, shall repay his kindness. due to the murderous pair of roller blades, i have now 2 bloody blisters on my ankles, it wasnt properly cleaned then, so now its infected and swollen, plus the powder tt my dad gave me which i'm spposed to apply on my wound, my blisters are giving me hell....
another fun part of the chalet was when on the night of e first day, james lee, elain n me went to the roof. we were daring ourselves to cross from one roof to another, thrilling. haha. tt was fun.
one more thing, i learnt a few more card games, like Bridge and Pig. bridge was fun,e "intellectual" game according to Chloe. Pig is a funny game, lol.
what else?
oh, yuxian cut her hair, couldn recognize her at first, coz don look like her alr. ahhh my grand daughter don look like my grand daughter anymore, T_T...boohoo ><
then urgh, what else?
oh, i witnessed the guys trying to get their hair done, it was horrible...oops...gives me the weird feeling when i see guys trying to decorate themselves. I've only just overcome the disgust i get when i see guys in pink....
james kang shud get his hair cut b4 he tries to style it, his current hair is too even and thick, they will stand up like pillars, he shud cut layer keep the back and the sideburns long. yar... and abel yang, his hair can stand without wax, why he want to put wax to make it look like a block. and who else?? arkar and zhongming, their hair were ok, looks more natural and stylable. and james lee, his hair was ok also, but way too troublesome.
yar, ugh, first day went by eventually, 16 ppl on 4 beds, we were TRYING to sleep.
abel was dam noisy, like he ever wasnt...so they were making fun of nelson, muahahaha, i rmb the part where he ate his cup noodles in the toilet, or did he not.... anyway, nelson was still nelson, like how nelson wud always be....
the second day, even more boredom, i don even rmb what i did, or what they did. only that finally i shall go home aft i see ethel's face. she n jelyn la, troublesome ppl, thot i wud be able to see both of them so i went to the chalet and in e end one nv went and the other went when i was abt to go home, fauk it.
ethel was still ethel, i still don get it when i ask her y she wore anderson yeah, and she told be if not i wan her to wear tj shirt.... haiz....nvm...
i noticed that ethel painted her nails, haha, wheuweeep, sexy sexy, hahaha.
and i juz read the other ppls blog, guess i missed out alot of "fun", but i was glad i went home. sheesh....
tmr's JLPT exam, I'm sooo nervous that I cant sleep, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
no, i shall go to bed, i cant afford to miss my exam....
oh, shall i mention that my braces' got new color combi, haha green n pink, it's stupid, and funny, mahahahha.
ok, i shall go bath, and sleep and wake up 5 in the morning to revise and leave at 7....
fine, i shall blog.
the chalet was boring, most of the time, coz i wasnt participating...
what u expect, from dying old me...
the funner part was when i trying to rollerblade la, i fell until my butt went blue, i didn know how to fall foward, so i kept landing on my butt, pain...>< good thing james lee stayed back to help me, dono y, but thank goodness he's there, else i'd be crawling my way arnd. haha he tried to coach me la, but i was too stupid, so ended up him running and pulling me along, he said it was training....woa, dam i m grateful, shall repay his kindness. due to the murderous pair of roller blades, i have now 2 bloody blisters on my ankles, it wasnt properly cleaned then, so now its infected and swollen, plus the powder tt my dad gave me which i'm spposed to apply on my wound, my blisters are giving me hell....
another fun part of the chalet was when on the night of e first day, james lee, elain n me went to the roof. we were daring ourselves to cross from one roof to another, thrilling. haha. tt was fun.
one more thing, i learnt a few more card games, like Bridge and Pig. bridge was fun,e "intellectual" game according to Chloe. Pig is a funny game, lol.
what else?
oh, yuxian cut her hair, couldn recognize her at first, coz don look like her alr. ahhh my grand daughter don look like my grand daughter anymore, T_T...boohoo ><
then urgh, what else?
oh, i witnessed the guys trying to get their hair done, it was horrible...oops...gives me the weird feeling when i see guys trying to decorate themselves. I've only just overcome the disgust i get when i see guys in pink....
james kang shud get his hair cut b4 he tries to style it, his current hair is too even and thick, they will stand up like pillars, he shud cut layer keep the back and the sideburns long. yar... and abel yang,
yar, ugh, first day went by eventually, 16 ppl on 4 beds, we were TRYING to sleep.
abel was dam noisy, like he ever wasnt...so they were making fun of nelson, muahahaha, i rmb the part where he ate his cup noodles in the toilet, or did he not.... anyway, nelson was still nelson, like how nelson wud always be....
the second day, even more boredom, i don even rmb what i did, or what they did. only that finally i shall go home aft i see ethel's face. she n jelyn la, troublesome ppl, thot i wud be able to see both of them so i went to the chalet and in e end one nv went and the other went when i was abt to go home, fauk it.
ethel was still ethel, i still don get it when i ask her y she wore anderson yeah, and she told be if not i wan her to wear tj shirt.... haiz....nvm...
i noticed that ethel painted her nails, haha, wheuweeep, sexy sexy, hahaha.
and i juz read the other ppls blog, guess i missed out alot of "fun", but i was glad i went home. sheesh....
tmr's JLPT exam, I'm sooo nervous that I cant sleep, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
no, i shall go to bed, i cant afford to miss my exam....
oh, shall i mention that my braces' got new color combi, haha green n pink, it's stupid, and funny, mahahahha.
ok, i shall go bath, and sleep and wake up 5 in the morning to revise and leave at 7....
JLPT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JLPT tomorrow, i feel so nervous...
I read through all my text and notes, and I felt so confident, only that after a while i forgot everything and need to replenish my confidence again.
My exam is 0930 in the morning, abt 3 hrs long, ends at 1245, I'm going alone this time, I wonder whether I'd meet someone I know. I decide to leave my house at 7 tmr morning, I hope 2 hrs are enough for me to get to e Japanese School, I try to avoid taking cab coz this time nobd gonna share cost with me.
hmmm.......
I m on drawing frenzy again....
I read through all my text and notes, and I felt so confident, only that after a while i forgot everything and need to replenish my confidence again.
My exam is 0930 in the morning, abt 3 hrs long, ends at 1245, I'm going alone this time, I wonder whether I'd meet someone I know. I decide to leave my house at 7 tmr morning, I hope 2 hrs are enough for me to get to e Japanese School, I try to avoid taking cab coz this time nobd gonna share cost with me.
hmmm.......
I m on drawing frenzy again....
Thursday, November 24, 2005
hell
and thr i msg my dad saying e braces didnt hurt...
actually it is painful, its ok if i dont touch it or bite down, if not, it'll give me headaches. one of tt small lil thing came off, i got to tell POON. She was exclaiming "excellent! excellent!" when she finished with my braces, and now, it came off aft a little brushing. swt...
i chose green, coz i think the green is nice, dad said nxt time i take pink. fine with me, pink is nice also.
oh man, it hurts....
actually it is painful, its ok if i dont touch it or bite down, if not, it'll give me headaches. one of tt small lil thing came off, i got to tell POON. She was exclaiming "excellent! excellent!" when she finished with my braces, and now, it came off aft a little brushing. swt...
i chose green, coz i think the green is nice, dad said nxt time i take pink. fine with me, pink is nice also.
oh man, it hurts....
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
bleach leaves me wondering...
and there i was amazed to finally see Rukia's Zanpakutou, and the nxt moment i see her beaten up by "broken face" (-.-|||). I'm hurt...
it seems that the broken face ppl are sooo much stronger than Shinigamis that it hurts. Their zanpakutou release itself is so horrifying, wait til they get to their Bankai, i doubt i'd be able to take the blow.
And talk about Rukia's zanpakutou release, it was dam kewl~~~, elegant at the same time. its name is "Sode no Shirayuki" (Sleeve of the White Snow)
[Soul Society regards it as the most beautiful Zanpakutou in existence. It's a weapon that's bound to the ice and snow family of Zanpaku. The blade, the handguard, even the hilt, everything about this Zanpaku is pure white.
-First Dance: Tsukishiro, Sode no Shirayuki does not only freeze the land it touches but anything that lies within its circle.]
.....right now, i'm in a state of devastation... is Ikkaku gonna die???
Fuck that stupid volcano monster, if he kills Ikkaku, I'm gonna kill him!!!
(5min...) Oh, it seems that Ikkaku's not dead yet!!! wohoo!!! what's he gonna do? what's he gonna do? oh, oh, oh~~~ oooh, he's smiling, wow, kewl, kewl, it's so GODDAMIT FUCKING COOOOL!!!! (oops, i shudn have said tt, ><)
oh no! Ikkaku's hit by the volcano bastard's fist, and he's on fire!!! aaargh!!! water! water!!!
YES! HE LIVES!!! That's my Ikkaku!! Kick tt dick's ass, Ikkaku~~~, gogogo~~~ WOOOHOOOO!!!
darn, y izzit loading so slow....testing my patience...
....
....
oh
My
GOD....
Ikkaku is releasing his BANKAI.....
faints....
it seems that the broken face ppl are sooo much stronger than Shinigamis that it hurts. Their zanpakutou release itself is so horrifying, wait til they get to their Bankai, i doubt i'd be able to take the blow.
And talk about Rukia's zanpakutou release, it was dam kewl~~~, elegant at the same time. its name is "Sode no Shirayuki" (Sleeve of the White Snow)
[Soul Society regards it as the most beautiful Zanpakutou in existence. It's a weapon that's bound to the ice and snow family of Zanpaku. The blade, the handguard, even the hilt, everything about this Zanpaku is pure white.
-First Dance: Tsukishiro, Sode no Shirayuki does not only freeze the land it touches but anything that lies within its circle.]
.....right now, i'm in a state of devastation... is Ikkaku gonna die???
Fuck that stupid volcano monster, if he kills Ikkaku, I'm gonna kill him!!!
(5min...) Oh, it seems that Ikkaku's not dead yet!!! wohoo!!! what's he gonna do? what's he gonna do? oh, oh, oh~~~ oooh, he's smiling, wow, kewl, kewl, it's so GODDAMIT FUCKING COOOOL!!!! (oops, i shudn have said tt, ><)
oh no! Ikkaku's hit by the volcano bastard's fist, and he's on fire!!! aaargh!!! water! water!!!
YES! HE LIVES!!! That's my Ikkaku!! Kick tt dick's ass, Ikkaku~~~, gogogo~~~ WOOOHOOOO!!!
darn, y izzit loading so slow....testing my patience...
....
....
oh
My
GOD....
Ikkaku is releasing his BANKAI.....
faints....
Monday, November 21, 2005
i feel bad. for doing things that piss ppl off and pissed myself as well.
Im sorry for slandering darren in m msn nick and blocking him, i wasnt in my right mind, but since he said the "f" word, i shall not feel obliged to apologize.
i feel bad, coz i couldnt control myself and got caught playing solitaire by my dad, even tho he repeatedly drummed in me that the next time i was caught playing would mean that he's given up on me. pretty extreme, but i trampled on his words, and here i am, feeling stupid and regretful. wad should i say to him?
i admit i'm in the wrong, but its hard to put into words.
I m not normal today.
I need to get out.
think i shud go to sleep early and wake up early tmr, to drive myself through another day of studying and another day of continuous self-motivation...i wonder how long it will keep me going. i seem to have exhausted every drop of energy i hold. right now, i'm dried up.
I don't wish to go any further.
let me stay here, let me rest.
let me recollect myself. please dont give up on me. it makes me sad.
despite telling myself that my dad's never serious abt matters like this, it still scares the shit out of me....
i miss my mom...
i shall go to sleep. only sleep can comfort me, it gives me a few hrs of peace before having to face the tiring procedural days ahead.
how i wish that i can be someone who's dependable, reliable, who does what she says,someone who keeps her promise. if i were to be my dad, i would desperately want to track that stray naughty sperm back in preventing this hazard coming into earth.
i m tired. i shall sleep.....
Im sorry for slandering darren in m msn nick and blocking him, i wasnt in my right mind, but since he said the "f" word, i shall not feel obliged to apologize.
i feel bad, coz i couldnt control myself and got caught playing solitaire by my dad, even tho he repeatedly drummed in me that the next time i was caught playing would mean that he's given up on me. pretty extreme, but i trampled on his words, and here i am, feeling stupid and regretful. wad should i say to him?
i admit i'm in the wrong, but its hard to put into words.
I m not normal today.
I need to get out.
think i shud go to sleep early and wake up early tmr, to drive myself through another day of studying and another day of continuous self-motivation...i wonder how long it will keep me going. i seem to have exhausted every drop of energy i hold. right now, i'm dried up.
I don't wish to go any further.
let me stay here, let me rest.
let me recollect myself. please dont give up on me. it makes me sad.
despite telling myself that my dad's never serious abt matters like this, it still scares the shit out of me....
i miss my mom...
i shall go to sleep. only sleep can comfort me, it gives me a few hrs of peace before having to face the tiring procedural days ahead.
how i wish that i can be someone who's dependable, reliable, who does what she says,someone who keeps her promise. if i were to be my dad, i would desperately want to track that stray naughty sperm back in preventing this hazard coming into earth.
i m tired. i shall sleep.....
Sunday, November 20, 2005
ooo long time no blogged...
jajaja, feeling good ^^, listening to Hirahara's song, it was amazing that she had tt NAGORI YUKI song in her album, i heard that song in the jap show Mr Tok lent me. It was nice ^^.
now i shall try to remember for the past..5 days...
wednesday - thursday...
me went to that ulu leadership camp, 2 days 1 night, luckily. Tell you what, it SUX!
Didn't do anything exciting. I thought that the Kayaking and mud walk would be fun, but NO, it wasnt. for kayaking, we only wet ourselves to do the stupid capsize drill (dam, one ugly woman juz walked by, yuck ><), we werent even this far from the shore, and i lost my socks.... it left me feeling grumpy all day. After the freaking capsize drill, we were to sit in the "field kitchen" and listen to that rotting instructor do theory work on "How to be a Leader", how lame. Knowat, they referred to us as "leaders" like "oi, leaders, come'ere..." (and stuff liddat), lame right! And i bet they think it was so clever...diunz...
I was damn grumpy so i wasn listening to tt instructor, i was talking to huimin they all. then the stupid instructor made me stand up and tell them wad i was talking abt. Shux... so i did tell them wad i was saying. He then went hypocritic, saying that what i said was right, and he think it was right too, and blah blah, but was trying all ways to rebutt me la, hypocrite...(ooo, this song is nice ^^, ayaka hirahara ^^)
aft tt we went to pitch out tents, it was the only fun thing lor. the tent was a what they called luxurious tent (or whatsoever). Dam big. materials : one very heavy sheet which i dono what its called, 2 shorter wooden poles with protruding nails on one end, and one very long pole that is supposed to be the roof, and 8 guide lines and 8 pins, oh and 8 floorboards.
we spent like one hr or so pitching the tents. aft which, from what i rmb, we went to the field kitchen again, to listen to cock. we were supposed to come up with some stupid skit or song or smth. I wasnt listening, as usual... my grps presentation was shit, Im not complaining..^^
dinner was fun, we cooked it ourselves, was supposed to come up with 10 different dishes. it started raining halfway, so we went to cook in the MPH(multi-purpose-house, diunz). haha our prized dish was cooked rice with curry powder wrapped in raw cabbage, LOL!!!! the food was nice, really, personally, i find the magee mee really appetizing ^^.
so aft doing the skit and stuff, we cleaned up la, showered, then went to sleep in our tents. there were 6 of us in our tent. Eunice, Huimin, Cheryl, Amy and her fren, plus me. we didnt talk much and went to sleep. The sleeping part is the funnest part of the camp, i think ^^. It was nice, sleeping with rain drumming above our heads, relaxing ^^. We got to sleep another 30 min coz it was raining heavily in the morning, wopee.
the next day, thursday, a good day, coz we are leaving!!!
we had to unpitch our tents aft breakfast. speaking of unpitching, theres someone i muz muz bring up. it is tt amy's fren, dono whats her name, she's super irritating! i took out the pins, ask her to wash, and she washed for so damn long, slowly take her time, when we were working to our death trying to wipe the bloody sheet clean. when she came back right, she didnt pick up the cloth and help out kno, she juz stood there holding the broom and talk cock. she thinks she's so pro, order ppl arnd, when she herself sit thr and talk, i really felt like kicking her face. i showed her that i was irritated and ask her to stop talking and get to work.
finally, we cleaned up everything, was so tired that i thot i will die. then we got to kno that only our sheet was clean and passed expectations, all the other 6 failed and had to be recleaned. dam...
so once again, we got down on all fours and start wiping like wiping was our lifetime achievement. that stupid ger was there again slacking when the others were working like dogs. ok, skip the cleaning.
at last, we finished, it was a great sense of satisfaction, coz our group managed to clean 3 goddam sheets ^^. i refuse to talk abt wad tt shit ger did.
then blah blah, more talking and stupid stuff, and area cleaning (diunz) we were leaving!!!!
finally...
that was the camping story, not very interesting..
the next day, i went to dentist, got my other 2 extractions, this time no so fun, coz it came out too fast... >< now i have 4 metal ring-like things on my 4 back teeth, wasnt tt bad, at least i can still chew with these things on.
yesterday, we sent me mom off to the airport, i can see that mom was very happy, she wore all red, woo, hot, lol. finally, aft so many years, mom was going back to China, Chengdu, of course she's happy. She's leaving for a week or two. and during this period, i hav the whole house to myself, muarharhahrar, weeeeeee. my dad only comes home in the aftnn, muarharharhhar, even better ^^. it feels good to be in charge, ^^.
change of plans, gonna watch HP4 with Shimin and Joanne, coz my Dad no time to watch with me, ><.
yup tts abt all, ^^...
i was frustrated with OekakiCentral yesterday, I couldnt submit the little devil that i drew due to some technical problems, and tt picture wasnt saved. T.T.... i m on drawing frenzy lately, cant help it, its a way of de-pressuring, i suppose. betta than nothing, altho i often end up frustrated...:P...
heez.
now i shall try to remember for the past..5 days...
wednesday - thursday...
me went to that ulu leadership camp, 2 days 1 night, luckily. Tell you what, it SUX!
Didn't do anything exciting. I thought that the Kayaking and mud walk would be fun, but NO, it wasnt. for kayaking, we only wet ourselves to do the stupid capsize drill (dam, one ugly woman juz walked by, yuck ><), we werent even this far from the shore, and i lost my socks.... it left me feeling grumpy all day. After the freaking capsize drill, we were to sit in the "field kitchen" and listen to that rotting instructor do theory work on "How to be a Leader", how lame. Knowat, they referred to us as "leaders" like "oi, leaders, come'ere..." (and stuff liddat), lame right! And i bet they think it was so clever...diunz...
I was damn grumpy so i wasn listening to tt instructor, i was talking to huimin they all. then the stupid instructor made me stand up and tell them wad i was talking abt. Shux... so i did tell them wad i was saying. He then went hypocritic, saying that what i said was right, and he think it was right too, and blah blah, but was trying all ways to rebutt me la, hypocrite...(ooo, this song is nice ^^, ayaka hirahara ^^)
aft tt we went to pitch out tents, it was the only fun thing lor. the tent was a what they called luxurious tent (or whatsoever). Dam big. materials : one very heavy sheet which i dono what its called, 2 shorter wooden poles with protruding nails on one end, and one very long pole that is supposed to be the roof, and 8 guide lines and 8 pins, oh and 8 floorboards.
we spent like one hr or so pitching the tents. aft which, from what i rmb, we went to the field kitchen again, to listen to cock. we were supposed to come up with some stupid skit or song or smth. I wasnt listening, as usual... my grps presentation was shit, Im not complaining..^^
dinner was fun, we cooked it ourselves, was supposed to come up with 10 different dishes. it started raining halfway, so we went to cook in the MPH(multi-purpose-house, diunz). haha our prized dish was cooked rice with curry powder wrapped in raw cabbage, LOL!!!! the food was nice, really, personally, i find the magee mee really appetizing ^^.
so aft doing the skit and stuff, we cleaned up la, showered, then went to sleep in our tents. there were 6 of us in our tent. Eunice, Huimin, Cheryl, Amy and her fren, plus me. we didnt talk much and went to sleep. The sleeping part is the funnest part of the camp, i think ^^. It was nice, sleeping with rain drumming above our heads, relaxing ^^. We got to sleep another 30 min coz it was raining heavily in the morning, wopee.
the next day, thursday, a good day, coz we are leaving!!!
we had to unpitch our tents aft breakfast. speaking of unpitching, theres someone i muz muz bring up. it is tt amy's fren, dono whats her name, she's super irritating! i took out the pins, ask her to wash, and she washed for so damn long, slowly take her time, when we were working to our death trying to wipe the bloody sheet clean. when she came back right, she didnt pick up the cloth and help out kno, she juz stood there holding the broom and talk cock. she thinks she's so pro, order ppl arnd, when she herself sit thr and talk, i really felt like kicking her face. i showed her that i was irritated and ask her to stop talking and get to work.
finally, we cleaned up everything, was so tired that i thot i will die. then we got to kno that only our sheet was clean and passed expectations, all the other 6 failed and had to be recleaned. dam...
so once again, we got down on all fours and start wiping like wiping was our lifetime achievement. that stupid ger was there again slacking when the others were working like dogs. ok, skip the cleaning.
at last, we finished, it was a great sense of satisfaction, coz our group managed to clean 3 goddam sheets ^^. i refuse to talk abt wad tt shit ger did.
then blah blah, more talking and stupid stuff, and area cleaning (diunz) we were leaving!!!!
finally...
that was the camping story, not very interesting..
the next day, i went to dentist, got my other 2 extractions, this time no so fun, coz it came out too fast... >< now i have 4 metal ring-like things on my 4 back teeth, wasnt tt bad, at least i can still chew with these things on.
yesterday, we sent me mom off to the airport, i can see that mom was very happy, she wore all red, woo, hot, lol. finally, aft so many years, mom was going back to China, Chengdu, of course she's happy. She's leaving for a week or two. and during this period, i hav the whole house to myself, muarharhahrar, weeeeeee. my dad only comes home in the aftnn, muarharharhhar, even better ^^. it feels good to be in charge, ^^.
change of plans, gonna watch HP4 with Shimin and Joanne, coz my Dad no time to watch with me, ><.
yup tts abt all, ^^...
i was frustrated with OekakiCentral yesterday, I couldnt submit the little devil that i drew due to some technical problems, and tt picture wasnt saved. T.T.... i m on drawing frenzy lately, cant help it, its a way of de-pressuring, i suppose. betta than nothing, altho i often end up frustrated...:P...
heez.
Friday, November 11, 2005
extracted my teeth ^^
i went to get my two outgrowth extracted yesterday.
i used to be scared of extracting me tooth, supprisingly it was pretty fun ^^.
the fun part was when the doc injected tt "numb" drug, i forgot wat its called, anaethetic?? :P.
haha then half of my face went numb and my gums feel swollen, i lost control of my left nostril...muahaha, it was hilarious!!!
she starts to mess with my two outgrowths, using something tt looked like screwdriver...lol, i kind of felt the flesh separate from the tooth, a quick sense of pleasure, how perverted....
ya, the extraction went well, and i didnt bleed alot, the wound healed pretty fast. Places near my head heals faster than places far from my head...lol.. the wound doesn hurt anymore, it is the blue rubberbands tt POON stuffs into my teeth tt is irritating. It feels like u have left overs stuck in between ur teeth, big chunks. every bite will induce a moment of pain and pressure on my gums. pain ~~
other than that, i have no complains for getting my teeth extracted, now i can at least smile normally, no more ugly protrusions and well i look better on photos now. happiness ^^
i used to be scared of extracting me tooth, supprisingly it was pretty fun ^^.
the fun part was when the doc injected tt "numb" drug, i forgot wat its called, anaethetic?? :P.
haha then half of my face went numb and my gums feel swollen, i lost control of my left nostril...muahaha, it was hilarious!!!
she starts to mess with my two outgrowths, using something tt looked like screwdriver...lol, i kind of felt the flesh separate from the tooth, a quick sense of pleasure, how perverted....
ya, the extraction went well, and i didnt bleed alot, the wound healed pretty fast. Places near my head heals faster than places far from my head...lol.. the wound doesn hurt anymore, it is the blue rubberbands tt POON stuffs into my teeth tt is irritating. It feels like u have left overs stuck in between ur teeth, big chunks. every bite will induce a moment of pain and pressure on my gums. pain ~~
other than that, i have no complains for getting my teeth extracted, now i can at least smile normally, no more ugly protrusions and well i look better on photos now. happiness ^^
Saturday, November 05, 2005
aaa irritated, my dad nag me again, cannot play game le, even msn solitaire also don let me play, iz this how to treat a ill person?! i may die of depression or lack of fun and games....
o crap, maybe i shall go sleep.
blog again tmr.
see tt i changed my blogskin?
haha, me so proud
coz i made it!!! partly. but still i m very proud muahahahar ^^
today, there was a manga workshop by INOUE at Jurong East Library. haha. they called it a crashcourse, nah, e philix, or wadever his name was, taut only the very basics, and they still had e cheek to ask us by how much did tt course improve our knowledge on e subject on the survey. crap.
but then i met this Liz ger, her drawings are superb! i feel so inferior, T.T...
I aspire to draw better than her! and tadaa, i have a new motivation, vroom vroom...
really, i need to put in more hardwork, i really have to, i havnt been drawing lately, and it gets rusty without practice....
i need inspiration!!!! i don wan my pieces to come out all with the same ppl doing the same things, wearing the same expresiion!
I want my drawings to be able to convey somthing!
something meaningful, not just a pretty ger posing.
But something much deeper, with a message.
ya, tt wld be nice ^^.
ok. tt's abt all.
ha and i saw tt short guy again, hahaha
o crap, maybe i shall go sleep.
blog again tmr.
see tt i changed my blogskin?
haha, me so proud
coz i made it!!! partly. but still i m very proud muahahahar ^^
today, there was a manga workshop by INOUE at Jurong East Library. haha. they called it a crashcourse, nah, e philix, or wadever his name was, taut only the very basics, and they still had e cheek to ask us by how much did tt course improve our knowledge on e subject on the survey. crap.
but then i met this Liz ger, her drawings are superb! i feel so inferior, T.T...
I aspire to draw better than her! and tadaa, i have a new motivation, vroom vroom...
really, i need to put in more hardwork, i really have to, i havnt been drawing lately, and it gets rusty without practice....
i need inspiration!!!! i don wan my pieces to come out all with the same ppl doing the same things, wearing the same expresiion!
I want my drawings to be able to convey somthing!
something meaningful, not just a pretty ger posing.
But something much deeper, with a message.
ya, tt wld be nice ^^.
ok. tt's abt all.
ha and i saw tt short guy again, hahaha
Thursday, November 03, 2005
baaa
its not her fault that she didnt know!
It's not her fault that at her hometown,
Mary did not have a lamb, maybe mary had a dog or a cat.
Really, its not her fault...
doops...havnt touched GB for days...my heart yearns for it. Perhaps i might get to play a teeny little bit tmr...prayzzzzzzz
fergot to mention yesterday. tuesday i went out wif shimin, haha, i finally saw her wear skirt... ^^ (i sound weird...) ya, we went to Genki Sushi to ask abt part times, and ya it's probably another gone case. Lala~~ but the impt part was when we were at Kino, there were many JaP guys, woohooo!! excitment ^^ lol...
haha there were 2 grps of them, maybe they went there as one grp but split up eventually. haha geeks and hunks, woot! for some reason, i just cant resist jap guys, ill fall head over heels for them, heex... shimin wished me luck in getting a jap bf nxt time, and i wished her luck in getting a korean one.
we wondered how come singapore guys does not have the luring characteristics of jap guys although they try means and ways to look like them, but in the end turn out a flop. whew~~~
i got a flu, and e right nostril wont stop running, irritatin, really.
haha i did a stunt with me boogie just now, i made a bubble, lol, wot a feat! the bubble was reeally big u kno, 0.0
and i was seen by me dad when i accidentally flicked my tissue out of da window...lmao, well, he told me to go pick it up.
i've been very hardworking these two days, and i hope i can keep it up. Nxt yr is dreadful, and I need to be prepared, for unseen circumstances may occur.
come to think of it, this yr passed so fast, that i couldnt blive how fast it past.... i can still rmb at e start of e yr, i was thinking tt O's were still hell far away. but now, seems like they were right at me dorrstep. prrrr, shivers...
hmm, someone muz b glad tt i updated, huh. ^^
It's not her fault that at her hometown,
Mary did not have a lamb, maybe mary had a dog or a cat.
Really, its not her fault...
doops...havnt touched GB for days...my heart yearns for it. Perhaps i might get to play a teeny little bit tmr...prayzzzzzzz
fergot to mention yesterday. tuesday i went out wif shimin, haha, i finally saw her wear skirt... ^^ (i sound weird...) ya, we went to Genki Sushi to ask abt part times, and ya it's probably another gone case. Lala~~ but the impt part was when we were at Kino, there were many JaP guys, woohooo!! excitment ^^ lol...
haha there were 2 grps of them, maybe they went there as one grp but split up eventually. haha geeks and hunks, woot! for some reason, i just cant resist jap guys, ill fall head over heels for them, heex... shimin wished me luck in getting a jap bf nxt time, and i wished her luck in getting a korean one.
we wondered how come singapore guys does not have the luring characteristics of jap guys although they try means and ways to look like them, but in the end turn out a flop. whew~~~
i got a flu, and e right nostril wont stop running, irritatin, really.
haha i did a stunt with me boogie just now, i made a bubble, lol, wot a feat! the bubble was reeally big u kno, 0.0
and i was seen by me dad when i accidentally flicked my tissue out of da window...lmao, well, he told me to go pick it up.
i've been very hardworking these two days, and i hope i can keep it up. Nxt yr is dreadful, and I need to be prepared, for unseen circumstances may occur.
come to think of it, this yr passed so fast, that i couldnt blive how fast it past.... i can still rmb at e start of e yr, i was thinking tt O's were still hell far away. but now, seems like they were right at me dorrstep. prrrr, shivers...
hmm, someone muz b glad tt i updated, huh. ^^
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
fine! i shall update. :D heex...nothing much to say anyway.
i got inspired and decided to change the "PONG SHUI" of my study, harhar.
I singlehandledly shifted de table and singlehandledly dismembered my com and joined them back, woot! wot a sense of satisfaction ^^.
yesterday, e uncle from next door suddenly started talking to me, freaky, :P. He's a nice person, I think, but i juz cant figure out y he started to talk to me all of a sudden...
i m looking all over for the midi for GLAYxEXILE - SCREAM, i juz watched the mtv a few days ago, and i was shocked. it was SUPER COOOOOL!!!!!! I had always knu that EXILE was great at dancing, and the mtv totally enhances my thot. IT WAS COOL BEYOND EXPLANATION!!!! i wish i can put it up here, but i dono how.... sobx...
my dad's picking on me every now and then, i m getting used to it alr...haha, my mom was right, what does it matter? He's my dad and he likes to pick on me, so let him pick all he want then, i shall be wise to keep my mouth shut and listen to de weird little things he comes up to irritate me, hmmm, quite interesting sometimes. ^^
did i mention that my year end results suck?
it sucked....like hell! i was so ashamed to bring that piece of dog poo paper home to let my dad sign, boohoooooooo. sigh...that is y i need to change e PONG SHUI...
I like tt MTV commercial abt the PONG SHUI, its so funny!!! MUARHARHARHAR! I wonder whether i can download it somewhere, hmmm ...
i got inspired and decided to change the "PONG SHUI" of my study, harhar.
I singlehandledly shifted de table and singlehandledly dismembered my com and joined them back, woot! wot a sense of satisfaction ^^.
yesterday, e uncle from next door suddenly started talking to me, freaky, :P. He's a nice person, I think, but i juz cant figure out y he started to talk to me all of a sudden...
i m looking all over for the midi for GLAYxEXILE - SCREAM, i juz watched the mtv a few days ago, and i was shocked. it was SUPER COOOOOL!!!!!! I had always knu that EXILE was great at dancing, and the mtv totally enhances my thot. IT WAS COOL BEYOND EXPLANATION!!!! i wish i can put it up here, but i dono how.... sobx...
my dad's picking on me every now and then, i m getting used to it alr...haha, my mom was right, what does it matter? He's my dad and he likes to pick on me, so let him pick all he want then, i shall be wise to keep my mouth shut and listen to de weird little things he comes up to irritate me, hmmm, quite interesting sometimes. ^^
did i mention that my year end results suck?
it sucked....like hell! i was so ashamed to bring that piece of dog poo paper home to let my dad sign, boohoooooooo. sigh...that is y i need to change e PONG SHUI...
I like tt MTV commercial abt the PONG SHUI, its so funny!!! MUARHARHARHAR! I wonder whether i can download it somewhere, hmmm ...
Saturday, September 24, 2005
i had been a very obedient and initiative girl today, and i award myself for that, coz end of yr is arnd the corner, and I must get good grades this time, at least my L1R5 less than 10, so i studied with fervour and enthusiasm for the whole aftnn, the prime of my life was spent studying, isnt that sweet ^^
Dad went out wit Mom to help me get a mouse, coz the previous went crazy, and I had been sticking to my Graphier, and was afraid that it might spoil under my care, so they went to buy a new one, i was spposed to tag along but I had to study so i stayed behind.
When my Dad came back, I knew it would happen that way, he bought a laptop mouse for me and it was useless...so out of pure frustration, i went out on my own and bot a normal-for-God's-sake mouse, and a USB plug or smth, it was pink, and it was cute, it cost 40 bucks and I bought it, total I spent 70 bucks today...
and now my new mouse is juz lying on the table, alittle bit to my east, emitting mesmerizing blue light, just cant take my hands of it, and once again, I proclaim that I have unique and good taste, weeeeeee!
A few days ago, my ReGet Deluxe went expired, I dono y, its not supposed to be since I had registered it with Keygen, but it juz went expired....sad...,it's the best download manager I've used and now I cant use it anymore, booohoooo T_T...
Now I'm downloadin DAP, and it's freaking slow, coz there's little seed, and its only a mere 3mb, infuriating....uuuurgh...
hmmm, I had planned to download Windows XP Professional but was unsuccessful coz it's kind of old and nbd's seeding it....wewewewewew
Bitcomet has been updated to version 0.60, not much difference except now that it has a Preview feature, amazing (my foot)...
Next thurs is the start of the dreaded days, and I dare say I'm not prepared for it, why? BECAUSE THE FREAKING GEOGRAPHY IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate geog, i hate geog....i hate it..........
Dad went out wit Mom to help me get a mouse, coz the previous went crazy, and I had been sticking to my Graphier, and was afraid that it might spoil under my care, so they went to buy a new one, i was spposed to tag along but I had to study so i stayed behind.
When my Dad came back, I knew it would happen that way, he bought a laptop mouse for me and it was useless...so out of pure frustration, i went out on my own and bot a normal-for-God's-sake mouse, and a USB plug or smth, it was pink, and it was cute, it cost 40 bucks and I bought it, total I spent 70 bucks today...
and now my new mouse is juz lying on the table, alittle bit to my east, emitting mesmerizing blue light, just cant take my hands of it, and once again, I proclaim that I have unique and good taste, weeeeeee!
A few days ago, my ReGet Deluxe went expired, I dono y, its not supposed to be since I had registered it with Keygen, but it juz went expired....sad...,it's the best download manager I've used and now I cant use it anymore, booohoooo T_T...
Now I'm downloadin DAP, and it's freaking slow, coz there's little seed, and its only a mere 3mb, infuriating....uuuurgh...
hmmm, I had planned to download Windows XP Professional but was unsuccessful coz it's kind of old and nbd's seeding it....wewewewewew
Bitcomet has been updated to version 0.60, not much difference except now that it has a Preview feature, amazing (my foot)...
Next thurs is the start of the dreaded days, and I dare say I'm not prepared for it, why? BECAUSE THE FREAKING GEOGRAPHY IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate geog, i hate geog....i hate it..........
Thursday, September 15, 2005
i need a shrink...
I m telling you, I'm gonna go crazy one of these days...
I've pouring over geography for 2 days, and I realized I can't take it animore, geog disgusts me, it makes my life super difficult, as if I'd need them when i grow up...
what am I gonna do during my weekend?
do i have to say?
coz it freaks me out...
well i juz have to revise everything i need to revise..
Im having my dinner now, 1130pm...taste like shit...
and Im looking out fer a super fuking mosquito under my table, if it bites me again, it's gonna get it, try doing me when i m like this, it wont hav a tiny bit of him left, for sure.
I've pouring over geography for 2 days, and I realized I can't take it animore, geog disgusts me, it makes my life super difficult, as if I'd need them when i grow up...
what am I gonna do during my weekend?
do i have to say?
coz it freaks me out...
well i juz have to revise everything i need to revise..
Im having my dinner now, 1130pm...taste like shit...
and Im looking out fer a super fuking mosquito under my table, if it bites me again, it's gonna get it, try doing me when i m like this, it wont hav a tiny bit of him left, for sure.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
MOm's Birthday today, ^^
Wish u a happy birthday, and happy everyday ^^, Love ya Lots ^^
due to something, mom doesnt wanna celebrate her birthday anymore, its been like that for 2 years already. I really dont wish to see my Mom being sad and gloomy, I like her when she overpowers my Dad, I like her when she orders people arnd (not me preferably), she gives me a sense of power when she does tt, and I really want to tell her tt i hope she can do it more often...am i weird or wad?
anyway, last night I couldnt sleep so i got up and arnd 12 and played Gb til 2 and then watched Full Metal Alchemist episode 35. It was gruesome, the people in tt village getting Fossil Disease and the way they die is very disgusting, stone-fied...Full metal is a very realistic anime if you ask me, very distinguished and very true, i always cry watching Full metal..sighs..
and aft last night, i conclude tt i play Gb better at night, becoz I kept winning that's why. I even managed HIgh Angles using turtle...blooodi, I was amazed ^^. I shall try tml night, coz tonight really need some sleep, else I wont be able to wake up tml morning.
Wish u a happy birthday, and happy everyday ^^, Love ya Lots ^^
due to something, mom doesnt wanna celebrate her birthday anymore, its been like that for 2 years already. I really dont wish to see my Mom being sad and gloomy, I like her when she overpowers my Dad, I like her when she orders people arnd (not me preferably), she gives me a sense of power when she does tt, and I really want to tell her tt i hope she can do it more often...am i weird or wad?
anyway, last night I couldnt sleep so i got up and arnd 12 and played Gb til 2 and then watched Full Metal Alchemist episode 35. It was gruesome, the people in tt village getting Fossil Disease and the way they die is very disgusting, stone-fied...Full metal is a very realistic anime if you ask me, very distinguished and very true, i always cry watching Full metal..sighs..
and aft last night, i conclude tt i play Gb better at night, becoz I kept winning that's why. I even managed HIgh Angles using turtle...blooodi, I was amazed ^^. I shall try tml night, coz tonight really need some sleep, else I wont be able to wake up tml morning.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
today arh, another boring day~~~
i purposely got my hair cut yesterday for today's photo taking, in the end i forgot to apply wax la, and it went like this way --->, and tt way <----. totally ugly, ha, this year's photo cannot block shimin's face liao, darnz....
before the photo taking, mr lim came to talk to me, ask me why these days my face so black, and i told him coz school is very boring, then he started telling me stuff tt i heard from my parents, o well, i guess everybd says da same thing anyway..
i dono why, its not i nv tried to perk up in school, but it's juz so damn gloomy tt it affects my mood lo, then i also got nothing to talk to my frens ma, no common stuff to talk, dono wad rongji or smth, haiz, can't say its lame la, onli i dono how to appreciate lo.
i rmb, last time, someone asked me what are frenz for...and that and then i replied a stupid answer, and tt person probably thinks i m a shallow person.
wad are frenz for?
i wonder whether i do have any true frenz at all...
why do i compel myself to do things i don like?
whats freaking wrong with me?
o fook, i don giv a damn, juz get this 2 yrs over n done with la, damn frustrating sometimes.
I need to adjuz myself, whether my attitude or my character or anithin liddat...
should hav more confidence in myself la, then i'd dare to go talk to daryl, darnz...
then should also believe in myself more, not everything other ppl say is correct one...
and i should like myself more also, coz if everybody hates me, then who's left to love me?
i wonder....
anyway, heck la, shud concentrate studying and don freaking give a damn abt other ppl, coz they don affect me, they cant and they wont....
I m a loner, but i am not alone, i need to find someone who understands me, and knows me....not juz some half hearted ppl trying to be nice.......
i purposely got my hair cut yesterday for today's photo taking, in the end i forgot to apply wax la, and it went like this way --->, and tt way <----. totally ugly, ha, this year's photo cannot block shimin's face liao, darnz....
before the photo taking, mr lim came to talk to me, ask me why these days my face so black, and i told him coz school is very boring, then he started telling me stuff tt i heard from my parents, o well, i guess everybd says da same thing anyway..
i dono why, its not i nv tried to perk up in school, but it's juz so damn gloomy tt it affects my mood lo, then i also got nothing to talk to my frens ma, no common stuff to talk, dono wad rongji or smth, haiz, can't say its lame la, onli i dono how to appreciate lo.
i rmb, last time, someone asked me what are frenz for...and that and then i replied a stupid answer, and tt person probably thinks i m a shallow person.
wad are frenz for?
i wonder whether i do have any true frenz at all...
why do i compel myself to do things i don like?
whats freaking wrong with me?
o fook, i don giv a damn, juz get this 2 yrs over n done with la, damn frustrating sometimes.
I need to adjuz myself, whether my attitude or my character or anithin liddat...
should hav more confidence in myself la, then i'd dare to go talk to daryl, darnz...
then should also believe in myself more, not everything other ppl say is correct one...
and i should like myself more also, coz if everybody hates me, then who's left to love me?
i wonder....
anyway, heck la, shud concentrate studying and don freaking give a damn abt other ppl, coz they don affect me, they cant and they wont....
I m a loner, but i am not alone, i need to find someone who understands me, and knows me....not juz some half hearted ppl trying to be nice.......
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Oh My Goodness!
I'm gonna be a freaking lesbian??!!
Coz last night i dreamt that I was getting married with a WOMAN!!!!
oh god, pls don let mi be a lesbian T_T, and then i dreamt tt my dad was wearing striking pink pants and running arnd the place, i guess it was a church...i guess
lol my super weird dream, my "wife" was a Japanese I think....
PPl say wad happens in dreams are opposite in reality... which means I'm not a lesbian, and my "husband"'s gonna be a jap...
lol..crap
Never knew that I was an emotional person, I cried ALOT of times this week.
I cry when I watch Full Metal Alchemist.
I cry when I read "CRYING OUT LOVE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WORLD"
I cry when I watch "Mr Tok's VCD"
I cry when I watch "DA CHANG JIN"
....
cry so much, so not like mi. Got problems liao...tsk tsk
I'm gonna be a freaking lesbian??!!
Coz last night i dreamt that I was getting married with a WOMAN!!!!
oh god, pls don let mi be a lesbian T_T, and then i dreamt tt my dad was wearing striking pink pants and running arnd the place, i guess it was a church...i guess
lol my super weird dream, my "wife" was a Japanese I think....
PPl say wad happens in dreams are opposite in reality... which means I'm not a lesbian, and my "husband"'s gonna be a jap...
lol..crap
Never knew that I was an emotional person, I cried ALOT of times this week.
I cry when I watch Full Metal Alchemist.
I cry when I read "CRYING OUT LOVE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WORLD"
I cry when I watch "Mr Tok's VCD"
I cry when I watch "DA CHANG JIN"
....
cry so much, so not like mi. Got problems liao...tsk tsk
Thursday, September 01, 2005
A VErY MeAnINgFul Day
wops...
ok, went for dental today, did the model of my teeth and x-ray and scaling, was a horrible day, well actually not that bad, all the pains and going-to-pukes aside, it was quite ok.
ya, april was right, the x-ray thing they stuff into ur mouth really makes you wanna puke, i wonder how i did managed to refrain from vomiting.
Reached Outram at 7.30am, was 45 min early, so we went to the food court to eat breakfast. Went for appment at 8.15 and they started messing with my mouth...
first they told me to swallow all my saliva, then dr POON stuffed this black metal scoopy thing into my mouth, took it out, filled the scoop with green plasticine stuff, was THIS much u kno, and stuffed back into my mouth. That's supposed to be molding the shape of my teeth, so POON pressed the scoop down onto my lower teeth, with so much force that i thought my jaw's gonna drop, she took it out juz b4 i was about to puke. then she did the same to my upper jaw...aft tt i was made to bite down hard onto some pink plastic mold or smth. O, then she took pictures of my teeth and dadada, i was told to take x-ray at lvl 4...
The x-ray was stupid, had to stand in some stupid postition and grabbing some stupid handle and bitting some stupid thing....took me half an hr.
At 9 smth, i went down to lvl 4, for scaling. tt's when the pain began...
it was painful even to juz recall...
aiya continue tml...now i go sleep liao
ok, went for dental today, did the model of my teeth and x-ray and scaling, was a horrible day, well actually not that bad, all the pains and going-to-pukes aside, it was quite ok.
ya, april was right, the x-ray thing they stuff into ur mouth really makes you wanna puke, i wonder how i did managed to refrain from vomiting.
Reached Outram at 7.30am, was 45 min early, so we went to the food court to eat breakfast. Went for appment at 8.15 and they started messing with my mouth...
first they told me to swallow all my saliva, then dr POON stuffed this black metal scoopy thing into my mouth, took it out, filled the scoop with green plasticine stuff, was THIS much u kno, and stuffed back into my mouth. That's supposed to be molding the shape of my teeth, so POON pressed the scoop down onto my lower teeth, with so much force that i thought my jaw's gonna drop, she took it out juz b4 i was about to puke. then she did the same to my upper jaw...aft tt i was made to bite down hard onto some pink plastic mold or smth. O, then she took pictures of my teeth and dadada, i was told to take x-ray at lvl 4...
The x-ray was stupid, had to stand in some stupid postition and grabbing some stupid handle and bitting some stupid thing....took me half an hr.
At 9 smth, i went down to lvl 4, for scaling. tt's when the pain began...
it was painful even to juz recall...
aiya continue tml...now i go sleep liao
Sunday, August 28, 2005
he~~llo~~
ok, I'm blogging bcoz someone told me to update.
O where shall I start...
Alot has happened last week...
Some really sad things, I shall not mention, coz it's not my right to talk about it.
And I went for dental appment, the Doc POON told me that my brushing is bad, and probably may need to go thru surgery to correct my jaws after the braces. and blahblahblah...
OK, guess what time did I go to sleep last night? Or rather this morning? Ha, 6am, half an hour before my Dad wakes up for work, pro right, haha, I played GB till 4am then went to my room and read comics till 6...not a very healthy lifestyle, but it doesnt hurt if i do it once in a while...
So I woke up 1130 today by the beautiful sound of the horny GaLangGuNi man, washed up and ate my lunch at the dining rm, watching vcd, the one i borrowed from Mr Tok.
Addicting, really, took me a long while to switch.
Left home at 3 to go take passport size photo for my JLPT exam form, got really pissed off by that OBAASAN, coz she kept critisizing my hair and finally in the end said that "you are not very good looking...". I took it personally and I stared at her, and said "I'm SO sorry..." and I left. Not very harsh, I should have made it sharper and so that she ...o well, I'm a magnanimous puuurrson....~~~
ya, so aft tt i went to Kovan to hand in my registration form, I had worried abt whether the school had alrdy closed for the day coz the time was 1530 and today's a sunday...you know~~ but luckily, i kind of ran into the principal, and so managed to hand in the form without a wasted trip.
Ok, maths qn.
$(75 - 27.5 - 27 - 2.5 - 3.9 - 2.7)= $5.40
The above calculation is the finance of today. Amazing rite...
The best part of today is the walking-home-from-the-busstop section. Guess who i saw!?
DARRYL!!! WOOHOO!!!
I was brave today, and I walked inside the basketball court, so to be nearer...teehee, ya and I saw him glancing .... u know, and then....u know....hahahahha, i cant continue....gotten all excited juz to recall....
haha, ya, but he's not alone, so I didn bother to go talk to him...
ok abt all, haha
O where shall I start...
Alot has happened last week...
Some really sad things, I shall not mention, coz it's not my right to talk about it.
And I went for dental appment, the Doc POON told me that my brushing is bad, and probably may need to go thru surgery to correct my jaws after the braces. and blahblahblah...
OK, guess what time did I go to sleep last night? Or rather this morning? Ha, 6am, half an hour before my Dad wakes up for work, pro right, haha, I played GB till 4am then went to my room and read comics till 6...not a very healthy lifestyle, but it doesnt hurt if i do it once in a while...
So I woke up 1130 today by the beautiful sound of the horny GaLangGuNi man, washed up and ate my lunch at the dining rm, watching vcd, the one i borrowed from Mr Tok.
Addicting, really, took me a long while to switch.
Left home at 3 to go take passport size photo for my JLPT exam form, got really pissed off by that OBAASAN, coz she kept critisizing my hair and finally in the end said that "you are not very good looking...". I took it personally and I stared at her, and said "I'm SO sorry..." and I left. Not very harsh, I should have made it sharper and so that she ...o well, I'm a magnanimous puuurrson....~~~
ya, so aft tt i went to Kovan to hand in my registration form, I had worried abt whether the school had alrdy closed for the day coz the time was 1530 and today's a sunday...you know~~ but luckily, i kind of ran into the principal, and so managed to hand in the form without a wasted trip.
Ok, maths qn.
$(75 - 27.5 - 27 - 2.5 - 3.9 - 2.7)= $5.40
The above calculation is the finance of today. Amazing rite...
The best part of today is the walking-home-from-the-busstop section. Guess who i saw!?
DARRYL!!! WOOHOO!!!
I was brave today, and I walked inside the basketball court, so to be nearer...teehee, ya and I saw him glancing .... u know, and then....u know....hahahahha, i cant continue....gotten all excited juz to recall....
haha, ya, but he's not alone, so I didn bother to go talk to him...
ok abt all, haha
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