i had been a very obedient and initiative girl today, and i award myself for that, coz end of yr is arnd the corner, and I must get good grades this time, at least my L1R5 less than 10, so i studied with fervour and enthusiasm for the whole aftnn, the prime of my life was spent studying, isnt that sweet ^^
Dad went out wit Mom to help me get a mouse, coz the previous went crazy, and I had been sticking to my Graphier, and was afraid that it might spoil under my care, so they went to buy a new one, i was spposed to tag along but I had to study so i stayed behind.
When my Dad came back, I knew it would happen that way, he bought a laptop mouse for me and it was useless...so out of pure frustration, i went out on my own and bot a normal-for-God's-sake mouse, and a USB plug or smth, it was pink, and it was cute, it cost 40 bucks and I bought it, total I spent 70 bucks today...
and now my new mouse is juz lying on the table, alittle bit to my east, emitting mesmerizing blue light, just cant take my hands of it, and once again, I proclaim that I have unique and good taste, weeeeeee!
A few days ago, my ReGet Deluxe went expired, I dono y, its not supposed to be since I had registered it with Keygen, but it juz went expired....sad...,it's the best download manager I've used and now I cant use it anymore, booohoooo T_T...
Now I'm downloadin DAP, and it's freaking slow, coz there's little seed, and its only a mere 3mb, infuriating....uuuurgh...
hmmm, I had planned to download Windows XP Professional but was unsuccessful coz it's kind of old and nbd's seeding it....wewewewewew
Bitcomet has been updated to version 0.60, not much difference except now that it has a Preview feature, amazing (my foot)...
Next thurs is the start of the dreaded days, and I dare say I'm not prepared for it, why? BECAUSE THE FREAKING GEOGRAPHY IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate geog, i hate geog....i hate it..........
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Thursday, September 15, 2005
i need a shrink...
I m telling you, I'm gonna go crazy one of these days...
I've pouring over geography for 2 days, and I realized I can't take it animore, geog disgusts me, it makes my life super difficult, as if I'd need them when i grow up...
what am I gonna do during my weekend?
do i have to say?
coz it freaks me out...
well i juz have to revise everything i need to revise..
Im having my dinner now, 1130pm...taste like shit...
and Im looking out fer a super fuking mosquito under my table, if it bites me again, it's gonna get it, try doing me when i m like this, it wont hav a tiny bit of him left, for sure.
I've pouring over geography for 2 days, and I realized I can't take it animore, geog disgusts me, it makes my life super difficult, as if I'd need them when i grow up...
what am I gonna do during my weekend?
do i have to say?
coz it freaks me out...
well i juz have to revise everything i need to revise..
Im having my dinner now, 1130pm...taste like shit...
and Im looking out fer a super fuking mosquito under my table, if it bites me again, it's gonna get it, try doing me when i m like this, it wont hav a tiny bit of him left, for sure.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
MOm's Birthday today, ^^
Wish u a happy birthday, and happy everyday ^^, Love ya Lots ^^
due to something, mom doesnt wanna celebrate her birthday anymore, its been like that for 2 years already. I really dont wish to see my Mom being sad and gloomy, I like her when she overpowers my Dad, I like her when she orders people arnd (not me preferably), she gives me a sense of power when she does tt, and I really want to tell her tt i hope she can do it more often...am i weird or wad?
anyway, last night I couldnt sleep so i got up and arnd 12 and played Gb til 2 and then watched Full Metal Alchemist episode 35. It was gruesome, the people in tt village getting Fossil Disease and the way they die is very disgusting, stone-fied...Full metal is a very realistic anime if you ask me, very distinguished and very true, i always cry watching Full metal..sighs..
and aft last night, i conclude tt i play Gb better at night, becoz I kept winning that's why. I even managed HIgh Angles using turtle...blooodi, I was amazed ^^. I shall try tml night, coz tonight really need some sleep, else I wont be able to wake up tml morning.
Wish u a happy birthday, and happy everyday ^^, Love ya Lots ^^
due to something, mom doesnt wanna celebrate her birthday anymore, its been like that for 2 years already. I really dont wish to see my Mom being sad and gloomy, I like her when she overpowers my Dad, I like her when she orders people arnd (not me preferably), she gives me a sense of power when she does tt, and I really want to tell her tt i hope she can do it more often...am i weird or wad?
anyway, last night I couldnt sleep so i got up and arnd 12 and played Gb til 2 and then watched Full Metal Alchemist episode 35. It was gruesome, the people in tt village getting Fossil Disease and the way they die is very disgusting, stone-fied...Full metal is a very realistic anime if you ask me, very distinguished and very true, i always cry watching Full metal..sighs..
and aft last night, i conclude tt i play Gb better at night, becoz I kept winning that's why. I even managed HIgh Angles using turtle...blooodi, I was amazed ^^. I shall try tml night, coz tonight really need some sleep, else I wont be able to wake up tml morning.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
today arh, another boring day~~~
i purposely got my hair cut yesterday for today's photo taking, in the end i forgot to apply wax la, and it went like this way --->, and tt way <----. totally ugly, ha, this year's photo cannot block shimin's face liao, darnz....
before the photo taking, mr lim came to talk to me, ask me why these days my face so black, and i told him coz school is very boring, then he started telling me stuff tt i heard from my parents, o well, i guess everybd says da same thing anyway..
i dono why, its not i nv tried to perk up in school, but it's juz so damn gloomy tt it affects my mood lo, then i also got nothing to talk to my frens ma, no common stuff to talk, dono wad rongji or smth, haiz, can't say its lame la, onli i dono how to appreciate lo.
i rmb, last time, someone asked me what are frenz for...and that and then i replied a stupid answer, and tt person probably thinks i m a shallow person.
wad are frenz for?
i wonder whether i do have any true frenz at all...
why do i compel myself to do things i don like?
whats freaking wrong with me?
o fook, i don giv a damn, juz get this 2 yrs over n done with la, damn frustrating sometimes.
I need to adjuz myself, whether my attitude or my character or anithin liddat...
should hav more confidence in myself la, then i'd dare to go talk to daryl, darnz...
then should also believe in myself more, not everything other ppl say is correct one...
and i should like myself more also, coz if everybody hates me, then who's left to love me?
i wonder....
anyway, heck la, shud concentrate studying and don freaking give a damn abt other ppl, coz they don affect me, they cant and they wont....
I m a loner, but i am not alone, i need to find someone who understands me, and knows me....not juz some half hearted ppl trying to be nice.......
i purposely got my hair cut yesterday for today's photo taking, in the end i forgot to apply wax la, and it went like this way --->, and tt way <----. totally ugly, ha, this year's photo cannot block shimin's face liao, darnz....
before the photo taking, mr lim came to talk to me, ask me why these days my face so black, and i told him coz school is very boring, then he started telling me stuff tt i heard from my parents, o well, i guess everybd says da same thing anyway..
i dono why, its not i nv tried to perk up in school, but it's juz so damn gloomy tt it affects my mood lo, then i also got nothing to talk to my frens ma, no common stuff to talk, dono wad rongji or smth, haiz, can't say its lame la, onli i dono how to appreciate lo.
i rmb, last time, someone asked me what are frenz for...and that and then i replied a stupid answer, and tt person probably thinks i m a shallow person.
wad are frenz for?
i wonder whether i do have any true frenz at all...
why do i compel myself to do things i don like?
whats freaking wrong with me?
o fook, i don giv a damn, juz get this 2 yrs over n done with la, damn frustrating sometimes.
I need to adjuz myself, whether my attitude or my character or anithin liddat...
should hav more confidence in myself la, then i'd dare to go talk to daryl, darnz...
then should also believe in myself more, not everything other ppl say is correct one...
and i should like myself more also, coz if everybody hates me, then who's left to love me?
i wonder....
anyway, heck la, shud concentrate studying and don freaking give a damn abt other ppl, coz they don affect me, they cant and they wont....
I m a loner, but i am not alone, i need to find someone who understands me, and knows me....not juz some half hearted ppl trying to be nice.......
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Oh My Goodness!
I'm gonna be a freaking lesbian??!!
Coz last night i dreamt that I was getting married with a WOMAN!!!!
oh god, pls don let mi be a lesbian T_T, and then i dreamt tt my dad was wearing striking pink pants and running arnd the place, i guess it was a church...i guess
lol my super weird dream, my "wife" was a Japanese I think....
PPl say wad happens in dreams are opposite in reality... which means I'm not a lesbian, and my "husband"'s gonna be a jap...
lol..crap
Never knew that I was an emotional person, I cried ALOT of times this week.
I cry when I watch Full Metal Alchemist.
I cry when I read "CRYING OUT LOVE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WORLD"
I cry when I watch "Mr Tok's VCD"
I cry when I watch "DA CHANG JIN"
....
cry so much, so not like mi. Got problems liao...tsk tsk
I'm gonna be a freaking lesbian??!!
Coz last night i dreamt that I was getting married with a WOMAN!!!!
oh god, pls don let mi be a lesbian T_T, and then i dreamt tt my dad was wearing striking pink pants and running arnd the place, i guess it was a church...i guess
lol my super weird dream, my "wife" was a Japanese I think....
PPl say wad happens in dreams are opposite in reality... which means I'm not a lesbian, and my "husband"'s gonna be a jap...
lol..crap
Never knew that I was an emotional person, I cried ALOT of times this week.
I cry when I watch Full Metal Alchemist.
I cry when I read "CRYING OUT LOVE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WORLD"
I cry when I watch "Mr Tok's VCD"
I cry when I watch "DA CHANG JIN"
....
cry so much, so not like mi. Got problems liao...tsk tsk
Thursday, September 01, 2005
A VErY MeAnINgFul Day
wops...
ok, went for dental today, did the model of my teeth and x-ray and scaling, was a horrible day, well actually not that bad, all the pains and going-to-pukes aside, it was quite ok.
ya, april was right, the x-ray thing they stuff into ur mouth really makes you wanna puke, i wonder how i did managed to refrain from vomiting.
Reached Outram at 7.30am, was 45 min early, so we went to the food court to eat breakfast. Went for appment at 8.15 and they started messing with my mouth...
first they told me to swallow all my saliva, then dr POON stuffed this black metal scoopy thing into my mouth, took it out, filled the scoop with green plasticine stuff, was THIS much u kno, and stuffed back into my mouth. That's supposed to be molding the shape of my teeth, so POON pressed the scoop down onto my lower teeth, with so much force that i thought my jaw's gonna drop, she took it out juz b4 i was about to puke. then she did the same to my upper jaw...aft tt i was made to bite down hard onto some pink plastic mold or smth. O, then she took pictures of my teeth and dadada, i was told to take x-ray at lvl 4...
The x-ray was stupid, had to stand in some stupid postition and grabbing some stupid handle and bitting some stupid thing....took me half an hr.
At 9 smth, i went down to lvl 4, for scaling. tt's when the pain began...
it was painful even to juz recall...
aiya continue tml...now i go sleep liao
ok, went for dental today, did the model of my teeth and x-ray and scaling, was a horrible day, well actually not that bad, all the pains and going-to-pukes aside, it was quite ok.
ya, april was right, the x-ray thing they stuff into ur mouth really makes you wanna puke, i wonder how i did managed to refrain from vomiting.
Reached Outram at 7.30am, was 45 min early, so we went to the food court to eat breakfast. Went for appment at 8.15 and they started messing with my mouth...
first they told me to swallow all my saliva, then dr POON stuffed this black metal scoopy thing into my mouth, took it out, filled the scoop with green plasticine stuff, was THIS much u kno, and stuffed back into my mouth. That's supposed to be molding the shape of my teeth, so POON pressed the scoop down onto my lower teeth, with so much force that i thought my jaw's gonna drop, she took it out juz b4 i was about to puke. then she did the same to my upper jaw...aft tt i was made to bite down hard onto some pink plastic mold or smth. O, then she took pictures of my teeth and dadada, i was told to take x-ray at lvl 4...
The x-ray was stupid, had to stand in some stupid postition and grabbing some stupid handle and bitting some stupid thing....took me half an hr.
At 9 smth, i went down to lvl 4, for scaling. tt's when the pain began...
it was painful even to juz recall...
aiya continue tml...now i go sleep liao
Sunday, August 28, 2005
he~~llo~~
ok, I'm blogging bcoz someone told me to update.
O where shall I start...
Alot has happened last week...
Some really sad things, I shall not mention, coz it's not my right to talk about it.
And I went for dental appment, the Doc POON told me that my brushing is bad, and probably may need to go thru surgery to correct my jaws after the braces. and blahblahblah...
OK, guess what time did I go to sleep last night? Or rather this morning? Ha, 6am, half an hour before my Dad wakes up for work, pro right, haha, I played GB till 4am then went to my room and read comics till 6...not a very healthy lifestyle, but it doesnt hurt if i do it once in a while...
So I woke up 1130 today by the beautiful sound of the horny GaLangGuNi man, washed up and ate my lunch at the dining rm, watching vcd, the one i borrowed from Mr Tok.
Addicting, really, took me a long while to switch.
Left home at 3 to go take passport size photo for my JLPT exam form, got really pissed off by that OBAASAN, coz she kept critisizing my hair and finally in the end said that "you are not very good looking...". I took it personally and I stared at her, and said "I'm SO sorry..." and I left. Not very harsh, I should have made it sharper and so that she ...o well, I'm a magnanimous puuurrson....~~~
ya, so aft tt i went to Kovan to hand in my registration form, I had worried abt whether the school had alrdy closed for the day coz the time was 1530 and today's a sunday...you know~~ but luckily, i kind of ran into the principal, and so managed to hand in the form without a wasted trip.
Ok, maths qn.
$(75 - 27.5 - 27 - 2.5 - 3.9 - 2.7)= $5.40
The above calculation is the finance of today. Amazing rite...
The best part of today is the walking-home-from-the-busstop section. Guess who i saw!?
DARRYL!!! WOOHOO!!!
I was brave today, and I walked inside the basketball court, so to be nearer...teehee, ya and I saw him glancing .... u know, and then....u know....hahahahha, i cant continue....gotten all excited juz to recall....
haha, ya, but he's not alone, so I didn bother to go talk to him...
ok abt all, haha
O where shall I start...
Alot has happened last week...
Some really sad things, I shall not mention, coz it's not my right to talk about it.
And I went for dental appment, the Doc POON told me that my brushing is bad, and probably may need to go thru surgery to correct my jaws after the braces. and blahblahblah...
OK, guess what time did I go to sleep last night? Or rather this morning? Ha, 6am, half an hour before my Dad wakes up for work, pro right, haha, I played GB till 4am then went to my room and read comics till 6...not a very healthy lifestyle, but it doesnt hurt if i do it once in a while...
So I woke up 1130 today by the beautiful sound of the horny GaLangGuNi man, washed up and ate my lunch at the dining rm, watching vcd, the one i borrowed from Mr Tok.
Addicting, really, took me a long while to switch.
Left home at 3 to go take passport size photo for my JLPT exam form, got really pissed off by that OBAASAN, coz she kept critisizing my hair and finally in the end said that "you are not very good looking...". I took it personally and I stared at her, and said "I'm SO sorry..." and I left. Not very harsh, I should have made it sharper and so that she ...o well, I'm a magnanimous puuurrson....~~~
ya, so aft tt i went to Kovan to hand in my registration form, I had worried abt whether the school had alrdy closed for the day coz the time was 1530 and today's a sunday...you know~~ but luckily, i kind of ran into the principal, and so managed to hand in the form without a wasted trip.
Ok, maths qn.
$(75 - 27.5 - 27 - 2.5 - 3.9 - 2.7)= $5.40
The above calculation is the finance of today. Amazing rite...
The best part of today is the walking-home-from-the-busstop section. Guess who i saw!?
DARRYL!!! WOOHOO!!!
I was brave today, and I walked inside the basketball court, so to be nearer...teehee, ya and I saw him glancing .... u know, and then....u know....hahahahha, i cant continue....gotten all excited juz to recall....
haha, ya, but he's not alone, so I didn bother to go talk to him...
ok abt all, haha
Sunday, August 14, 2005
SORA JIMA
juz watched ONE PIECE EPISODE 152, the part where they set out to Sky Island (Sora Jima), they had to ride on the sea explosion current in order to reach the sky.......i got soooo gan dong!!! i'm like all teary now, sobs, juz too magnificent alr.......one piece is the only anime that can make me cry, haha ^^. SORA JIMA NI IKE!!!!
O shux go to rush fer my lesson liao. SARABA TOMOYO!!~~~
O shux go to rush fer my lesson liao. SARABA TOMOYO!!~~~
Saturday, August 13, 2005
one more thing
o, juz now 4got to mention.
this aftnn, i was doing hw with ShiQi at the tables near the badminton court, then suddenly got this stupid indian man appear behind me then down there blabber blabber. we couldnt understand a shit he was saying coz he's drunk and it was damn smelly, and he was like coming nearer and nearer to me, i thought he was asking us for money, then both of us were like damn scared.
finally i understood what he was talking abt, he mistook shiqi as my mother coz he refered to me as "son" (darn...) then he was like scolding shiqi for teaching me maths is chinese..........lame right? wth, damn smelly somemore, at first i thought he was going to punch me, uuurgh, disgusted...
then i was like "oh ya, oh i see, thank u bye bye..." then he went off....phew, i really thought he was going to punch me.......T_T
when we were "attacked" by that man, there were actually 2 other persons sitting there, they like ran away aft they saw that guy approaching, omfg, so irresponsible, at least can warn us right. some helpful stupid singaporeans la...
hmphf
this aftnn, i was doing hw with ShiQi at the tables near the badminton court, then suddenly got this stupid indian man appear behind me then down there blabber blabber. we couldnt understand a shit he was saying coz he's drunk and it was damn smelly, and he was like coming nearer and nearer to me, i thought he was asking us for money, then both of us were like damn scared.
finally i understood what he was talking abt, he mistook shiqi as my mother coz he refered to me as "son" (darn...) then he was like scolding shiqi for teaching me maths is chinese..........lame right? wth, damn smelly somemore, at first i thought he was going to punch me, uuurgh, disgusted...
then i was like "oh ya, oh i see, thank u bye bye..." then he went off....phew, i really thought he was going to punch me.......T_T
when we were "attacked" by that man, there were actually 2 other persons sitting there, they like ran away aft they saw that guy approaching, omfg, so irresponsible, at least can warn us right. some helpful stupid singaporeans la...
hmphf
walao
freaking hell juz quarrel wif my dad, i was minding my own business then he come and find fault from me, say i nv do homework, like shit man, i do until no more homework to do alr still wan2 do, keep comparing me with my cousin, he can go america uni, so what? keep saying liddat i keep playing canot go uni, keep saying that i cannot go uni, keep saying i canot go uni, when i tell him i can go, he will glare at me and ask whether i can anot, then im left to agree with him that i cannot go uni, then he will threaten to slap me, my fucking hell, then wat u wan me to do? keep doing homework wont get me to uni one lor, wat the hell.... o lvl havn take yet tell me abt uni, my fucking hell!!!!!
hate it lor, walau, he liddat my mother also liddat, they juz wan to see me sitting at the table looking at a book or wadever they are so like jumping in joy, freaking ppl, liddat can uni izzit? then i shall sit at the table and stare my way to uni lor, fuck u man.
stupid shit, now i hate everyone, spoil my god dam mood, do homework liao lor, walao, what else can i do? freakking stupid shit.
hate it lor, walau, he liddat my mother also liddat, they juz wan to see me sitting at the table looking at a book or wadever they are so like jumping in joy, freaking ppl, liddat can uni izzit? then i shall sit at the table and stare my way to uni lor, fuck u man.
stupid shit, now i hate everyone, spoil my god dam mood, do homework liao lor, walao, what else can i do? freakking stupid shit.
Friday, August 12, 2005
trigonometric functions
harhar, was taught trigo by my DAD jus now, was hilarious...
not really funny juz now, but come to think of it now omg, harhar dam funny...
actually if i were to be taught maths by my DAD i m a genius by now, harhar, really my DAD's reeeeeeaaaally pro at maths, can't help but wonder whether i inherited his genes or not...i think i did...hehe
well, trigo isn't so bad, juz have to rmb that secant cosecant and cotagent thingy, takes a little bit of time, but turns out to be no problem for me, ^^ i may not be a maths genius, but i'm not stupid either...I'M SMART YOU KNOW...TEEHEE, my head's getting big...
i love me DADDY ^^ and i kno he loves me too, tho he keeps shouting at me and i keep shouting back, i can't find another better DAD than my DAD, and well, hehe, my DAD ROCKS!!!!
phew, one week gone, tests over, left one more cheng yu test to go, i feel so guilty for not being able to go deeper into Chinese and stuff, chinese lessons all so damn slag, hate it u kno, hate it when april and abel and yuxian they all keep saying chinese sux, like hell lor, if it really sux, then don speak la, haiya, so infuriating... anyway, made up my mind to take LEP when i go to JC. Can take 2 LEPs? Feel like taking both Chi and Jap hehe.......I pray....
hmm...today's download rate was pretty low, but i feel quite accomplished coz i managed to download Shaman King from 15% to 30% in 2 days, impressive eh? hope it finishes soon ^^
sometimes i don like her (not namin in case ppl see n spread) coz i find that she could be quite selfish at times, wad she think abt is, how to say, superficial stuff, she did not even want to explore deeper into the matter and consider things from other ppl's objective, i mean sometimes when she talk abt stuff it's all abt what she thinks, and most of the time what she thinks are pretty incomprehensible by me, not that I totally don't understand but it's that I myself will not think that way, that way which makes things so complicated...anyway this is juz sometimes of her, i can take it u know, harhar, gtg, go throw rubbish liao...
not really funny juz now, but come to think of it now omg, harhar dam funny...
actually if i were to be taught maths by my DAD i m a genius by now, harhar, really my DAD's reeeeeeaaaally pro at maths, can't help but wonder whether i inherited his genes or not...i think i did...hehe
well, trigo isn't so bad, juz have to rmb that secant cosecant and cotagent thingy, takes a little bit of time, but turns out to be no problem for me, ^^ i may not be a maths genius, but i'm not stupid either...I'M SMART YOU KNOW...TEEHEE, my head's getting big...
i love me DADDY ^^ and i kno he loves me too, tho he keeps shouting at me and i keep shouting back, i can't find another better DAD than my DAD, and well, hehe, my DAD ROCKS!!!!
phew, one week gone, tests over, left one more cheng yu test to go, i feel so guilty for not being able to go deeper into Chinese and stuff, chinese lessons all so damn slag, hate it u kno, hate it when april and abel and yuxian they all keep saying chinese sux, like hell lor, if it really sux, then don speak la, haiya, so infuriating... anyway, made up my mind to take LEP when i go to JC. Can take 2 LEPs? Feel like taking both Chi and Jap hehe.......I pray....
hmm...today's download rate was pretty low, but i feel quite accomplished coz i managed to download Shaman King from 15% to 30% in 2 days, impressive eh? hope it finishes soon ^^
sometimes i don like her (not namin in case ppl see n spread) coz i find that she could be quite selfish at times, wad she think abt is, how to say, superficial stuff, she did not even want to explore deeper into the matter and consider things from other ppl's objective, i mean sometimes when she talk abt stuff it's all abt what she thinks, and most of the time what she thinks are pretty incomprehensible by me, not that I totally don't understand but it's that I myself will not think that way, that way which makes things so complicated...anyway this is juz sometimes of her, i can take it u know, harhar, gtg, go throw rubbish liao...
Thursday, August 11, 2005
omg...
Jian Gui le!!!
I was playing gunbound juz now ma, then use random bot, guess wad, i kena 6 time knight u know!!! 6FREAKING TIMES!!! Freaky lor then also alot ppl got dragon today, the dragon's ss damn coooooool, dono how to describe la, dam coool jiu dui le.
T.T so gan dong, sob sob.
Tml, last paper, yippee, so happy then can come home right after school to watch BLEACH and NARUTO!!!!
OMG I LOVE THURSDAYS, Y? COZ GOT NARUTO AND BLEACH MA. LOL HARHAR
K LA, GO SLEEP LE, TODAY NEW BEDSHEETS, HELLO KITTY ONE, LOL, SO CUTEE, JUZ LIKE MOI
MUARHARHHAR
I was playing gunbound juz now ma, then use random bot, guess wad, i kena 6 time knight u know!!! 6FREAKING TIMES!!! Freaky lor then also alot ppl got dragon today, the dragon's ss damn coooooool, dono how to describe la, dam coool jiu dui le.
T.T so gan dong, sob sob.
Tml, last paper, yippee, so happy then can come home right after school to watch BLEACH and NARUTO!!!!
OMG I LOVE THURSDAYS, Y? COZ GOT NARUTO AND BLEACH MA. LOL HARHAR
K LA, GO SLEEP LE, TODAY NEW BEDSHEETS, HELLO KITTY ONE, LOL, SO CUTEE, JUZ LIKE MOI
MUARHARHHAR
Monday, August 08, 2005
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o well since i got nth to do, i shall blog once in awhile.
hmm...today national day celebration, i sang Singapore's National Anthem and said their pledge.......well no harm done, but I shall not be loyal to another country..... o well.........
Then aft long long time of standing in the freakking parade square, or wadever that piece of shit is, then we set out to collect newspaper frm BLK 536.
I dono, i juz went there to knock on doors and collect newspapers, and i most probably didn do anything else.
Then aft that we went to J8 to eat pasta, there goes my 10 bucks, sobs...all for April's wish to eat pasta wif shimin n me......and on our way we met LinXiu and Eunice. Speakin of Eunice, she's my hope, to get the OBS shirts that I was unable to get last time..heehee, lucky lucky.
O and we saw this whole group of Japanese students walking around in J8, I think they are on exchange program with RJC, so goooood, and there's this guy who looked like SHINYA whom I had the chance to tok to but was too wimpy to do so.....I will reflect upon this......
aft which we left and went back home and later went to play badminton with April...
That's abt all that happened today.....
I find that I'm getting more and more compressed.....or smth liddat, can't think of that stupid word.
Well I talk less and less, and I'm like dying most of the time, I used to think that I'm that way coz I didn get enough sleep or I'm hungry...well I may be wrong...I donno, maybe its my problem, that I don mix ard with ppl well.....Mrs Lee said that I need to talk more..........Like I didn't knoe........ haiz, where did the crazy and crappy me go to? Screams........
I need a holiday, a real holiday, to go somewhere far far away and enjoy myself a little, i feel as if I'm wasting my life and my time......how can it be liddat?
O and this aftnn i msg ChenYong, again, he got scolded by his mom, and his mom said that I'm Bu 3 Bu 4 de ger...I feel traumatised.......don dare to msg him anymore.
O freaking hell, I feel much much better aft blogging, maybe I shall revive me blog... ya I really should...
hmmm...seems to me that me and Tyler are not gonna keep in touch anymore.....o well,i dono what to say....very sad izznt it......
o well hope that this yr goes by and nxt yr whizzez past and I m nowhere near the freaking Anderson.....
yes finally i get to sleep for all i want tml, I really need to get some sleep man.
I think i'm slimming down.....that's a good thing, think maybe i need to go out start jogging again.
U know, most of the time I'm alone, and maybe that's why I can't mix arnd with ppl so much, but like hell, I'm not those crazy ppl........ ok, i shall stop......
hmm...today national day celebration, i sang Singapore's National Anthem and said their pledge.......well no harm done, but I shall not be loyal to another country..... o well.........
Then aft long long time of standing in the freakking parade square, or wadever that piece of shit is, then we set out to collect newspaper frm BLK 536.
I dono, i juz went there to knock on doors and collect newspapers, and i most probably didn do anything else.
Then aft that we went to J8 to eat pasta, there goes my 10 bucks, sobs...all for April's wish to eat pasta wif shimin n me......and on our way we met LinXiu and Eunice. Speakin of Eunice, she's my hope, to get the OBS shirts that I was unable to get last time..heehee, lucky lucky.
O and we saw this whole group of Japanese students walking around in J8, I think they are on exchange program with RJC, so goooood, and there's this guy who looked like SHINYA whom I had the chance to tok to but was too wimpy to do so.....I will reflect upon this......
aft which we left and went back home and later went to play badminton with April...
That's abt all that happened today.....
I find that I'm getting more and more compressed.....or smth liddat, can't think of that stupid word.
Well I talk less and less, and I'm like dying most of the time, I used to think that I'm that way coz I didn get enough sleep or I'm hungry...well I may be wrong...I donno, maybe its my problem, that I don mix ard with ppl well.....Mrs Lee said that I need to talk more..........Like I didn't knoe........ haiz, where did the crazy and crappy me go to? Screams........
I need a holiday, a real holiday, to go somewhere far far away and enjoy myself a little, i feel as if I'm wasting my life and my time......how can it be liddat?
O and this aftnn i msg ChenYong, again, he got scolded by his mom, and his mom said that I'm Bu 3 Bu 4 de ger...I feel traumatised.......don dare to msg him anymore.
O freaking hell, I feel much much better aft blogging, maybe I shall revive me blog... ya I really should...
hmmm...seems to me that me and Tyler are not gonna keep in touch anymore.....o well,i dono what to say....very sad izznt it......
o well hope that this yr goes by and nxt yr whizzez past and I m nowhere near the freaking Anderson.....
yes finally i get to sleep for all i want tml, I really need to get some sleep man.
I think i'm slimming down.....that's a good thing, think maybe i need to go out start jogging again.
U know, most of the time I'm alone, and maybe that's why I can't mix arnd with ppl so much, but like hell, I'm not those crazy ppl........ ok, i shall stop......
Saturday, July 02, 2005
hahaha
hmm havn been posting, shux...
well yesterday was fun, its good to have a friend who lives near u, haha, went to play badminton with April aft school, then aft tt went to sit at the basketball court to watch ppl play. Was reeeli funny, we named everybody there, Got DouJiYan, Fire,Sissy,Japan, Monkey,DuZi, Bernard, and last but not least,Whale2!!! haha, its a long story how these names came about. haha, the DouJiYan was dam stupid, but dam funny hahahaha.
Whale2 is the SHUAI-EST guy there playin bball, called him whale2 coz he resembles April's Wilson (Whale1) haha.
well yesterday was fun, its good to have a friend who lives near u, haha, went to play badminton with April aft school, then aft tt went to sit at the basketball court to watch ppl play. Was reeeli funny, we named everybody there, Got DouJiYan, Fire,Sissy,Japan, Monkey,DuZi, Bernard, and last but not least,Whale2!!! haha, its a long story how these names came about. haha, the DouJiYan was dam stupid, but dam funny hahahaha.
Whale2 is the SHUAI-EST guy there playin bball, called him whale2 coz he resembles April's Wilson (Whale1) haha.
Monday, June 27, 2005
destitute
um, my phone got confiscated by me folks on friday, coz my bills came, and as usual it shot everywhere, but friday was a good day...haha. Y? It was badminton with Tyler day, narharhar, guess i made a big fool of myself by playin with him coz his pro...haiz, harhar...v nice day ^^
then saturday was the NTU Ignite Hunt '05 thing, it was reaally fun. We met this really handsome ANgMo guy at that food court at ChinaTown there, haha had loads of fun n laughs discussing how we are gonna go over n say hi......we couldn muster the courage to do that, but when he was about to leave, we managed to say bye, harhar, he was so nice..........^^ omg, we name him Peter, haha,
then becoz it was so fun on saturday we went on the sunday one as well. Very fun as well. its really a very good experience n maybe we'd want to do it nxt yr n nxt nxt yr ........as well.
today is a fuckin boring day, because its school......i dreaded this day but it arrived even sooner.. sobs....
I havn toked to Tyler for quite a few days, hope he still thinks of me, i don wanna lose contact with him..........T.T
ok that's all. Oral exam's starting soon, i hope i can do well, really! o well..not convincing enough...
then saturday was the NTU Ignite Hunt '05 thing, it was reaally fun. We met this really handsome ANgMo guy at that food court at ChinaTown there, haha had loads of fun n laughs discussing how we are gonna go over n say hi......we couldn muster the courage to do that, but when he was about to leave, we managed to say bye, harhar, he was so nice..........^^ omg, we name him Peter, haha,
then becoz it was so fun on saturday we went on the sunday one as well. Very fun as well. its really a very good experience n maybe we'd want to do it nxt yr n nxt nxt yr ........as well.
today is a fuckin boring day, because its school......i dreaded this day but it arrived even sooner.. sobs....
I havn toked to Tyler for quite a few days, hope he still thinks of me, i don wanna lose contact with him..........T.T
ok that's all. Oral exam's starting soon, i hope i can do well, really! o well..not convincing enough...
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
hmm
today went to ai tong school there play vball, very sian to tell the truth and Ive gone thru alot of trouble, most of which are caused by my very own stupidity tho so I've got no one to blame....
O well I was s'posed to meet shimin n april them two at the bus stop opp shimin's place at 12pm, I was watching tv so I left realli late. I reached the 72 bus stop and sat there for like 15 min when finally the bus came, I realized tt my EZLINK was missing. I was frantic so i traced my route back to my home, rammed my house then went out again, haiz, poor me did so many extra things..... then wad, b4 crossing the road to the bus stop, where a bunch of hougang sec boys sat there howling like dogs, and I spotted my dear ezlink lying there, on the floor...
Oh well guess I cant be more grateful, (oops forgot to shower.....) yar, tt's my story.
I dropped my ezlink twice today, and thank god for showerin me with love and care, that I still possess the damned card, thanks to shimin n april for savin me ass....guess i really need to find a better place for the card....
Yar abt the vball, it was ok, play wit small kids, I acted stupid of coz, like i don make a fool of myself playin vball? Tt's not quite possible lol, thats me...
WEll one thing i muz mention, the wu shu did seem really fun, and their wu shu lao shi was cooooool.
And yar Jelyn n MeiYan were there too, I dono, we kind of like drifted away.....haiz...sad neh. But I don really like them keep u knoe tokin abt tjc stuff, its not tt im not interested, but when u overdo it, it seems like they are tryin to show off, not that I don understand y they wanna do tt, but yar, doesn really feel that comfortable if u get wad I mean........
Guess I pissed my Dad off pretty much with my Gunbound indulgence these few days. I was juz starting to understand boomer when I hav ta pull myself out frm these desires (accordin to wad my dad said). O well, guess it can't be helped, I hav to prove him wrong that I can do well when I play, I blive I wil do well if I put my heart to it, really, thats how much confidence I hav, which goes to explain y I did so badly last term, tt's coz I didn really care abt studyin, too much confidence... oh well, guess the lord didn give me a brain fer nth. aaa, frustration, I m turnin nocturnal, if I wanna play gb, I hav ta wait til my dad goes to sleep, diu.........
oh well gtg, sleep awhile, come back l8r to battle......
so gay my entry, blah blah...
O well I was s'posed to meet shimin n april them two at the bus stop opp shimin's place at 12pm, I was watching tv so I left realli late. I reached the 72 bus stop and sat there for like 15 min when finally the bus came, I realized tt my EZLINK was missing. I was frantic so i traced my route back to my home, rammed my house then went out again, haiz, poor me did so many extra things..... then wad, b4 crossing the road to the bus stop, where a bunch of hougang sec boys sat there howling like dogs, and I spotted my dear ezlink lying there, on the floor...
Oh well guess I cant be more grateful, (oops forgot to shower.....) yar, tt's my story.
I dropped my ezlink twice today, and thank god for showerin me with love and care, that I still possess the damned card, thanks to shimin n april for savin me ass....guess i really need to find a better place for the card....
Yar abt the vball, it was ok, play wit small kids, I acted stupid of coz, like i don make a fool of myself playin vball? Tt's not quite possible lol, thats me...
WEll one thing i muz mention, the wu shu did seem really fun, and their wu shu lao shi was cooooool.
And yar Jelyn n MeiYan were there too, I dono, we kind of like drifted away.....haiz...sad neh. But I don really like them keep u knoe tokin abt tjc stuff, its not tt im not interested, but when u overdo it, it seems like they are tryin to show off, not that I don understand y they wanna do tt, but yar, doesn really feel that comfortable if u get wad I mean........
Guess I pissed my Dad off pretty much with my Gunbound indulgence these few days. I was juz starting to understand boomer when I hav ta pull myself out frm these desires (accordin to wad my dad said). O well, guess it can't be helped, I hav to prove him wrong that I can do well when I play, I blive I wil do well if I put my heart to it, really, thats how much confidence I hav, which goes to explain y I did so badly last term, tt's coz I didn really care abt studyin, too much confidence... oh well, guess the lord didn give me a brain fer nth. aaa, frustration, I m turnin nocturnal, if I wanna play gb, I hav ta wait til my dad goes to sleep, diu.........
oh well gtg, sleep awhile, come back l8r to battle......
so gay my entry, blah blah...
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
中島美佳 レジェンド
Legend レジェンド
Mika Nakashima.中島美佳
awai orenji no kami yuraide 淡いオレンジの髪揺らいで
tooku kimi ga mieta kigashite 遠く君が見えた気がした
atari miwasu keredo shitteru 当たり見和すけれど知ってる
koko ni iru hazu mo nai koto wa ここにいるはずもないことは
mune wo kiri hiraite omoide wo nagame 胸を切り開いて思い出を眺め
zutto wasurezu ikite yuku hou ga ii no? ずっと忘れず生きて ゆくほうがいいの
kimi wa yume de oyoideru 君は夢で泳いでる
ningyo ni nareta kara 人魚になれたから
nemuri ni tsuita watashi wo annai shite yo ne 眠りについた私を案内してよね
douka mou ichido ude nobaseba どうかもう一度 腕伸ばせば
todoku basho ni kimi wo modoshite 届く場所に 君を戻して
ame wo kasa de fusaida namida mo 雨を傘でふさいだ 涙も
kata ga nure kokoro made nureta 肩が濡れ 心まで濡れた
ude wo kami kudaite kokoro kara toozake 腕を髪砕いて 心から遠ざけ
kitto wasurezu ikite yuku koto ga ii no. きっと忘れず 生きて事がいいの
kimi wa yume de oyoideru 君は夢で泳いでる
ningyo ni nareta kara 人魚になれたから
osanai koro ni mite ita 押さないころに見ていた
yuuhi de tokashite yo 夕日で溶かしてよ
an na suteki na hi wo あんな 素適な 日を
an na taisetsuna mirai wo あんな 大切未来を
naze kantan ni ubatte shimau no? なぜ簡単に奪ってしまうの
kimi wa yume de oyoideru 君は夢で泳いでる
ningyo ni nareta kara 人魚になれたから
fukaku shizunda 深く沈んだ
omoi wo atsumete hoshi e 思いを集めてほしへ
kimi wa yume de oyoideru 君は夢で泳いでる
ningyo ni nareta kara 人魚になれたから
namida karashite utau yo 涙からしてよ
muku wareru youni 報われるように
muku wareru youni 報われるように
yume de aimashou 夢で会いましょう
Saturday, June 04, 2005
one of the best day of my life; best day
if i don blog now i dono when i will haha
yar as u can see, today is the TYLER movie day la. haha, quite fun, we caught up abit coz havn't toked for a long time, haiz, starting to miss him alr.
he is so clumsy, man i cant blive it, he can be walking and continuousli droppin stuff at the same time, and he lost his wallet, pathetic, haiya, then he got no money to take bus, hahaha, so ke lian, I saved his ass la of coz.
We were supposed to watch Star Wars la, but I was late so we watched Madagascar instead, which was the onli movie available at 2 o'clock, it is a stupid movie, and i totalli regret watching it, see who's the producer then it'd not be so shockin, hmm who is the producer actualli?
Nvm... b4 the movie we went like walk all over the place la, quite stupid, then down there tok abt stupid things, haha, then we watched SHin-Chan and laff like idiots. haha
Aft the movie we went to sit outside the Woodlands MRT and talk talk la.
Actualli we are not that kind of relationship leh, no boy and ger fren la, juz v good frenz haha, like brothers liddat, haha.
Thx alot for ShiMin and April, my dear dear darlings who accompanied me, tk u ppl!!! Luv u!
yar as u can see, today is the TYLER movie day la. haha, quite fun, we caught up abit coz havn't toked for a long time, haiz, starting to miss him alr.
he is so clumsy, man i cant blive it, he can be walking and continuousli droppin stuff at the same time, and he lost his wallet, pathetic, haiya, then he got no money to take bus, hahaha, so ke lian, I saved his ass la of coz.
We were supposed to watch Star Wars la, but I was late so we watched Madagascar instead, which was the onli movie available at 2 o'clock, it is a stupid movie, and i totalli regret watching it, see who's the producer then it'd not be so shockin, hmm who is the producer actualli?
Nvm... b4 the movie we went like walk all over the place la, quite stupid, then down there tok abt stupid things, haha, then we watched SHin-Chan and laff like idiots. haha
Aft the movie we went to sit outside the Woodlands MRT and talk talk la.
Actualli we are not that kind of relationship leh, no boy and ger fren la, juz v good frenz haha, like brothers liddat, haha.
Thx alot for ShiMin and April, my dear dear darlings who accompanied me, tk u ppl!!! Luv u!
Sunday, May 29, 2005
hmm...let's see...
woohoo holiday post sheesh, time reeeeli flies, haha.
Last friday we had our Sports Carnival, way cool, altho our class didnt realli win anithing, (bleahx) but we sure had a good time, And Yuu was so deliberate, he kept walking ard infront of me, harharhar :)
Then Ethel and Jelyn came also, I humped them, muaharharhar, miss them sooooo much, got carried away. They are reeeeli bad ppl, keep saying TJC rox, haiz, purposely make me feel miserable, but, i have to look open abit, this is how ppl are like, have to bear with things like this.
Then yesteray, Saturday, mornin we went for our IPW thingie, went to MINDS (Home for the Intelligentli disabled of Singapore; smth liddat), well, we had our fun, the ppl there are nice, and this one thing I like abt them is that they are real, not like those hypocrites out there. haha, we did musical chair, limbo, and captain's ball and stuff, reeeeli fun.
Aft that I went to bedok, TJC open house, yar, it was nice, harhar, alot of good lookin ppl, harhar, saw Jelyn Ethel MeiYan Kumaran n KaiJie, and their dear Mr Hasim, haha, they were a funny bunch. AAAh, envious envious envious......
haha, my bad, didnt gib my best tt time, but who cares, wads done is done, anyway i hav my own clique now, and Im happy wit wad i hav. haha, and I have TYLER!!! MAHARHARHAR. :)
then aft that went to bedok mrt to wait fer my fwen to pass me e long waited package frm me gramp. then went back with Ethel..yar, tiring day.
Nxt Saturday is MOVIE WITH TYLER DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YIPEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
hmmm, wad else?
today aft my jap class, went shopping wit ShiQi, she wanted to buy stuff for her Sec3 camp. I forgib her as this is her first time goin camp, coz in my opinion, u r supposed to bring all the lousy stuff for camps and stuff, and hers are all brand nu. It doesnt make sense....... haha, and she did one reeeeli funni thing when we were on our way home. hahahahahahah, think of it make me laff............
tml, maths extra lesson at 8, yar, tt's all............
I wonder when tt Mac person is gonna call me............................
nite nite ;)
Last friday we had our Sports Carnival, way cool, altho our class didnt realli win anithing, (bleahx) but we sure had a good time, And Yuu was so deliberate, he kept walking ard infront of me, harharhar :)
Then Ethel and Jelyn came also, I humped them, muaharharhar, miss them sooooo much, got carried away. They are reeeeli bad ppl, keep saying TJC rox, haiz, purposely make me feel miserable, but, i have to look open abit, this is how ppl are like, have to bear with things like this.
Then yesteray, Saturday, mornin we went for our IPW thingie, went to MINDS (Home for the Intelligentli disabled of Singapore; smth liddat), well, we had our fun, the ppl there are nice, and this one thing I like abt them is that they are real, not like those hypocrites out there. haha, we did musical chair, limbo, and captain's ball and stuff, reeeeli fun.
Aft that I went to bedok, TJC open house, yar, it was nice, harhar, alot of good lookin ppl, harhar, saw Jelyn Ethel MeiYan Kumaran n KaiJie, and their dear Mr Hasim, haha, they were a funny bunch. AAAh, envious envious envious......
haha, my bad, didnt gib my best tt time, but who cares, wads done is done, anyway i hav my own clique now, and Im happy wit wad i hav. haha, and I have TYLER!!! MAHARHARHAR. :)
then aft that went to bedok mrt to wait fer my fwen to pass me e long waited package frm me gramp. then went back with Ethel..yar, tiring day.
Nxt Saturday is MOVIE WITH TYLER DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YIPEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
hmmm, wad else?
today aft my jap class, went shopping wit ShiQi, she wanted to buy stuff for her Sec3 camp. I forgib her as this is her first time goin camp, coz in my opinion, u r supposed to bring all the lousy stuff for camps and stuff, and hers are all brand nu. It doesnt make sense....... haha, and she did one reeeeli funni thing when we were on our way home. hahahahahahah, think of it make me laff............
tml, maths extra lesson at 8, yar, tt's all............
I wonder when tt Mac person is gonna call me............................
nite nite ;)
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
o long time no blogged, i juz found out who natlehte is, and I m not telling, haha. lamo.......
ha, another boring day, with the same schedule and doing the same things again and again.........how's tat? my life is so wonderful....
haiz, wad again?
I hope naruto 135 comes out soon, e last episode was way too powerful, can't really get over it yet, u see.
I almost failed my english paper, but in the end I managed to pass it, and my overall was a C.. I can alr predict wad me old man's gonna say........haha
I dl many many OST s today, wonders whether i've the time to listen anot.
And I found out that the Hokage's funeral theme song name is actuallly called "Grief and Sorrow"....
yar, tt's abt all......
today e chinese talent time, e only thing that I wanna say abt it is, CHEW YAN IS A BITCH!!!!!!!
hmmm, sounds bad enough.............
ha, another boring day, with the same schedule and doing the same things again and again.........how's tat? my life is so wonderful....
haiz, wad again?
I hope naruto 135 comes out soon, e last episode was way too powerful, can't really get over it yet, u see.
I almost failed my english paper, but in the end I managed to pass it, and my overall was a C.. I can alr predict wad me old man's gonna say........haha
I dl many many OST s today, wonders whether i've the time to listen anot.
And I found out that the Hokage's funeral theme song name is actuallly called "Grief and Sorrow"....
yar, tt's abt all......
today e chinese talent time, e only thing that I wanna say abt it is, CHEW YAN IS A BITCH!!!!!!!
hmmm, sounds bad enough.............
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