hmm...let's see...

woohoo holiday post sheesh, time reeeeli flies, haha.
Last friday we had our Sports Carnival, way cool, altho our class didnt realli win anithing, (bleahx) but we sure had a good time, And Yuu was so deliberate, he kept walking ard infront of me, harharhar :)
Then Ethel and Jelyn came also, I humped them, muaharharhar, miss them sooooo much, got carried away. They are reeeeli bad ppl, keep saying TJC rox, haiz, purposely make me feel miserable, but, i have to look open abit, this is how ppl are like, have to bear with things like this.
Then yesteray, Saturday, mornin we went for our IPW thingie, went to MINDS (Home for the Intelligentli disabled of Singapore; smth liddat), well, we had our fun, the ppl there are nice, and this one thing I like abt them is that they are real, not like those hypocrites out there. haha, we did musical chair, limbo, and captain's ball and stuff, reeeeli fun.
Aft that I went to bedok, TJC open house, yar, it was nice, harhar, alot of good lookin ppl, harhar, saw Jelyn Ethel MeiYan Kumaran n KaiJie, and their dear Mr Hasim, haha, they were a funny bunch. AAAh, envious envious envious......
haha, my bad, didnt gib my best tt time, but who cares, wads done is done, anyway i hav my own clique now, and Im happy wit wad i hav. haha, and I have TYLER!!! MAHARHARHAR. :)
then aft that went to bedok mrt to wait fer my fwen to pass me e long waited package frm me gramp. then went back with Ethel..yar, tiring day.
Nxt Saturday is MOVIE WITH TYLER DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YIPEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
hmmm, wad else?
today aft my jap class, went shopping wit ShiQi, she wanted to buy stuff for her Sec3 camp. I forgib her as this is her first time goin camp, coz in my opinion, u r supposed to bring all the lousy stuff for camps and stuff, and hers are all brand nu. It doesnt make sense....... haha, and she did one reeeeli funni thing when we were on our way home. hahahahahahah, think of it make me laff............
tml, maths extra lesson at 8, yar, tt's all............
I wonder when tt Mac person is gonna call me............................
nite nite ;)

o long time no blogged, i juz found out who natlehte is, and I m not telling, haha. lamo.......
ha, another boring day, with the same schedule and doing the same things again and again.........how's tat? my life is so wonderful....
haiz, wad again?
I hope naruto 135 comes out soon, e last episode was way too powerful, can't really get over it yet, u see.
I almost failed my english paper, but in the end I managed to pass it, and my overall was a C.. I can alr predict wad me old man's gonna say........haha
I dl many many OST s today, wonders whether i've the time to listen anot.
And I found out that the Hokage's funeral theme song name is actuallly called "Grief and Sorrow"....
yar, tt's abt all......
today e chinese talent time, e only thing that I wanna say abt it is, CHEW YAN IS A BITCH!!!!!!!
hmmm, sounds bad enough.............

sianz

Guess what.
Last night, I got caught, caught toking on the phone, by my dad, and o god, had to "keep it low" for "A COUPLE OF WEEKS!" O god, I wonder how am i gonna pull thru these days, i m getting too attached with ........ sighs, but my dad's reaction was so weird..he didnt even scold me, he didnt even seem to think tt i was talking on the phone, was I really tt lucky? Or was it my dad trust me too much? I wonder, i feel kind of guilty when I'm actually doing this, feels as if I'm betraying my Dad's trust..........is it really that bad?
Aft i hang up last night, he msg me, he said he got shocked when he heard my dad's voice over the phone, and stuff liddat, and he said he wont blame my father for, he's only protecting his daughter............ i got pretty touched, and got swarming with tears. He's so understanding and mature and omg, he's all that I look for in a guy and in a friend. He is about the best guy I've ever known (so far), tks alot man, love u.
lucky i still have those msg left in my phone, I guess i'd be able to pull thru the low-lying period with them. I hope u do the same..........
haiz..........sighs again..........why does it have to be so complicated?

dum dee dum

another tiring day, haaa, it's juz so good to be home.............I wonder when will i be having my own home.........
tell u wad, MARCHEN AWAKENS ROMANCE ROXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!
OMg, it's juz way too cool, its abt mixing fairy tales with all those stuffs, the whole thing is abt ARM, weapons they use, which are in forms of accessories. WAY COOL man, bracelet and stuff, and turning into weapons and shields?! MAn, it's juz out of the world.......

I played gunbound juz now, it's been really really long, e last time i played was sec one.......haha, bad memories u see. Today i played again, wonder wad went wrong with me, and I played so stupidly i actually shot myself, harhar, they called me shyt ass, or smth liddat, haha....so sad.

I jus picked tt piece of scab frm above my mouth, and it hurts like hell, omg, it bleeded somemore, tho I like blood........... haha sick. omg, so late liao, hav to go lo.

Oh one more thing

Oh one more thing, TODAY ISH MOTHER'S DAY!!!
FOR MY ONE AND ONLY DEAR MOM,
I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U

hahahahahha

My blog skin ish sooooooooo cool, it's from Final Fantasy, the music playing is called [The Sky Above] and I definetly know how to sing that blardy nice song.
I bought this TVXQ cd, and it rox to the core, for one thing it's from S.M. Entertainment, no wonder Shi Min love them so much. Their Tri-angle mv is so cooool!!!! I love their ZAO XING, so style!!! They gave me e inspiration for the manga competition coming up, I noe it'd gonna be tough to draw them, but it is my art and I will accomplish it!!! woohooo!!!!
And one more thing, there's this new manga coming along called (I think) Marchen Awakens Romance, it rox man, it's gonna be another big hit. haha, it's kind of stupid lar, the ppls' dialogue but i like it, it feels so natural, and the artist's style is so unique! I love it. WOOOOOOO!!!!
when I get too high, I will listen to that midi i downloaded onto my phone, it's the music played during the Third Hokage's funeral, really sad and solemn, but I like all the same, it makes ppl feel calm and serene, and it's really good music.
tml school again, did I mention that Anderson Sec suck like hell? no? then I shall say this again, ANDERSON SECONDARY SCHOOL SUX!!!! Har, then they gonna say this is bad advertisement, like to hell I'd care! :P

Am I missing out?

Why do I keep getting the feeling that I'm being left out?
Hmm.... how long do I have to keep my life this way?
I feel really really lonely, and I can't find anyone to talk.
I will not talk abt it with my mom, coz sometimes I find her way of thinking too different from mine, we don't really have much in common, that's really sad to say. I have way too much common with my Dad, so it'd still be useless if I talked with him, I'd know what he would say, so what's e point?
Talking with Tyler may probably be the only let out for me. The less-than-one-hour-everyday talk was the about the only time that I feel comfortable with, and I'm saying this again, I'm not going to let this talk stop, for him and for myself.
I've caught a pretty bad flu and I keep making things look ugly, haha, but I do clean up after them, so don't worry. I've even discussed the viscosity of the thing with him yesterday, a pretty weird topic for 2 weirdos to talk abt for half an hour.
I've finally sorted out my problems, I think, the reason why I feel lonely and left out, is because I have no more Jelyn and Ethel. Although we used to talk abt stupid things, and we were never serious, I've only now come to realize that, that's the way I want it to be. I like to talk about really stupid things and not be serious at all, but it seems pretty impossible for now. It's not that I'm picking on my clique now, I like them as they are, but it is impossible for them to be like how we used to be with Jelyn and Ethel. I hate to admit it, but I really regret for not giving my best during the interview with TJC last yr.
I shall abstain from brooding too much on the past and be content with the current situation, at least I still have Tyler. One more year, and all these shall come to a stop, there'd be a new start for me, and I'd have my chance to find the crappy buddies that I desire.........
I found that WeiSiang had the same blog skin as mine, and I shall change mine........hehe

AAAARGH

i am damn pissed off. my parents were still going on non stop abt e phone event. well for one thing, i m not gonna stop contactin him, for gods sake, i m not doing anything wrong, i m onli toking to a fren, a fren whom i like alot, tt's all! And they were hinting that I m guy-crazy, this is bull shit! My parents are so #4@#4 !!! AAArgh, it sucks, everything sux, I HATE EVERYTHING!!! I Hate it when wei hao and zi jun start talking abt Naruto, I hate it when they think that naruto is theirs, for naruto is mine!!!! They do not even kno how to appreciate naruto, and they are talking as if they've known naruto since way back, LIKE SHIT!!!! I TELL U. I knew naruto way back, ok, I kno naruto much better than u do, so shut e hell up! Damn it

お久しぶりですね~
Ha, guess it's really been long since i last wrote here, and to tell the truth I m not quite glad to be back here, you see, I got sick of it already, but I have to carry on coz I have to overcome me bad habit of giving up way too early, Like Real, I always do things with perserverence ok, don anyhow say.
I havent talked to Tyler for 2 days, and i feel so empty, curse his mom for making him sleep so early, oops, wonder whether I shld say tt, haha, paiseh.
I M SOOOO SSsICK of SCHOOOL!!!! Screams. Sec 3 life is boring and boring and boring! GOD DAMN IT~~~

oh tired sia.....

aaargh, I m totally exhausted... not that I really did much of any work today except falling asleep during class, but I m reeeeelly reeeeelly tired. Mentally....
Well I think today's logarithms test was piece of cake, not tt delicious though, but it was pretty easy, there's pretty high chance that I might get full marks, I can't see why not... but...haha, as if it really matters.
I guess it's bcoz of e pungent smell of tt insect something something thing, tt I had a good chance of smelling it close up, tt made me like this, there's probably brain damage inside.
There'd be 2 more tests coming up.
And they say it's only the second week aft school reopen, and they are having bloody tests already.....what kind of cow shit is this?
I actually got distinction for my lit elec, tt's fresh, I didnt even know 60+ can equal to distinction....
Bloody hell......

I m damn pissed off.
Stupid Tyler, tok with him damn tiring.
bloody asshole

justinechan@blogskins

What happened today was quizical, I donno where to start, coz I'm still inside e whirlpool, and well, might have learnt a really important lesson: use a proper phone card when I wanna call Tyler, it's way cheaper....
well, i guess i'm a born money-sucking machine, I donno how I do it, but I always manage to spend way lot of money. I feel so guilty, it's as if I do not treasure the fruit of my parents' hardwork. In my mind, I'm totally aware of this, but somehow I always manage to do it e wrong way. Maybe tt xplains why I kept getting hung upside down in my dreams. I hope, I pray that my handphone bills don go shooting to outerspace, I can't take no shocks no more.
Ok, to what I had wanted to say.
I couldnt msg Tyler, and I can't call him on my hp, coz I thought it'd be damn xpensive, and I thought using me home phone wld be much cheaper. And today I realize what I thought was wrong and it was stupid. I always learn my lesson aft only I have suffered the pain. Haizz...... I'm no Stoic tt's y i wanna take things into my own hands, which turned out to be bad enough that I would rather be tt Stoic.....
Anyway, me home phone bills went shooting all over e place, and i got shocked and didnt know what to do. I had expected tt Dad would flare when he sees e bills. I was pretty much prepared when he appeared behind me and gave me e scare of my life, he always does tt, i wonder why....
Instead of throwing me down the rubbish chute, I was only given a few serious warnings and some really really inspiring talks. Dad wasn't the least bothered by the amt of money to pay (maybe a little, we are not tt rich either, not like somebody) but instead he cares more about my study, my future and my life. He wonders why I had chosen to be chatting on the phone while I could have been studying, which is right now the main main thing to me. He told me that certain reasons (don wanna list) that I shld giv myself pressure in order to go that extra mile.........
Well what I wrote may not sound touching enough, probably because I write pretty incoherently, but what really happened moved me to tears.
My parents are the bestest people that I am gifted to be with, it is my utmost fortune to be born in this family....and well, I'm glad that I lurve my parents......sobz
oh yar, that justinechan@blogskins, this guy creates e best blogskins tt I have seen so far.

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told ya today is e 21st.

Wadever that was, i dont like it.
I'm dead bored bcoz I can't seem to make sense of what happened today.
My school life is getting worse n worse, and I'm gonna kill that bloody mosquito tt bit me, killing it is too kind and gentle for someone like me, I am thirsty, blood thirsty, not tt its teeny amt of blood can satisfy me, but it's better than none. I didnt get to watch any Naruto today, bcoz I fell asleep the moment my head touched my pillow when I got home this aftnn.
I still havnt e chance to listen to the Full Metal Alchemist OSTs which look so delicious and tempting, but I havnt got e time, so I'll juz leave it there for the time being.
I guess I will not read tt QIAN JI BIAN (Thousand Chicken Changing, lol) book since I've yet to start on it and I have "The Song OF/FOR Nero" waiting for me, starkly sexy waiting for me on my bed, and I can't to open it, am I being very crude? (Damn e mosqto bit me again!!!!)
Well, like to hell I'd care whether I'm being crude anot, why?not happy?
Anyway, I think I'm getting more n more extreme coz I kept thinking abt weird things and kept dreaming of being hanged upside down. Weird, yar tt's e word.
I think that I shld be more vocal, I wonder why I always find myself speechless when I shld be talking, to whoever not in particular, not like what I was yrs ago, I get thrown out of class for talking too much. Maybe tt's wad changed me.
Pity, I can't chat with Tyler for 2 weeks which is long enough for anything to happen. But I might get too bottled up that I really start killing ppl on the street, pity them and pity me.
Fine, be that way, like i'd care for god sake, I think my bed is calling out to me. so tadaa.
Fucking boring school with fucking boring ppl running around....

Torture...my ass hurts....

OH MY GOD! (some say this phrase is not very polite to those christian ppl... like I'd care...)
Anyway, I've jus done screwing my maths homework, and I'm only half way through the paper, and I can't take it anymore. I wonder who's screwing who?
It is a very hard blow to my pride, I can't be screwed by these.... things!? Mental note to screw them back....
I think I'm getting pretty incoherent now, exhaust my brain too much. Why the hell did I leave my homework till the last day of the holiday? What have I been doing for the past bloody week? Hmmm.... I can't pretty much remember....... only that I have a screwing pain in the neck, I wonder how I got it, and my breath smells bad, like I'd care...., blessing to ppl I'm gonna tok to for the rest of next week.
I can't help but to wonder, what am I doing with my life?
I DEFINETLY HAVE TO PUT IN MUCH MUCH MORE EFFORT THAN WHAT I AM DOING NOW!!!! I CAN'T JUST DOZE AWAY MY WHOLE LIFE! THIS IS RIDICULOUS! AND I .......
And I pretty much can't go on anymore coz my ass hurts (am not telling why) and I want to meet my ***** in my sleep.
One weird thing, I keep dreaming of myself getting hanged upside down like how it was like when I went to the CARNIVAL with my cous. It sucks I tell you, esp when you've given up hope and thinking "Please god, let me fall and crack my head for all I'd care, don't let me hang up here any longer...." and the clamp holds on even tighter (maybe that's why my ass hurts, but who knows?)
Rumble rumble, excuse me, that was my tummy, I think we have business to talk about, hardcore business, I mind you......
Pain and pleasure....Hmm where did I see that phrase? Sounds pretty "ぴったり" to my case....
aaargh.
Well I had a good time bickering with Tyler on phone today again, although it cost me $1.50, I'd be getting my phone bills again in a few days, and i dread when that day arrives....
oosh, my business meeting can't hold on any longer, got to go. I guess my ass belongs to the Protestants. Please don't let me get a 30 yrs conflict with it. I can't imagine whats gonna happen.....

Once again I installed e Bloody ME on my Bloody laggy computer. And I know that I should not expect too much from it either, I'll jus hope tt someday i will wake up and find a not so bloody computer at the end of my bed........

fish eye balls

Muaharhar, GRAPHIRE ROX!!!!
Woa, i didnt know i m such a artistic person until i ve my hands on me SILVER GRAPHIRE!!! Oh My, Graphire sound so coool!!!
saw krystal today, today her bday, i rmb wrongly, i thought yesterday was e sixth, but anyway, i saw her today, and she's damn chio!!! Blushx. Haha,
KRYS HAPPY BDAY!!!

Fucked......

There was this Mayflower primary sch carnival at the swimming complex today, it kind of reminds me of my dear alma mater (weird usin dis word).
I got brutally abused by some fucked-up asshole yellow-ear-plugged sicko juz bcoz i swam into his way. I shall curse him tt his bird flies away and get squashed by a car, his balls also roll away and squashed by tt same car.
He touched my *toot*, bloody idiot.
and now i have to download MS all over again, bcoz tt stupid patchin thing wont work. Have to on my comp until nxt morning, waste my time, bloody hell.

Hatred....

i guess i've never hated someone so much. Now i am.
who is tt lucky person? That bloody Koh. Damn Koh. I hate her for rejecting
e two designs tt i drew with my blood and sweat. She juz can't see it, can she?
she has eyes one her a**, hasn't she?
She sux, i tell u, nobd sux more than she does.
I tell u, aft i leave anderson, e first thing to do would be givin her e trashing tt she deserves.
I don care. She leaves e black spot in my life.
I tell u, there's no one i hated so much in my life like i hate her!
Not exactly hate, but right now i feel damn BuSHUANG so i don care.

not e best day of my life...

weird neh. y today daddy come home so early? hmmm. i was tokin wif tyler, then have to suddenly hang up the phone. I don dare to openly communicate wif him anymore, phone bills problem, can only do so in e dark of night(b4 my dad returns), have to think of new calling plans for next week.........coz dad is doing morning shift.
toking wif tyler is fun, although sometimes we run out of topics, i could juz ly there and listen to e silence, although phone bills are going crazy. Tks alot to him, arigato~
today was juz some normal day. where i cant really keep track of e happenings, i m getting fed up already, bloody shit.
went out to KFC for lunch aft school, with shimin puqin and april. all e way, listen to april laugh made me so exhausted, wonder where she got all e energy to laugh liddat. the way she laugh make me wanna cry, and plus PuQin's explosive laughter, wabiang, mental torture sia. what i really need in these times is tranquility, calm and peace. watever, i m going to sleep.