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ok, I'm blogging bcoz someone told me to update.
O where shall I start...
Alot has happened last week...
Some really sad things, I shall not mention, coz it's not my right to talk about it.
And I went for dental appment, the Doc POON told me that my brushing is bad, and probably may need to go thru surgery to correct my jaws after the braces. and blahblahblah...
OK, guess what time did I go to sleep last night? Or rather this morning? Ha, 6am, half an hour before my Dad wakes up for work, pro right, haha, I played GB till 4am then went to my room and read comics till 6...not a very healthy lifestyle, but it doesnt hurt if i do it once in a while...
So I woke up 1130 today by the beautiful sound of the horny GaLangGuNi man, washed up and ate my lunch at the dining rm, watching vcd, the one i borrowed from Mr Tok.
Addicting, really, took me a long while to switch.
Left home at 3 to go take passport size photo for my JLPT exam form, got really pissed off by that OBAASAN, coz she kept critisizing my hair and finally in the end said that "you are not very good looking...". I took it personally and I stared at her, and said "I'm SO sorry..." and I left. Not very harsh, I should have made it sharper and so that she ...o well, I'm a magnanimous puuurrson....~~~
ya, so aft tt i went to Kovan to hand in my registration form, I had worried abt whether the school had alrdy closed for the day coz the time was 1530 and today's a sunday...you know~~ but luckily, i kind of ran into the principal, and so managed to hand in the form without a wasted trip.
Ok, maths qn.
$(75 - 27.5 - 27 - 2.5 - 3.9 - 2.7)= $5.40

The above calculation is the finance of today. Amazing rite...
The best part of today is the walking-home-from-the-busstop section. Guess who i saw!?
DARRYL!!! WOOHOO!!!
I was brave today, and I walked inside the basketball court, so to be nearer...teehee, ya and I saw him glancing .... u know, and then....u know....hahahahha, i cant continue....gotten all excited juz to recall....
haha, ya, but he's not alone, so I didn bother to go talk to him...
ok abt all, haha

SORA JIMA

juz watched ONE PIECE EPISODE 152, the part where they set out to Sky Island (Sora Jima), they had to ride on the sea explosion current in order to reach the sky.......i got soooo gan dong!!! i'm like all teary now, sobs, juz too magnificent alr.......one piece is the only anime that can make me cry, haha ^^. SORA JIMA NI IKE!!!!
O shux go to rush fer my lesson liao. SARABA TOMOYO!!~~~

one more thing

o, juz now 4got to mention.
this aftnn, i was doing hw with ShiQi at the tables near the badminton court, then suddenly got this stupid indian man appear behind me then down there blabber blabber. we couldnt understand a shit he was saying coz he's drunk and it was damn smelly, and he was like coming nearer and nearer to me, i thought he was asking us for money, then both of us were like damn scared.
finally i understood what he was talking abt, he mistook shiqi as my mother coz he refered to me as "son" (darn...) then he was like scolding shiqi for teaching me maths is chinese..........lame right? wth, damn smelly somemore, at first i thought he was going to punch me, uuurgh, disgusted...
then i was like "oh ya, oh i see, thank u bye bye..." then he went off....phew, i really thought he was going to punch me.......T_T
when we were "attacked" by that man, there were actually 2 other persons sitting there, they like ran away aft they saw that guy approaching, omfg, so irresponsible, at least can warn us right. some helpful stupid singaporeans la...
hmphf

walao

freaking hell juz quarrel wif my dad, i was minding my own business then he come and find fault from me, say i nv do homework, like shit man, i do until no more homework to do alr still wan2 do, keep comparing me with my cousin, he can go america uni, so what? keep saying liddat i keep playing canot go uni, keep saying that i cannot go uni, keep saying i canot go uni, when i tell him i can go, he will glare at me and ask whether i can anot, then im left to agree with him that i cannot go uni, then he will threaten to slap me, my fucking hell, then wat u wan me to do? keep doing homework wont get me to uni one lor, wat the hell.... o lvl havn take yet tell me abt uni, my fucking hell!!!!!
hate it lor, walau, he liddat my mother also liddat, they juz wan to see me sitting at the table looking at a book or wadever they are so like jumping in joy, freaking ppl, liddat can uni izzit? then i shall sit at the table and stare my way to uni lor, fuck u man.
stupid shit, now i hate everyone, spoil my god dam mood, do homework liao lor, walao, what else can i do? freakking stupid shit.

trigonometric functions

harhar, was taught trigo by my DAD jus now, was hilarious...
not really funny juz now, but come to think of it now omg, harhar dam funny...
actually if i were to be taught maths by my DAD i m a genius by now, harhar, really my DAD's reeeeeeaaaally pro at maths, can't help but wonder whether i inherited his genes or not...i think i did...hehe
well, trigo isn't so bad, juz have to rmb that secant cosecant and cotagent thingy, takes a little bit of time, but turns out to be no problem for me, ^^ i may not be a maths genius, but i'm not stupid either...I'M SMART YOU KNOW...TEEHEE, my head's getting big...
i love me DADDY ^^ and i kno he loves me too, tho he keeps shouting at me and i keep shouting back, i can't find another better DAD than my DAD, and well, hehe, my DAD ROCKS!!!!
phew, one week gone, tests over, left one more cheng yu test to go, i feel so guilty for not being able to go deeper into Chinese and stuff, chinese lessons all so damn slag, hate it u kno, hate it when april and abel and yuxian they all keep saying chinese sux, like hell lor, if it really sux, then don speak la, haiya, so infuriating... anyway, made up my mind to take LEP when i go to JC. Can take 2 LEPs? Feel like taking both Chi and Jap hehe.......I pray....
hmm...today's download rate was pretty low, but i feel quite accomplished coz i managed to download Shaman King from 15% to 30% in 2 days, impressive eh? hope it finishes soon ^^
sometimes i don like her (not namin in case ppl see n spread) coz i find that she could be quite selfish at times, wad she think abt is, how to say, superficial stuff, she did not even want to explore deeper into the matter and consider things from other ppl's objective, i mean sometimes when she talk abt stuff it's all abt what she thinks, and most of the time what she thinks are pretty incomprehensible by me, not that I totally don't understand but it's that I myself will not think that way, that way which makes things so complicated...anyway this is juz sometimes of her, i can take it u know, harhar, gtg, go throw rubbish liao...

omg...

Jian Gui le!!!
I was playing gunbound juz now ma, then use random bot, guess wad, i kena 6 time knight u know!!! 6FREAKING TIMES!!! Freaky lor then also alot ppl got dragon today, the dragon's ss damn coooooool, dono how to describe la, dam coool jiu dui le.
T.T so gan dong, sob sob.
Tml, last paper, yippee, so happy then can come home right after school to watch BLEACH and NARUTO!!!!
OMG I LOVE THURSDAYS, Y? COZ GOT NARUTO AND BLEACH MA. LOL HARHAR
K LA, GO SLEEP LE, TODAY NEW BEDSHEETS, HELLO KITTY ONE, LOL, SO CUTEE, JUZ LIKE MOI
MUARHARHHAR

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o well since i got nth to do, i shall blog once in awhile.
hmm...today national day celebration, i sang Singapore's National Anthem and said their pledge.......well no harm done, but I shall not be loyal to another country..... o well.........
Then aft long long time of standing in the freakking parade square, or wadever that piece of shit is, then we set out to collect newspaper frm BLK 536.
I dono, i juz went there to knock on doors and collect newspapers, and i most probably didn do anything else.
Then aft that we went to J8 to eat pasta, there goes my 10 bucks, sobs...all for April's wish to eat pasta wif shimin n me......and on our way we met LinXiu and Eunice. Speakin of Eunice, she's my hope, to get the OBS shirts that I was unable to get last time..heehee, lucky lucky.
O and we saw this whole group of Japanese students walking around in J8, I think they are on exchange program with RJC, so goooood, and there's this guy who looked like SHINYA whom I had the chance to tok to but was too wimpy to do so.....I will reflect upon this......
aft which we left and went back home and later went to play badminton with April...
That's abt all that happened today.....
I find that I'm getting more and more compressed.....or smth liddat, can't think of that stupid word.
Well I talk less and less, and I'm like dying most of the time, I used to think that I'm that way coz I didn get enough sleep or I'm hungry...well I may be wrong...I donno, maybe its my problem, that I don mix ard with ppl well.....Mrs Lee said that I need to talk more..........Like I didn't knoe........ haiz, where did the crazy and crappy me go to? Screams........
I need a holiday, a real holiday, to go somewhere far far away and enjoy myself a little, i feel as if I'm wasting my life and my time......how can it be liddat?
O and this aftnn i msg ChenYong, again, he got scolded by his mom, and his mom said that I'm Bu 3 Bu 4 de ger...I feel traumatised.......don dare to msg him anymore.
O freaking hell, I feel much much better aft blogging, maybe I shall revive me blog... ya I really should...
hmmm...seems to me that me and Tyler are not gonna keep in touch anymore.....o well,i dono what to say....very sad izznt it......
o well hope that this yr goes by and nxt yr whizzez past and I m nowhere near the freaking Anderson.....
yes finally i get to sleep for all i want tml, I really need to get some sleep man.
I think i'm slimming down.....that's a good thing, think maybe i need to go out start jogging again.
U know, most of the time I'm alone, and maybe that's why I can't mix arnd with ppl so much, but like hell, I'm not those crazy ppl........ ok, i shall stop......

hahaha

hmm havn been posting, shux...
well yesterday was fun, its good to have a friend who lives near u, haha, went to play badminton with April aft school, then aft tt went to sit at the basketball court to watch ppl play. Was reeeli funny, we named everybody there, Got DouJiYan, Fire,Sissy,Japan, Monkey,DuZi, Bernard, and last but not least,Whale2!!! haha, its a long story how these names came about. haha, the DouJiYan was dam stupid, but dam funny hahahaha.
Whale2 is the SHUAI-EST guy there playin bball, called him whale2 coz he resembles April's Wilson (Whale1) haha.

destitute

um, my phone got confiscated by me folks on friday, coz my bills came, and as usual it shot everywhere, but friday was a good day...haha. Y? It was badminton with Tyler day, narharhar, guess i made a big fool of myself by playin with him coz his pro...haiz, harhar...v nice day ^^
then saturday was the NTU Ignite Hunt '05 thing, it was reaally fun. We met this really handsome ANgMo guy at that food court at ChinaTown there, haha had loads of fun n laughs discussing how we are gonna go over n say hi......we couldn muster the courage to do that, but when he was about to leave, we managed to say bye, harhar, he was so nice..........^^ omg, we name him Peter, haha,
then becoz it was so fun on saturday we went on the sunday one as well. Very fun as well. its really a very good experience n maybe we'd want to do it nxt yr n nxt nxt yr ........as well.
today is a fuckin boring day, because its school......i dreaded this day but it arrived even sooner.. sobs....
I havn toked to Tyler for quite a few days, hope he still thinks of me, i don wanna lose contact with him..........T.T
ok that's all. Oral exam's starting soon, i hope i can do well, really! o well..not convincing enough...

hmm

today went to ai tong school there play vball, very sian to tell the truth and Ive gone thru alot of trouble, most of which are caused by my very own stupidity tho so I've got no one to blame....
O well I was s'posed to meet shimin n april them two at the bus stop opp shimin's place at 12pm, I was watching tv so I left realli late. I reached the 72 bus stop and sat there for like 15 min when finally the bus came, I realized tt my EZLINK was missing. I was frantic so i traced my route back to my home, rammed my house then went out again, haiz, poor me did so many extra things..... then wad, b4 crossing the road to the bus stop, where a bunch of hougang sec boys sat there howling like dogs, and I spotted my dear ezlink lying there, on the floor...
Oh well guess I cant be more grateful, (oops forgot to shower.....) yar, tt's my story.
I dropped my ezlink twice today, and thank god for showerin me with love and care, that I still possess the damned card, thanks to shimin n april for savin me ass....guess i really need to find a better place for the card....
Yar abt the vball, it was ok, play wit small kids, I acted stupid of coz, like i don make a fool of myself playin vball? Tt's not quite possible lol, thats me...
WEll one thing i muz mention, the wu shu did seem really fun, and their wu shu lao shi was cooooool.
And yar Jelyn n MeiYan were there too, I dono, we kind of like drifted away.....haiz...sad neh. But I don really like them keep u knoe tokin abt tjc stuff, its not tt im not interested, but when u overdo it, it seems like they are tryin to show off, not that I don understand y they wanna do tt, but yar, doesn really feel that comfortable if u get wad I mean........
Guess I pissed my Dad off pretty much with my Gunbound indulgence these few days. I was juz starting to understand boomer when I hav ta pull myself out frm these desires (accordin to wad my dad said). O well, guess it can't be helped, I hav to prove him wrong that I can do well when I play, I blive I wil do well if I put my heart to it, really, thats how much confidence I hav, which goes to explain y I did so badly last term, tt's coz I didn really care abt studyin, too much confidence... oh well, guess the lord didn give me a brain fer nth. aaa, frustration, I m turnin nocturnal, if I wanna play gb, I hav ta wait til my dad goes to sleep, diu.........
oh well gtg, sleep awhile, come back l8r to battle......
so gay my entry, blah blah...

中島美佳 レジェンド

Legend レジェンド
Mika Nakashima.中島美佳

awai orenji no kami yuraide　　　　　　　淡いオレンジの髪揺らいで
tooku kimi ga mieta kigashite　　　　　　遠く君が見えた気がした
atari miwasu keredo shitteru　　　　　　　当たり見和すけれど知ってる
koko ni iru hazu mo nai koto wa　　　　　 ここにいるはずもないことは
mune wo kiri hiraite omoide wo nagame　胸を切り開いて思い出を眺め
zutto wasurezu ikite yuku hou ga ii no?　　 ずっと忘れず生きて　ゆくほうがいいの　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　

kimi wa yume de oyoideru 　　　　　　　　　　 　　君は夢で泳いでる
ningyo ni nareta kara　　　　　　　　　　　　　 　　　人魚になれたから
nemuri ni tsuita watashi wo annai shite yo ne　 眠りについた私を案内してよね

douka mou ichido ude nobaseba　 　　　　　　　　どうかもう一度　腕伸ばせば
todoku basho ni kimi wo modoshite　 　　　　　　届く場所に　君を戻して
ame wo kasa de fusaida namida mo　 　　　　　　　雨を傘でふさいだ　涙も
kata ga nure kokoro made nureta　 　　　　　　　　　肩が濡れ　心まで濡れた

ude wo kami kudaite kokoro kara toozake　 腕を髪砕いて　心から遠ざけ
kitto wasurezu ikite yuku koto ga ii no.　　　　きっと忘れず　生きて事がいいの

kimi wa yume de oyoideru 　　 　　　　　　　　君は夢で泳いでる
ningyo ni nareta kara　　　　　 　　　　　　　　　人魚になれたから
osanai koro ni mite ita 　　　　　　　　　　　　　　押さないころに見ていた　
yuuhi de tokashite yo　 　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　夕日で溶かしてよ

an na suteki na hi wo　　　　　　　 あんな　素適な　日を
an na taisetsuna mirai wo　　　　　 あんな　大切未来を
naze kantan ni ubatte shimau no?　 なぜ簡単に奪ってしまうの

kimi wa yume de oyoideru 　 　　　　君は夢で泳いでる
ningyo ni nareta kara　　　　 　　　　　人魚になれたから
fukaku shizunda 　　　　　　　　　　　　　 深く沈んだ　
omoi wo atsumete hoshi e　 　　　　　　　思いを集めてほしへ

kimi wa yume de oyoideru 　 　　　君は夢で泳いでる
ningyo ni nareta kara　 　　　　　　　　人魚になれたから
namida karashite utau yo　　　　　　　 涙からしてよ
muku wareru youni　　　 　　　　　　　　　報われるように
muku wareru youni　　　　　　　　　　　　　 報われるように
yume de aimashou　　　 　　　　　　　　　　　　夢で会いましょう

one of the best day of my life; best day

if i don blog now i dono when i will haha
yar as u can see, today is the TYLER movie day la. haha, quite fun, we caught up abit coz havn't toked for a long time, haiz, starting to miss him alr.
he is so clumsy, man i cant blive it, he can be walking and continuousli droppin stuff at the same time, and he lost his wallet, pathetic, haiya, then he got no money to take bus, hahaha, so ke lian, I saved his ass la of coz.
We were supposed to watch Star Wars la, but I was late so we watched Madagascar instead, which was the onli movie available at 2 o'clock, it is a stupid movie, and i totalli regret watching it, see who's the producer then it'd not be so shockin, hmm who is the producer actualli?
Nvm... b4 the movie we went like walk all over the place la, quite stupid, then down there tok abt stupid things, haha, then we watched SHin-Chan and laff like idiots. haha
Aft the movie we went to sit outside the Woodlands MRT and talk talk la.
Actualli we are not that kind of relationship leh, no boy and ger fren la, juz v good frenz haha, like brothers liddat, haha.
Thx alot for ShiMin and April, my dear dear darlings who accompanied me, tk u ppl!!! Luv u!

hmm...let's see...

woohoo holiday post sheesh, time reeeeli flies, haha.
Last friday we had our Sports Carnival, way cool, altho our class didnt realli win anithing, (bleahx) but we sure had a good time, And Yuu was so deliberate, he kept walking ard infront of me, harharhar :)
Then Ethel and Jelyn came also, I humped them, muaharharhar, miss them sooooo much, got carried away. They are reeeeli bad ppl, keep saying TJC rox, haiz, purposely make me feel miserable, but, i have to look open abit, this is how ppl are like, have to bear with things like this.
Then yesteray, Saturday, mornin we went for our IPW thingie, went to MINDS (Home for the Intelligentli disabled of Singapore; smth liddat), well, we had our fun, the ppl there are nice, and this one thing I like abt them is that they are real, not like those hypocrites out there. haha, we did musical chair, limbo, and captain's ball and stuff, reeeeli fun.
Aft that I went to bedok, TJC open house, yar, it was nice, harhar, alot of good lookin ppl, harhar, saw Jelyn Ethel MeiYan Kumaran n KaiJie, and their dear Mr Hasim, haha, they were a funny bunch. AAAh, envious envious envious......
haha, my bad, didnt gib my best tt time, but who cares, wads done is done, anyway i hav my own clique now, and Im happy wit wad i hav. haha, and I have TYLER!!! MAHARHARHAR. :)
then aft that went to bedok mrt to wait fer my fwen to pass me e long waited package frm me gramp. then went back with Ethel..yar, tiring day.
Nxt Saturday is MOVIE WITH TYLER DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YIPEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
hmmm, wad else?
today aft my jap class, went shopping wit ShiQi, she wanted to buy stuff for her Sec3 camp. I forgib her as this is her first time goin camp, coz in my opinion, u r supposed to bring all the lousy stuff for camps and stuff, and hers are all brand nu. It doesnt make sense....... haha, and she did one reeeeli funni thing when we were on our way home. hahahahahahah, think of it make me laff............
tml, maths extra lesson at 8, yar, tt's all............
I wonder when tt Mac person is gonna call me............................
nite nite ;)

o long time no blogged, i juz found out who natlehte is, and I m not telling, haha. lamo.......
ha, another boring day, with the same schedule and doing the same things again and again.........how's tat? my life is so wonderful....
haiz, wad again?
I hope naruto 135 comes out soon, e last episode was way too powerful, can't really get over it yet, u see.
I almost failed my english paper, but in the end I managed to pass it, and my overall was a C.. I can alr predict wad me old man's gonna say........haha
I dl many many OST s today, wonders whether i've the time to listen anot.
And I found out that the Hokage's funeral theme song name is actuallly called "Grief and Sorrow"....
yar, tt's abt all......
today e chinese talent time, e only thing that I wanna say abt it is, CHEW YAN IS A BITCH!!!!!!!
hmmm, sounds bad enough.............

sianz

Guess what.
Last night, I got caught, caught toking on the phone, by my dad, and o god, had to "keep it low" for "A COUPLE OF WEEKS!" O god, I wonder how am i gonna pull thru these days, i m getting too attached with ........ sighs, but my dad's reaction was so weird..he didnt even scold me, he didnt even seem to think tt i was talking on the phone, was I really tt lucky? Or was it my dad trust me too much? I wonder, i feel kind of guilty when I'm actually doing this, feels as if I'm betraying my Dad's trust..........is it really that bad?
Aft i hang up last night, he msg me, he said he got shocked when he heard my dad's voice over the phone, and stuff liddat, and he said he wont blame my father for, he's only protecting his daughter............ i got pretty touched, and got swarming with tears. He's so understanding and mature and omg, he's all that I look for in a guy and in a friend. He is about the best guy I've ever known (so far), tks alot man, love u.
lucky i still have those msg left in my phone, I guess i'd be able to pull thru the low-lying period with them. I hope u do the same..........
haiz..........sighs again..........why does it have to be so complicated?

dum dee dum

another tiring day, haaa, it's juz so good to be home.............I wonder when will i be having my own home.........
tell u wad, MARCHEN AWAKENS ROMANCE ROXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!
OMg, it's juz way too cool, its abt mixing fairy tales with all those stuffs, the whole thing is abt ARM, weapons they use, which are in forms of accessories. WAY COOL man, bracelet and stuff, and turning into weapons and shields?! MAn, it's juz out of the world.......

I played gunbound juz now, it's been really really long, e last time i played was sec one.......haha, bad memories u see. Today i played again, wonder wad went wrong with me, and I played so stupidly i actually shot myself, harhar, they called me shyt ass, or smth liddat, haha....so sad.

I jus picked tt piece of scab frm above my mouth, and it hurts like hell, omg, it bleeded somemore, tho I like blood........... haha sick. omg, so late liao, hav to go lo.

Oh one more thing

Oh one more thing, TODAY ISH MOTHER'S DAY!!!
FOR MY ONE AND ONLY DEAR MOM,
I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U

hahahahahha

My blog skin ish sooooooooo cool, it's from Final Fantasy, the music playing is called [The Sky Above] and I definetly know how to sing that blardy nice song.
I bought this TVXQ cd, and it rox to the core, for one thing it's from S.M. Entertainment, no wonder Shi Min love them so much. Their Tri-angle mv is so cooool!!!! I love their ZAO XING, so style!!! They gave me e inspiration for the manga competition coming up, I noe it'd gonna be tough to draw them, but it is my art and I will accomplish it!!! woohooo!!!!
And one more thing, there's this new manga coming along called (I think) Marchen Awakens Romance, it rox man, it's gonna be another big hit. haha, it's kind of stupid lar, the ppls' dialogue but i like it, it feels so natural, and the artist's style is so unique! I love it. WOOOOOOO!!!!
when I get too high, I will listen to that midi i downloaded onto my phone, it's the music played during the Third Hokage's funeral, really sad and solemn, but I like all the same, it makes ppl feel calm and serene, and it's really good music.
tml school again, did I mention that Anderson Sec suck like hell? no? then I shall say this again, ANDERSON SECONDARY SCHOOL SUX!!!! Har, then they gonna say this is bad advertisement, like to hell I'd care! :P

Am I missing out?

Why do I keep getting the feeling that I'm being left out?
Hmm.... how long do I have to keep my life this way?
I feel really really lonely, and I can't find anyone to talk.
I will not talk abt it with my mom, coz sometimes I find her way of thinking too different from mine, we don't really have much in common, that's really sad to say. I have way too much common with my Dad, so it'd still be useless if I talked with him, I'd know what he would say, so what's e point?
Talking with Tyler may probably be the only let out for me. The less-than-one-hour-everyday talk was the about the only time that I feel comfortable with, and I'm saying this again, I'm not going to let this talk stop, for him and for myself.
I've caught a pretty bad flu and I keep making things look ugly, haha, but I do clean up after them, so don't worry. I've even discussed the viscosity of the thing with him yesterday, a pretty weird topic for 2 weirdos to talk abt for half an hour.
I've finally sorted out my problems, I think, the reason why I feel lonely and left out, is because I have no more Jelyn and Ethel. Although we used to talk abt stupid things, and we were never serious, I've only now come to realize that, that's the way I want it to be. I like to talk about really stupid things and not be serious at all, but it seems pretty impossible for now. It's not that I'm picking on my clique now, I like them as they are, but it is impossible for them to be like how we used to be with Jelyn and Ethel. I hate to admit it, but I really regret for not giving my best during the interview with TJC last yr.
I shall abstain from brooding too much on the past and be content with the current situation, at least I still have Tyler. One more year, and all these shall come to a stop, there'd be a new start for me, and I'd have my chance to find the crappy buddies that I desire.........
I found that WeiSiang had the same blog skin as mine, and I shall change mine........hehe

AAAARGH

i am damn pissed off. my parents were still going on non stop abt e phone event. well for one thing, i m not gonna stop contactin him, for gods sake, i m not doing anything wrong, i m onli toking to a fren, a fren whom i like alot, tt's all! And they were hinting that I m guy-crazy, this is bull shit! My parents are so #4@#4 !!! AAArgh, it sucks, everything sux, I HATE EVERYTHING!!! I Hate it when wei hao and zi jun start talking abt Naruto, I hate it when they think that naruto is theirs, for naruto is mine!!!! They do not even kno how to appreciate naruto, and they are talking as if they've known naruto since way back, LIKE SHIT!!!! I TELL U. I knew naruto way back, ok, I kno naruto much better than u do, so shut e hell up! Damn it