and there i was amazed to finally see Rukia's Zanpakutou, and the nxt moment i see her beaten up by "broken face" (-.-|||). I'm hurt...
it seems that the broken face ppl are sooo much stronger than Shinigamis that it hurts. Their zanpakutou release itself is so horrifying, wait til they get to their Bankai, i doubt i'd be able to take the blow.
And talk about Rukia's zanpakutou release, it was dam kewl~~~, elegant at the same time. its name is "Sode no Shirayuki" (Sleeve of the White Snow)
[Soul Society regards it as the most beautiful Zanpakutou in existence. It's a weapon that's bound to the ice and snow family of Zanpaku. The blade, the handguard, even the hilt, everything about this Zanpaku is pure white.
-First Dance: Tsukishiro, Sode no Shirayuki does not only freeze the land it touches but anything that lies within its circle.]
.....right now, i'm in a state of devastation... is Ikkaku gonna die???
Fuck that stupid volcano monster, if he kills Ikkaku, I'm gonna kill him!!!
(5min...) Oh, it seems that Ikkaku's not dead yet!!! wohoo!!! what's he gonna do? what's he gonna do? oh, oh, oh~~~ oooh, he's smiling, wow, kewl, kewl, it's so GODDAMIT FUCKING COOOOL!!!! (oops, i shudn have said tt, ><)
oh no! Ikkaku's hit by the volcano bastard's fist, and he's on fire!!! aaargh!!! water! water!!!
YES! HE LIVES!!! That's my Ikkaku!! Kick tt dick's ass, Ikkaku~~~, gogogo~~~ WOOOHOOOO!!!
darn, y izzit loading so slow....testing my patience...
....
....
oh
My
GOD....
Ikkaku is releasing his BANKAI.....
faints....
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Monday, November 21, 2005
i feel bad. for doing things that piss ppl off and pissed myself as well.
Im sorry for slandering darren in m msn nick and blocking him, i wasnt in my right mind, but since he said the "f" word, i shall not feel obliged to apologize.
i feel bad, coz i couldnt control myself and got caught playing solitaire by my dad, even tho he repeatedly drummed in me that the next time i was caught playing would mean that he's given up on me. pretty extreme, but i trampled on his words, and here i am, feeling stupid and regretful. wad should i say to him?
i admit i'm in the wrong, but its hard to put into words.
I m not normal today.
I need to get out.
think i shud go to sleep early and wake up early tmr, to drive myself through another day of studying and another day of continuous self-motivation...i wonder how long it will keep me going. i seem to have exhausted every drop of energy i hold. right now, i'm dried up.
I don't wish to go any further.
let me stay here, let me rest.
let me recollect myself. please dont give up on me. it makes me sad.
despite telling myself that my dad's never serious abt matters like this, it still scares the shit out of me....
i miss my mom...
i shall go to sleep. only sleep can comfort me, it gives me a few hrs of peace before having to face the tiring procedural days ahead.
how i wish that i can be someone who's dependable, reliable, who does what she says,someone who keeps her promise. if i were to be my dad, i would desperately want to track that stray naughty sperm back in preventing this hazard coming into earth.
i m tired. i shall sleep.....
Im sorry for slandering darren in m msn nick and blocking him, i wasnt in my right mind, but since he said the "f" word, i shall not feel obliged to apologize.
i feel bad, coz i couldnt control myself and got caught playing solitaire by my dad, even tho he repeatedly drummed in me that the next time i was caught playing would mean that he's given up on me. pretty extreme, but i trampled on his words, and here i am, feeling stupid and regretful. wad should i say to him?
i admit i'm in the wrong, but its hard to put into words.
I m not normal today.
I need to get out.
think i shud go to sleep early and wake up early tmr, to drive myself through another day of studying and another day of continuous self-motivation...i wonder how long it will keep me going. i seem to have exhausted every drop of energy i hold. right now, i'm dried up.
I don't wish to go any further.
let me stay here, let me rest.
let me recollect myself. please dont give up on me. it makes me sad.
despite telling myself that my dad's never serious abt matters like this, it still scares the shit out of me....
i miss my mom...
i shall go to sleep. only sleep can comfort me, it gives me a few hrs of peace before having to face the tiring procedural days ahead.
how i wish that i can be someone who's dependable, reliable, who does what she says,someone who keeps her promise. if i were to be my dad, i would desperately want to track that stray naughty sperm back in preventing this hazard coming into earth.
i m tired. i shall sleep.....
Sunday, November 20, 2005
ooo long time no blogged...
jajaja, feeling good ^^, listening to Hirahara's song, it was amazing that she had tt NAGORI YUKI song in her album, i heard that song in the jap show Mr Tok lent me. It was nice ^^.
now i shall try to remember for the past..5 days...
wednesday - thursday...
me went to that ulu leadership camp, 2 days 1 night, luckily. Tell you what, it SUX!
Didn't do anything exciting. I thought that the Kayaking and mud walk would be fun, but NO, it wasnt. for kayaking, we only wet ourselves to do the stupid capsize drill (dam, one ugly woman juz walked by, yuck ><), we werent even this far from the shore, and i lost my socks.... it left me feeling grumpy all day. After the freaking capsize drill, we were to sit in the "field kitchen" and listen to that rotting instructor do theory work on "How to be a Leader", how lame. Knowat, they referred to us as "leaders" like "oi, leaders, come'ere..." (and stuff liddat), lame right! And i bet they think it was so clever...diunz...
I was damn grumpy so i wasn listening to tt instructor, i was talking to huimin they all. then the stupid instructor made me stand up and tell them wad i was talking abt. Shux... so i did tell them wad i was saying. He then went hypocritic, saying that what i said was right, and he think it was right too, and blah blah, but was trying all ways to rebutt me la, hypocrite...(ooo, this song is nice ^^, ayaka hirahara ^^)
aft tt we went to pitch out tents, it was the only fun thing lor. the tent was a what they called luxurious tent (or whatsoever). Dam big. materials : one very heavy sheet which i dono what its called, 2 shorter wooden poles with protruding nails on one end, and one very long pole that is supposed to be the roof, and 8 guide lines and 8 pins, oh and 8 floorboards.
we spent like one hr or so pitching the tents. aft which, from what i rmb, we went to the field kitchen again, to listen to cock. we were supposed to come up with some stupid skit or song or smth. I wasnt listening, as usual... my grps presentation was shit, Im not complaining..^^
dinner was fun, we cooked it ourselves, was supposed to come up with 10 different dishes. it started raining halfway, so we went to cook in the MPH(multi-purpose-house, diunz). haha our prized dish was cooked rice with curry powder wrapped in raw cabbage, LOL!!!! the food was nice, really, personally, i find the magee mee really appetizing ^^.
so aft doing the skit and stuff, we cleaned up la, showered, then went to sleep in our tents. there were 6 of us in our tent. Eunice, Huimin, Cheryl, Amy and her fren, plus me. we didnt talk much and went to sleep. The sleeping part is the funnest part of the camp, i think ^^. It was nice, sleeping with rain drumming above our heads, relaxing ^^. We got to sleep another 30 min coz it was raining heavily in the morning, wopee.
the next day, thursday, a good day, coz we are leaving!!!
we had to unpitch our tents aft breakfast. speaking of unpitching, theres someone i muz muz bring up. it is tt amy's fren, dono whats her name, she's super irritating! i took out the pins, ask her to wash, and she washed for so damn long, slowly take her time, when we were working to our death trying to wipe the bloody sheet clean. when she came back right, she didnt pick up the cloth and help out kno, she juz stood there holding the broom and talk cock. she thinks she's so pro, order ppl arnd, when she herself sit thr and talk, i really felt like kicking her face. i showed her that i was irritated and ask her to stop talking and get to work.
finally, we cleaned up everything, was so tired that i thot i will die. then we got to kno that only our sheet was clean and passed expectations, all the other 6 failed and had to be recleaned. dam...
so once again, we got down on all fours and start wiping like wiping was our lifetime achievement. that stupid ger was there again slacking when the others were working like dogs. ok, skip the cleaning.
at last, we finished, it was a great sense of satisfaction, coz our group managed to clean 3 goddam sheets ^^. i refuse to talk abt wad tt shit ger did.
then blah blah, more talking and stupid stuff, and area cleaning (diunz) we were leaving!!!!
finally...
that was the camping story, not very interesting..
the next day, i went to dentist, got my other 2 extractions, this time no so fun, coz it came out too fast... >< now i have 4 metal ring-like things on my 4 back teeth, wasnt tt bad, at least i can still chew with these things on.
yesterday, we sent me mom off to the airport, i can see that mom was very happy, she wore all red, woo, hot, lol. finally, aft so many years, mom was going back to China, Chengdu, of course she's happy. She's leaving for a week or two. and during this period, i hav the whole house to myself, muarharhahrar, weeeeeee. my dad only comes home in the aftnn, muarharharhhar, even better ^^. it feels good to be in charge, ^^.
change of plans, gonna watch HP4 with Shimin and Joanne, coz my Dad no time to watch with me, ><.
yup tts abt all, ^^...
i was frustrated with OekakiCentral yesterday, I couldnt submit the little devil that i drew due to some technical problems, and tt picture wasnt saved. T.T.... i m on drawing frenzy lately, cant help it, its a way of de-pressuring, i suppose. betta than nothing, altho i often end up frustrated...:P...
heez.
now i shall try to remember for the past..5 days...
wednesday - thursday...
me went to that ulu leadership camp, 2 days 1 night, luckily. Tell you what, it SUX!
Didn't do anything exciting. I thought that the Kayaking and mud walk would be fun, but NO, it wasnt. for kayaking, we only wet ourselves to do the stupid capsize drill (dam, one ugly woman juz walked by, yuck ><), we werent even this far from the shore, and i lost my socks.... it left me feeling grumpy all day. After the freaking capsize drill, we were to sit in the "field kitchen" and listen to that rotting instructor do theory work on "How to be a Leader", how lame. Knowat, they referred to us as "leaders" like "oi, leaders, come'ere..." (and stuff liddat), lame right! And i bet they think it was so clever...diunz...
I was damn grumpy so i wasn listening to tt instructor, i was talking to huimin they all. then the stupid instructor made me stand up and tell them wad i was talking abt. Shux... so i did tell them wad i was saying. He then went hypocritic, saying that what i said was right, and he think it was right too, and blah blah, but was trying all ways to rebutt me la, hypocrite...(ooo, this song is nice ^^, ayaka hirahara ^^)
aft tt we went to pitch out tents, it was the only fun thing lor. the tent was a what they called luxurious tent (or whatsoever). Dam big. materials : one very heavy sheet which i dono what its called, 2 shorter wooden poles with protruding nails on one end, and one very long pole that is supposed to be the roof, and 8 guide lines and 8 pins, oh and 8 floorboards.
we spent like one hr or so pitching the tents. aft which, from what i rmb, we went to the field kitchen again, to listen to cock. we were supposed to come up with some stupid skit or song or smth. I wasnt listening, as usual... my grps presentation was shit, Im not complaining..^^
dinner was fun, we cooked it ourselves, was supposed to come up with 10 different dishes. it started raining halfway, so we went to cook in the MPH(multi-purpose-house, diunz). haha our prized dish was cooked rice with curry powder wrapped in raw cabbage, LOL!!!! the food was nice, really, personally, i find the magee mee really appetizing ^^.
so aft doing the skit and stuff, we cleaned up la, showered, then went to sleep in our tents. there were 6 of us in our tent. Eunice, Huimin, Cheryl, Amy and her fren, plus me. we didnt talk much and went to sleep. The sleeping part is the funnest part of the camp, i think ^^. It was nice, sleeping with rain drumming above our heads, relaxing ^^. We got to sleep another 30 min coz it was raining heavily in the morning, wopee.
the next day, thursday, a good day, coz we are leaving!!!
we had to unpitch our tents aft breakfast. speaking of unpitching, theres someone i muz muz bring up. it is tt amy's fren, dono whats her name, she's super irritating! i took out the pins, ask her to wash, and she washed for so damn long, slowly take her time, when we were working to our death trying to wipe the bloody sheet clean. when she came back right, she didnt pick up the cloth and help out kno, she juz stood there holding the broom and talk cock. she thinks she's so pro, order ppl arnd, when she herself sit thr and talk, i really felt like kicking her face. i showed her that i was irritated and ask her to stop talking and get to work.
finally, we cleaned up everything, was so tired that i thot i will die. then we got to kno that only our sheet was clean and passed expectations, all the other 6 failed and had to be recleaned. dam...
so once again, we got down on all fours and start wiping like wiping was our lifetime achievement. that stupid ger was there again slacking when the others were working like dogs. ok, skip the cleaning.
at last, we finished, it was a great sense of satisfaction, coz our group managed to clean 3 goddam sheets ^^. i refuse to talk abt wad tt shit ger did.
then blah blah, more talking and stupid stuff, and area cleaning (diunz) we were leaving!!!!
finally...
that was the camping story, not very interesting..
the next day, i went to dentist, got my other 2 extractions, this time no so fun, coz it came out too fast... >< now i have 4 metal ring-like things on my 4 back teeth, wasnt tt bad, at least i can still chew with these things on.
yesterday, we sent me mom off to the airport, i can see that mom was very happy, she wore all red, woo, hot, lol. finally, aft so many years, mom was going back to China, Chengdu, of course she's happy. She's leaving for a week or two. and during this period, i hav the whole house to myself, muarharhahrar, weeeeeee. my dad only comes home in the aftnn, muarharharhhar, even better ^^. it feels good to be in charge, ^^.
change of plans, gonna watch HP4 with Shimin and Joanne, coz my Dad no time to watch with me, ><.
yup tts abt all, ^^...
i was frustrated with OekakiCentral yesterday, I couldnt submit the little devil that i drew due to some technical problems, and tt picture wasnt saved. T.T.... i m on drawing frenzy lately, cant help it, its a way of de-pressuring, i suppose. betta than nothing, altho i often end up frustrated...:P...
heez.
Friday, November 11, 2005
extracted my teeth ^^
i went to get my two outgrowth extracted yesterday.
i used to be scared of extracting me tooth, supprisingly it was pretty fun ^^.
the fun part was when the doc injected tt "numb" drug, i forgot wat its called, anaethetic?? :P.
haha then half of my face went numb and my gums feel swollen, i lost control of my left nostril...muahaha, it was hilarious!!!
she starts to mess with my two outgrowths, using something tt looked like screwdriver...lol, i kind of felt the flesh separate from the tooth, a quick sense of pleasure, how perverted....
ya, the extraction went well, and i didnt bleed alot, the wound healed pretty fast. Places near my head heals faster than places far from my head...lol.. the wound doesn hurt anymore, it is the blue rubberbands tt POON stuffs into my teeth tt is irritating. It feels like u have left overs stuck in between ur teeth, big chunks. every bite will induce a moment of pain and pressure on my gums. pain ~~
other than that, i have no complains for getting my teeth extracted, now i can at least smile normally, no more ugly protrusions and well i look better on photos now. happiness ^^
i used to be scared of extracting me tooth, supprisingly it was pretty fun ^^.
the fun part was when the doc injected tt "numb" drug, i forgot wat its called, anaethetic?? :P.
haha then half of my face went numb and my gums feel swollen, i lost control of my left nostril...muahaha, it was hilarious!!!
she starts to mess with my two outgrowths, using something tt looked like screwdriver...lol, i kind of felt the flesh separate from the tooth, a quick sense of pleasure, how perverted....
ya, the extraction went well, and i didnt bleed alot, the wound healed pretty fast. Places near my head heals faster than places far from my head...lol.. the wound doesn hurt anymore, it is the blue rubberbands tt POON stuffs into my teeth tt is irritating. It feels like u have left overs stuck in between ur teeth, big chunks. every bite will induce a moment of pain and pressure on my gums. pain ~~
other than that, i have no complains for getting my teeth extracted, now i can at least smile normally, no more ugly protrusions and well i look better on photos now. happiness ^^
Saturday, November 05, 2005
aaa irritated, my dad nag me again, cannot play game le, even msn solitaire also don let me play, iz this how to treat a ill person?! i may die of depression or lack of fun and games....
o crap, maybe i shall go sleep.
blog again tmr.
see tt i changed my blogskin?
haha, me so proud
coz i made it!!! partly. but still i m very proud muahahahar ^^
today, there was a manga workshop by INOUE at Jurong East Library. haha. they called it a crashcourse, nah, e philix, or wadever his name was, taut only the very basics, and they still had e cheek to ask us by how much did tt course improve our knowledge on e subject on the survey. crap.
but then i met this Liz ger, her drawings are superb! i feel so inferior, T.T...
I aspire to draw better than her! and tadaa, i have a new motivation, vroom vroom...
really, i need to put in more hardwork, i really have to, i havnt been drawing lately, and it gets rusty without practice....
i need inspiration!!!! i don wan my pieces to come out all with the same ppl doing the same things, wearing the same expresiion!
I want my drawings to be able to convey somthing!
something meaningful, not just a pretty ger posing.
But something much deeper, with a message.
ya, tt wld be nice ^^.
ok. tt's abt all.
ha and i saw tt short guy again, hahaha
o crap, maybe i shall go sleep.
blog again tmr.
see tt i changed my blogskin?
haha, me so proud
coz i made it!!! partly. but still i m very proud muahahahar ^^
today, there was a manga workshop by INOUE at Jurong East Library. haha. they called it a crashcourse, nah, e philix, or wadever his name was, taut only the very basics, and they still had e cheek to ask us by how much did tt course improve our knowledge on e subject on the survey. crap.
but then i met this Liz ger, her drawings are superb! i feel so inferior, T.T...
I aspire to draw better than her! and tadaa, i have a new motivation, vroom vroom...
really, i need to put in more hardwork, i really have to, i havnt been drawing lately, and it gets rusty without practice....
i need inspiration!!!! i don wan my pieces to come out all with the same ppl doing the same things, wearing the same expresiion!
I want my drawings to be able to convey somthing!
something meaningful, not just a pretty ger posing.
But something much deeper, with a message.
ya, tt wld be nice ^^.
ok. tt's abt all.
ha and i saw tt short guy again, hahaha
Thursday, November 03, 2005
baaa
its not her fault that she didnt know!
It's not her fault that at her hometown,
Mary did not have a lamb, maybe mary had a dog or a cat.
Really, its not her fault...
doops...havnt touched GB for days...my heart yearns for it. Perhaps i might get to play a teeny little bit tmr...prayzzzzzzz
fergot to mention yesterday. tuesday i went out wif shimin, haha, i finally saw her wear skirt... ^^ (i sound weird...) ya, we went to Genki Sushi to ask abt part times, and ya it's probably another gone case. Lala~~ but the impt part was when we were at Kino, there were many JaP guys, woohooo!! excitment ^^ lol...
haha there were 2 grps of them, maybe they went there as one grp but split up eventually. haha geeks and hunks, woot! for some reason, i just cant resist jap guys, ill fall head over heels for them, heex... shimin wished me luck in getting a jap bf nxt time, and i wished her luck in getting a korean one.
we wondered how come singapore guys does not have the luring characteristics of jap guys although they try means and ways to look like them, but in the end turn out a flop. whew~~~
i got a flu, and e right nostril wont stop running, irritatin, really.
haha i did a stunt with me boogie just now, i made a bubble, lol, wot a feat! the bubble was reeally big u kno, 0.0
and i was seen by me dad when i accidentally flicked my tissue out of da window...lmao, well, he told me to go pick it up.
i've been very hardworking these two days, and i hope i can keep it up. Nxt yr is dreadful, and I need to be prepared, for unseen circumstances may occur.
come to think of it, this yr passed so fast, that i couldnt blive how fast it past.... i can still rmb at e start of e yr, i was thinking tt O's were still hell far away. but now, seems like they were right at me dorrstep. prrrr, shivers...
hmm, someone muz b glad tt i updated, huh. ^^
It's not her fault that at her hometown,
Mary did not have a lamb, maybe mary had a dog or a cat.
Really, its not her fault...
doops...havnt touched GB for days...my heart yearns for it. Perhaps i might get to play a teeny little bit tmr...prayzzzzzzz
fergot to mention yesterday. tuesday i went out wif shimin, haha, i finally saw her wear skirt... ^^ (i sound weird...) ya, we went to Genki Sushi to ask abt part times, and ya it's probably another gone case. Lala~~ but the impt part was when we were at Kino, there were many JaP guys, woohooo!! excitment ^^ lol...
haha there were 2 grps of them, maybe they went there as one grp but split up eventually. haha geeks and hunks, woot! for some reason, i just cant resist jap guys, ill fall head over heels for them, heex... shimin wished me luck in getting a jap bf nxt time, and i wished her luck in getting a korean one.
we wondered how come singapore guys does not have the luring characteristics of jap guys although they try means and ways to look like them, but in the end turn out a flop. whew~~~
i got a flu, and e right nostril wont stop running, irritatin, really.
haha i did a stunt with me boogie just now, i made a bubble, lol, wot a feat! the bubble was reeally big u kno, 0.0
and i was seen by me dad when i accidentally flicked my tissue out of da window...lmao, well, he told me to go pick it up.
i've been very hardworking these two days, and i hope i can keep it up. Nxt yr is dreadful, and I need to be prepared, for unseen circumstances may occur.
come to think of it, this yr passed so fast, that i couldnt blive how fast it past.... i can still rmb at e start of e yr, i was thinking tt O's were still hell far away. but now, seems like they were right at me dorrstep. prrrr, shivers...
hmm, someone muz b glad tt i updated, huh. ^^
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
fine! i shall update. :D heex...nothing much to say anyway.
i got inspired and decided to change the "PONG SHUI" of my study, harhar.
I singlehandledly shifted de table and singlehandledly dismembered my com and joined them back, woot! wot a sense of satisfaction ^^.
yesterday, e uncle from next door suddenly started talking to me, freaky, :P. He's a nice person, I think, but i juz cant figure out y he started to talk to me all of a sudden...
i m looking all over for the midi for GLAYxEXILE - SCREAM, i juz watched the mtv a few days ago, and i was shocked. it was SUPER COOOOOL!!!!!! I had always knu that EXILE was great at dancing, and the mtv totally enhances my thot. IT WAS COOL BEYOND EXPLANATION!!!! i wish i can put it up here, but i dono how.... sobx...
my dad's picking on me every now and then, i m getting used to it alr...haha, my mom was right, what does it matter? He's my dad and he likes to pick on me, so let him pick all he want then, i shall be wise to keep my mouth shut and listen to de weird little things he comes up to irritate me, hmmm, quite interesting sometimes. ^^
did i mention that my year end results suck?
it sucked....like hell! i was so ashamed to bring that piece of dog poo paper home to let my dad sign, boohoooooooo. sigh...that is y i need to change e PONG SHUI...
I like tt MTV commercial abt the PONG SHUI, its so funny!!! MUARHARHARHAR! I wonder whether i can download it somewhere, hmmm ...
i got inspired and decided to change the "PONG SHUI" of my study, harhar.
I singlehandledly shifted de table and singlehandledly dismembered my com and joined them back, woot! wot a sense of satisfaction ^^.
yesterday, e uncle from next door suddenly started talking to me, freaky, :P. He's a nice person, I think, but i juz cant figure out y he started to talk to me all of a sudden...
i m looking all over for the midi for GLAYxEXILE - SCREAM, i juz watched the mtv a few days ago, and i was shocked. it was SUPER COOOOOL!!!!!! I had always knu that EXILE was great at dancing, and the mtv totally enhances my thot. IT WAS COOL BEYOND EXPLANATION!!!! i wish i can put it up here, but i dono how.... sobx...
my dad's picking on me every now and then, i m getting used to it alr...haha, my mom was right, what does it matter? He's my dad and he likes to pick on me, so let him pick all he want then, i shall be wise to keep my mouth shut and listen to de weird little things he comes up to irritate me, hmmm, quite interesting sometimes. ^^
did i mention that my year end results suck?
it sucked....like hell! i was so ashamed to bring that piece of dog poo paper home to let my dad sign, boohoooooooo. sigh...that is y i need to change e PONG SHUI...
I like tt MTV commercial abt the PONG SHUI, its so funny!!! MUARHARHARHAR! I wonder whether i can download it somewhere, hmmm ...
Saturday, September 24, 2005
i had been a very obedient and initiative girl today, and i award myself for that, coz end of yr is arnd the corner, and I must get good grades this time, at least my L1R5 less than 10, so i studied with fervour and enthusiasm for the whole aftnn, the prime of my life was spent studying, isnt that sweet ^^
Dad went out wit Mom to help me get a mouse, coz the previous went crazy, and I had been sticking to my Graphier, and was afraid that it might spoil under my care, so they went to buy a new one, i was spposed to tag along but I had to study so i stayed behind.
When my Dad came back, I knew it would happen that way, he bought a laptop mouse for me and it was useless...so out of pure frustration, i went out on my own and bot a normal-for-God's-sake mouse, and a USB plug or smth, it was pink, and it was cute, it cost 40 bucks and I bought it, total I spent 70 bucks today...
and now my new mouse is juz lying on the table, alittle bit to my east, emitting mesmerizing blue light, just cant take my hands of it, and once again, I proclaim that I have unique and good taste, weeeeeee!
A few days ago, my ReGet Deluxe went expired, I dono y, its not supposed to be since I had registered it with Keygen, but it juz went expired....sad...,it's the best download manager I've used and now I cant use it anymore, booohoooo T_T...
Now I'm downloadin DAP, and it's freaking slow, coz there's little seed, and its only a mere 3mb, infuriating....uuuurgh...
hmmm, I had planned to download Windows XP Professional but was unsuccessful coz it's kind of old and nbd's seeding it....wewewewewew
Bitcomet has been updated to version 0.60, not much difference except now that it has a Preview feature, amazing (my foot)...
Next thurs is the start of the dreaded days, and I dare say I'm not prepared for it, why? BECAUSE THE FREAKING GEOGRAPHY IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate geog, i hate geog....i hate it..........
Dad went out wit Mom to help me get a mouse, coz the previous went crazy, and I had been sticking to my Graphier, and was afraid that it might spoil under my care, so they went to buy a new one, i was spposed to tag along but I had to study so i stayed behind.
When my Dad came back, I knew it would happen that way, he bought a laptop mouse for me and it was useless...so out of pure frustration, i went out on my own and bot a normal-for-God's-sake mouse, and a USB plug or smth, it was pink, and it was cute, it cost 40 bucks and I bought it, total I spent 70 bucks today...
and now my new mouse is juz lying on the table, alittle bit to my east, emitting mesmerizing blue light, just cant take my hands of it, and once again, I proclaim that I have unique and good taste, weeeeeee!
A few days ago, my ReGet Deluxe went expired, I dono y, its not supposed to be since I had registered it with Keygen, but it juz went expired....sad...,it's the best download manager I've used and now I cant use it anymore, booohoooo T_T...
Now I'm downloadin DAP, and it's freaking slow, coz there's little seed, and its only a mere 3mb, infuriating....uuuurgh...
hmmm, I had planned to download Windows XP Professional but was unsuccessful coz it's kind of old and nbd's seeding it....wewewewewew
Bitcomet has been updated to version 0.60, not much difference except now that it has a Preview feature, amazing (my foot)...
Next thurs is the start of the dreaded days, and I dare say I'm not prepared for it, why? BECAUSE THE FREAKING GEOGRAPHY IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate geog, i hate geog....i hate it..........
Thursday, September 15, 2005
i need a shrink...
I m telling you, I'm gonna go crazy one of these days...
I've pouring over geography for 2 days, and I realized I can't take it animore, geog disgusts me, it makes my life super difficult, as if I'd need them when i grow up...
what am I gonna do during my weekend?
do i have to say?
coz it freaks me out...
well i juz have to revise everything i need to revise..
Im having my dinner now, 1130pm...taste like shit...
and Im looking out fer a super fuking mosquito under my table, if it bites me again, it's gonna get it, try doing me when i m like this, it wont hav a tiny bit of him left, for sure.
I've pouring over geography for 2 days, and I realized I can't take it animore, geog disgusts me, it makes my life super difficult, as if I'd need them when i grow up...
what am I gonna do during my weekend?
do i have to say?
coz it freaks me out...
well i juz have to revise everything i need to revise..
Im having my dinner now, 1130pm...taste like shit...
and Im looking out fer a super fuking mosquito under my table, if it bites me again, it's gonna get it, try doing me when i m like this, it wont hav a tiny bit of him left, for sure.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
MOm's Birthday today, ^^
Wish u a happy birthday, and happy everyday ^^, Love ya Lots ^^
due to something, mom doesnt wanna celebrate her birthday anymore, its been like that for 2 years already. I really dont wish to see my Mom being sad and gloomy, I like her when she overpowers my Dad, I like her when she orders people arnd (not me preferably), she gives me a sense of power when she does tt, and I really want to tell her tt i hope she can do it more often...am i weird or wad?
anyway, last night I couldnt sleep so i got up and arnd 12 and played Gb til 2 and then watched Full Metal Alchemist episode 35. It was gruesome, the people in tt village getting Fossil Disease and the way they die is very disgusting, stone-fied...Full metal is a very realistic anime if you ask me, very distinguished and very true, i always cry watching Full metal..sighs..
and aft last night, i conclude tt i play Gb better at night, becoz I kept winning that's why. I even managed HIgh Angles using turtle...blooodi, I was amazed ^^. I shall try tml night, coz tonight really need some sleep, else I wont be able to wake up tml morning.
Wish u a happy birthday, and happy everyday ^^, Love ya Lots ^^
due to something, mom doesnt wanna celebrate her birthday anymore, its been like that for 2 years already. I really dont wish to see my Mom being sad and gloomy, I like her when she overpowers my Dad, I like her when she orders people arnd (not me preferably), she gives me a sense of power when she does tt, and I really want to tell her tt i hope she can do it more often...am i weird or wad?
anyway, last night I couldnt sleep so i got up and arnd 12 and played Gb til 2 and then watched Full Metal Alchemist episode 35. It was gruesome, the people in tt village getting Fossil Disease and the way they die is very disgusting, stone-fied...Full metal is a very realistic anime if you ask me, very distinguished and very true, i always cry watching Full metal..sighs..
and aft last night, i conclude tt i play Gb better at night, becoz I kept winning that's why. I even managed HIgh Angles using turtle...blooodi, I was amazed ^^. I shall try tml night, coz tonight really need some sleep, else I wont be able to wake up tml morning.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
today arh, another boring day~~~
i purposely got my hair cut yesterday for today's photo taking, in the end i forgot to apply wax la, and it went like this way --->, and tt way <----. totally ugly, ha, this year's photo cannot block shimin's face liao, darnz....
before the photo taking, mr lim came to talk to me, ask me why these days my face so black, and i told him coz school is very boring, then he started telling me stuff tt i heard from my parents, o well, i guess everybd says da same thing anyway..
i dono why, its not i nv tried to perk up in school, but it's juz so damn gloomy tt it affects my mood lo, then i also got nothing to talk to my frens ma, no common stuff to talk, dono wad rongji or smth, haiz, can't say its lame la, onli i dono how to appreciate lo.
i rmb, last time, someone asked me what are frenz for...and that and then i replied a stupid answer, and tt person probably thinks i m a shallow person.
wad are frenz for?
i wonder whether i do have any true frenz at all...
why do i compel myself to do things i don like?
whats freaking wrong with me?
o fook, i don giv a damn, juz get this 2 yrs over n done with la, damn frustrating sometimes.
I need to adjuz myself, whether my attitude or my character or anithin liddat...
should hav more confidence in myself la, then i'd dare to go talk to daryl, darnz...
then should also believe in myself more, not everything other ppl say is correct one...
and i should like myself more also, coz if everybody hates me, then who's left to love me?
i wonder....
anyway, heck la, shud concentrate studying and don freaking give a damn abt other ppl, coz they don affect me, they cant and they wont....
I m a loner, but i am not alone, i need to find someone who understands me, and knows me....not juz some half hearted ppl trying to be nice.......
i purposely got my hair cut yesterday for today's photo taking, in the end i forgot to apply wax la, and it went like this way --->, and tt way <----. totally ugly, ha, this year's photo cannot block shimin's face liao, darnz....
before the photo taking, mr lim came to talk to me, ask me why these days my face so black, and i told him coz school is very boring, then he started telling me stuff tt i heard from my parents, o well, i guess everybd says da same thing anyway..
i dono why, its not i nv tried to perk up in school, but it's juz so damn gloomy tt it affects my mood lo, then i also got nothing to talk to my frens ma, no common stuff to talk, dono wad rongji or smth, haiz, can't say its lame la, onli i dono how to appreciate lo.
i rmb, last time, someone asked me what are frenz for...and that and then i replied a stupid answer, and tt person probably thinks i m a shallow person.
wad are frenz for?
i wonder whether i do have any true frenz at all...
why do i compel myself to do things i don like?
whats freaking wrong with me?
o fook, i don giv a damn, juz get this 2 yrs over n done with la, damn frustrating sometimes.
I need to adjuz myself, whether my attitude or my character or anithin liddat...
should hav more confidence in myself la, then i'd dare to go talk to daryl, darnz...
then should also believe in myself more, not everything other ppl say is correct one...
and i should like myself more also, coz if everybody hates me, then who's left to love me?
i wonder....
anyway, heck la, shud concentrate studying and don freaking give a damn abt other ppl, coz they don affect me, they cant and they wont....
I m a loner, but i am not alone, i need to find someone who understands me, and knows me....not juz some half hearted ppl trying to be nice.......
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Oh My Goodness!
I'm gonna be a freaking lesbian??!!
Coz last night i dreamt that I was getting married with a WOMAN!!!!
oh god, pls don let mi be a lesbian T_T, and then i dreamt tt my dad was wearing striking pink pants and running arnd the place, i guess it was a church...i guess
lol my super weird dream, my "wife" was a Japanese I think....
PPl say wad happens in dreams are opposite in reality... which means I'm not a lesbian, and my "husband"'s gonna be a jap...
lol..crap
Never knew that I was an emotional person, I cried ALOT of times this week.
I cry when I watch Full Metal Alchemist.
I cry when I read "CRYING OUT LOVE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WORLD"
I cry when I watch "Mr Tok's VCD"
I cry when I watch "DA CHANG JIN"
....
cry so much, so not like mi. Got problems liao...tsk tsk
I'm gonna be a freaking lesbian??!!
Coz last night i dreamt that I was getting married with a WOMAN!!!!
oh god, pls don let mi be a lesbian T_T, and then i dreamt tt my dad was wearing striking pink pants and running arnd the place, i guess it was a church...i guess
lol my super weird dream, my "wife" was a Japanese I think....
PPl say wad happens in dreams are opposite in reality... which means I'm not a lesbian, and my "husband"'s gonna be a jap...
lol..crap
Never knew that I was an emotional person, I cried ALOT of times this week.
I cry when I watch Full Metal Alchemist.
I cry when I read "CRYING OUT LOVE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WORLD"
I cry when I watch "Mr Tok's VCD"
I cry when I watch "DA CHANG JIN"
....
cry so much, so not like mi. Got problems liao...tsk tsk
Thursday, September 01, 2005
A VErY MeAnINgFul Day
wops...
ok, went for dental today, did the model of my teeth and x-ray and scaling, was a horrible day, well actually not that bad, all the pains and going-to-pukes aside, it was quite ok.
ya, april was right, the x-ray thing they stuff into ur mouth really makes you wanna puke, i wonder how i did managed to refrain from vomiting.
Reached Outram at 7.30am, was 45 min early, so we went to the food court to eat breakfast. Went for appment at 8.15 and they started messing with my mouth...
first they told me to swallow all my saliva, then dr POON stuffed this black metal scoopy thing into my mouth, took it out, filled the scoop with green plasticine stuff, was THIS much u kno, and stuffed back into my mouth. That's supposed to be molding the shape of my teeth, so POON pressed the scoop down onto my lower teeth, with so much force that i thought my jaw's gonna drop, she took it out juz b4 i was about to puke. then she did the same to my upper jaw...aft tt i was made to bite down hard onto some pink plastic mold or smth. O, then she took pictures of my teeth and dadada, i was told to take x-ray at lvl 4...
The x-ray was stupid, had to stand in some stupid postition and grabbing some stupid handle and bitting some stupid thing....took me half an hr.
At 9 smth, i went down to lvl 4, for scaling. tt's when the pain began...
it was painful even to juz recall...
aiya continue tml...now i go sleep liao
ok, went for dental today, did the model of my teeth and x-ray and scaling, was a horrible day, well actually not that bad, all the pains and going-to-pukes aside, it was quite ok.
ya, april was right, the x-ray thing they stuff into ur mouth really makes you wanna puke, i wonder how i did managed to refrain from vomiting.
Reached Outram at 7.30am, was 45 min early, so we went to the food court to eat breakfast. Went for appment at 8.15 and they started messing with my mouth...
first they told me to swallow all my saliva, then dr POON stuffed this black metal scoopy thing into my mouth, took it out, filled the scoop with green plasticine stuff, was THIS much u kno, and stuffed back into my mouth. That's supposed to be molding the shape of my teeth, so POON pressed the scoop down onto my lower teeth, with so much force that i thought my jaw's gonna drop, she took it out juz b4 i was about to puke. then she did the same to my upper jaw...aft tt i was made to bite down hard onto some pink plastic mold or smth. O, then she took pictures of my teeth and dadada, i was told to take x-ray at lvl 4...
The x-ray was stupid, had to stand in some stupid postition and grabbing some stupid handle and bitting some stupid thing....took me half an hr.
At 9 smth, i went down to lvl 4, for scaling. tt's when the pain began...
it was painful even to juz recall...
aiya continue tml...now i go sleep liao
Sunday, August 28, 2005
he~~llo~~
ok, I'm blogging bcoz someone told me to update.
O where shall I start...
Alot has happened last week...
Some really sad things, I shall not mention, coz it's not my right to talk about it.
And I went for dental appment, the Doc POON told me that my brushing is bad, and probably may need to go thru surgery to correct my jaws after the braces. and blahblahblah...
OK, guess what time did I go to sleep last night? Or rather this morning? Ha, 6am, half an hour before my Dad wakes up for work, pro right, haha, I played GB till 4am then went to my room and read comics till 6...not a very healthy lifestyle, but it doesnt hurt if i do it once in a while...
So I woke up 1130 today by the beautiful sound of the horny GaLangGuNi man, washed up and ate my lunch at the dining rm, watching vcd, the one i borrowed from Mr Tok.
Addicting, really, took me a long while to switch.
Left home at 3 to go take passport size photo for my JLPT exam form, got really pissed off by that OBAASAN, coz she kept critisizing my hair and finally in the end said that "you are not very good looking...". I took it personally and I stared at her, and said "I'm SO sorry..." and I left. Not very harsh, I should have made it sharper and so that she ...o well, I'm a magnanimous puuurrson....~~~
ya, so aft tt i went to Kovan to hand in my registration form, I had worried abt whether the school had alrdy closed for the day coz the time was 1530 and today's a sunday...you know~~ but luckily, i kind of ran into the principal, and so managed to hand in the form without a wasted trip.
Ok, maths qn.
$(75 - 27.5 - 27 - 2.5 - 3.9 - 2.7)= $5.40
The above calculation is the finance of today. Amazing rite...
The best part of today is the walking-home-from-the-busstop section. Guess who i saw!?
DARRYL!!! WOOHOO!!!
I was brave today, and I walked inside the basketball court, so to be nearer...teehee, ya and I saw him glancing .... u know, and then....u know....hahahahha, i cant continue....gotten all excited juz to recall....
haha, ya, but he's not alone, so I didn bother to go talk to him...
ok abt all, haha
O where shall I start...
Alot has happened last week...
Some really sad things, I shall not mention, coz it's not my right to talk about it.
And I went for dental appment, the Doc POON told me that my brushing is bad, and probably may need to go thru surgery to correct my jaws after the braces. and blahblahblah...
OK, guess what time did I go to sleep last night? Or rather this morning? Ha, 6am, half an hour before my Dad wakes up for work, pro right, haha, I played GB till 4am then went to my room and read comics till 6...not a very healthy lifestyle, but it doesnt hurt if i do it once in a while...
So I woke up 1130 today by the beautiful sound of the horny GaLangGuNi man, washed up and ate my lunch at the dining rm, watching vcd, the one i borrowed from Mr Tok.
Addicting, really, took me a long while to switch.
Left home at 3 to go take passport size photo for my JLPT exam form, got really pissed off by that OBAASAN, coz she kept critisizing my hair and finally in the end said that "you are not very good looking...". I took it personally and I stared at her, and said "I'm SO sorry..." and I left. Not very harsh, I should have made it sharper and so that she ...o well, I'm a magnanimous puuurrson....~~~
ya, so aft tt i went to Kovan to hand in my registration form, I had worried abt whether the school had alrdy closed for the day coz the time was 1530 and today's a sunday...you know~~ but luckily, i kind of ran into the principal, and so managed to hand in the form without a wasted trip.
Ok, maths qn.
$(75 - 27.5 - 27 - 2.5 - 3.9 - 2.7)= $5.40
The above calculation is the finance of today. Amazing rite...
The best part of today is the walking-home-from-the-busstop section. Guess who i saw!?
DARRYL!!! WOOHOO!!!
I was brave today, and I walked inside the basketball court, so to be nearer...teehee, ya and I saw him glancing .... u know, and then....u know....hahahahha, i cant continue....gotten all excited juz to recall....
haha, ya, but he's not alone, so I didn bother to go talk to him...
ok abt all, haha
Sunday, August 14, 2005
SORA JIMA
juz watched ONE PIECE EPISODE 152, the part where they set out to Sky Island (Sora Jima), they had to ride on the sea explosion current in order to reach the sky.......i got soooo gan dong!!! i'm like all teary now, sobs, juz too magnificent alr.......one piece is the only anime that can make me cry, haha ^^. SORA JIMA NI IKE!!!!
O shux go to rush fer my lesson liao. SARABA TOMOYO!!~~~
O shux go to rush fer my lesson liao. SARABA TOMOYO!!~~~
Saturday, August 13, 2005
one more thing
o, juz now 4got to mention.
this aftnn, i was doing hw with ShiQi at the tables near the badminton court, then suddenly got this stupid indian man appear behind me then down there blabber blabber. we couldnt understand a shit he was saying coz he's drunk and it was damn smelly, and he was like coming nearer and nearer to me, i thought he was asking us for money, then both of us were like damn scared.
finally i understood what he was talking abt, he mistook shiqi as my mother coz he refered to me as "son" (darn...) then he was like scolding shiqi for teaching me maths is chinese..........lame right? wth, damn smelly somemore, at first i thought he was going to punch me, uuurgh, disgusted...
then i was like "oh ya, oh i see, thank u bye bye..." then he went off....phew, i really thought he was going to punch me.......T_T
when we were "attacked" by that man, there were actually 2 other persons sitting there, they like ran away aft they saw that guy approaching, omfg, so irresponsible, at least can warn us right. some helpful stupid singaporeans la...
hmphf
this aftnn, i was doing hw with ShiQi at the tables near the badminton court, then suddenly got this stupid indian man appear behind me then down there blabber blabber. we couldnt understand a shit he was saying coz he's drunk and it was damn smelly, and he was like coming nearer and nearer to me, i thought he was asking us for money, then both of us were like damn scared.
finally i understood what he was talking abt, he mistook shiqi as my mother coz he refered to me as "son" (darn...) then he was like scolding shiqi for teaching me maths is chinese..........lame right? wth, damn smelly somemore, at first i thought he was going to punch me, uuurgh, disgusted...
then i was like "oh ya, oh i see, thank u bye bye..." then he went off....phew, i really thought he was going to punch me.......T_T
when we were "attacked" by that man, there were actually 2 other persons sitting there, they like ran away aft they saw that guy approaching, omfg, so irresponsible, at least can warn us right. some helpful stupid singaporeans la...
hmphf
walao
freaking hell juz quarrel wif my dad, i was minding my own business then he come and find fault from me, say i nv do homework, like shit man, i do until no more homework to do alr still wan2 do, keep comparing me with my cousin, he can go america uni, so what? keep saying liddat i keep playing canot go uni, keep saying that i cannot go uni, keep saying i canot go uni, when i tell him i can go, he will glare at me and ask whether i can anot, then im left to agree with him that i cannot go uni, then he will threaten to slap me, my fucking hell, then wat u wan me to do? keep doing homework wont get me to uni one lor, wat the hell.... o lvl havn take yet tell me abt uni, my fucking hell!!!!!
hate it lor, walau, he liddat my mother also liddat, they juz wan to see me sitting at the table looking at a book or wadever they are so like jumping in joy, freaking ppl, liddat can uni izzit? then i shall sit at the table and stare my way to uni lor, fuck u man.
stupid shit, now i hate everyone, spoil my god dam mood, do homework liao lor, walao, what else can i do? freakking stupid shit.
hate it lor, walau, he liddat my mother also liddat, they juz wan to see me sitting at the table looking at a book or wadever they are so like jumping in joy, freaking ppl, liddat can uni izzit? then i shall sit at the table and stare my way to uni lor, fuck u man.
stupid shit, now i hate everyone, spoil my god dam mood, do homework liao lor, walao, what else can i do? freakking stupid shit.
Friday, August 12, 2005
trigonometric functions
harhar, was taught trigo by my DAD jus now, was hilarious...
not really funny juz now, but come to think of it now omg, harhar dam funny...
actually if i were to be taught maths by my DAD i m a genius by now, harhar, really my DAD's reeeeeeaaaally pro at maths, can't help but wonder whether i inherited his genes or not...i think i did...hehe
well, trigo isn't so bad, juz have to rmb that secant cosecant and cotagent thingy, takes a little bit of time, but turns out to be no problem for me, ^^ i may not be a maths genius, but i'm not stupid either...I'M SMART YOU KNOW...TEEHEE, my head's getting big...
i love me DADDY ^^ and i kno he loves me too, tho he keeps shouting at me and i keep shouting back, i can't find another better DAD than my DAD, and well, hehe, my DAD ROCKS!!!!
phew, one week gone, tests over, left one more cheng yu test to go, i feel so guilty for not being able to go deeper into Chinese and stuff, chinese lessons all so damn slag, hate it u kno, hate it when april and abel and yuxian they all keep saying chinese sux, like hell lor, if it really sux, then don speak la, haiya, so infuriating... anyway, made up my mind to take LEP when i go to JC. Can take 2 LEPs? Feel like taking both Chi and Jap hehe.......I pray....
hmm...today's download rate was pretty low, but i feel quite accomplished coz i managed to download Shaman King from 15% to 30% in 2 days, impressive eh? hope it finishes soon ^^
sometimes i don like her (not namin in case ppl see n spread) coz i find that she could be quite selfish at times, wad she think abt is, how to say, superficial stuff, she did not even want to explore deeper into the matter and consider things from other ppl's objective, i mean sometimes when she talk abt stuff it's all abt what she thinks, and most of the time what she thinks are pretty incomprehensible by me, not that I totally don't understand but it's that I myself will not think that way, that way which makes things so complicated...anyway this is juz sometimes of her, i can take it u know, harhar, gtg, go throw rubbish liao...
not really funny juz now, but come to think of it now omg, harhar dam funny...
actually if i were to be taught maths by my DAD i m a genius by now, harhar, really my DAD's reeeeeeaaaally pro at maths, can't help but wonder whether i inherited his genes or not...i think i did...hehe
well, trigo isn't so bad, juz have to rmb that secant cosecant and cotagent thingy, takes a little bit of time, but turns out to be no problem for me, ^^ i may not be a maths genius, but i'm not stupid either...I'M SMART YOU KNOW...TEEHEE, my head's getting big...
i love me DADDY ^^ and i kno he loves me too, tho he keeps shouting at me and i keep shouting back, i can't find another better DAD than my DAD, and well, hehe, my DAD ROCKS!!!!
phew, one week gone, tests over, left one more cheng yu test to go, i feel so guilty for not being able to go deeper into Chinese and stuff, chinese lessons all so damn slag, hate it u kno, hate it when april and abel and yuxian they all keep saying chinese sux, like hell lor, if it really sux, then don speak la, haiya, so infuriating... anyway, made up my mind to take LEP when i go to JC. Can take 2 LEPs? Feel like taking both Chi and Jap hehe.......I pray....
hmm...today's download rate was pretty low, but i feel quite accomplished coz i managed to download Shaman King from 15% to 30% in 2 days, impressive eh? hope it finishes soon ^^
sometimes i don like her (not namin in case ppl see n spread) coz i find that she could be quite selfish at times, wad she think abt is, how to say, superficial stuff, she did not even want to explore deeper into the matter and consider things from other ppl's objective, i mean sometimes when she talk abt stuff it's all abt what she thinks, and most of the time what she thinks are pretty incomprehensible by me, not that I totally don't understand but it's that I myself will not think that way, that way which makes things so complicated...anyway this is juz sometimes of her, i can take it u know, harhar, gtg, go throw rubbish liao...
Thursday, August 11, 2005
omg...
Jian Gui le!!!
I was playing gunbound juz now ma, then use random bot, guess wad, i kena 6 time knight u know!!! 6FREAKING TIMES!!! Freaky lor then also alot ppl got dragon today, the dragon's ss damn coooooool, dono how to describe la, dam coool jiu dui le.
T.T so gan dong, sob sob.
Tml, last paper, yippee, so happy then can come home right after school to watch BLEACH and NARUTO!!!!
OMG I LOVE THURSDAYS, Y? COZ GOT NARUTO AND BLEACH MA. LOL HARHAR
K LA, GO SLEEP LE, TODAY NEW BEDSHEETS, HELLO KITTY ONE, LOL, SO CUTEE, JUZ LIKE MOI
MUARHARHHAR
I was playing gunbound juz now ma, then use random bot, guess wad, i kena 6 time knight u know!!! 6FREAKING TIMES!!! Freaky lor then also alot ppl got dragon today, the dragon's ss damn coooooool, dono how to describe la, dam coool jiu dui le.
T.T so gan dong, sob sob.
Tml, last paper, yippee, so happy then can come home right after school to watch BLEACH and NARUTO!!!!
OMG I LOVE THURSDAYS, Y? COZ GOT NARUTO AND BLEACH MA. LOL HARHAR
K LA, GO SLEEP LE, TODAY NEW BEDSHEETS, HELLO KITTY ONE, LOL, SO CUTEE, JUZ LIKE MOI
MUARHARHHAR
Monday, August 08, 2005
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o well since i got nth to do, i shall blog once in awhile.
hmm...today national day celebration, i sang Singapore's National Anthem and said their pledge.......well no harm done, but I shall not be loyal to another country..... o well.........
Then aft long long time of standing in the freakking parade square, or wadever that piece of shit is, then we set out to collect newspaper frm BLK 536.
I dono, i juz went there to knock on doors and collect newspapers, and i most probably didn do anything else.
Then aft that we went to J8 to eat pasta, there goes my 10 bucks, sobs...all for April's wish to eat pasta wif shimin n me......and on our way we met LinXiu and Eunice. Speakin of Eunice, she's my hope, to get the OBS shirts that I was unable to get last time..heehee, lucky lucky.
O and we saw this whole group of Japanese students walking around in J8, I think they are on exchange program with RJC, so goooood, and there's this guy who looked like SHINYA whom I had the chance to tok to but was too wimpy to do so.....I will reflect upon this......
aft which we left and went back home and later went to play badminton with April...
That's abt all that happened today.....
I find that I'm getting more and more compressed.....or smth liddat, can't think of that stupid word.
Well I talk less and less, and I'm like dying most of the time, I used to think that I'm that way coz I didn get enough sleep or I'm hungry...well I may be wrong...I donno, maybe its my problem, that I don mix ard with ppl well.....Mrs Lee said that I need to talk more..........Like I didn't knoe........ haiz, where did the crazy and crappy me go to? Screams........
I need a holiday, a real holiday, to go somewhere far far away and enjoy myself a little, i feel as if I'm wasting my life and my time......how can it be liddat?
O and this aftnn i msg ChenYong, again, he got scolded by his mom, and his mom said that I'm Bu 3 Bu 4 de ger...I feel traumatised.......don dare to msg him anymore.
O freaking hell, I feel much much better aft blogging, maybe I shall revive me blog... ya I really should...
hmmm...seems to me that me and Tyler are not gonna keep in touch anymore.....o well,i dono what to say....very sad izznt it......
o well hope that this yr goes by and nxt yr whizzez past and I m nowhere near the freaking Anderson.....
yes finally i get to sleep for all i want tml, I really need to get some sleep man.
I think i'm slimming down.....that's a good thing, think maybe i need to go out start jogging again.
U know, most of the time I'm alone, and maybe that's why I can't mix arnd with ppl so much, but like hell, I'm not those crazy ppl........ ok, i shall stop......
hmm...today national day celebration, i sang Singapore's National Anthem and said their pledge.......well no harm done, but I shall not be loyal to another country..... o well.........
Then aft long long time of standing in the freakking parade square, or wadever that piece of shit is, then we set out to collect newspaper frm BLK 536.
I dono, i juz went there to knock on doors and collect newspapers, and i most probably didn do anything else.
Then aft that we went to J8 to eat pasta, there goes my 10 bucks, sobs...all for April's wish to eat pasta wif shimin n me......and on our way we met LinXiu and Eunice. Speakin of Eunice, she's my hope, to get the OBS shirts that I was unable to get last time..heehee, lucky lucky.
O and we saw this whole group of Japanese students walking around in J8, I think they are on exchange program with RJC, so goooood, and there's this guy who looked like SHINYA whom I had the chance to tok to but was too wimpy to do so.....I will reflect upon this......
aft which we left and went back home and later went to play badminton with April...
That's abt all that happened today.....
I find that I'm getting more and more compressed.....or smth liddat, can't think of that stupid word.
Well I talk less and less, and I'm like dying most of the time, I used to think that I'm that way coz I didn get enough sleep or I'm hungry...well I may be wrong...I donno, maybe its my problem, that I don mix ard with ppl well.....Mrs Lee said that I need to talk more..........Like I didn't knoe........ haiz, where did the crazy and crappy me go to? Screams........
I need a holiday, a real holiday, to go somewhere far far away and enjoy myself a little, i feel as if I'm wasting my life and my time......how can it be liddat?
O and this aftnn i msg ChenYong, again, he got scolded by his mom, and his mom said that I'm Bu 3 Bu 4 de ger...I feel traumatised.......don dare to msg him anymore.
O freaking hell, I feel much much better aft blogging, maybe I shall revive me blog... ya I really should...
hmmm...seems to me that me and Tyler are not gonna keep in touch anymore.....o well,i dono what to say....very sad izznt it......
o well hope that this yr goes by and nxt yr whizzez past and I m nowhere near the freaking Anderson.....
yes finally i get to sleep for all i want tml, I really need to get some sleep man.
I think i'm slimming down.....that's a good thing, think maybe i need to go out start jogging again.
U know, most of the time I'm alone, and maybe that's why I can't mix arnd with ppl so much, but like hell, I'm not those crazy ppl........ ok, i shall stop......
Saturday, July 02, 2005
hahaha
hmm havn been posting, shux...
well yesterday was fun, its good to have a friend who lives near u, haha, went to play badminton with April aft school, then aft tt went to sit at the basketball court to watch ppl play. Was reeeli funny, we named everybody there, Got DouJiYan, Fire,Sissy,Japan, Monkey,DuZi, Bernard, and last but not least,Whale2!!! haha, its a long story how these names came about. haha, the DouJiYan was dam stupid, but dam funny hahahaha.
Whale2 is the SHUAI-EST guy there playin bball, called him whale2 coz he resembles April's Wilson (Whale1) haha.
well yesterday was fun, its good to have a friend who lives near u, haha, went to play badminton with April aft school, then aft tt went to sit at the basketball court to watch ppl play. Was reeeli funny, we named everybody there, Got DouJiYan, Fire,Sissy,Japan, Monkey,DuZi, Bernard, and last but not least,Whale2!!! haha, its a long story how these names came about. haha, the DouJiYan was dam stupid, but dam funny hahahaha.
Whale2 is the SHUAI-EST guy there playin bball, called him whale2 coz he resembles April's Wilson (Whale1) haha.
Monday, June 27, 2005
destitute
um, my phone got confiscated by me folks on friday, coz my bills came, and as usual it shot everywhere, but friday was a good day...haha. Y? It was badminton with Tyler day, narharhar, guess i made a big fool of myself by playin with him coz his pro...haiz, harhar...v nice day ^^
then saturday was the NTU Ignite Hunt '05 thing, it was reaally fun. We met this really handsome ANgMo guy at that food court at ChinaTown there, haha had loads of fun n laughs discussing how we are gonna go over n say hi......we couldn muster the courage to do that, but when he was about to leave, we managed to say bye, harhar, he was so nice..........^^ omg, we name him Peter, haha,
then becoz it was so fun on saturday we went on the sunday one as well. Very fun as well. its really a very good experience n maybe we'd want to do it nxt yr n nxt nxt yr ........as well.
today is a fuckin boring day, because its school......i dreaded this day but it arrived even sooner.. sobs....
I havn toked to Tyler for quite a few days, hope he still thinks of me, i don wanna lose contact with him..........T.T
ok that's all. Oral exam's starting soon, i hope i can do well, really! o well..not convincing enough...
then saturday was the NTU Ignite Hunt '05 thing, it was reaally fun. We met this really handsome ANgMo guy at that food court at ChinaTown there, haha had loads of fun n laughs discussing how we are gonna go over n say hi......we couldn muster the courage to do that, but when he was about to leave, we managed to say bye, harhar, he was so nice..........^^ omg, we name him Peter, haha,
then becoz it was so fun on saturday we went on the sunday one as well. Very fun as well. its really a very good experience n maybe we'd want to do it nxt yr n nxt nxt yr ........as well.
today is a fuckin boring day, because its school......i dreaded this day but it arrived even sooner.. sobs....
I havn toked to Tyler for quite a few days, hope he still thinks of me, i don wanna lose contact with him..........T.T
ok that's all. Oral exam's starting soon, i hope i can do well, really! o well..not convincing enough...
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
hmm
today went to ai tong school there play vball, very sian to tell the truth and Ive gone thru alot of trouble, most of which are caused by my very own stupidity tho so I've got no one to blame....
O well I was s'posed to meet shimin n april them two at the bus stop opp shimin's place at 12pm, I was watching tv so I left realli late. I reached the 72 bus stop and sat there for like 15 min when finally the bus came, I realized tt my EZLINK was missing. I was frantic so i traced my route back to my home, rammed my house then went out again, haiz, poor me did so many extra things..... then wad, b4 crossing the road to the bus stop, where a bunch of hougang sec boys sat there howling like dogs, and I spotted my dear ezlink lying there, on the floor...
Oh well guess I cant be more grateful, (oops forgot to shower.....) yar, tt's my story.
I dropped my ezlink twice today, and thank god for showerin me with love and care, that I still possess the damned card, thanks to shimin n april for savin me ass....guess i really need to find a better place for the card....
Yar abt the vball, it was ok, play wit small kids, I acted stupid of coz, like i don make a fool of myself playin vball? Tt's not quite possible lol, thats me...
WEll one thing i muz mention, the wu shu did seem really fun, and their wu shu lao shi was cooooool.
And yar Jelyn n MeiYan were there too, I dono, we kind of like drifted away.....haiz...sad neh. But I don really like them keep u knoe tokin abt tjc stuff, its not tt im not interested, but when u overdo it, it seems like they are tryin to show off, not that I don understand y they wanna do tt, but yar, doesn really feel that comfortable if u get wad I mean........
Guess I pissed my Dad off pretty much with my Gunbound indulgence these few days. I was juz starting to understand boomer when I hav ta pull myself out frm these desires (accordin to wad my dad said). O well, guess it can't be helped, I hav to prove him wrong that I can do well when I play, I blive I wil do well if I put my heart to it, really, thats how much confidence I hav, which goes to explain y I did so badly last term, tt's coz I didn really care abt studyin, too much confidence... oh well, guess the lord didn give me a brain fer nth. aaa, frustration, I m turnin nocturnal, if I wanna play gb, I hav ta wait til my dad goes to sleep, diu.........
oh well gtg, sleep awhile, come back l8r to battle......
so gay my entry, blah blah...
O well I was s'posed to meet shimin n april them two at the bus stop opp shimin's place at 12pm, I was watching tv so I left realli late. I reached the 72 bus stop and sat there for like 15 min when finally the bus came, I realized tt my EZLINK was missing. I was frantic so i traced my route back to my home, rammed my house then went out again, haiz, poor me did so many extra things..... then wad, b4 crossing the road to the bus stop, where a bunch of hougang sec boys sat there howling like dogs, and I spotted my dear ezlink lying there, on the floor...
Oh well guess I cant be more grateful, (oops forgot to shower.....) yar, tt's my story.
I dropped my ezlink twice today, and thank god for showerin me with love and care, that I still possess the damned card, thanks to shimin n april for savin me ass....guess i really need to find a better place for the card....
Yar abt the vball, it was ok, play wit small kids, I acted stupid of coz, like i don make a fool of myself playin vball? Tt's not quite possible lol, thats me...
WEll one thing i muz mention, the wu shu did seem really fun, and their wu shu lao shi was cooooool.
And yar Jelyn n MeiYan were there too, I dono, we kind of like drifted away.....haiz...sad neh. But I don really like them keep u knoe tokin abt tjc stuff, its not tt im not interested, but when u overdo it, it seems like they are tryin to show off, not that I don understand y they wanna do tt, but yar, doesn really feel that comfortable if u get wad I mean........
Guess I pissed my Dad off pretty much with my Gunbound indulgence these few days. I was juz starting to understand boomer when I hav ta pull myself out frm these desires (accordin to wad my dad said). O well, guess it can't be helped, I hav to prove him wrong that I can do well when I play, I blive I wil do well if I put my heart to it, really, thats how much confidence I hav, which goes to explain y I did so badly last term, tt's coz I didn really care abt studyin, too much confidence... oh well, guess the lord didn give me a brain fer nth. aaa, frustration, I m turnin nocturnal, if I wanna play gb, I hav ta wait til my dad goes to sleep, diu.........
oh well gtg, sleep awhile, come back l8r to battle......
so gay my entry, blah blah...
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
中島美佳 レジェンド
Legend レジェンド
Mika Nakashima.中島美佳
awai orenji no kami yuraide 淡いオレンジの髪揺らいで
tooku kimi ga mieta kigashite 遠く君が見えた気がした
atari miwasu keredo shitteru 当たり見和すけれど知ってる
koko ni iru hazu mo nai koto wa ここにいるはずもないことは
mune wo kiri hiraite omoide wo nagame 胸を切り開いて思い出を眺め
zutto wasurezu ikite yuku hou ga ii no? ずっと忘れず生きて ゆくほうがいいの
kimi wa yume de oyoideru 君は夢で泳いでる
ningyo ni nareta kara 人魚になれたから
nemuri ni tsuita watashi wo annai shite yo ne 眠りについた私を案内してよね
douka mou ichido ude nobaseba どうかもう一度 腕伸ばせば
todoku basho ni kimi wo modoshite 届く場所に 君を戻して
ame wo kasa de fusaida namida mo 雨を傘でふさいだ 涙も
kata ga nure kokoro made nureta 肩が濡れ 心まで濡れた
ude wo kami kudaite kokoro kara toozake 腕を髪砕いて 心から遠ざけ
kitto wasurezu ikite yuku koto ga ii no. きっと忘れず 生きて事がいいの
kimi wa yume de oyoideru 君は夢で泳いでる
ningyo ni nareta kara 人魚になれたから
osanai koro ni mite ita 押さないころに見ていた
yuuhi de tokashite yo 夕日で溶かしてよ
an na suteki na hi wo あんな 素適な 日を
an na taisetsuna mirai wo あんな 大切未来を
naze kantan ni ubatte shimau no? なぜ簡単に奪ってしまうの
kimi wa yume de oyoideru 君は夢で泳いでる
ningyo ni nareta kara 人魚になれたから
fukaku shizunda 深く沈んだ
omoi wo atsumete hoshi e 思いを集めてほしへ
kimi wa yume de oyoideru 君は夢で泳いでる
ningyo ni nareta kara 人魚になれたから
namida karashite utau yo 涙からしてよ
muku wareru youni 報われるように
muku wareru youni 報われるように
yume de aimashou 夢で会いましょう
Saturday, June 04, 2005
one of the best day of my life; best day
if i don blog now i dono when i will haha
yar as u can see, today is the TYLER movie day la. haha, quite fun, we caught up abit coz havn't toked for a long time, haiz, starting to miss him alr.
he is so clumsy, man i cant blive it, he can be walking and continuousli droppin stuff at the same time, and he lost his wallet, pathetic, haiya, then he got no money to take bus, hahaha, so ke lian, I saved his ass la of coz.
We were supposed to watch Star Wars la, but I was late so we watched Madagascar instead, which was the onli movie available at 2 o'clock, it is a stupid movie, and i totalli regret watching it, see who's the producer then it'd not be so shockin, hmm who is the producer actualli?
Nvm... b4 the movie we went like walk all over the place la, quite stupid, then down there tok abt stupid things, haha, then we watched SHin-Chan and laff like idiots. haha
Aft the movie we went to sit outside the Woodlands MRT and talk talk la.
Actualli we are not that kind of relationship leh, no boy and ger fren la, juz v good frenz haha, like brothers liddat, haha.
Thx alot for ShiMin and April, my dear dear darlings who accompanied me, tk u ppl!!! Luv u!
yar as u can see, today is the TYLER movie day la. haha, quite fun, we caught up abit coz havn't toked for a long time, haiz, starting to miss him alr.
he is so clumsy, man i cant blive it, he can be walking and continuousli droppin stuff at the same time, and he lost his wallet, pathetic, haiya, then he got no money to take bus, hahaha, so ke lian, I saved his ass la of coz.
We were supposed to watch Star Wars la, but I was late so we watched Madagascar instead, which was the onli movie available at 2 o'clock, it is a stupid movie, and i totalli regret watching it, see who's the producer then it'd not be so shockin, hmm who is the producer actualli?
Nvm... b4 the movie we went like walk all over the place la, quite stupid, then down there tok abt stupid things, haha, then we watched SHin-Chan and laff like idiots. haha
Aft the movie we went to sit outside the Woodlands MRT and talk talk la.
Actualli we are not that kind of relationship leh, no boy and ger fren la, juz v good frenz haha, like brothers liddat, haha.
Thx alot for ShiMin and April, my dear dear darlings who accompanied me, tk u ppl!!! Luv u!
Sunday, May 29, 2005
hmm...let's see...
woohoo holiday post sheesh, time reeeeli flies, haha.
Last friday we had our Sports Carnival, way cool, altho our class didnt realli win anithing, (bleahx) but we sure had a good time, And Yuu was so deliberate, he kept walking ard infront of me, harharhar :)
Then Ethel and Jelyn came also, I humped them, muaharharhar, miss them sooooo much, got carried away. They are reeeeli bad ppl, keep saying TJC rox, haiz, purposely make me feel miserable, but, i have to look open abit, this is how ppl are like, have to bear with things like this.
Then yesteray, Saturday, mornin we went for our IPW thingie, went to MINDS (Home for the Intelligentli disabled of Singapore; smth liddat), well, we had our fun, the ppl there are nice, and this one thing I like abt them is that they are real, not like those hypocrites out there. haha, we did musical chair, limbo, and captain's ball and stuff, reeeeli fun.
Aft that I went to bedok, TJC open house, yar, it was nice, harhar, alot of good lookin ppl, harhar, saw Jelyn Ethel MeiYan Kumaran n KaiJie, and their dear Mr Hasim, haha, they were a funny bunch. AAAh, envious envious envious......
haha, my bad, didnt gib my best tt time, but who cares, wads done is done, anyway i hav my own clique now, and Im happy wit wad i hav. haha, and I have TYLER!!! MAHARHARHAR. :)
then aft that went to bedok mrt to wait fer my fwen to pass me e long waited package frm me gramp. then went back with Ethel..yar, tiring day.
Nxt Saturday is MOVIE WITH TYLER DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YIPEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
hmmm, wad else?
today aft my jap class, went shopping wit ShiQi, she wanted to buy stuff for her Sec3 camp. I forgib her as this is her first time goin camp, coz in my opinion, u r supposed to bring all the lousy stuff for camps and stuff, and hers are all brand nu. It doesnt make sense....... haha, and she did one reeeeli funni thing when we were on our way home. hahahahahahah, think of it make me laff............
tml, maths extra lesson at 8, yar, tt's all............
I wonder when tt Mac person is gonna call me............................
nite nite ;)
Last friday we had our Sports Carnival, way cool, altho our class didnt realli win anithing, (bleahx) but we sure had a good time, And Yuu was so deliberate, he kept walking ard infront of me, harharhar :)
Then Ethel and Jelyn came also, I humped them, muaharharhar, miss them sooooo much, got carried away. They are reeeeli bad ppl, keep saying TJC rox, haiz, purposely make me feel miserable, but, i have to look open abit, this is how ppl are like, have to bear with things like this.
Then yesteray, Saturday, mornin we went for our IPW thingie, went to MINDS (Home for the Intelligentli disabled of Singapore; smth liddat), well, we had our fun, the ppl there are nice, and this one thing I like abt them is that they are real, not like those hypocrites out there. haha, we did musical chair, limbo, and captain's ball and stuff, reeeeli fun.
Aft that I went to bedok, TJC open house, yar, it was nice, harhar, alot of good lookin ppl, harhar, saw Jelyn Ethel MeiYan Kumaran n KaiJie, and their dear Mr Hasim, haha, they were a funny bunch. AAAh, envious envious envious......
haha, my bad, didnt gib my best tt time, but who cares, wads done is done, anyway i hav my own clique now, and Im happy wit wad i hav. haha, and I have TYLER!!! MAHARHARHAR. :)
then aft that went to bedok mrt to wait fer my fwen to pass me e long waited package frm me gramp. then went back with Ethel..yar, tiring day.
Nxt Saturday is MOVIE WITH TYLER DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YIPEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
hmmm, wad else?
today aft my jap class, went shopping wit ShiQi, she wanted to buy stuff for her Sec3 camp. I forgib her as this is her first time goin camp, coz in my opinion, u r supposed to bring all the lousy stuff for camps and stuff, and hers are all brand nu. It doesnt make sense....... haha, and she did one reeeeli funni thing when we were on our way home. hahahahahahah, think of it make me laff............
tml, maths extra lesson at 8, yar, tt's all............
I wonder when tt Mac person is gonna call me............................
nite nite ;)
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
o long time no blogged, i juz found out who natlehte is, and I m not telling, haha. lamo.......
ha, another boring day, with the same schedule and doing the same things again and again.........how's tat? my life is so wonderful....
haiz, wad again?
I hope naruto 135 comes out soon, e last episode was way too powerful, can't really get over it yet, u see.
I almost failed my english paper, but in the end I managed to pass it, and my overall was a C.. I can alr predict wad me old man's gonna say........haha
I dl many many OST s today, wonders whether i've the time to listen anot.
And I found out that the Hokage's funeral theme song name is actuallly called "Grief and Sorrow"....
yar, tt's abt all......
today e chinese talent time, e only thing that I wanna say abt it is, CHEW YAN IS A BITCH!!!!!!!
hmmm, sounds bad enough.............
ha, another boring day, with the same schedule and doing the same things again and again.........how's tat? my life is so wonderful....
haiz, wad again?
I hope naruto 135 comes out soon, e last episode was way too powerful, can't really get over it yet, u see.
I almost failed my english paper, but in the end I managed to pass it, and my overall was a C.. I can alr predict wad me old man's gonna say........haha
I dl many many OST s today, wonders whether i've the time to listen anot.
And I found out that the Hokage's funeral theme song name is actuallly called "Grief and Sorrow"....
yar, tt's abt all......
today e chinese talent time, e only thing that I wanna say abt it is, CHEW YAN IS A BITCH!!!!!!!
hmmm, sounds bad enough.............
Friday, May 13, 2005
sianz
Guess what.
Last night, I got caught, caught toking on the phone, by my dad, and o god, had to "keep it low" for "A COUPLE OF WEEKS!" O god, I wonder how am i gonna pull thru these days, i m getting too attached with ........ sighs, but my dad's reaction was so weird..he didnt even scold me, he didnt even seem to think tt i was talking on the phone, was I really tt lucky? Or was it my dad trust me too much? I wonder, i feel kind of guilty when I'm actually doing this, feels as if I'm betraying my Dad's trust..........is it really that bad?
Aft i hang up last night, he msg me, he said he got shocked when he heard my dad's voice over the phone, and stuff liddat, and he said he wont blame my father for, he's only protecting his daughter............ i got pretty touched, and got swarming with tears. He's so understanding and mature and omg, he's all that I look for in a guy and in a friend. He is about the best guy I've ever known (so far), tks alot man, love u.
lucky i still have those msg left in my phone, I guess i'd be able to pull thru the low-lying period with them. I hope u do the same..........
haiz..........sighs again..........why does it have to be so complicated?
Last night, I got caught, caught toking on the phone, by my dad, and o god, had to "keep it low" for "A COUPLE OF WEEKS!" O god, I wonder how am i gonna pull thru these days, i m getting too attached with ........ sighs, but my dad's reaction was so weird..he didnt even scold me, he didnt even seem to think tt i was talking on the phone, was I really tt lucky? Or was it my dad trust me too much? I wonder, i feel kind of guilty when I'm actually doing this, feels as if I'm betraying my Dad's trust..........is it really that bad?
Aft i hang up last night, he msg me, he said he got shocked when he heard my dad's voice over the phone, and stuff liddat, and he said he wont blame my father for, he's only protecting his daughter............ i got pretty touched, and got swarming with tears. He's so understanding and mature and omg, he's all that I look for in a guy and in a friend. He is about the best guy I've ever known (so far), tks alot man, love u.
lucky i still have those msg left in my phone, I guess i'd be able to pull thru the low-lying period with them. I hope u do the same..........
haiz..........sighs again..........why does it have to be so complicated?
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
dum dee dum
another tiring day, haaa, it's juz so good to be home.............I wonder when will i be having my own home.........
tell u wad, MARCHEN AWAKENS ROMANCE ROXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!
OMg, it's juz way too cool, its abt mixing fairy tales with all those stuffs, the whole thing is abt ARM, weapons they use, which are in forms of accessories. WAY COOL man, bracelet and stuff, and turning into weapons and shields?! MAn, it's juz out of the world.......
I played gunbound juz now, it's been really really long, e last time i played was sec one.......haha, bad memories u see. Today i played again, wonder wad went wrong with me, and I played so stupidly i actually shot myself, harhar, they called me shyt ass, or smth liddat, haha....so sad.
I jus picked tt piece of scab frm above my mouth, and it hurts like hell, omg, it bleeded somemore, tho I like blood........... haha sick. omg, so late liao, hav to go lo.
tell u wad, MARCHEN AWAKENS ROMANCE ROXXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!
OMg, it's juz way too cool, its abt mixing fairy tales with all those stuffs, the whole thing is abt ARM, weapons they use, which are in forms of accessories. WAY COOL man, bracelet and stuff, and turning into weapons and shields?! MAn, it's juz out of the world.......
I played gunbound juz now, it's been really really long, e last time i played was sec one.......haha, bad memories u see. Today i played again, wonder wad went wrong with me, and I played so stupidly i actually shot myself, harhar, they called me shyt ass, or smth liddat, haha....so sad.
I jus picked tt piece of scab frm above my mouth, and it hurts like hell, omg, it bleeded somemore, tho I like blood........... haha sick. omg, so late liao, hav to go lo.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
Oh one more thing
Oh one more thing, TODAY ISH MOTHER'S DAY!!!
FOR MY ONE AND ONLY DEAR MOM,
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FOR MY ONE AND ONLY DEAR MOM,
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My blog skin ish sooooooooo cool, it's from Final Fantasy, the music playing is called [The Sky Above] and I definetly know how to sing that blardy nice song.
I bought this TVXQ cd, and it rox to the core, for one thing it's from S.M. Entertainment, no wonder Shi Min love them so much. Their Tri-angle mv is so cooool!!!! I love their ZAO XING, so style!!! They gave me e inspiration for the manga competition coming up, I noe it'd gonna be tough to draw them, but it is my art and I will accomplish it!!! woohooo!!!!
And one more thing, there's this new manga coming along called (I think) Marchen Awakens Romance, it rox man, it's gonna be another big hit. haha, it's kind of stupid lar, the ppls' dialogue but i like it, it feels so natural, and the artist's style is so unique! I love it. WOOOOOOO!!!!
when I get too high, I will listen to that midi i downloaded onto my phone, it's the music played during the Third Hokage's funeral, really sad and solemn, but I like all the same, it makes ppl feel calm and serene, and it's really good music.
tml school again, did I mention that Anderson Sec suck like hell? no? then I shall say this again, ANDERSON SECONDARY SCHOOL SUX!!!! Har, then they gonna say this is bad advertisement, like to hell I'd care! :P
I bought this TVXQ cd, and it rox to the core, for one thing it's from S.M. Entertainment, no wonder Shi Min love them so much. Their Tri-angle mv is so cooool!!!! I love their ZAO XING, so style!!! They gave me e inspiration for the manga competition coming up, I noe it'd gonna be tough to draw them, but it is my art and I will accomplish it!!! woohooo!!!!
And one more thing, there's this new manga coming along called (I think) Marchen Awakens Romance, it rox man, it's gonna be another big hit. haha, it's kind of stupid lar, the ppls' dialogue but i like it, it feels so natural, and the artist's style is so unique! I love it. WOOOOOOO!!!!
when I get too high, I will listen to that midi i downloaded onto my phone, it's the music played during the Third Hokage's funeral, really sad and solemn, but I like all the same, it makes ppl feel calm and serene, and it's really good music.
tml school again, did I mention that Anderson Sec suck like hell? no? then I shall say this again, ANDERSON SECONDARY SCHOOL SUX!!!! Har, then they gonna say this is bad advertisement, like to hell I'd care! :P
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Am I missing out?
Why do I keep getting the feeling that I'm being left out?
Hmm.... how long do I have to keep my life this way?
I feel really really lonely, and I can't find anyone to talk.
I will not talk abt it with my mom, coz sometimes I find her way of thinking too different from mine, we don't really have much in common, that's really sad to say. I have way too much common with my Dad, so it'd still be useless if I talked with him, I'd know what he would say, so what's e point?
Talking with Tyler may probably be the only let out for me. The less-than-one-hour-everyday talk was the about the only time that I feel comfortable with, and I'm saying this again, I'm not going to let this talk stop, for him and for myself.
I've caught a pretty bad flu and I keep making things look ugly, haha, but I do clean up after them, so don't worry. I've even discussed the viscosity of the thing with him yesterday, a pretty weird topic for 2 weirdos to talk abt for half an hour.
I've finally sorted out my problems, I think, the reason why I feel lonely and left out, is because I have no more Jelyn and Ethel. Although we used to talk abt stupid things, and we were never serious, I've only now come to realize that, that's the way I want it to be. I like to talk about really stupid things and not be serious at all, but it seems pretty impossible for now. It's not that I'm picking on my clique now, I like them as they are, but it is impossible for them to be like how we used to be with Jelyn and Ethel. I hate to admit it, but I really regret for not giving my best during the interview with TJC last yr.
I shall abstain from brooding too much on the past and be content with the current situation, at least I still have Tyler. One more year, and all these shall come to a stop, there'd be a new start for me, and I'd have my chance to find the crappy buddies that I desire.........
I found that WeiSiang had the same blog skin as mine, and I shall change mine........hehe
Hmm.... how long do I have to keep my life this way?
I feel really really lonely, and I can't find anyone to talk.
I will not talk abt it with my mom, coz sometimes I find her way of thinking too different from mine, we don't really have much in common, that's really sad to say. I have way too much common with my Dad, so it'd still be useless if I talked with him, I'd know what he would say, so what's e point?
Talking with Tyler may probably be the only let out for me. The less-than-one-hour-everyday talk was the about the only time that I feel comfortable with, and I'm saying this again, I'm not going to let this talk stop, for him and for myself.
I've caught a pretty bad flu and I keep making things look ugly, haha, but I do clean up after them, so don't worry. I've even discussed the viscosity of the thing with him yesterday, a pretty weird topic for 2 weirdos to talk abt for half an hour.
I've finally sorted out my problems, I think, the reason why I feel lonely and left out, is because I have no more Jelyn and Ethel. Although we used to talk abt stupid things, and we were never serious, I've only now come to realize that, that's the way I want it to be. I like to talk about really stupid things and not be serious at all, but it seems pretty impossible for now. It's not that I'm picking on my clique now, I like them as they are, but it is impossible for them to be like how we used to be with Jelyn and Ethel. I hate to admit it, but I really regret for not giving my best during the interview with TJC last yr.
I shall abstain from brooding too much on the past and be content with the current situation, at least I still have Tyler. One more year, and all these shall come to a stop, there'd be a new start for me, and I'd have my chance to find the crappy buddies that I desire.........
I found that WeiSiang had the same blog skin as mine, and I shall change mine........hehe
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
AAAARGH
i am damn pissed off. my parents were still going on non stop abt e phone event. well for one thing, i m not gonna stop contactin him, for gods sake, i m not doing anything wrong, i m onli toking to a fren, a fren whom i like alot, tt's all! And they were hinting that I m guy-crazy, this is bull shit! My parents are so #4@#4 !!! AAArgh, it sucks, everything sux, I HATE EVERYTHING!!! I Hate it when wei hao and zi jun start talking abt Naruto, I hate it when they think that naruto is theirs, for naruto is mine!!!! They do not even kno how to appreciate naruto, and they are talking as if they've known naruto since way back, LIKE SHIT!!!! I TELL U. I knew naruto way back, ok, I kno naruto much better than u do, so shut e hell up! Damn it
Monday, April 11, 2005
お久しぶりですね~
Ha, guess it's really been long since i last wrote here, and to tell the truth I m not quite glad to be back here, you see, I got sick of it already, but I have to carry on coz I have to overcome me bad habit of giving up way too early, Like Real, I always do things with perserverence ok, don anyhow say.
I havent talked to Tyler for 2 days, and i feel so empty, curse his mom for making him sleep so early, oops, wonder whether I shld say tt, haha, paiseh.
I M SOOOO SSsICK of SCHOOOL!!!! Screams. Sec 3 life is boring and boring and boring! GOD DAMN IT~~~
Ha, guess it's really been long since i last wrote here, and to tell the truth I m not quite glad to be back here, you see, I got sick of it already, but I have to carry on coz I have to overcome me bad habit of giving up way too early, Like Real, I always do things with perserverence ok, don anyhow say.
I havent talked to Tyler for 2 days, and i feel so empty, curse his mom for making him sleep so early, oops, wonder whether I shld say tt, haha, paiseh.
I M SOOOO SSsICK of SCHOOOL!!!! Screams. Sec 3 life is boring and boring and boring! GOD DAMN IT~~~
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
oh tired sia.....
aaargh, I m totally exhausted... not that I really did much of any work today except falling asleep during class, but I m reeeeelly reeeeelly tired. Mentally....
Well I think today's logarithms test was piece of cake, not tt delicious though, but it was pretty easy, there's pretty high chance that I might get full marks, I can't see why not... but...haha, as if it really matters.
I guess it's bcoz of e pungent smell of tt insect something something thing, tt I had a good chance of smelling it close up, tt made me like this, there's probably brain damage inside.
There'd be 2 more tests coming up.
And they say it's only the second week aft school reopen, and they are having bloody tests already.....what kind of cow shit is this?
I actually got distinction for my lit elec, tt's fresh, I didnt even know 60+ can equal to distinction....
Bloody hell......
Well I think today's logarithms test was piece of cake, not tt delicious though, but it was pretty easy, there's pretty high chance that I might get full marks, I can't see why not... but...haha, as if it really matters.
I guess it's bcoz of e pungent smell of tt insect something something thing, tt I had a good chance of smelling it close up, tt made me like this, there's probably brain damage inside.
There'd be 2 more tests coming up.
And they say it's only the second week aft school reopen, and they are having bloody tests already.....what kind of cow shit is this?
I actually got distinction for my lit elec, tt's fresh, I didnt even know 60+ can equal to distinction....
Bloody hell......
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
justinechan@blogskins
What happened today was quizical, I donno where to start, coz I'm still inside e whirlpool, and well, might have learnt a really important lesson: use a proper phone card when I wanna call Tyler, it's way cheaper....
well, i guess i'm a born money-sucking machine, I donno how I do it, but I always manage to spend way lot of money. I feel so guilty, it's as if I do not treasure the fruit of my parents' hardwork. In my mind, I'm totally aware of this, but somehow I always manage to do it e wrong way. Maybe tt xplains why I kept getting hung upside down in my dreams. I hope, I pray that my handphone bills don go shooting to outerspace, I can't take no shocks no more.
Ok, to what I had wanted to say.
I couldnt msg Tyler, and I can't call him on my hp, coz I thought it'd be damn xpensive, and I thought using me home phone wld be much cheaper. And today I realize what I thought was wrong and it was stupid. I always learn my lesson aft only I have suffered the pain. Haizz...... I'm no Stoic tt's y i wanna take things into my own hands, which turned out to be bad enough that I would rather be tt Stoic.....
Anyway, me home phone bills went shooting all over e place, and i got shocked and didnt know what to do. I had expected tt Dad would flare when he sees e bills. I was pretty much prepared when he appeared behind me and gave me e scare of my life, he always does tt, i wonder why....
Instead of throwing me down the rubbish chute, I was only given a few serious warnings and some really really inspiring talks. Dad wasn't the least bothered by the amt of money to pay (maybe a little, we are not tt rich either, not like somebody) but instead he cares more about my study, my future and my life. He wonders why I had chosen to be chatting on the phone while I could have been studying, which is right now the main main thing to me. He told me that certain reasons (don wanna list) that I shld giv myself pressure in order to go that extra mile.........
Well what I wrote may not sound touching enough, probably because I write pretty incoherently, but what really happened moved me to tears.
My parents are the bestest people that I am gifted to be with, it is my utmost fortune to be born in this family....and well, I'm glad that I lurve my parents......sobz
oh yar, that justinechan@blogskins, this guy creates e best blogskins tt I have seen so far.
well, i guess i'm a born money-sucking machine, I donno how I do it, but I always manage to spend way lot of money. I feel so guilty, it's as if I do not treasure the fruit of my parents' hardwork. In my mind, I'm totally aware of this, but somehow I always manage to do it e wrong way. Maybe tt xplains why I kept getting hung upside down in my dreams. I hope, I pray that my handphone bills don go shooting to outerspace, I can't take no shocks no more.
Ok, to what I had wanted to say.
I couldnt msg Tyler, and I can't call him on my hp, coz I thought it'd be damn xpensive, and I thought using me home phone wld be much cheaper. And today I realize what I thought was wrong and it was stupid. I always learn my lesson aft only I have suffered the pain. Haizz...... I'm no Stoic tt's y i wanna take things into my own hands, which turned out to be bad enough that I would rather be tt Stoic.....
Anyway, me home phone bills went shooting all over e place, and i got shocked and didnt know what to do. I had expected tt Dad would flare when he sees e bills. I was pretty much prepared when he appeared behind me and gave me e scare of my life, he always does tt, i wonder why....
Instead of throwing me down the rubbish chute, I was only given a few serious warnings and some really really inspiring talks. Dad wasn't the least bothered by the amt of money to pay (maybe a little, we are not tt rich either, not like somebody) but instead he cares more about my study, my future and my life. He wonders why I had chosen to be chatting on the phone while I could have been studying, which is right now the main main thing to me. He told me that certain reasons (don wanna list) that I shld giv myself pressure in order to go that extra mile.........
Well what I wrote may not sound touching enough, probably because I write pretty incoherently, but what really happened moved me to tears.
My parents are the bestest people that I am gifted to be with, it is my utmost fortune to be born in this family....and well, I'm glad that I lurve my parents......sobz
oh yar, that justinechan@blogskins, this guy creates e best blogskins tt I have seen so far.
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Monday, March 21, 2005
told ya today is e 21st.
Wadever that was, i dont like it.
I'm dead bored bcoz I can't seem to make sense of what happened today.
My school life is getting worse n worse, and I'm gonna kill that bloody mosquito tt bit me, killing it is too kind and gentle for someone like me, I am thirsty, blood thirsty, not tt its teeny amt of blood can satisfy me, but it's better than none. I didnt get to watch any Naruto today, bcoz I fell asleep the moment my head touched my pillow when I got home this aftnn.
I still havnt e chance to listen to the Full Metal Alchemist OSTs which look so delicious and tempting, but I havnt got e time, so I'll juz leave it there for the time being.
I guess I will not read tt QIAN JI BIAN (Thousand Chicken Changing, lol) book since I've yet to start on it and I have "The Song OF/FOR Nero" waiting for me, starkly sexy waiting for me on my bed, and I can't to open it, am I being very crude? (Damn e mosqto bit me again!!!!)
Well, like to hell I'd care whether I'm being crude anot, why?not happy?
Anyway, I think I'm getting more n more extreme coz I kept thinking abt weird things and kept dreaming of being hanged upside down. Weird, yar tt's e word.
I think that I shld be more vocal, I wonder why I always find myself speechless when I shld be talking, to whoever not in particular, not like what I was yrs ago, I get thrown out of class for talking too much. Maybe tt's wad changed me.
Pity, I can't chat with Tyler for 2 weeks which is long enough for anything to happen. But I might get too bottled up that I really start killing ppl on the street, pity them and pity me.
Fine, be that way, like i'd care for god sake, I think my bed is calling out to me. so tadaa.
Fucking boring school with fucking boring ppl running around....
I'm dead bored bcoz I can't seem to make sense of what happened today.
My school life is getting worse n worse, and I'm gonna kill that bloody mosquito tt bit me, killing it is too kind and gentle for someone like me, I am thirsty, blood thirsty, not tt its teeny amt of blood can satisfy me, but it's better than none. I didnt get to watch any Naruto today, bcoz I fell asleep the moment my head touched my pillow when I got home this aftnn.
I still havnt e chance to listen to the Full Metal Alchemist OSTs which look so delicious and tempting, but I havnt got e time, so I'll juz leave it there for the time being.
I guess I will not read tt QIAN JI BIAN (Thousand Chicken Changing, lol) book since I've yet to start on it and I have "The Song OF/FOR Nero" waiting for me, starkly sexy waiting for me on my bed, and I can't to open it, am I being very crude? (Damn e mosqto bit me again!!!!)
Well, like to hell I'd care whether I'm being crude anot, why?not happy?
Anyway, I think I'm getting more n more extreme coz I kept thinking abt weird things and kept dreaming of being hanged upside down. Weird, yar tt's e word.
I think that I shld be more vocal, I wonder why I always find myself speechless when I shld be talking, to whoever not in particular, not like what I was yrs ago, I get thrown out of class for talking too much. Maybe tt's wad changed me.
Pity, I can't chat with Tyler for 2 weeks which is long enough for anything to happen. But I might get too bottled up that I really start killing ppl on the street, pity them and pity me.
Fine, be that way, like i'd care for god sake, I think my bed is calling out to me. so tadaa.
Fucking boring school with fucking boring ppl running around....
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Torture...my ass hurts....
OH MY GOD! (some say this phrase is not very polite to those christian ppl... like I'd care...)
Anyway, I've jus done screwing my maths homework, and I'm only half way through the paper, and I can't take it anymore. I wonder who's screwing who?
It is a very hard blow to my pride, I can't be screwed by these.... things!? Mental note to screw them back....
I think I'm getting pretty incoherent now, exhaust my brain too much. Why the hell did I leave my homework till the last day of the holiday? What have I been doing for the past bloody week? Hmmm.... I can't pretty much remember....... only that I have a screwing pain in the neck, I wonder how I got it, and my breath smells bad, like I'd care...., blessing to ppl I'm gonna tok to for the rest of next week.
I can't help but to wonder, what am I doing with my life?
I DEFINETLY HAVE TO PUT IN MUCH MUCH MORE EFFORT THAN WHAT I AM DOING NOW!!!! I CAN'T JUST DOZE AWAY MY WHOLE LIFE! THIS IS RIDICULOUS! AND I .......
And I pretty much can't go on anymore coz my ass hurts (am not telling why) and I want to meet my ***** in my sleep.
One weird thing, I keep dreaming of myself getting hanged upside down like how it was like when I went to the CARNIVAL with my cous. It sucks I tell you, esp when you've given up hope and thinking "Please god, let me fall and crack my head for all I'd care, don't let me hang up here any longer...." and the clamp holds on even tighter (maybe that's why my ass hurts, but who knows?)
Rumble rumble, excuse me, that was my tummy, I think we have business to talk about, hardcore business, I mind you......
Pain and pleasure....Hmm where did I see that phrase? Sounds pretty "ぴったり" to my case....
aaargh.
Well I had a good time bickering with Tyler on phone today again, although it cost me $1.50, I'd be getting my phone bills again in a few days, and i dread when that day arrives....
oosh, my business meeting can't hold on any longer, got to go. I guess my ass belongs to the Protestants. Please don't let me get a 30 yrs conflict with it. I can't imagine whats gonna happen.....
Anyway, I've jus done screwing my maths homework, and I'm only half way through the paper, and I can't take it anymore. I wonder who's screwing who?
It is a very hard blow to my pride, I can't be screwed by these.... things!? Mental note to screw them back....
I think I'm getting pretty incoherent now, exhaust my brain too much. Why the hell did I leave my homework till the last day of the holiday? What have I been doing for the past bloody week? Hmmm.... I can't pretty much remember....... only that I have a screwing pain in the neck, I wonder how I got it, and my breath smells bad, like I'd care...., blessing to ppl I'm gonna tok to for the rest of next week.
I can't help but to wonder, what am I doing with my life?
I DEFINETLY HAVE TO PUT IN MUCH MUCH MORE EFFORT THAN WHAT I AM DOING NOW!!!! I CAN'T JUST DOZE AWAY MY WHOLE LIFE! THIS IS RIDICULOUS! AND I .......
And I pretty much can't go on anymore coz my ass hurts (am not telling why) and I want to meet my ***** in my sleep.
One weird thing, I keep dreaming of myself getting hanged upside down like how it was like when I went to the CARNIVAL with my cous. It sucks I tell you, esp when you've given up hope and thinking "Please god, let me fall and crack my head for all I'd care, don't let me hang up here any longer...." and the clamp holds on even tighter (maybe that's why my ass hurts, but who knows?)
Rumble rumble, excuse me, that was my tummy, I think we have business to talk about, hardcore business, I mind you......
Pain and pleasure....Hmm where did I see that phrase? Sounds pretty "ぴったり" to my case....
aaargh.
Well I had a good time bickering with Tyler on phone today again, although it cost me $1.50, I'd be getting my phone bills again in a few days, and i dread when that day arrives....
oosh, my business meeting can't hold on any longer, got to go. I guess my ass belongs to the Protestants. Please don't let me get a 30 yrs conflict with it. I can't imagine whats gonna happen.....
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Sunday, March 06, 2005
fish eye balls
Muaharhar, GRAPHIRE ROX!!!!
Woa, i didnt know i m such a artistic person until i ve my hands on me SILVER GRAPHIRE!!! Oh My, Graphire sound so coool!!!
saw krystal today, today her bday, i rmb wrongly, i thought yesterday was e sixth, but anyway, i saw her today, and she's damn chio!!! Blushx. Haha,
KRYS HAPPY BDAY!!!
Woa, i didnt know i m such a artistic person until i ve my hands on me SILVER GRAPHIRE!!! Oh My, Graphire sound so coool!!!
saw krystal today, today her bday, i rmb wrongly, i thought yesterday was e sixth, but anyway, i saw her today, and she's damn chio!!! Blushx. Haha,
KRYS HAPPY BDAY!!!
Friday, March 04, 2005
Fucked......
There was this Mayflower primary sch carnival at the swimming complex today, it kind of reminds me of my dear alma mater (weird usin dis word).
I got brutally abused by some fucked-up asshole yellow-ear-plugged sicko juz bcoz i swam into his way. I shall curse him tt his bird flies away and get squashed by a car, his balls also roll away and squashed by tt same car.
He touched my *toot*, bloody idiot.
and now i have to download MS all over again, bcoz tt stupid patchin thing wont work. Have to on my comp until nxt morning, waste my time, bloody hell.
I got brutally abused by some fucked-up asshole yellow-ear-plugged sicko juz bcoz i swam into his way. I shall curse him tt his bird flies away and get squashed by a car, his balls also roll away and squashed by tt same car.
He touched my *toot*, bloody idiot.
and now i have to download MS all over again, bcoz tt stupid patchin thing wont work. Have to on my comp until nxt morning, waste my time, bloody hell.
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Hatred....
i guess i've never hated someone so much. Now i am.
who is tt lucky person? That bloody Koh. Damn Koh. I hate her for rejecting
e two designs tt i drew with my blood and sweat. She juz can't see it, can she?
she has eyes one her a**, hasn't she?
She sux, i tell u, nobd sux more than she does.
I tell u, aft i leave anderson, e first thing to do would be givin her e trashing tt she deserves.
I don care. She leaves e black spot in my life.
I tell u, there's no one i hated so much in my life like i hate her!
Not exactly hate, but right now i feel damn BuSHUANG so i don care.
who is tt lucky person? That bloody Koh. Damn Koh. I hate her for rejecting
e two designs tt i drew with my blood and sweat. She juz can't see it, can she?
she has eyes one her a**, hasn't she?
She sux, i tell u, nobd sux more than she does.
I tell u, aft i leave anderson, e first thing to do would be givin her e trashing tt she deserves.
I don care. She leaves e black spot in my life.
I tell u, there's no one i hated so much in my life like i hate her!
Not exactly hate, but right now i feel damn BuSHUANG so i don care.
Friday, February 25, 2005
not e best day of my life...
weird neh. y today daddy come home so early? hmmm. i was tokin wif tyler, then have to suddenly hang up the phone. I don dare to openly communicate wif him anymore, phone bills problem, can only do so in e dark of night(b4 my dad returns), have to think of new calling plans for next week.........coz dad is doing morning shift.
toking wif tyler is fun, although sometimes we run out of topics, i could juz ly there and listen to e silence, although phone bills are going crazy. Tks alot to him, arigato~
today was juz some normal day. where i cant really keep track of e happenings, i m getting fed up already, bloody shit.
went out to KFC for lunch aft school, with shimin puqin and april. all e way, listen to april laugh made me so exhausted, wonder where she got all e energy to laugh liddat. the way she laugh make me wanna cry, and plus PuQin's explosive laughter, wabiang, mental torture sia. what i really need in these times is tranquility, calm and peace. watever, i m going to sleep.
toking wif tyler is fun, although sometimes we run out of topics, i could juz ly there and listen to e silence, although phone bills are going crazy. Tks alot to him, arigato~
today was juz some normal day. where i cant really keep track of e happenings, i m getting fed up already, bloody shit.
went out to KFC for lunch aft school, with shimin puqin and april. all e way, listen to april laugh made me so exhausted, wonder where she got all e energy to laugh liddat. the way she laugh make me wanna cry, and plus PuQin's explosive laughter, wabiang, mental torture sia. what i really need in these times is tranquility, calm and peace. watever, i m going to sleep.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Thursday, February 17, 2005
hmmm...let's see...
wad exactly happened today?
yar, english project, some Mtv shit, i admit it's pretty interactive and something new, but to tell the truth i don really feel comfortable to be grouped with (wads her name? oops, short term memory again) Elaine. Not tt i don like her, but it juz don feel right, too bad.... but i think i should make an effort to participate ACTIVEli doin e "thing", coz it's 20% of our CA2....bloody hell...........
Our school says tt there's no mid- year exam, no SA, but there's e CA, there's not much diff. i think............ wad are they thinkin abt? It's not as if we are idiots......
during chinese lesson, we managed to finish Spirited Away, and the thing ate into our recess, but it seems tt no one cares, so ..... it's like e n th time i'm watchin it, I still can't get enough of it, Haku is so cooooooool! I hope Mr Tok makes us do some movie review thingy, haha.
oh yar! something must be mentioned! Last night, Tyler called me! And we chatted for exactly 29 min, hahahar, i was trying v hard not to laugh too loud under me blankets. Muarhar.
Aft e chat, i realized i really really really like Tyler alot, he's such a funny person, i think we can make perfect soul mates. Harhar....
i finally got tat Logarith thing in my brain, not tt i'm so dense tt it took so long, actualli not long at all quite fast liao. Haaa, and made my dad a joke by saying stupid things and him saying stupid things back which are really stupid. But once again, I must declare that Me DAD is e greatest mathematician in the WWWW!!! wow... haha, my dad rox, my mom rox, and I r....well self-proclaimed rocking is not very healthy, but u know, i know, can do liao, muarhahrharhar
Haku is so COOOOOL! TYLER IS SOOOO coooool!!!
yar, english project, some Mtv shit, i admit it's pretty interactive and something new, but to tell the truth i don really feel comfortable to be grouped with (wads her name? oops, short term memory again) Elaine. Not tt i don like her, but it juz don feel right, too bad.... but i think i should make an effort to participate ACTIVEli doin e "thing", coz it's 20% of our CA2....bloody hell...........
Our school says tt there's no mid- year exam, no SA, but there's e CA, there's not much diff. i think............ wad are they thinkin abt? It's not as if we are idiots......
during chinese lesson, we managed to finish Spirited Away, and the thing ate into our recess, but it seems tt no one cares, so ..... it's like e n th time i'm watchin it, I still can't get enough of it, Haku is so cooooooool! I hope Mr Tok makes us do some movie review thingy, haha.
oh yar! something must be mentioned! Last night, Tyler called me! And we chatted for exactly 29 min, hahahar, i was trying v hard not to laugh too loud under me blankets. Muarhar.
Aft e chat, i realized i really really really like Tyler alot, he's such a funny person, i think we can make perfect soul mates. Harhar....
i finally got tat Logarith thing in my brain, not tt i'm so dense tt it took so long, actualli not long at all quite fast liao. Haaa, and made my dad a joke by saying stupid things and him saying stupid things back which are really stupid. But once again, I must declare that Me DAD is e greatest mathematician in the WWWW!!! wow... haha, my dad rox, my mom rox, and I r....well self-proclaimed rocking is not very healthy, but u know, i know, can do liao, muarhahrharhar
Haku is so COOOOOL! TYLER IS SOOOO coooool!!!
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Fire?
Juz now went swimming, was so very very excited coz havnt swam for 2 weeks ( gotten all flabby again, damn). The water looked so blue and cool, triggering off a chain of lovely imagination.....
but then! E horrible thing happened. There was e terrible stench of burnt stuff, and haze and smoke everywhere, even in the water where i was swimming!!!! Screams! I was planning to swim to my very last ounce of strength to make up for the past two weeks and be able to answer to my hairstyle. (Dui de qi wo de "hairstyle"). There was bugs stinging me in the water somemore, impossible but there really was! I got stung everywhere, but later when i did some serious thinking, maybe the stinging feeling was caused by those pieces of ashes in the water. Then later saw on someone's msn nick said that there was forest fire near his/her house, so tt may probably be e reason, forest fire............
AAArgh, spoiled my day.....
when is tyler coming on? havn't tok to him for a day liao, missin him. Haha.
He was telling me abt some movie of a hermit meeting someone and killing a mage.....aft a while i got all confused and went ooo, aaa, oorrh I see.......
I guess i'd better go start "K"-ing my chemistry text bk, if i flunk my CA, I wonder whether i'd get to see the sun anymore.....
Dad ordered me to copy tt stupid fooootball schedule for him again, curses to e stupid printer, and to my surprise there's a team named Crewe Alexandra, hmm, wonder wad it means......
I hate it when my upload rate is n times my download rate!!!! uuuurgh....
ok ok , chem...........prrrr, shivers
but then! E horrible thing happened. There was e terrible stench of burnt stuff, and haze and smoke everywhere, even in the water where i was swimming!!!! Screams! I was planning to swim to my very last ounce of strength to make up for the past two weeks and be able to answer to my hairstyle. (Dui de qi wo de "hairstyle"). There was bugs stinging me in the water somemore, impossible but there really was! I got stung everywhere, but later when i did some serious thinking, maybe the stinging feeling was caused by those pieces of ashes in the water. Then later saw on someone's msn nick said that there was forest fire near his/her house, so tt may probably be e reason, forest fire............
AAArgh, spoiled my day.....
when is tyler coming on? havn't tok to him for a day liao, missin him. Haha.
He was telling me abt some movie of a hermit meeting someone and killing a mage.....aft a while i got all confused and went ooo, aaa, oorrh I see.......
I guess i'd better go start "K"-ing my chemistry text bk, if i flunk my CA, I wonder whether i'd get to see the sun anymore.....
Dad ordered me to copy tt stupid fooootball schedule for him again, curses to e stupid printer, and to my surprise there's a team named Crewe Alexandra, hmm, wonder wad it means......
I hate it when my upload rate is n times my download rate!!!! uuuurgh....
ok ok , chem...........prrrr, shivers
Monday, February 14, 2005
Valentine.........ooo
wads e biggy abt valentine, it's juz a day named aft some old guy. haha guess i'm saying this out of jealousy....more of envious, can't be jealousy, when did i start to drool aft other ppl's good fortune?
nah, tt is so not "karei". I think i've put on weight again. Kusoi! It's not as if i care alot abt how heavy i am, it's always been so. Prrrr. Sucky.......
I getting fed up of my school days, maybe i should drop out like he did, get a job and get a life. Haha.
E skin on my fingers are peeling disgustingly, like snake skin metamorphed wit fish scales. Yuck!
And e color of my thigh is getting worse. It did not return to its should-be color, it looks live chao-da meat, don even make me want to eat, damn damn, curses. I think i'm going senile, forget things so v easily, think i muz eat more of tt brain tonic my mom bought.
today didnt get to go swimming coz there's e bloody stupid maths hw. Curses. For a moment i was really shocked to find tt i could not understand wad e questions are asking abt. Scary.......
wednesday got geog test, and 17th muz hand in compo which i hardly know wad to write.............god!!! my life is goin haywire...........
nah, tt is so not "karei". I think i've put on weight again. Kusoi! It's not as if i care alot abt how heavy i am, it's always been so. Prrrr. Sucky.......
I getting fed up of my school days, maybe i should drop out like he did, get a job and get a life. Haha.
E skin on my fingers are peeling disgustingly, like snake skin metamorphed wit fish scales. Yuck!
And e color of my thigh is getting worse. It did not return to its should-be color, it looks live chao-da meat, don even make me want to eat, damn damn, curses. I think i'm going senile, forget things so v easily, think i muz eat more of tt brain tonic my mom bought.
today didnt get to go swimming coz there's e bloody stupid maths hw. Curses. For a moment i was really shocked to find tt i could not understand wad e questions are asking abt. Scary.......
wednesday got geog test, and 17th muz hand in compo which i hardly know wad to write.............god!!! my life is goin haywire...........
Sunday, February 06, 2005
currently i m in e midst of trying to understand what am i thinking.
one moment i was engorged in thinking, next, i don realize what those thoughts were.
I think it's time that i should open up more. I need to tell people my thoughts and feelings, instead of teliing them to myself. The only problem is that, to whom?
To Shi Qi? Nah, I've given up much hope on telling her my inner conspiracy, haha, as her reactions most of the time make me flare up, inside. And i bear with it somemore, I cant believe it.
To Qi Yue? Nah, she's too far, only to do it was to pretend she's somewhere there, and well, inner stuff again........
To Ethel? Nah again, she's far too busy to bother about me.
To Jelyn? Probably.
To Angeline? Hmmm, never try b4, but i guess it wont work out, i always forget what i want to say to her.
To ShiMin? Nah again, don feel like it.
To Asami? Nah, writing Jap letters is tiring, probably do tt once two months, haha. But I like Asami, she ROX!
To Fuji? Nah, half the time i cant understand what he's talking about.
To Tyler? Nah, too costy.
Who else?
when did i become like this? I thought i never had problems with myself. Maybe i need to council my mom, oops.
Ahem. I think my Social Studies homework was pretty OK, probably would be able to get 6-8 marks ba. Hopefully......
Mrs Lee said that it's more professional to use more passive sentence structure rather than " I, I, I" all the time. It is time that we think more of other things rather than just how I think, and how I feel.
And today's Jap lesson is about "Ukemi", meaning passive sentence structure. Muarhahaha. It was pretty simple, and I was slapping mosquitoes most of the time. It was miraculous when i was sure the damned thing was between my two devilous palms, but instead it hid in between the middle and fourth finger of my right hand, unharmed........
in the end, i was unable to extinguish the god damned mosquito living in our Jap classrm........pathetic.............
one moment i was engorged in thinking, next, i don realize what those thoughts were.
I think it's time that i should open up more. I need to tell people my thoughts and feelings, instead of teliing them to myself. The only problem is that, to whom?
To Shi Qi? Nah, I've given up much hope on telling her my inner conspiracy, haha, as her reactions most of the time make me flare up, inside. And i bear with it somemore, I cant believe it.
To Qi Yue? Nah, she's too far, only to do it was to pretend she's somewhere there, and well, inner stuff again........
To Ethel? Nah again, she's far too busy to bother about me.
To Jelyn? Probably.
To Angeline? Hmmm, never try b4, but i guess it wont work out, i always forget what i want to say to her.
To ShiMin? Nah again, don feel like it.
To Asami? Nah, writing Jap letters is tiring, probably do tt once two months, haha. But I like Asami, she ROX!
To Fuji? Nah, half the time i cant understand what he's talking about.
To Tyler? Nah, too costy.
Who else?
when did i become like this? I thought i never had problems with myself. Maybe i need to council my mom, oops.
Ahem. I think my Social Studies homework was pretty OK, probably would be able to get 6-8 marks ba. Hopefully......
Mrs Lee said that it's more professional to use more passive sentence structure rather than " I, I, I" all the time. It is time that we think more of other things rather than just how I think, and how I feel.
And today's Jap lesson is about "Ukemi", meaning passive sentence structure. Muarhahaha. It was pretty simple, and I was slapping mosquitoes most of the time. It was miraculous when i was sure the damned thing was between my two devilous palms, but instead it hid in between the middle and fourth finger of my right hand, unharmed........
in the end, i was unable to extinguish the god damned mosquito living in our Jap classrm........pathetic.............
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
I'm feeling very stressed. How come? To hell as if I know.
Life sux, I hate everybody, I am lonely, but I'm not alone. Weird. I may be getting psycho or schizophrenic. how?
I don feel like seeing anybody anymore.
Why do I feel this way? Beats me, it juz came like that, I was quite happy just a while ago. I can't take it anymore, why don i just jump down from the window?
This sux...............
Life sux, I hate everybody, I am lonely, but I'm not alone. Weird. I may be getting psycho or schizophrenic. how?
I don feel like seeing anybody anymore.
Why do I feel this way? Beats me, it juz came like that, I was quite happy just a while ago. I can't take it anymore, why don i just jump down from the window?
This sux...............
Saturday, January 22, 2005
For OBS and for everyone
I'm back, finally. After one whole week of harsh torture and torment, I'm finally back to my comfort zone, painfully missing OBS and my friends. I will very much want to update on the wonderful and meaningful events that I've gone through in the camp, but currently, i do not yet have the energy to do so, I will immediately update once my strength returns.
"the strongest tree is found in the most exposed area"
"there are 3 types of people. People who make things happen, ppl who see things happen, and ppl who WOnder what happened. It is up to you to decide which type of person you want to be."
"To be or not to be, that is the question." -----OBS Instructors
"the strongest tree is found in the most exposed area"
"there are 3 types of people. People who make things happen, ppl who see things happen, and ppl who WOnder what happened. It is up to you to decide which type of person you want to be."
"To be or not to be, that is the question." -----OBS Instructors
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
another 3 more days i have to bid farewell to my lovely Naruto pendant. I really really loved it alot, but too bad Shi qi "saw it first", what can i do?! I can't keep it for myself coz she has my other v precious chain, cant curse her because she is logically correct. But i feel so repressed!!! She s younger than me, i have to give in to her, bloody goodness!!!! AAARgh
Saturday, January 01, 2005
010105
seems as if i hadnt come here for quite some time, hmmm, doesnt really matter.
eh, i m in 3/2 next yr, weird neh, my pri frenz most of them went for the best class, in e end, i myself opt for a "lan" one. nvm, it doesnt really matter also.
today is 01/01/05, don feel very excited, coz in singapore, i feel that life is quite wasted. I know i m being negative, but right now what i wish most is to go back to China, be in my own country and my own family, only that makes my life more enjoyable.
I didnt get really excited when i got to know that all four of us ( angeline, april, shimin, me) got into same class, donno y, but i m not surprised that i m not excited. fu(k it lar, who cares, i ll carry on with my manga.
eh, i m in 3/2 next yr, weird neh, my pri frenz most of them went for the best class, in e end, i myself opt for a "lan" one. nvm, it doesnt really matter also.
today is 01/01/05, don feel very excited, coz in singapore, i feel that life is quite wasted. I know i m being negative, but right now what i wish most is to go back to China, be in my own country and my own family, only that makes my life more enjoyable.
I didnt get really excited when i got to know that all four of us ( angeline, april, shimin, me) got into same class, donno y, but i m not surprised that i m not excited. fu(k it lar, who cares, i ll carry on with my manga.
Saturday, December 25, 2004
fuck you, asshole!
thank you, god, or whoever's up there, for giving me and my family the most unthinkable gift on the bloody christmas night. Whoever's up there, i m definetly gonna smash ur ass.This is the worst day of my life! My mom's crying again. My Dad's silent, and i m not sure what he is thinking, and me, am here cursing the god. Why? We just received a call from my Unc, that my aunt, mom's younger sis, has got some bloody illness! I loved my aunt alot! She's de nicest aunt ever! And for god sake! Why does my mom's family keep getting these bloody illnesses!? WHO'S GONNA BE NEXT? huh? You bloody hyprocrite, it's christmas! u ass.....................
Sunday, December 12, 2004
ooooo
long time never blog liao, rusty le.
today is de official day of me starting to learn flute(by meself leh!!! proud sia). I was playing "Serenade" just now, although total only 4 notes to play, still got me all sweaty sia, play flute must have v big chest, then can have enough air to blow. Heard that someone even play until vomit blood because of improper breathing and over-exhaling, bla bla. I definetly don't want that, that poor guy never can play de flute anymore after that mouthful of blood, serious damage to system. So this kind of thing is not going to happen overnight, so i'd better not dream and be pratical, practice everyday lor..... must change attitude, cannot procrastinate anymore, must be eager in life, look down on others but never look down on self (my no. n th moto)
but considering whether want to go for trainin tml, really don feel like seeing all those ppl de faces, 気持ちが悪い。。。 I think now most de boys all start to grow le, tt day saw ChangRong, he taller than me liao, tt y didnt want to talk to him, cause v paiseh, used to look down to talk to him de, now muz look up liao.........aaaargh, i so wish that i could be a guy!!!
anyway, was watching ONE PIECE just now, finally got to the part with the Ms Wednesday and Mr9 thing liao, v amusing sia. Got one guy, code name Mr.8, kept on singing Ma~, Maa~, Maaa~~ like choir ppl, made me laugh until fall of the chair. I LOVE ONE PIECE!!! And Luffy and ZORO are SOOOOOO COOOOLLLLL!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh
today is de official day of me starting to learn flute(by meself leh!!! proud sia). I was playing "Serenade" just now, although total only 4 notes to play, still got me all sweaty sia, play flute must have v big chest, then can have enough air to blow. Heard that someone even play until vomit blood because of improper breathing and over-exhaling, bla bla. I definetly don't want that, that poor guy never can play de flute anymore after that mouthful of blood, serious damage to system. So this kind of thing is not going to happen overnight, so i'd better not dream and be pratical, practice everyday lor..... must change attitude, cannot procrastinate anymore, must be eager in life, look down on others but never look down on self (my no. n th moto)
but considering whether want to go for trainin tml, really don feel like seeing all those ppl de faces, 気持ちが悪い。。。 I think now most de boys all start to grow le, tt day saw ChangRong, he taller than me liao, tt y didnt want to talk to him, cause v paiseh, used to look down to talk to him de, now muz look up liao.........aaaargh, i so wish that i could be a guy!!!
anyway, was watching ONE PIECE just now, finally got to the part with the Ms Wednesday and Mr9 thing liao, v amusing sia. Got one guy, code name Mr.8, kept on singing Ma~, Maa~, Maaa~~ like choir ppl, made me laugh until fall of the chair. I LOVE ONE PIECE!!! And Luffy and ZORO are SOOOOOO COOOOLLLLL!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh
Saturday, December 04, 2004
muscles
a few minutes ago, i was singing to Ayumi's End Roll, with my ears plugged. My Dad must have shouted pretty loud as i was able to hear him over my earphone's volume 9. He said my singing was horrible, i didnt believe him, so i used me hp to record my singing all over again. It wasnt tt bad, i mean, anyone who sings with the ears blocked comes out that way wat, and mine was still with the tune and all, jus tt it sounded like desperate cries or something if i put it in an v objective way. Hmm, i shall practise my singing sometime, i m somehow losing the grip nowadays......... haha.
anyway, today went with Mom to that Sheng Song (watever.....)Super Mart today, there was a LOT of stuff, and a LOT of ppl, and very little space. I kept banging into ppl, and get pushed around by sickening malay woman, really, she really pushed me!!! how @#@$!#$#@$@#$%
so we bought a lot of things, and we walked all the way to Hougang Point, wasnt that far, but was really tiring, coz i held the bags like monks holding water............sounds weird, but anyway, i held the bags of stuff with my arms outstretched, straight. and according to me mom, i looked totally amusin, she was laughing her head off while watching me behind. i did that in order to develop some more muscles on my arm, but the process proves to be quite harsh, but i'll try and keep up the funny work, and someday i'll............................................
anyway, today went with Mom to that Sheng Song (watever.....)Super Mart today, there was a LOT of stuff, and a LOT of ppl, and very little space. I kept banging into ppl, and get pushed around by sickening malay woman, really, she really pushed me!!! how @#@$!#$#@$@#$%
so we bought a lot of things, and we walked all the way to Hougang Point, wasnt that far, but was really tiring, coz i held the bags like monks holding water............sounds weird, but anyway, i held the bags of stuff with my arms outstretched, straight. and according to me mom, i looked totally amusin, she was laughing her head off while watching me behind. i did that in order to develop some more muscles on my arm, but the process proves to be quite harsh, but i'll try and keep up the funny work, and someday i'll............................................
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
sianzzzzzzzzzzz
totally bored, how?
i had even resulted to try and watch TWee all day to kill my time, and even that was futile effort. NO decent programmes to watch, i had long gotten sick of the bloody maths questions, and now it seems that boredom has stripped away all my desire to draw. The pictures that i drew these few days were bullshit. Souless, meaningless, and what more? how i wish i could find myself a decent job to do.........................................................................................................................................................
i had even resulted to try and watch TWee all day to kill my time, and even that was futile effort. NO decent programmes to watch, i had long gotten sick of the bloody maths questions, and now it seems that boredom has stripped away all my desire to draw. The pictures that i drew these few days were bullshit. Souless, meaningless, and what more? how i wish i could find myself a decent job to do.........................................................................................................................................................
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Monday, November 29, 2004
mei yan told me yesterday that i got into the chinese lit, damn, i was shocked. I pratically wrote piles of bullshit on that sheet of question paper. maybe it was because there was only Angeline and me going for that thing, so it won't hurt to have an extra person there. Uh, i got a bit offended by refering myself as extra, but yar, still i was v shocked. My Dad was shocked too, he went into a bit of a blank when he heard that, haha, no la, exageratin oni, he got shocked and then asked me did they make a mistake..... surprisingly i wasn't e least offended and told him "probably" and he replied "that should solve the question", funny conversation between us rite? but i know deep down he was sure that i m smart, but definetly not smarter than him, both of us are such freaking narcistic ppl, haha, genetic u see.........
speaking of Mei Yan, she definetly stepped on my tail today, hard. She asked me to go for vball training in TJC and i thought "Ok better than Anderson one" so i got up v early today, washed up, jell my hair and blah blah blah, and walked all e way to that bloody-very-far 854 bus stop to wait for her. And i waited and waited and waited, so long till i realised that she flew my pigeon. I got her home phone no. from Angeline and demanded mei yan's mom to wake her up (actually not demand la, i was v polite de), true enough she went flying my pigeon in her dream, and was much more shocked to find me calling her than me realising that she flew my PIGEON!!!!! Damn, i was angry, how could she do that, so v irresponsible!!! waste my time and energy, curses........... next time she asks me out, i'd have to wait for her signal before i take actions.............provided there is a next time.
Then just now, Desiree called. Wonders how it's been since we last talked, and i recognised her voice immediately, but somehow her voice sounded very soft and gentle, i got scared, haha, Desiree becomin gentle comes after the end of the world, very very scary.... um, her email add, one thing i must add, was very very .........unique and ..........stylo? it was wa-biong-eh.......@hotmail.com...........i got shocked once again, scientists said that getting shocked too many times a day could land u with spastic bladders..............
um, then we talked abt M1, everythin under de sun............brrrr, shudders, suddenli v cold sia.
and found out that she had had 2 BFs and had just broken up with the second one. hmmm, i'd always knew she'd find someone, so i wasn't surprised. yar, so we tok and tok and tok, after a while we all got out of topics and so we hanged up.
currently mom and dad are toking abt me hp bills, i donno how the number shot up to 75 bucks, which was e biggest shock i'd gotten recently. my msg and calling time wasnt even near being used up how did that $42 pop up from nowhere? i m gonna call singtel tml, my dad nagging again, so irritatin...............aaaaaaaaaaargh
speaking of Mei Yan, she definetly stepped on my tail today, hard. She asked me to go for vball training in TJC and i thought "Ok better than Anderson one" so i got up v early today, washed up, jell my hair and blah blah blah, and walked all e way to that bloody-very-far 854 bus stop to wait for her. And i waited and waited and waited, so long till i realised that she flew my pigeon. I got her home phone no. from Angeline and demanded mei yan's mom to wake her up (actually not demand la, i was v polite de), true enough she went flying my pigeon in her dream, and was much more shocked to find me calling her than me realising that she flew my PIGEON!!!!! Damn, i was angry, how could she do that, so v irresponsible!!! waste my time and energy, curses........... next time she asks me out, i'd have to wait for her signal before i take actions.............provided there is a next time.
Then just now, Desiree called. Wonders how it's been since we last talked, and i recognised her voice immediately, but somehow her voice sounded very soft and gentle, i got scared, haha, Desiree becomin gentle comes after the end of the world, very very scary.... um, her email add, one thing i must add, was very very .........unique and ..........stylo? it was wa-biong-eh.......@hotmail.com...........i got shocked once again, scientists said that getting shocked too many times a day could land u with spastic bladders..............
um, then we talked abt M1, everythin under de sun............brrrr, shudders, suddenli v cold sia.
and found out that she had had 2 BFs and had just broken up with the second one. hmmm, i'd always knew she'd find someone, so i wasn't surprised. yar, so we tok and tok and tok, after a while we all got out of topics and so we hanged up.
currently mom and dad are toking abt me hp bills, i donno how the number shot up to 75 bucks, which was e biggest shock i'd gotten recently. my msg and calling time wasnt even near being used up how did that $42 pop up from nowhere? i m gonna call singtel tml, my dad nagging again, so irritatin...............aaaaaaaaaaargh
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Casshern Part II
i have to finish wat i have started, i have to be v determined, i can do it!!!! YOSHI!
so um where was i? oh yes, the running part. Brai and some others were running running and more running, before they came pass Testsuya's dead body, and Brai had some eye contact with Tetsuya's spirit, who's got heartache at that moment, i think, (what do u suppose he has?!). Brai went on running, and ran into Dr.Midori's small little black car, that ger with her somehow died, and then she was trying to save one of the dying New Human, Brai was very touched by this. So after that Midori realises that she couldn't save the person, Brai takes her, and went on running again..... for a short 5-10 min, i went to release myself, and when i returned, Brai and company were somewhere at the northpole, probably, but you never know where in Kazuaki's movie, the places start jumping all around and you can get really confused. yar, so those ppl were covered in snow, and still inching forward, in search of smth-i-donno-wat. One of them, a woman, i think she was Sagray, started crying really painfully as her baby died, she buried it in the snow. Brai was deeply engraved by sadness that he howled at the sky (soundless), and then the clouds cleared and then "there was light" (i half-expected to see a smiling sun), later, a huge castle emerged. the ppl went in and somehow took over it, and started fitting weapons to themselves. Brai went on blabbering abt that the humans do not have the right to kill their ppl and blah blah blah, they wanted revenge.
meanwhile, Luna found Tetsuya's dead body and she was crying and screaming over it, then came Azuma, you can't tell whether he's sad or happy, he was emotionless. He opened e coffin and carried Tetsuya to the blood pool, and tried to revive him. true enough, he revived, and with supernatural powers.
Then i couldn't remember much what happened next, i will jus skip to where i still remembered.........
The new humans set up their own empire, and start to kill the human from all over, and capturing scientists. one day Sagray together with Akubone went to capture Dr.Kozuki, just when Kozuki was telling Luna abt Tetsuya's new outfit, which was souly to protect him so as his skin would not tear due to the powers. there was a little bit of struggle between Sagray and Kozuki, but of course Sagray had no effort to capture him, Sagray was so cool!!!!
then Tetsuya appears to be e hero, fight Sagray, and whoever saw his suit, would think how come Power Ranger came to visit. At least make the costume nicer, it totally shattered the cool impression earlier.............. and now to stress on the director's filming skills. What he did to the Sagray vs Casshern fight scene was suitable for MTVs not for movies, why? because it was too god damn flashy!!! at least let us see how they fight right, let us be impressed by Tetsuya's supernatural powers!? but then, there were onli flashes of their faces here and there, and Sagray's screams of "yaaa!" "haiiiii!", and then there was a knife in her belly and she went staggering back and out of view. we ppl watching were shocked, because this is ferst ever movie you'd ever watched filmed in MTV style, pure MTV i can say. What can u expect?! He's a MTV director wad, and it's really v unbelievable that this movie actually cost US$6 million. de worst thing i can say about it is, "it's a waste of money."
ok, i shall continue another time,
so um where was i? oh yes, the running part. Brai and some others were running running and more running, before they came pass Testsuya's dead body, and Brai had some eye contact with Tetsuya's spirit, who's got heartache at that moment, i think, (what do u suppose he has?!). Brai went on running, and ran into Dr.Midori's small little black car, that ger with her somehow died, and then she was trying to save one of the dying New Human, Brai was very touched by this. So after that Midori realises that she couldn't save the person, Brai takes her, and went on running again..... for a short 5-10 min, i went to release myself, and when i returned, Brai and company were somewhere at the northpole, probably, but you never know where in Kazuaki's movie, the places start jumping all around and you can get really confused. yar, so those ppl were covered in snow, and still inching forward, in search of smth-i-donno-wat. One of them, a woman, i think she was Sagray, started crying really painfully as her baby died, she buried it in the snow. Brai was deeply engraved by sadness that he howled at the sky (soundless), and then the clouds cleared and then "there was light" (i half-expected to see a smiling sun), later, a huge castle emerged. the ppl went in and somehow took over it, and started fitting weapons to themselves. Brai went on blabbering abt that the humans do not have the right to kill their ppl and blah blah blah, they wanted revenge.
meanwhile, Luna found Tetsuya's dead body and she was crying and screaming over it, then came Azuma, you can't tell whether he's sad or happy, he was emotionless. He opened e coffin and carried Tetsuya to the blood pool, and tried to revive him. true enough, he revived, and with supernatural powers.
Then i couldn't remember much what happened next, i will jus skip to where i still remembered.........
The new humans set up their own empire, and start to kill the human from all over, and capturing scientists. one day Sagray together with Akubone went to capture Dr.Kozuki, just when Kozuki was telling Luna abt Tetsuya's new outfit, which was souly to protect him so as his skin would not tear due to the powers. there was a little bit of struggle between Sagray and Kozuki, but of course Sagray had no effort to capture him, Sagray was so cool!!!!
then Tetsuya appears to be e hero, fight Sagray, and whoever saw his suit, would think how come Power Ranger came to visit. At least make the costume nicer, it totally shattered the cool impression earlier.............. and now to stress on the director's filming skills. What he did to the Sagray vs Casshern fight scene was suitable for MTVs not for movies, why? because it was too god damn flashy!!! at least let us see how they fight right, let us be impressed by Tetsuya's supernatural powers!? but then, there were onli flashes of their faces here and there, and Sagray's screams of "yaaa!" "haiiiii!", and then there was a knife in her belly and she went staggering back and out of view. we ppl watching were shocked, because this is ferst ever movie you'd ever watched filmed in MTV style, pure MTV i can say. What can u expect?! He's a MTV director wad, and it's really v unbelievable that this movie actually cost US$6 million. de worst thing i can say about it is, "it's a waste of money."
ok, i shall continue another time,
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Naruto Character: Naruto Sama Desu!!!!
Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net
hooo that was fun, nice quiz, i m pretty glad tt i'm him, hehe
and me got a new email!!! mugiwara_kaizoku@orangeday.net
Casshern Stuff, OOo Yea
Time to update about yesterday, boy, t'was pretty crazy....
yup, it was the Manga Competition, plus the movie preview of Casshern, I will tok abt de movie later.
Ferst, it was the competition, i guess it was pretty smart of them to decide to not fix any place for us to draw, they told us we could sit anywhere we like within de boundary between "this building" and "that building", they don have to busy themselves to arrange anything (I was jus bitten by a god damned bug), and we could make ourselves real comfortable, me and Sarah sat at against de pond, the pond was rather beautiful, with ALOT of fish. And mind you, when they say it's a building, it really is one, if i was a guy, i would have went to Chinese High no doubt, the school itself is enough to shut u up, damn, it's huge @. @ So yup, we started drawing at 4.30 sharp. We were supposed to draw 1 out of the 6 Casshern characters into Manga style, Sarah drew Luna, coz she thinks she's really beautiful, and I drew Barashin, coz he's really cool. Well, i think that both of us did pretty well tt day, and the pictures were bravo, her Luna looked so sweet and my Barashin looked so hot, haha.... after that we went to hand in our works, according to character, and we saw really great ones, the pros, and the really bad ones, "amateurs" i told Sarah. She said i was mean, i bet she's got it in her mind too, only that she didn’t say, hmmm.
After that, we walked around a little before the buffet started. Man, when it comes to food, it seemed that everyone turned into savage animals, i could never forget the picture when all de ppl swarmed to the food, it took the both of us quite some time before we managed to get our dinner, that was when the troglodytes started to evolve, they queued up, how amazing, this was like a miniature evolution stage, haha.
One terrible thing happened when we were scooping our fried rice and mee?? (Forgot what its called), guess who popped up from nowhere and said "Hi.” o, it's too terrible to refresh the memory.......... ok, let me continue the story. We sat on one of the benches and devoured our food. it was really good! Yum Yum! But i can't help to notice what's going on with the family sitting right opposite us, we were "this" close. Sitting in e middle was a scrawny thin little ger, in between her parents (i think, coz one of them looked pretty old to me), and oh man, i wonder whether tt ger has any dress sense, she's already that skinny that it made her head look big, she's still wearing clothes that makes her look skinny all the more, haizz, how i wish to tell her....
on her right left was her Mom, another woman with bad dress sense, i cant remember exactly what she wore, except for the strikingly pink scarf she has round her neck, and her pinkish makeup combo, oooo, no offence, but she really reminds me of that evil woman from e Dalmatian movie, Devila (was it????). I guess, the ger must have felt all embarrassed as the pink-Dalmatian-evil-woman wasn't really well mannered, although i can see she tries very hard to look all nice and ravishing, but i guess she just tried too hard. Ok, enough with this, Sarah’s gonna say I’m v mean.............am i? I thought i was a rather kind person, hehe.
After the food, was the movie preview.
The movie Casshern, was produced by a used-to-be MTV director and photographer, Kazuaki Kiriya, who's also Utada Hikaru's husband, that solves e mystery why they kept playing Utada's songs, over and over again, but it was nice, both me and Sarah loved Sakura Drops.
According to what I’ve read abt the movie on the admission ticket, Casshern cost US$6 million, which contained 70% CGI, what they say a unique (why do they say "a" not "an") blend of live action photography and computer generated anime effects, which was very very true....
the story's about 2 men's struggle with love and life. (I just found out that bloody bug bit me 2 times!!!)
List of Characters...........
Prof. Azuma (genetics scientist), Prof. Midori (wife of Azuma), Tetsuya (Son of Azuma), Luna (Tetsuya's Love), Dr Kozuki (Luna’s Dad). New-Cells-Generated-Human aka New Human: Brai, Sagray, Barashin, Akubone, Casshern (Tetsuya)
(ok, i m copying this following part wholesale from e synopsis on e ticket, heehee)
The father Prof.Azuma, sacrifices family life to find a cure for his terminally ill wife Prof.Midori, a victim of the chemically continuous war.
The son Tetsuya, who is alienated from Azuma, is unaware of his father’s military supported secret experiments on human cell regeneration, which could provide mankind with everlasting life. (Which is reproducing human body parts, but later in e show, the body parts joined together and formed e nu human...)
Against his father's advice, Tesuya leaves his fiancée Luna and volunteers for military service. He dies in combat. Strikingly beautiful Luna is shattered at her loss (i dono y they wanto mention tt she's strikingly beautiful here, doesn’t make much sense).
It is as if heaven heard Luna’s longing for Tesuya, a powerful lightning bolt strikes and Prof.Azuma's human cell regeneration pool begins to activate. Body parts rejoined and mutants emerged.
Casshern, the reborn Testuya with superhuman powers (these powers made him look like Power Ranger and Chicken, according to Sarah and me), returns to "Stop e War" between mutants, their army of robots and the ruling Eurasia armed forces. Will Luna find her loved one in Casshern? Can Professor Azuma save his wife? Is it possible for mankind to co-exist and avert self-destruction? .....This US$6 million Casshern Partners and Shochiku Presentation of a live action sci-fi adventure film directed by Kazuaki Kiriya has won critics ' praises since opening in April 2004 in Japan.......Almost 70% of the film is CGI, a unique blend of live action photography, a computer generated and animated effects. Kazuaki Kiriya who is one of Japan's top fashion photographer and MTV director recently married Utada Hikaru, a top international J-pop star, who sang the Casshern theme song..............
Ok, that was e synopsis. i was very eager to watch this movie after i read these, but was really disappointed after the movie's finished. Let me tell u my part of the story. Ahem....
the movie started with Azuma announcing to the audience abt his theory of the new cell thing, and made the crowd real angry which later left, leaving only the above mentioned military ppl, bcoz the Commander (a reeeelly old man) wants to live longer... and blah blah blah (there’d be some missing parts, coz i do not have a superb memory). Then was e scene of the Azuma family and Luna + her father taking photos in a reeeelly beautiful garden with those white flimsy stuff flying around, it was really a beautiful picture, and i have to admit that Kazuaki sure puts in photography skills to good use. (Back to e show) so they were taking the picture, and suddenly Tetsuya announces that he wants join army, but Azuma disagrees, and you know typical father and son quarrel. One thing i wanna mention is that, when Tetsuya announces that he wants go army he said it (in Jap) so fast and emotionless, u'd think he's a lousy tape recorder. So yar, Tetsuya joins e army and went fighting with the 7th ??? (paiseh, forgot what they called it) and the scene goes back to Azuma in his lab and was toking with Dr.Kozuki, telling him tt his theory isn't working blah blah blah when his phone rang ..........
Meanwhile, Ds.Midori was still in that beautiful garden with some other ger, when some car arrived outside and she sent the ger to go look. After the ger's gone, Tetsuya appeared and went to Midori and told her "Mom, I'm back." what a touching scene, beautiful mother and handsome son.............. They went on toking for a while before the ger returns, with a guy whom i suppose is Tetsuya's comrade in battle. Then he saluted, and suddenly it was soundless, and u could only see his mouth moving (typical MTV style), luckily both Sarah and me could read his mouth and knew wad he said, hahahahahaha. Well, he said "tetsuya ga shin!” which meant testuya is dead. Then he went on about how he died (he was killed by a bomb when he was trying to carry a little ger up) and what an honorable death it was and he'd be granted the highest military funeral, in between sobs and tears and bogies. The scene switched back to Midori, and u cant actually see her face draining, coz she was wearing all white, her expression then really tears ur heart, u know, so sad that we almost shared her sadness. But it was her scream of despair that triggered our tears, (i did shed a few at tt moment, honestly). Then de lightning strike Azuma's lab. It could be so amazing if they jus let the bolt go, but instead the bolt solidifies and just, well, stayed there, in the lightning shape some more..........u'd think it's stupid, typical MTV again.........
after the lightning, the bodies in the lab, in the red water pool, or was it blood pool whatever, started joining up, and WOALA!!! The pool's filled with naked bodies........... Whoever called the military, and they all started shooting all the naked bodies, only some managed to escape.
They ran ran ran ran...................... no more naked, they rap themselves up with dirty linens. Their leader, Brai, however rap himself up with the military flag on top of the building (god knows how he got up there). Then more running.................. (This is getting confusing...hmmm)
Saturday, November 20, 2004
咳嗽好难受啊
今天和诗棋跑去Jurong Library，到那里消遣。哇塞！那里真的好宏大呀，那有人把图书馆开的那么大的呀！有病啊！？但是开那么大有屁用呢，我要的书始终没找着，真是失败。
我到现在还在咳嗽，好像有点变本加厉的感觉，好辛苦呢。刚才在车上差点咳得都要吐了，为什么我的咳嗽还不好？老天无眼！！今天出门的目的是要卖画漫画的用 具，结果没想到那些东西贵得已经远远超出了我的预算，所以才只卖了两支笔，但却花了12块钱了！！！新加坡的书店真吃钱！老子又没钱你，干吗买那么贵 嘛！？
我到现在还在咳嗽，好像有点变本加厉的感觉，好辛苦呢。刚才在车上差点咳得都要吐了，为什么我的咳嗽还不好？老天无眼！！今天出门的目的是要卖画漫画的用 具，结果没想到那些东西贵得已经远远超出了我的预算，所以才只卖了两支笔，但却花了12块钱了！！！新加坡的书店真吃钱！老子又没钱你，干吗买那么贵 嘛！？
Friday, November 19, 2004
Boredom No. 26545
haaaaa, now i really wish that i have a scanner, then can scan and upload e beautiful pic i jus drew, am so proud of it!!! so sad, cannot show off, haiya...........
it was a pic drawn to a scene from Cinderella Story (which i watched almost over 10 times), the scene where Hilary Duff danced with Micheal Chad Murray ( or Murray Chad Micheal or Chad Micheal Murray...........) in de pavillion, it was so sweet!!! (Austin Ames was so cute!!!) ok, although in de pic i drew, Sam didnt look like Sam, and Austin didnt look like Austin, but, it was still a brilliant masterpiece.............i know it's kind of thickskin to praise me work like that, but, i m onli telling the truth (blink blink).
today, i received a letter from another wannabe pen-pal, she's 2 yrs younger than me (not that interested), but i think i will write back to her some other day. how come i don't get some guy pen-pals, Japanese guys are kind of cute, i heard.......heehee
i m still coughing, yar, was recovering already in the morning, but curse myself for eating the look-so-delicious-peanut butter and now i m coughing like Angeline................
wonders how they are now, angeline, mei yan and my laogong, they've been in me hometown for 3 days already, so envious, i also wanna go!!!
oh ya, big news, Jian Rong got stead already!! woohoo! congrats, bro, never thought u'd get attached so soon sia. but better than that Yuan Hong, i heard he's got stead also, man that's when you say "Unbelievable sia O.O", i bet his stead mus be blind physically and mentally, haha.
but for Jian Rong, yarlar, expected one, it's a sooner or later thing, at ferst wanted to match-make him and Shimin one, then my plan failed, abish........ but nvm, will go and dig for more details on nx Thursday, at least he must show his gerfren de photo to me, mus let me know ferst hand wat, i m ur Jie Jie leh, but then, haizz, guess i'm a very shi bai jiejie..............sobs
tml, going kino, get watever i can get and watever affordable, and maybe go to tt Jurong Library Shi Qi was toking about. Truthfully, now i'm very into books, i donno why............
haiz, now got inspiration again, go draw erotic pic liao, haha
it was a pic drawn to a scene from Cinderella Story (which i watched almost over 10 times), the scene where Hilary Duff danced with Micheal Chad Murray ( or Murray Chad Micheal or Chad Micheal Murray...........) in de pavillion, it was so sweet!!! (Austin Ames was so cute!!!) ok, although in de pic i drew, Sam didnt look like Sam, and Austin didnt look like Austin, but, it was still a brilliant masterpiece.............i know it's kind of thickskin to praise me work like that, but, i m onli telling the truth (blink blink).
today, i received a letter from another wannabe pen-pal, she's 2 yrs younger than me (not that interested), but i think i will write back to her some other day. how come i don't get some guy pen-pals, Japanese guys are kind of cute, i heard.......heehee
i m still coughing, yar, was recovering already in the morning, but curse myself for eating the look-so-delicious-peanut butter and now i m coughing like Angeline................
wonders how they are now, angeline, mei yan and my laogong, they've been in me hometown for 3 days already, so envious, i also wanna go!!!
oh ya, big news, Jian Rong got stead already!! woohoo! congrats, bro, never thought u'd get attached so soon sia. but better than that Yuan Hong, i heard he's got stead also, man that's when you say "Unbelievable sia O.O", i bet his stead mus be blind physically and mentally, haha.
but for Jian Rong, yarlar, expected one, it's a sooner or later thing, at ferst wanted to match-make him and Shimin one, then my plan failed, abish........ but nvm, will go and dig for more details on nx Thursday, at least he must show his gerfren de photo to me, mus let me know ferst hand wat, i m ur Jie Jie leh, but then, haizz, guess i'm a very shi bai jiejie..............sobs
tml, going kino, get watever i can get and watever affordable, and maybe go to tt Jurong Library Shi Qi was toking about. Truthfully, now i'm very into books, i donno why............
haiz, now got inspiration again, go draw erotic pic liao, haha
supposed to have alot to say one, but donno how come now nothing come out..........haizz
should be toking abt chalet, quite fun, for e ferst day onli, de staying over part was like torture for me. i didnt get to sleep, not because i cant, but i don want, i hate sleeping with other ppl, somemore squeezing with 3 other ppl onto one bloody bed is too much for me, and that day itself, because of e bbq, i think made my cough worsened, then lie on de bed, cant sleep juz keep coughing and coughing, very 辛苦 then after that got up and went to toilet, stomache pain and lao sai (paiseh), very 难受. the part where we told ghost stories was quite fun la, like really camping lo, except i cant stand Joan's whines, it's like she keeps wanting ppl to give in to her, to give her wat she wants, bloody hell, as if i would care, other than that, she's ok.
haizz, now come to think of it, nothing much about the chalet lor, cant remember much about it, if 难听一点, it was pretty sian....too bad, cough cough
right now, i m still coughing non stop, but at least got 理由 can escape training, if not, haiya, donno wad will happen, later i m going to de doctor there, ask him get my obs thing signed, then everything done, then tml go orchard buy manga materials, come back practise abit of drawing skills, get ready for monday's competition, i hope i get chosen leh, de chosen ones get so much to do lor, get to design stuff for some movies, or so i remember, aaaaaaaaaaaargh, pray pray pray
should be toking abt chalet, quite fun, for e ferst day onli, de staying over part was like torture for me. i didnt get to sleep, not because i cant, but i don want, i hate sleeping with other ppl, somemore squeezing with 3 other ppl onto one bloody bed is too much for me, and that day itself, because of e bbq, i think made my cough worsened, then lie on de bed, cant sleep juz keep coughing and coughing, very 辛苦 then after that got up and went to toilet, stomache pain and lao sai (paiseh), very 难受. the part where we told ghost stories was quite fun la, like really camping lo, except i cant stand Joan's whines, it's like she keeps wanting ppl to give in to her, to give her wat she wants, bloody hell, as if i would care, other than that, she's ok.
haizz, now come to think of it, nothing much about the chalet lor, cant remember much about it, if 难听一点, it was pretty sian....too bad, cough cough
right now, i m still coughing non stop, but at least got 理由 can escape training, if not, haiya, donno wad will happen, later i m going to de doctor there, ask him get my obs thing signed, then everything done, then tml go orchard buy manga materials, come back practise abit of drawing skills, get ready for monday's competition, i hope i get chosen leh, de chosen ones get so much to do lor, get to design stuff for some movies, or so i remember, aaaaaaaaaaaargh, pray pray pray
Monday, November 15, 2004
my cough has worsened, and i had to drink alot of water, which doesn't seem to help, and my pee is to be calculated by galons............let's see
i drank 7 one-litre-bottle of water, (how many litres = 1 galon arh?). if one galon = 1000 litres then, i've drunk total 0.007galons of water......and hopefulli my pee isnt tt lot, if not, i m afraid i might choke de pipe............
anyway, i pray that i didnt get bronchitis like Angeline, seeing her cough is hard enough, seeing me cough....i donno what to say.............
tml going for e chalet, yup, should be staying there overnight, what am i gonna wear???
i drank 7 one-litre-bottle of water, (how many litres = 1 galon arh?). if one galon = 1000 litres then, i've drunk total 0.007galons of water......and hopefulli my pee isnt tt lot, if not, i m afraid i might choke de pipe............
anyway, i pray that i didnt get bronchitis like Angeline, seeing her cough is hard enough, seeing me cough....i donno what to say.............
tml going for e chalet, yup, should be staying there overnight, what am i gonna wear???
Saturday, November 13, 2004
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
on the edge of a mental breakdown right now, feels like i haven't been actually talking to anybody in days, let me see whether i have bad breath......
lame, ok nvm, boredom boredom boredom, guess that's e only word to describe our pitiful holidays, and u actually have to go back to school 4 days per week for bloody volleyball trainings.....this is pure torture, i managed to skip today's session coz of the rain, but still can't come up with an appropriate excuse for it, everyone else has MCs, how could they do that, all get flu and cold at the anointed moment? why am i left out? curse tt bloody runny nose, why cant it run a few more days longer?
guess it's me 5th time watching Cinderella Story, ZiJun would be so proud. why? beats me....
y cant i just get a bloody part time to waste away this eternity of boredom? why do i have to put up with that bloody volleyball trainings where i m obviously not needed, i hate to admit it, but yar, since they do not need me there, why do i still have to go?! bloody assholes!!!!
lame, ok nvm, boredom boredom boredom, guess that's e only word to describe our pitiful holidays, and u actually have to go back to school 4 days per week for bloody volleyball trainings.....this is pure torture, i managed to skip today's session coz of the rain, but still can't come up with an appropriate excuse for it, everyone else has MCs, how could they do that, all get flu and cold at the anointed moment? why am i left out? curse tt bloody runny nose, why cant it run a few more days longer?
guess it's me 5th time watching Cinderella Story, ZiJun would be so proud. why? beats me....
y cant i just get a bloody part time to waste away this eternity of boredom? why do i have to put up with that bloody volleyball trainings where i m obviously not needed, i hate to admit it, but yar, since they do not need me there, why do i still have to go?! bloody assholes!!!!
Monday, November 01, 2004
feels weird, maybe i've grown taller....? coz today wake up then go outside skipping, my used-to-be-long skipping rope seemed so short, and i couldnt skip normally, had to like curl my legs....haha, i really did grow taller!!!! weee!!!!
ok, taday is officially de first day of my holiday, and i can't stand it already, so boring!!! i m like watched the Cinderella Story for 3 bloody consecutive times already, although it was quite sweet, but u see, i really cant keep myself busy, and not wasting my precious time......i m bored i m bored.....
later, going to Ethel there to play badminton, although she did not invite but i decide to tag along, entertain myself, maybe pretend the others (ahem.....u know) are invisible, anyway, i think de only ones that could really play are Jelyn and Lap Tak, and i'm definetly not going to play with Lap Tak so ya, that narrows. wats wrong with Ethel anyway, she's like leaving me out on everything, even if she's knew that i may reject because of some ppl, but she could have at least asked me, at least make me feel needed, wads fucking wrong with her?! I don owe her, bloody hell.....
aaargh, irritating, i go watch One Piece...... fuck .......
ok, taday is officially de first day of my holiday, and i can't stand it already, so boring!!! i m like watched the Cinderella Story for 3 bloody consecutive times already, although it was quite sweet, but u see, i really cant keep myself busy, and not wasting my precious time......i m bored i m bored.....
later, going to Ethel there to play badminton, although she did not invite but i decide to tag along, entertain myself, maybe pretend the others (ahem.....u know) are invisible, anyway, i think de only ones that could really play are Jelyn and Lap Tak, and i'm definetly not going to play with Lap Tak so ya, that narrows. wats wrong with Ethel anyway, she's like leaving me out on everything, even if she's knew that i may reject because of some ppl, but she could have at least asked me, at least make me feel needed, wads fucking wrong with her?! I don owe her, bloody hell.....
aaargh, irritating, i go watch One Piece...... fuck .......
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